 So I want to clear something up. People use the word Triggered. It's a way of saying I'm offended by something or that way I don't like this. And that's not the use of the word. It belails the actual meaning of it. The meaning of the word Triggered is you know, something we need in the trauma community. It's a weird thing to say on a community of. So what I'm going to talk about today is people have been saying that oh, Lydia's dangerous to the mental health community. She vlogs everything. She talks about her own conditions. She makes money on Etsy to pay her rent. Tell me where. It says I can't do that. I print out my Etsy's door and I'm very upfront for how much money I pay for my rent. Because people ask. I think I share my life because I know it's all the people going through it. I wouldn't say I'm a negative person on the mental health community because I'm not. I say thank you how it is. And I put it out there. Is it funny now? Oh, I don't want to hear it. Some of you can't say something and I say something clever about devastating. Yeah. The first thing I read, I overpowered them with superior vocabulary. Good morning, you lot. Welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, hi, hello. My name is Lydia and I film this a few days after I film this video. The brightness and the lighting in the video isn't great and I'm sorry. But today we're doing it on her mail. I was very tired when I filmed this, so you're going to be able to see that 100%. I'd already had my medication and then I was told, hey, can you check out your pile of... I was so happy for everything I got. I have like got ready for uni. I'm so grateful. So thank you. Enjoy the video. I just thought I'd give you the heads up about the ship brightness. Make me happy already. I'm having a little tiny one. It's so dark. Open with love. I mean, try and open it properly. I'm really bad at opening envelopes. Just in case you're having one of those days. That's so cute. Thank you, Octavia. Let's go for a package. I know who this is from. I know who this is from. I know who this is from. I know who this is from. Oh, my life. This is a lot. And I know who it is as well. Oh, no. I know who this is off. I recognize the postcard in the back. Oh, my gosh. I know who sent me this as well. Oh, she's a really good idiot too. Was I cute? I don't know. Let's investigate. I definitely have enough scrapbooking stuff to last me a century. Post-it notes. I was saying I'd run out. Who he is? We agreed on lipstick. I would marry you. It's from who he is. And if I drink out of bottles, people don't know what I'm drinking. So it makes me feel a little bit better. Because people aren't going to be like, drink water. Drink water. You're encouraging bad behavior. To Lydia, I wanted to write this little heart and say thanks for being a YouTuber and for being collaborative with me. It means a lot when you invite me into your channel. Thank you for the Twitter shoutouts too. Make her a tough time. Later there. I'm sorry to hear that. I'm going to take a year. Aw. Thank you, Louise. Thank you for the postcard. Keep being you. Stay wise, lady. Forget the trolls. Hope you're staying strong, don't let depression win. You're a fire. Hope you like that. Aw. That's made me happy. Look at that cute part. I love my little internet family. It's big and it's got lots of stuff on it. And this one's easy to open. Oh, this isn't, like, this isn't. This isn't anything for your internet. It's a questionnaire. So Lydia can get paid 20 quid. Who do I know in Pittsburgh? Jim. You're trying to open a box. Wait, wait, wait, wait. Shall I cheat and read the customs form? Or finish opening it first? Don't read the customs form. Oh, I think it is the mug. I'm trying to avoid getting the newspaper everywhere because I do not want to clean it up. Oh, you know, I went on a holiday and I was doing that podcast with someone on my laptop. And I was apologising for going on a holiday. But that's who sent me the mug. It's a big mug. Full impact mindfulness. How's this much paperwork just rent? It's like, it's like actual, like, printed store. Your next job is, you've got to stick it all down. No. No. No, you couldn't pay me enough money to do that. Right. Moving on to the little ladder. I think this is the last one. Oh, it's from Shadow. But thank you. And good night. Like I'm some hip, cool entertainer. I apologise for the brightness and the lighting and everything. You guys balanced on my clothes and I got mail today so I thought I'd open it. So this one that is very cute and below. If I get completely falling on me, I will punch you down a million. This is your movie. Anyways, be the star. Always be the star. Now, oh my God, scrapbooking stuff. Stickers. We've got stickers, guys. We've got this. Look, this. Ooh, and a silver hydraulic glitter mask. Thank you for my postcard from Wales. Did you want a holiday there? I hope you're okay. Thank you, Leanne. I appreciate it. I didn't expect the gift. I like hearts. So now we're going to move on to this one, which is a large metal. Ooh, okay. So we've got a fairy festival sticker book. Oh, God. Is there any note from who sent this? Please say you put a note in. I've got some really cute memo sheets. A notepad. And no note. Oh, no. Who sent me these? Oh, okay. We're doing that now. Last time, look. Oh, no. Lots of station. Okay, so I've got some new deco today. Please tell me you put a card in here, Louise. Louise is newly leaveable and advisor blue here on YouTube. And everything she does is amazing. And even these little scrapbook bags are amazing. And I wish she put a note in. You and a corn sticky note. So yeah, thank you for watching this mail video. I know it's been filmed over like three different days. That is it for this mailing video though. I hope you enjoyed it. And if you are new here, make sure you hit the subscribe button to be notified every time I upload my addresses over on my second Twitter account so you can post shit there. I do respond to everyone and I always answer every letter. Thank you guys so much for watching. Thank you for supporting me and stay strong and stay awesome. Good morning. I need to get ready. I'm supposed to be going out. Like 20 minutes. But I don't know. So open the mail instead. I'm getting ready to go out.