From "The Name is iSH" Mixtape
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I keep searchin for a purpose
I pray I find
and someone told me success is a state of mind.
But I aint sure of much in this day and time,
and since I started at the bottom, every day I climb.
Cuz aint nowhere to really go but up now,
But if u keep your hopes up then you get let down.
I used to be an optimistic soul but things changed
Now I question everything, I guess I'm cynical.
Cuz you gotta keep your guard
and you better believe in something
If u don't believe in God.
People talk about me like
"look what he's become, he used to be so different
when he was young".
Now I see things clear No steam on the mirror
Our own greatness can be the thing tht we fear.
So I'm tryin
And striving to achieve
Cuz ima make my
Whole life change this year....
And we will hustle, hustle, hustle to be free
Free from all the
Happy thoughts and smiles across the sea
In favour of the
Mean, mean, moves,
And back doors to the heart from where we
Always, always fall apart
Damn what a difference a day makes
Like seasons I'm watchin everything change
Feelin like I aint even on the same page
As most ppl I know, So Is it me or is it them?
Or is it all in my head?
Gettin lost in my thoughts
While I'm layin in my bed
I over anylize, Try to break things down.
An idle mind's the devils playground
and lifes a rollercoaster
So enjoy the ride
The sky is full of dreams
But I don't know how to fly.
I aim for the moon if I miss
Maybe I can hit a star at least
and yeah people diss
Cuz its from the heart I speak
But they don't say it to my face
Cuz they soft as fleece
and that's a fact
So I don't ever let the negativity
Hold me back
I knw who I am and
I don't ever forget