 A very good friend of mine when I was 16 suddenly didn't come to school anymore, you know And he just stupid accident with his bicycle more stupid it doesn't get but it was like for me like a real my life ended It was as if there was no future anymore, and I couldn't talk to anybody about it and also I I learned there also that mourning in grief is is a very Very complicated thing. Well, I can rationalize it now because I even when I had one person I could talk about it with And but then I realized very quickly he cannot help So I had a morning is something cruel because you have to do it yourself so at the very age very early age I was aware of of Yeah, that there is an end to things and and that you have to learn to deal with that thing and go on because And I can't do that But even now when I when you make me think about it, then it's it's still in me. It's not gone And but so therefore in my work, you know, I don't know how many times I staged people dying And it's a normal thing in theater But but I always give a lot of attention to it once I did a beautiful Movie script from Ingmar Bergman one of the most beautiful films. Anyway, everybody should see it cries and whispers. It's about a Woman that's dying. She's an artist. It's not so clear in Ingmar Bergman's movie became very important in my production And her sisters come there to to be there with her in the pro in her process of dying You know and and my father had just died a year and a half before and of course a choice It was not rational, but it was my mother and my brother one of my brothers came to see the production and my mother of course who was in the In the process. She said such a beautiful production evil And my brother said this was recognizable So that was my mother couldn't cope with the fact that I had Staged my father dying. It was a woman on stage, but it was my father You know, she could she didn't want to see that, you know, that was not the case and my brother my younger brother He immediately saw that he immediately recognized it. It's also the power of theater here I think but also for me It's really death is if you cannot accept that death is a part of your life you life becomes harder. I think