 Boom boom the sculpture of God. Yeah, that's a good one. Yeah The first the first reaction the first thought that I had when I came across this picture was doing my Entrance to stream entry on my second retreat. So I was meditating for at a going card retreat 12 hours a day on the 10th day The last sit on the 10th day. I was like, I knew something was happening I just was happening. I was like, I have to sit through the sit and however long it takes I'm gonna stay there by myself even after the going card discourse if I have to I Just knew that I had to break through something here. I could feel it So I'll sit in there after like three hours. I could see this image sort of emerging Just from the distance at first. It was very small It looks almost exactly like this at first It was very small and they became bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger That's when I was already sort of doing self-increase Sort of abiding in the awareness phase That's what allows this manifest because I was already pulling away from the Francine entity from the the meditator entity even And this thing emerged and I was like the first reaction I had was like, holy fuck. This is fucking creepy It's creepy because it's first of all, it's so familiar. It's almost like that's It's almost like that's home or like that. That's always been me Mmm In time it is extremely alien. There's a paradox there. That's it. Yeah, I was just Frightened I was fighting for two reasons because that do I really want to die? Do I really want to merge with the absolute or God? Do I really want to see my true nature? Here's the quote that we can put out everything that we do in life as separate individuals Is to avoid the nothingness that you are is to avoid this. This is nothingness Which is why it's also everything and then I was like everything that I knew and experience Throughout my whole lifetime and from everybody is in there. That's the potential All of us are manifested which is the same as the manifested is this is this it Everything we do in life is to avoid nothingness or nothingness that we are that we are let me I was like I could just stop meditating and then just you know go back to my life or I could merge with this thing Of this thing It's almost like the screen that this let's call it a screen the screen of God And then this is a screen of Frank, which is already detaching itself from itself That's why the screen of God who appeared In the perception of the screen of Frank, but then they actually the same thing So I was like once I realized that man I have to do this I don't know when I'm gonna get another chance because after like 10 days of meditation for 12 hours I you know this thing came up. I was like, you know, I don't know when I'm gonna get another chance to die Bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and then I was like I blanked out I thought I could enter it. That was my original Initial I thought I could enter it and go into a tunnel and experience God unity or whatever But then that wasn't the case. I totally blinked out and that is the the the secession right there She didn't in the secession. There's just nothing. It's almost like a few friends They're taking away from the the cinema of your life. If there's still something it's not it So I completely blinked out. There was no experience at all There's not even an experience of nothing or God nothing Which is almost like a fellow sleep but in a very high concentrated state. That's death right there And then I came back in and then I just got sort of got popped out of the God of the Godhead And then it was just like whole-body bliss and then ever since after that I knew I entered stream entry the first stage of a wicked according to a Theravada Buddhist tradition now I used to pretty attached to those pasts but not anymore But just in accordance to the Theravada tradition after that event was when everything just goes Exponentially faster and faster and then my perception after that I just shipped it I could feel like you know my perception was panoramic 360 But it was still a bubble that where I still haven't broken through awareness yet So at the time I was like there my my head was my head got really big, but there was still a Distortion there was still the awareness that I could still sense a bubble So that bubble has to expand expand expand and the character has to continue string string string the secret has to continue string string Until the secret is nothing. There's no even bubble of awareness. There's not even consciousness There's no way that the self can hide not even an awareness not even consciousness not even nothing So that was my first reaction when I saw that picture you bought me back the memory of entering stream entry and Yeah, that that is the the sculpture of the absolute That is your that is that the picture even though you can't really depict what your true nature is and by the way from the Communion that I've had as well Validates also as well as the communion from the people that I've talked to and featured on the show around their Realization so that's really validating the many paths one end and Also that when you asked me a little bit ago to also unpack and describe What it is to transcend even the all-inclusive awareness itself. It is this it's becoming the nothingness that we That we purposely are Avoiding because the nature is the perfect Of the Eternal fire working away from nothingness The whole thing is infinity expressing itself away from nothingness endlessly Fractaling just like this image the sculpture of God is also in many ways It is as We had when we first Pulled up the program it is like you see when you look up our homies over at Mathtown These guys are the homies because it really is this This is what we're talking about. We're talking about stuff like this This being it this being infinity endlessly Fractaling expressing itself as your unique costume Endlessly your costume Frank's costume the 8 billion costumes right now the next creation that has different vehicles That has a different civilization that has a different history that has a different rock orbiting a star that doesn't even have rocks orbiting stars That doesn't even have nervous systems. It doesn't even have DNA It has all this different you can never come to the end and you will always be something new You will always be something unique yet. You're also nothingness Yes, yeah, and so yeah, so get used to you know, Benoit Mandelbrot has This incredible math that then we turn into the Visualization that is as close as we can right now and Frank and I are aiming to collaborate on creating visuals That even help us recognize not only this but also this specific expression of our creation and then going beyond that as well And so just you know tap into stuff like this and it will Enable you like we talk about this a lot on the show, but if you really just do simple stuff like if you Contemplate simple words like contemplate. Here's here's a very short list you have This gives rise effectos of infinity It's the inconceivable in an infamble Inevitable that gives rise even to those to that image to the animation Right. Yeah, exactly. You are that which inevitably gives rise to these infinite Possibility yes, yes, and that's why when you have people like Nisargats at the Maharaj He would endlessly he would refuse whenever there would be any games of identity being played He would say you are that and Siddharah Meshwar would also say this who is his guru that as you think so you are So you're gonna play the game of identity. You're gonna be your onion layers I'm going to only be the source of infinite possibility. That's my nature. That's who I am That's what this is and so I am that and I am not what you think is this body And so this form and so when you contemplate even intellectually Intellectually as Frank indicated you can work your way like Jim repetitions up to the realize to experience and to Realization because these are your words when you look up things like infinity when you look up things like eternity when you look up Things like automata and recursion what you realize is that we are that These are the words that we are when you look at the way that a Cell hits a cell checkpoint and then undergoes Mitosis when you look at the way that two humans come together and reproduce to make a human Which then finds another human to reproduce make a human just like the oak tree drops an acorn That then makes more oak trees that drop more acorns. It's just Recursion its automata go to the big bang poof and what happens automata self-making self producing endlessly and Guess what cycle again as Sir Roger Penrose who won the Nobel Prize in physics in 2020 says that Where we are going is where we came from we it's a cyclic cosmology even the world's leading Physicists themselves, which is really exciting for the synthesis of science of spirituality Yeah, what we're talking about earlier about the the symbols that the logos and the innovation that you showed us with that the looping it back on itself thing Yes, that doesn't just apply to space that also applies to time because time and space are the same fabric Einstein said that himself He said that the past and the future and the present are just persisting illusions Even he understood that without the direct experience of it just three equations So that infinite loop that I always tell people I always like trying to illustrate the people that snake biting its own tail The universe eating itself or this picture or whatever that also applies to time Because if you think about it That loop if you visualize that loop as a four-dimensional space time Whatever is the case When you were born until you die is the case There is something okay on the spiritual past that sometimes I tell people Whatever isn't there since the beginning of your birth until you die or even before your birth because it's gonna be experienced by other people Or even after you died isn't it? So if you loop that thing from the beginning of your birth, whatever it is that stays constant Since the beginning of your birth until the month until the moment of now until the moment you die There's a loop and within this loop Forms sort of shape ship inside it So it's almost like in this if you abide in this eternal loop It's only it must feel like whenever you think about the past. It's the same as think about the future It really feels like it hasn't happened because in the group everything's happening, but nothing's happening We think about the future. It seems like either it could already be passed or it doesn't even exist so it's like the past and the future in the present are Loses mean the sequential events of past to present loses meaning and even the now even the power of now is Empty because there really is no now Because now is cold depending arising through past and future The past sorry if the I got fucked up the past never came that that is kind of true Let's go back to the conventional level for a little bit If the future will never come and if the past already dead or whenever, you know rise again Then the future cannot be I'm sorry The present cannot be said to be exist either because they're cold immediately rising Because you can still suffer in the in the power of now. Actually, it's you you free up a lot You free up a lot of stuff in the now if you only a bite in the now free up a lot of stuff But in fact if you take now to be the new ground a new static thing We're just be like all this only the now you can still suffer in the now But when you constructed it now, it's almost like deconstructing awareness See the self is such a cheeky con that you could abide you could hide itself in awareness Same thing as hiding itself in the power of now But once you construct and dissolve even awareness when the self completely dissolves when there's nothing nowhere to hide we just free-flowing Even the now ceases to be meaningful Because the now in awareness almost simultaneously exists one from the perspective of space and the other from the perspective of time Once that last speck of self is dissolved there's no now to abiding there's no awareness to find solace in it just In conceivable yes The same time it's so simple. It's so ordinary and that is why it's called ordinary the more ordinary something is the more normie Something is the more magnificent and more divine something is