 If you have fears that those fears will seem to manifest not in reality not in heaven But just in perception just to bring you more closer in touch with what your thoughts are and your beliefs This is a good thing This is everything's working together for the good if you've got an unconscious fear and a desperation that you're not Acknowledging wouldn't you want it to be acknowledged wouldn't you want it to be brought up into awareness? Would you rather be run by having your mind controlled by this unconscious belief system that you're not even aware of? Or would you rather be fully aware? So you make every decision Consciously for the whole for the whole universe. You can't make a Decisions for the whole universe if you partly are listening to Holy Spirit and partly letting the ego run the ship You know from this unconscious guilt, so Let me give you a hint if this happens in your relationship With your partner with your child with your pet with your teacher Maybe your pet gives you that look like what happened to you that you aren't the same pet owner that I I Met when we first came together what you when did you get into all this guilt? What's going on or it could be with a partner? Let's say you're practicing using our tools expression sessions retreats No private thoughts and so on and so forth when this happens the best thing to do is Expose it now the best thing you could do now In this point of devastation is join now immediately Expose it go for an expression session Because what you want to do is you want to you want to keep nothing hidden? That's the whole point of spiritual awakening. There are no private thoughts. Nothing is kept hidden and to the ego This just seems like I got you again Like now I got you now you're devastated and now you better go back to the old way of hiding and protecting you know private thoughts private minds and you know Two ships passing in the night no communication. So this is a good teaching device You have to come into that state of mind with this world to say we don't I don't know anything for sure about this world But I'm gonna follow my heart. I'm gonna follow my joy. I'm gonna follow the connections I'm gonna follow the guidance and the prompts and the intuitions and I'm gonna follow that and then I'm going to Let the world do whatever the world does because in the end It still comes down to you have to let go of the belief that there's something outside of your mind Teachings of the course is basically saying no the ego belief is the only thing that's holding you back You have no external enemies The ego has projected these characters these shadow figures in the world to try to scare your mind into believing that it Can't escape but those shadow figures aren't the problem. They're just projections of the ego and As long as you believe there's an external world that's holding you back It may be it's your aunt or your uncle or your relative or your best friend Well, I can't do this because my best friend wouldn't like me anymore and And and then you have this thought like I have a concern about what other people think there it is again What other people think there aren't any other people there aren't any other people with private minds and private thoughts it's all coming down to our one mind and really staying Vision with the Holy Spirit and saying no I'm gonna follow your instructions and your joy all the way I'm going for the escape. I am not going to believe these doubt thoughts Even if I think there are other people Even if I think other people will leave me if I follow the truth Others may say that's not for me. I'm out of here We've been friends for so long, but I can't stand you talking about oneness God anymore I can't hear it anymore. I'm just not in a place to receive it. I have to say goodbye We have to allow all that we have to be able to face that fear We cannot give into the fear in our mind because that is the ego the exposing is so essential to the releasing Because if you don't expose if you fear to expose it must believe that you believe Something terribly has gone wrong. You must you must believe that you're unworthy of love You must believe that you're not going to get this right or you know, you're you're just Gonna mess things up and on and on the ego just goes rampant with its its Sense of you're not worthy of love and you're just getting what you deserve you blew it You broke the agreement and so on and so forth, you know When there's a broken agreement and something's not shared openly. There's a pressure in the mind and then I Love I think it's a roomie quote even if you've broken your vows a thousand times Come come again. There's the spirit coming through saying no no all is not lost The spirit is gonna handle this no matter how Devastating it is no matter how much you've allowed the fear to run Something in your life all is not lost because in the end Nothing can prevail against the will of God Nothing can prevail against the will of God. You cannot mess it up I'll say it again. You cannot mess it up The spirit of love is orchestrating everything behind the scenes for this exposure and release of this error And the spirit loves us so much that really in the end you will see there are no mistakes In the end you will see that you just were mistaken for a moment about identity and then all this time stuff Played out, but it wasn't real. It didn't really Harm you it didn't touch who you really are Who God created you to be is who you are and there's nothing of this world There's nothing of time and space that can prevail against God's will So hold on to your hats because Kansas is going bye bye