 The fall through, like fall back to, I fall back to, my first, when it happened, the first thing I feel back on was drugs, bro. I was popping perks like. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one. I gotta say this though, the funny thing is that when he told me, really when he told me you were coming and he's like, yeah, Rizzo Rizzo, he got a love to work out and stuff like that. I'm thinking, I've never seen your picture or your Instagram none, right? So I'm thinking when you gonna come in, I'm thinking I'm gonna see this big dude that's gonna be coming in, muscles and all of that. I'm like, so you been? When you come in five, three, you thought you've been seeing six, six, six self, nah, they ain't me, man. So, you were. No, I'm saying I'm small, you get no points or something. No, because you were talking about working out as a baby, you see. You look fucking small, bro. You got it. On guard, that's it, that's it. I'm gonna shoot this shit out of you, bro. I swear, I'm scared, I'm gonna shoot shit out you, bro, I'm scared, bro. I'm gonna shoot this shit out you, bro. I don't want no problems, bro. I'm scared of my life, bro. So you got to make it home. I'm fucked up now, y'all. Got to make it home, man, I'm fucked up. Got to make it home, I'm fucked up. I'll shoot you. Yeah, let me go in too. Yeah, my shit in my name. That's right, let me go in. I'm telling y'all, I'm running, it's safe running, stop it, that shit, that was all I needed, bro. That was all I needed. I'm not playing, I'm not playing, bro. That's why I stay at home, because I'm not playing. No, no, I'm not playing. So why is working out so important to you? I know you were talking about having that society for the kids and stuff like that. Yeah, yeah, cause I ain't, like I said, when that situation happened, I ain't had to fall through, like fall back to, I fall back to, my first, when it happened, the first thing I feel back on was drugs, bro. I was popping perks, like, I was sipping drink like a mother and one day I had my son in my house, bro, I'm gonna go out and have my son in my house and he was trying to ask me to do something, play something like, play, do something. I forgot exactly what it was, but I was high. And the next day I woke up and I felt bad about it, like. So that, because you know what, I love the fact that you said that because you have some people, I've met so many people who'll be smoking, who'll be on pills, doing all that stuff and be like, it don't affect them. They can go work, they can shit, so it affects you. But it wouldn't affect that I was high, it was like, it was like, I was making a nigga emotional, like making a nigga emotional. Oh, so it does. Man, making a nigga emotional. But does it affect everybody differently? Everybody got things on the fix too. Right. Everybody did suggest what's mine. It was having me emotional. I didn't want to, I was really at the pre-stage, like, cause like I'm saying, if you forget Rizzo, Rizzo, like they know me as Ray Ray. I had a pat, like I said, when I started the interview, I had a chiptube meaning that, man, I wasn't scared to fight nobody. I was, I had that live man syndrome, like, who? Yeah, we on boss talk one on one.