 The genuine truth of what this is, right? We're not trying to sugarcoat things. Hopefully that's what you get out of these videos that we're really speaking from the heart. This is everything I've said. There's been challenges, of course. I mean, I'd probably want to live in Malibu, right, or somewhere else. A lot of things that are negative connotations to this school or being here, it's false in a lot of ways. You can come here and just get in the books and write papers. You can tell with me, I'm all about connections, and that's the biggest thing I get out of ACSC in this fellowship year, is making those connections with people, learning what their expertise are, learning how to apply that to a future job, right? Being resourceful, understanding, hey, I'm not in this alone. I can call this person because I know that they're an expert at it. Again, I recognize it being one of the weaknesses. I'm proud to say it's not a weakness anymore. It's definitely not one of my strengths, but I can hold my own in reading, writing, this act, this fellowship year, being an instructor, grading papers really gives you a new perspective on writing, and what's clear and concise and sticking to an argument so that people can follow your train of thought. The goal of ACSC is to teach you how to think, not what to think. It's kind of getting it beyond that surface level, where I'm just going to take real memorization and go, why am I learning this and how does it apply? So I think the fellowship year in particular gives you the opportunity to dig into some of that material, learn it on a basis that perhaps you haven't had a chance in your career to because you're busy, like you're saying, with other things that are going on. So that's that first piece, that scholarship focus. So if you are teaching your peers, you need to have that depth of knowledge, but you also need to understand how do you present information in a way that you don't come off like I know it all, but you're also presenting information in a way that kind of gives you that credibility there. I think that that's probably one of the more rewarding aspects, especially in my case. I found I've really enjoyed teaching throughout my career, and this has just kind of slowified that. Oftentimes, I think we drive ourselves to a situation where we are so focused on our job that we lose some of the other aspects that kind of enrich us, right? Whether it's volunteering, getting out in the community, your hobbies, your interests, things that you're not able to pursue because you're so busy with life. And this is an opportunity to kind of take a step back and go, what things interest me? How do I go explore those? I think you're a more well-rounded person. It allows you to explore not only yourself, but other things around you, and I think that adds a depth that improves not only your leadership ability, but also just your life's satisfaction. And it ultimately comes down to what the Air Force stresses a lot of time, which is how are you taking care of your family? Because then today, all of us are going to take the uniform off. It's just a matter of time when that happens. And I think that we have come to the conclusion that when we take off our uniform, we would like someone to be there for us, not just your spouse or significant other, but also your children and family. And if they've been taking second fiddle or second priority your whole life, do you really think that that is what you can expect? And so the fellowship program allows you to kind of rebalance and repurpose yourself to focus on how can I get involved with my family and do it in a way to figure out what was I doing before and how can I shift moving forward to kind of re-prioritize that section of your life.