 alright guys final day hearing cans mixed emotions mixed feelings you guys know how it is you guys know what's going on but this is my absolute priority today and it is to spend as much time as possible with my little daughter and oops not gonna crash into you my little daughter and her mother because I may not see them for another month and that is heartbreaking so we're going to park up this is the first place I actually showed you guys when I first arrived here this apartment building so final day hearing cans put my hat on and I haven't talked to these guys in three days okay because things got really shit between my female and I and she knew I was leaving and I knew that I had a shitload of stuff to get done and it is all done and this is my final day and I've now got nothing in my mind except for coming over here and making amends before I leave and so I'm gonna take the camera along so this is my final day on cans hopefully we're gonna go out hopefully we'll be out soon for breakfast actually because I'm keen for that I'm keen to shout my shout my shout for breakfast how could you refuse right let's see cars there I heard Tate in sight she's playing stupid games she's playing silly games it's my last day I'm spending with you guys what do you mean why because this is my little darling daughter there she is it's been two days it's been two days look I want to talk properly can I come in hey bubba hello missed you this is my last day I'm vlogging it you know open the door you've got to open it now and this my friends this this is what it's all about hey Tintin who's that who's that beautiful girl it's Tate all right guys I'm gonna go in and sort the shit out kiss kiss for dead things could have gone a lot better I've just stormed out she won't work with me on anything she's ignoring me she will not tell me what her plans are she will not tell me when I'm gonna be able to see Tate again and I just about hit the roof so I removed myself from the situation at this very point in time I don't know when I'm gonna see Tate again my females not talking to me if I leave town like this my whole entire time in cans was a waste what a fucking waste of money I sold all my shit I fucking move my entire life and as you can see I'm taking it all back with me couldn't have gone any worse guys I don't know what to do now I'm confused do I hang around for six more hours and wait for her to get home and try and make things better or do I just leave now so nine in the morning I've got two days of driving can I handle two days of driving with this shit on my mind it was already gonna be the longest drive of my life it's fucking it's just become five times longer she hates me it's all because of other fucking girls wasn't this wasn't the final day I was dreaming of I wanted to go in there I wanted to apologize which I've tried to do I wanted to take them out for breakfast and go to the beach and kick the ball to kick the ball as far as I could down the beach and see Tate go and run after it because that's something we haven't done my headspace has not been in the right place I've been so busy with this fucking business YouTube channel everything things between Miffy and I haven't been good enough for me to want to get up and feel positive like I have today that I want to go down the beach that I want to go and do things hasn't been that way and now that we're at the end of it it's worse than ever it's fucking shit and I'm gonna leave I have to go get this drive on the way