 sometimes you get to a place where things are not bad they're dead and you're like I can't take it anymore I can't live another day I can't put up with this anymore and Paul says I was burdened beyond my ability to bear I wanted to die I thought my life will end I carried a sentence meaning a sentence was written that I will die but he says all of this taught me not that God will not let me have more than I can handle but that if I rely on him he's the great I am he is the resurrection and life he will see me through he will show the way where there is no way he will heal the sick he will break down every stronghold he will pull me out every valley my God raises the dead