 Good morning, everybody. Happy Friday. I hope that everybody watching had a wonderful Wonderful Thanksgiving here in the United States and if you're from other countries, I hope that your Week has been wonderful and you're having a great Friday. I am here. I am down in Florida So hence why my scenery is a little bit different right now And I'm here with a beautiful Stephanie who's up in Connecticut And even though I'm down in Florida where it's really a lot warmer where Stephanie is up in Connecticut right now I'm still freezing right now because us people from the deep South. We just can't handle the cold So how are you doing Stephanie? How's everything up in Connecticut? How was your Thanksgiving? Great. Well, it's freezing here It's in the 30s right now and I'm from I'm from New England and that's too cold for me So I lived in Florida for a while when I was a little little kid And I don't think I ever on I got shorts on I'm just Sweat pants and my hoodie on and slipper socks and my slippers and well so cold Yeah, I'm definitely actually I had I was a little kid I had this like Fantasy of living somewhere that were at snowed in the winter except that was so cool There were people that like lived places where it snowed And I just had this like romantic idea of like putting my backpack on and like walking through the snow to get to school Because here in Georgia Or where I live in Florida right now But if they in Georgia if they even like suggested that there was a possibility that it might snow everything shuts down Everything shuts down because we just can't even like handle it and one boy I'm 38, so I'm not old. I'm not young One time I was on the phone in Canada and he was saying telling me he had to get winter tires for his car I had no idea that was a thing. I had no idea that people had to change their tires out for the winter Well, I don't I don't do that. I downshift. I drive a standard I Mean we just can't do we just don't know how to handle Even when it does sometimes snow in Georgia, it'll like Right away, but um, but yeah, I'm definitely babe, but I did know as a kid I had a fantasy of living places where it snowed and Oh It's overrated snow Snow sucks snow is wet snow is cold Snow is pretty at first and then it gets really ugly once the cars go back and forth and trash it with mud And I do apologize. My dogs are having fun and I'm not in my studio today. That's okay That's totally fine. I think everybody here a little park park here in there And it's it's hard when we're on a big, you know for people not watching here or not from America Thanksgiving for us is a really big holiday here in America it's like the preamble to Christmas and so kids are home from college schools are out and so it does make Sometimes makes filming a little bit harder because just like, you know, most people know like when your kids are home and things are going on and You know, we traveled to your family. It's it's it makes it a little bit more difficult So I'm sure everybody watching totally totally understands But today, Sethi and I are we're going to reveal the two winners of the drawing For Stephanie's awesome Etsy shop with her jewelry So I'll say that say that at the very end of the episode of the two people who won And we will have you get in contact with Stephanie so you can select your items We'll cover that at the end though But for today what I wanted to talk to Stephanie about is a subject that Stephanie and I both are very passionate about and that is basically a Which we are going to be using the word mistreatment for the a word because of the limitations Put on us by YouTube but but especially in places like the church and other religious Organizations now the reason why Stephanie and I talked so much about the church is because that's how we grew up That's our background. That's our wheelhouse. That's what we're familiar with in a very deep level You know, you can learn things about different religions that you didn't grow up in But if you didn't grow up in the religion, you don't have that really inherent knowledge of how things actually work Would you agree with that Stephanie like it's different learning about something versus growing up in it? Yeah, I often say too. It's it's a totally separate matrix too. Oh, yeah, and it's part. It's part of this It's totally part now Let's see here before we get into it. I do want to remind you guys To go over to Stephanie's channel She is at let's see. Let's see if I can get this full up here She is that spiritual perspectives of our great awakening here on YouTube. Well What's it doing? I think the internet's being lucky today It is let's see. I've been trying to do some research this morning and it was been a little funny All right. So here we all she's so close to 2000. She's like 300 away from 2000 Let's go ahead and make that happen for her. Go ahead and get her to that 2000 point mark of subscribers because you know, it's not It's not a popularity contest. We're not here to like Have the biggest platform. So the reason why we want a lot of people on people's platforms It's because the more numbers that Stephanie has the more the algorithm is going to push her videos out and her videos are super super super important because she's going through a lot of the deconstructioning of the thought traps of this church matrix because Well, let's go ahead Let's go ahead and talk about this for a second because we're going to use a system to talk about today All right, so the bite model is it was created by a guy a long time ago But it's really it's really great to help you figure out if you're in a CULT Okay, we can't say the C word on YouTube as well It stands for behavior behavior control information control thought control and emotional control and again You see this in a lot of religious institutions if Somebody really has your best interest at heart and wants you to be healthy within your own mind They're not going to try to control your behavior. They're not going to try to control your information They're not going to try to control your thoughts nor are they going to try to control your emotion now Stephanie I know this is for the Jehovah's Witnesses right here, but this is literally for all Religion all of it this It doesn't matter if it's Christian or not It's I think it goes for any of the religions to organize religions absolutely But can you see all this stuff within the church Stephanie all these I can give you examples of any of it Yeah, yeah, let's go through it. All right, so behavior model. I mean they want you to be You know, I guess prim proper They want you to Make sure that you're not living in sin Whatever that means You know don't Don't have sex before marriage kind of a thing don't don't have a baby before marriage kind of a thing I mean that all goes with behavior because it takes a certain behavior for any of that We all know that as adults here As far as information control, you know, don't question the Bible in their opinion, you know You don't question the information that the pastor or the priest or the rabbi or the Whatever leader is is preaching if you question it well Then You're accused that you don't have faith that you are you know You guys stay inside that that parameter that box that they put God in And we know now that it's not the God we thought Thought control well, they don't want you thinking again. It goes with that information They don't want you thinking outside of those parameters They don't want you thinking anything but that book that you'll hold in your hand called the Bible Yeah An emotional control emotional control I think is one of the worst ones out of all of it because our emotions control pretty much all that's above it and With the emotional control That's more or less like That whole fear Foundation where are you, you know, oh you're living in sin. You're gonna go to hell. Oh, you're living in sin So you're gonna you're not rapture ready. You're gonna be left behind It's a fear factor and if they can control your fear They can control all the above Did you ever read Stephanie? Let's see Oh left behind I Always refused to even look into that. I refused it something felt off about it and I always refused Yeah, I never read them either But I remember some videos came out like they made them into movies and see my clips of the movies in in like church as a Teenagers when these this came out, right? I want to say like the 90s Yeah, I know I know one of them came out when I was in my early 20s So in my church, uh, I think was gonna be having a movie night and playing it And I I wouldn't I would not watch any of it No, this is all in my opinion and this is just our opinions guys these this whole book series is propaganda Um to control you because they're scary, aren't they like it shows the Revel the book of Revelation in a very scary way That you're just gonna have to go through Helen back and all this kind of stuff and as Stephanie I've talked about a lot and a lot of other people in our community have talked about as the veil is lifting Which is what apocalypse mean a pocket apocalypse means to lift the veil We're understanding the book of Revelation a whole lot more and it's nothing what these guys wrote in these books Is there's nothing this I guarantee you you know I'll have to do some research on that author, but I'm guarantee I guarantee you that author was Probably paid hefty amount of money to put this out That might be a good deep dive to do Stephanie if you want to do that. Yeah, well, I'm gonna be doing a deep dive on Oh, what's his name? He um something Baxter he was uh a pastor of this Tele evangelist Thing on TV for the end times and what I found out about him is that he was uh A multimillionaire number one. So that's that's a red flag Um and and supposedly last year he left the earth plane because of an illness Code for something. Yeah, we know what that means. Yeah, and that's and that's a thing because this type of Sphere tactic basically will get people in the gut hook line and sinker And I know you and I and a lot of our our friends that are watching us right now I hate calling the people watch us like my subscribers our subscribers because that just is so not personal family They're family. I feel like that's what I was saying earlier like it's getting her more subs It's not about the numbers. We're just trying to get her her research out there and everybody who watches Is just like us. We're all in this together. We're all walking each other home And I know a lot of people watching this right now agree with us that This is I'm not afraid anymore like this doesn't scare me None of this crap that was told to me at church Yeah, I I um Oh gosh, you know, um So I don't know if I was telling this to you Stephanie or someone else. I can't remember But you know, I stopped going regularly to church around the age of like 17 So it's literally been probably about 21 years since I was in regular attendance at a church and so that's given me a lot of time to for a lot of Psychological chains that I didn't even know were there to crumble and break away And I was at one of my friends mother's funerals a few years ago at the church that I grew up in I though we grew up in and um The pastor that led the funeral was the same pastor we had as as kids He was no longer at the church, but they brought him back in just to do this particular funeral And I got to giggling I started giggling because it was like a damn telenovela like he was up there at the pulpit He was just so like over exaggerated in his in his preaching And it was so fake It was so fake his emotions were complete bullshit like and I started like giggling I was like this and I'm looking around the church and all these people that I knew growing up He still go to this church. I'm like are y'all buying this crap I don't buy in this he doesn't mean what he's saying. He's not sincere You know, they say they can say that used car salesmen are the best actors, but they're not because you know, they're lying Good, you don't know they're lying bad actors. You know, they're lying And and it is my opinion that a lot of these people who get into these Careers not all of them But a lot of them do have issues with like narcissistic personality disorder and with that comes extreme amounts of ab usc Where they try to control their people they want to they get their narc supply off of you It's a whole other topic But um, I'm actually I'm sure If I would love to do a deep dive into the authors of these books that's left behind series just so we can You know really figure out behind this propaganda because it's all just propaganda, isn't it? Yeah, and here you you know for my you know for anybody who follows my channel I'm actually there's a couple series that I'm you know for my channel that I'm gonna probably start doing and You know, I got a book that I showed you and I've actually showed a lot of people Especially in the groups. I've showed them a book that I got That talks about the ancient roots of christianity and how it actually stems back to egypt Like we've been talking about the mithraism and everything But I'm also I wanted to start doing deep dives on all these evangelists or telepovangelists To show that these are not people that are here for your best interest and have your best interest in mine They are people paid to put out fear propaganda. So you believe this phony Left behind or going to hell or any of that kind of thing They want you in fear. They want to they they feed off of it and their their their handlers feed off of it It's called, you know You you you admit an energy called luce That demons actually fear off and again it goes back to that whole like edo gnosis thing Which I really feel like at the end of the day if you want to simplify What's happening right now is we're learning the difference between edo and gnosis gnosis isn't your knowledge when you have gnosis You don't need anybody else. You're not vulnerable to anybody else But if you are seeking edo, which is outer knowledge, you're vulnerable to Everyone and you're susceptible to everything now. This is all my twitter guys and I am trying to get better at twitter I will forget that I have twitter from time to time, but I've these last few days I've gotten better at it and I don't know if you guys are familiar with uh, josh the josh douger case um from 19 kids and counting the one of the oldest son of all 19 their family practices like equivocal type of um Very conservative very fundamentalist baptist In my opinion Yeah, I've said this before extreme fundamentalism is very much satanic. It's a satanic faith Yeah, I want to show you guys this so josh douger this has the oldest son of the family of the 19 kids They had a reality show here in america for those who are not from the united states They're famous here in america for this reality show of them having like 19 kids and all that kind of stuff Well, josh is their oldest child and he married this woman named anna now back in I want to say like the late 2000s like ish Or maybe it was no, I'm sorry. Maybe like 2015. I can't remember years ago. He got popped for um for the ashley madison stuff The website where you like long long on to have affairs and they're like super fundamentalist So that's like a no-no in their c u l t um and then so he cheated on his wife But she stuck with them well last year. I believe it was last year. He was arrested by homeland security for child P Oh, that's that nastiness gross horrific stuff and they even in the in the latest case They even like had from what I understand they they when they arrested and they took a picture of his hands because apparently there's a scar on his hand And they were checking to see in some of the footage he had If the person in the footage also had that same scar meaning that they don't just suspect that he had possession of this horrific material And illegal material, but maybe also participated in as well from what I understand is children have to be forensically checked as well I mean it's awful. And so um I shared this tweets from somebody else and I said holy shit ladies This is what a b u s e and this manipulation look like especially in a lot of fundamentalist c u l t s Josh dugger stands accused of c p Amongst other things. So this was written by the transformed wife and she's awful like in my opinion She's her stuff. She is a promoter of marital RAPE That the women are just We're just nothing that our whole life comes through the man Which if you guys have been following stuff into me for a while in our discussions into the new testament Jesus was a woman's live like he was anointing woman to teach So he was not he did not believe this crap that they're spewing But basically people have been trying to get anna dugger to finally leave him But of course in these really deep fundamentalist groups They take the marriage the covenant of marriage very very seriously, which most people should but in a situation like this I think most people regardless of how religious you are would leave your husband Like this is ridiculous. This guy's a psychopath in my opinion allegedly one thing I want to bring to is The god I serve does not want a woman to be miserable in their marriage and and deal with uh fidelity and and A b u s a Yeah, manipulation. Absolutely. God wants you to thrive and be happy like That's not how god works. No, he's not saying no, you've got to deal with him for the rest of your life Regardless of what he does because you're a woman Right, I don't know right in the the gospel of the holy 12 the gospel in ashrine way Jesus about divorce and he says if there is no love Then divorce is necessary So just the simplest of it if there is no love If that person's cheating on you and if you're miserable, yeah But that's not so with with anna dugger from what I understand with the way they they teach and I didn't grow up This this conservative my family was freaking liberal compared to this family. Um He cheated on her and has multiple times and they don't consider child P to be any different than like adult p. It's just all infidelity to them they don't seem to quite understand for my my perception of that that there's a It's one thing to cheat on your spouse with another adult consenting adult It's another thing to do what he's done. That's a sickness and that's disgusting and it's demonic um Anyway, so and from what I understand the way that these girls are raised is that yes being faithful to your husband is your covenant However, if your husband cheats on you, it's your fault because you weren't doing enough to satisfy him Basically, and if your husband cheats on you and then you decide to leave the marriage because he cheated on you Then you're the one who broke the covenant. This is called gaslighting and manipulation my friends 100 and we see this a lot. So the transformed wife wrote many told her to divorce him He was a fool and did evil things She told the world she forgave him as christ had forgiven her She showed the world the power of the gospel. So they're praising Anna for sticking with her husband Who is on trial with homeland security For child p This is just bash it crazy This is bash it crazy, but but she's the brave one because she showed the world That that you know, she christ gave her so she's gonna forget him and stay married to him. Hell. No, you're a mom. You're a mom Stephanie if you knew I mean, I know your husband is not this at all But if you let's just say you were married to someone else beside the husband You're married to now because he would never do this But let's say you were married to a man who was then arrested for this. What would you do? Oh Deporsed papers first thing like protectable. I would not I would not be sticking with that and I've I've been in very toxic relationships and you know At first you feel stuck and then finally you get this burst of Of strength and I really think it's got strength through us Yep, and you just do what you have to do in addition to that It's not even just about you as a wife if you have kids involved Why would you want to subject your children to someone who's Doing that to other children that is a safety Yeah issue You know, it's so funny when my nephew was born. Um He's nine now. So uh nine years ago when he was born on april or excuse me october 27th So he just turned nine and I remember he was the first He was the kid that made me an aunt And I remember holding him in the hospital like right after he was born And the first thing I thought and maybe it was just a A spidey sense of what was to come because this was long before the Great Awakening started That was the first place my mind went was like if anybody hurts him in this way I will literally commit On them because you I just remember feeling that vulnerable baby's body in my hand and loving that baby so much And knowing that I would literally give my life For this little wrinkly thing. That's my nephew and I still feel that way even though he's nine years old I still feel that way and and how can you not? You know, especially if you're she's a mother of seven children now. How can you not think that? Yeah, but it's the brainwashing. It's these people isolation is a huge part of Mind control is isolating someone and a lot of the really extreme fundamentalist Organizations will do that. They homeschool their kids now Nowadays we want you to homeschool your kids because of what's going on in the world But before this they would do it intentionally so their kids would not be exposed to other children That lived in a home that did not follow the same principles that they did Like I said, I grew up in a christian home a conservative christian home But my my family was liberal compared to this this family. Yeah, so the same thing with mine Yeah, and then the girls can't wear shorts. They can't wear they have to cover their show like it's ridiculous It's ridiculous But even if you look at the extreme versions of this mind control, you can start to see the similarities between just the basic church Can't you? I mean they try to isolate you as well, right? They don't want you hanging out with people that aren't of your sane Um belief system, right? I mean and that contradicts what they say Oh bring bring people to us so that we can expand the church and and have more people saved and Have a revival and this enough you go to bring let's say someone Is cursing in a church because they're spiritually sick, you know, and they they have had a rough life And that's just how they talk. They're likely to get kicked out instead of being loved Right. That's just an example. Oh, there's no loving the church. Yeah, no Sure, there's no if you feel like you have to walk on eggshells around somebody or around something That I've learned that through trauma therapy. That's a sign of a B usd And I know when I've been in churches, I felt like I had to walk on eggshells. What about you? I always felt like I had to prove something to the pastor I always like and I and honestly and you're the first to hear this and I guess the rest of the audience I actually put on an acting act like I was an actress in church. I would be the I'm not living in sin. I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm I have a great life. I had to put on an act So that I felt accepted but then when I left the church, I felt empty because that's not me Right I don't I'm the type of person That wants to act myself. I don't want to put on an act I got on camera for this. I'm this is who I am and I guess that's why I'm comfortable with it because I I know how to act. I always wanted to be an actress when I was younger, you know and uh but When it comes to real life, I I hate fakeness. I I don't like that at all and I don't like acting fake and Just so that I could get a place like on worship team or something like that I would put on this facade that I had a perfect life Yeah, and in churches Well, let's see get the heat off of you as well. Like don't look at me. Look at someone else Well, yeah, because I've had pastors, you know Invade my privacy asking me these very private questions that it's like none of your business like And I've told you stories, but it's just like for a pastor to ask you about you know your Intimate life with your partner and stuff like that like just to make sure you're not living in sin and stuff like that Which happened when I was dating my son's father at the time and to me That was my family at the time like I wasn't married to him But I was like we had we had we shared a child You know, so I was trying to keep a family together and told don't live with him and don't do this and don't do that and And yeah, so but then on the other hand The main pastor of the church who I still I still connect with him once in a while because he's not your average pastor. He's the one pastor I adore Because he's so not judgmental and he I was in a bad situation And he actually came and rescued me out of that house When I needed him so but his uh, it was the co-pastor who asked me the invasor questions and I'm just like I It cost a lot of confusion and it was like My gut was like what there's something wrong with this. Yeah, but I'm gonna say this right now It's anybody listening that might be confused your private life Your intimate life your private life is nobody else's business Not your pastor's business not anybody else's business But you and the person you share that with and only you are the person that gets to talk about what you want to talk about To another person when it comes to that so that yeah, I get that That's awful And I was cornered when this happened in my own vehicle Well, let's see guys like I know we've talked about this before with your story with you with your son Who is a blessing from god regardless of of how the circumstances were how he came into this full on purpose You know, let's let's talk about this now This is where we see a lot of gaslighting too Now we know stuffy and I know and most of the people watching this channel know because we were going through the missing books of the bible and they tell a very different story about the conception of yashua That mary and joseph were actually married and he was conceived the natural way We we've gone over this on the channel before we know that the whole virgin birth is satanic It has to do with the nephalum and their their conception with the inky bus That's how mithra was conceived. Exactly. That's how mithra raw horse were all conceived that way So we know that those of us watching this right now We're aware that yashua was born onto this earth the way we all were The way that god intended it to be that magic of that spark when the sperm and the egg meet right And that joseph and mary were actually married because let's be real 2000 years ago if she wasn't married she would not have survived that pregnancy So let's just look at that with common sense too However, this is the kicker the church wants you to believe that she was a virgin birth and that she wasn't married to joseph yet So that means that jesus according to the church that jesus was conceived out of wedlock But yeah, he is the christ But yet if you conceive a child out of wedlock You're a sinner Yeah, what makes sense not at all another thing that goes another thing that Contradicts itself. Yeah, exactly and the bible contradicts itself over and over like for instance jesus um had he he anointed in um woman to To be leaders and such but if you're reading first timothy and I forgot what chapter and verse it is It said that women should be quiet in church and not talk And they cannot become uh leaders of the church So at this point the only person's word i'm taken as Yeah, she was Yeah, there's some of the the more i dig into the apostles there are some apostles i have problems with For sure there. I've never really like my man. Peter. Yeah, I've never really liked peter um and then reading more about through the gospel of the holy 12 actually how it was Jesus left his church to his brother james because yes, jesus had siblings And james was one of there's that not the james that has a book in the bible That's a different james, but he had a brother also that ran the church in jerusalem And jesus left it to him, but the church will tell you he left it to who? peter peter And that's where yeah, that's where peter's grave is is allegedly is at the vatican vatican means what head of the serpent There's peter's basilica. Yes, they're nephilim based thrones and i've been to the vatican and they're nephilim big nephilim giant thrones in the vatican Something's very suspicious about that and and we have to understand and Kind of 70. I've talked about this It's like the bible that we have has been so altered and edited and king james himself Which that's another thing a lot of these fundamentalist churches will only let people read from the king james version of the bible Because they believe this false propaganda that king james was inspired by god to write this in english Well, first of all, he was not the first person to translate the bible into english The first person who translated the bible into english got burned at the stake for it And second of all king james was a satanist. Why are you reading a satanist bible? Why are you doing that in the back of the tremor like the king james bible? I never read it And the fai had no interest In fact, they won't they they think you know if you look at michael and debbie pearl's website, they tell you that um They won't let you read anything outside the king james bible. Well, that's isolation and thought control, isn't it? Why why are you people who have nothing to hide? Hide nothing You are secure in your faith and what's your teaching what you believe you should not have to worry about what other people are reading That wouldn't bother you If you really believe that what you believe is the truth Then you would not have to control people like that. Would you no this has came to me too and A lot of times you'll hear, you know when god's judgment hits The church will be first To perceive that judgment and we're in the book of revelation. What does revelation mean? Revelation of the church The truth will come out that the church we have been Living under the guidelines of and the rules of and everything like that This church that we see as the church of christ Is in fact the church of it's the what the book of revelation calls and The chapter five says the synagogue of satan. It's in the letter to the church of philadelphia And it's actually a letter to mr. T by the way if you go and read it like legitimately it's like Talking about mr. T and it's a letter from god almost and it talks about how Saying you will get attacked by those who call themselves But they are really in the synagogue of satan Yeah, so this is that revelation. I mean it's going to be revelation of the the children It's going to be revelation of all the fake everything the fake food the fake Clothing because there's chemicals in our clothing the fake everything but The biggest thing I think is going to be The revelation of The church Yeah, because they're the first for judgment and I think that and we've said this before You know, I think I think those of us who who are realized this like I have said many times this is not This is only strengthened my my walk my spiritual walk Um, basically because I'm not dependent on anybody else at all Like it's not it's between me and god and nothing anybody threatens me with or says to me is going to change my relationship with god And I feel very divinely protected By god, um, I know we spoke about this on tuesday with david and I haven't really Got into too much detail on my channel about it But since kirsten w spoke about it, you know, I've I've received some very serious threats From bishop larry gators He talked about it She did a video on it because she got she did instead now I feel a little bit more comfortable coming out on the public platform talking about it was very scary Um where he talked about decapitating witches and then called me a witch By name and then tried to dox me Um, and so but he's associated with that church mafia, which is part of the machine. It's part of the matrix And um, and I and I know um a beautiful subscriber sent me a video where he said he's actually coming to atlanta And so part of me thought I needed to put a protective order on myself But I I'm just going to let god deal with it because I know i'm protected um Because the the church is the first to be judged And um, you know, and this is what's scary and that and that's what and the thing is is like we a lot of us can Accept that our government is corrupt education medicine, whatever But when it gets to the foundations of religion people start to act erratically But the problem is that I've noticed is that so many people have been so brainwashed by this bite model by these by this ab usc tactics of cul t's That um, they don't even realize that they're addicted And attached to a story That's video that's outside of them. It's not even real because it's outside of them instead of just having the inner knowing of god You know, it's like the baptisms like we and the presbyterian church We got baptized as babies a lot of churches baptized as babies I know baptist baptized when they were kids, but that was because back in like The days of yorn the olden days kids possibly didn't live that long So they want to make sure their kid was baptized so that they would go to heaven. I'm sorry Water on your head is not going to determine your salvation It's not going to determine anything When I see baptism now, I see it as more of a symbolic ceremony Yeah, it doesn't mean crap that water doesn't mean crap. It's just water on your head The person putting the water on your head is not specially ordained by god to do it either There are actions in your thoughts mean a lot more than water on your head Yeah, you take baths in your shower. There's the water Yeah And if you don't shower take a bath. Well, maybe it's the time to do so Well, I say I tell people mine more my morning yoga practice every morning I get up super early we practice during brahma morta, which is the time of god early in the morning And that's my daily baptism. It's my morning prayer. It's my daily baptism. It sets me up for my day Now the reason why we're talking about this again guys is because as you guys know Stephanie has actually been I I say divinely inspired To start reaching out to people informing communities for support groups for people who are just now starting to like realize And that can be scary. Can it Stephanie when you realize like the whole foundation of your belief system is based on a lie That can be really terrifying Well, I've come across a lot of this and I'm not going to go into names or any in particular situation but something in my groups that I've formed together put together is um Uh, something I've noticed is in talking to others We might have certain people who are married to a fundamentalist, but they know what we know now And so what is happening is there's definitely a divide between that that that foundation of their marriage now And where like I know that some women are having to deal with Their husband who's a fundamentalist. They won't even acknowledge them in the house anymore So it's like once you see you can't unsee so let's say my husband is not a fundamentalist But let's say hypothetically he was and I know what I know now I wouldn't Try to go back to sleep and conform to his ways because I want my husband back and I want him to acknowledge my existence But I would try to seek Uh people that share the same views as me So I think it's even if you're not coming into the group with uh a past A b u s c or mistreatment But let's say you just need somebody to talk to because that's the situation you're currently in Now i'm kind of in a situation right now even where like my my husband He's awake with certain things, but he's completely asleep when it comes to the spiritual War up spiritual Are we're in and um So that's kind of put a divide between us. I still love and we sweet knowledge each other in the house, but We're not The best friends we used to be and you know, I hate to say it But that's just the reality of that i'm calling it for what it is So even for me even though i'm the one hosting the groups It's almost healing for me too It's healing for me to do these videos with you or whoever Because i'm talking to people who are like minded. So it's not even just for people who have these Past issues with a b u s c It's just like a fellowship and that's the only reason why I ever went to church was the fellowship Right. I I honestly thought church was downright boring Especially when I was a catholic stand kneel Sit down getting my church your bro bicks for the sunday You're full you're full on doing that mithraic ritual. Aren't you with that catholic church? Oh my god And if they got to like even when I have to go to a funeral or something or I have to go in a catholic church for some Sort of reason if there's been a couple reasons like my grandparents funerals Luckily my mom's cousin who is a priest and he's a very nice person I don't know him one like a lot a lot, but he did a phenomenal funeral for them But that was his aunt and uncle so I mean luckily we had that but Honestly, the rest of it, you know, they have this incense thing And they're playing in water at you and I'm just like okay first of all these incense smell terrible How about we just sage the place and then burn it down after like? Like I got an instant headache after that and it is just like You know the whole like those hymns that they do it's just like oh shoot me already. This is ridiculous like You know I can't I can't deal with the hymns. I can't deal with the organ music What do you think of an organ for you think of it like halloween? Scary, but yet they're going to put it in a church. Are you freaking kidding me? Sorry? I'm like very passionate about this. Oh go I go throw sound off And then like I've gone to other catholic churches for certain things whether it's like a wedding or something and you know you get some of the people there that actually are members of that church and They don't say hi to you. Hope you're not part of the club so it's like well, okay, I feel a little awkward right now and And I'm a very social person. I'll go up to random people and say hi How are you today? Now my husband's a little on the shire side So I normally have to do a lot of the talking, but that's okay. I'm a female and I'm also Italian so it works out well but um anyways, yeah Walking into those churches just uh something something just Gives me the heat. It's so off and yeah, I just I come out of it and I see there's this energy that I'm not right for the rest of the day No, every time I have to go into a church now and it literally for me it is like funeral weddings funeral something like major and um, But I always feel like I have to go like sage myself Like I'm just covered in evil and I leave that I just yeah, it was just everywhere Um because it's just the more you know and the more you it's you're right That's one of my favorite sayings once you see it. You can't unsee it You can't once you know you can't I know it It's so if you go back to sleep you have some sort of weird gifting like to be able to shut that off It's like the symbolism once you see the symbolism like you see a symbol for uh PEDO stuff. I mean you can't unsee that It's all over the catholic church the priest robes and everything all over it I'm sure I mean part of me does want to go back into the church And I grew up in just to just inspect the uh sanctuary because I know I can I know there are some symbols in there that I know That I remember yeah, oh, that's what that is But I want to go look more because I'm like there has to be more there because none of them are clean None of them are clean Um even seminary schools if you I did this whole breakdown with the nephalum Like I looked into seminary schools and they all if you follow the money To the very top it's all owned by the same people who are funding everything else that's wrong with the world right now The the the church is just a part of this machine this um uncontrolled um Satanic Like I'll call the church what it is. It's satanic. Yeah, it's not it's not of the lights. It's of the darkness I'm very blunt about this kind of stuff now because people just need to wake up and just see it And I'm not going to tippy-toe around fundamentalists I'm not going to tippy-toe around people who are not seeing it because it's going to come out soon I'm very confident. It's going to come out soon and um, I'm So many people tippy-toe around that I'm I'm over that so yeah It's time what it is. It's satanic. Buck up cow girl. It's time. Like you guys. Yeah, we gotta we need to You know you and Catherine talked about triggers yesterday on your video. I think it was you and her, right? Um And so we need to take responsibility for our triggers And if you're triggered by what we're saying then you need to do some inner work Yeah, it's not if you're triggered by what we're saying. It's not our problem. It's your problem Yep, and I've had triggers my husband knows I have triggers because uh, it's uh, it's a ptsd um mechanism that happens But the thing is my husband's not responsible for those triggers. He wasn't the one who caused them So I've had to really take a step back and I've had to really do some inner work on myself because You know if he said like there's certain words or there's certain smells or there's certain Things that would just like remind me of You know a past um somebody that Caused a b u s c in my life So I would I had to work through that and it's not my husband's responsibility To sit there and try to change What he says yeah to walk around and chills for you. Absolutely. Yeah Well, it's like I know Your triggers can be even though triggers are really really hard. Sorry guys. I'm sitting on a So my butt's getting a little uncomfortable. That's okay. I'm walking away over here and my dogs are click click click with their nails on the floor We uh, no triggers can be If you know how to If you know how to process triggers properly, they're actually a gift Because it's god's way of showing you where there's there's work to be done where there's healing that needs to happen And god wants us to heal god doesn't want us to be in this place of perpetual trauma a perpetual fear He tells us even in the canonized bible that's been edited. He says 365 times. Do not fear You've nothing to fear You know, it's you're talking about like not questioning things in scripture and it's funny like in the church I was thinking about even in the canonized bible, there's references to reincarnation Even in the canonized bible We see it a lot in the missing books the bible where jesus very much taught this this idea Your soul never dies really you must be born again. You must be born again, right? Right, but what does that mean? What would happen if you were to raise your hand and ask about reincarnation in church and you would Show in the bible where they make references to this. What would happen? You get kicked out Probably say okay. Well, you need to recite the sinners prayers what it is and i'm going to go in the bible I'm going to show you there's no no such thing as a sinners prayer in there No, there's the there's the our father prayer, which is by the way butchered if you want the real version of that That's in the gospel of holy 12 um Father mother god. Yeah So I mean if you were to raise your hand and question that to a pastor and they're going to say well You need it's a sinners prayer and I'm going to go back in the canonized bible I'm going to say well, I don't see this in here. Jesus doesn't say this So, um, you prove it to me And then I'm going to prove to you that there's reincarnation and I guarantee you that pastors It's they're going to be like talking to a brick wall. They're still not gonna I mean you ask them to click you ask a pastor. Why why did they um get rid of all these books in the bible? They'll tell you oh because it wasn't the word of god How do you know that they'll be oh because they don't even know No, dude go back and research the council of nicaea. It's were you there Did you were you friends with constant team? Uh a couple thousand years ago were you friends with him? Did you sit in the council of nicaea or how about this? Have you actually sat and read one of these books because I have and wow do they bring light or what they bring the truth and you read through these books and you go Oh I see why these were banned. It was to protect them not us Yeah, he was protected. Yeah, well, it's funny. I you say were you a constant tomorrow told me that one of my and I believe her Um, we had just done charlie word show and she called me and we'd love tomorrow. She's I love her she uh, she called me and she was like talking about how I just know all this stuff and I was like You know, I researched a lot because I'm fascinated, but I feel like I'm pulling from some past life stuff I feel like it's clicking because of a memory thing and she said she said she said that I She thinks that one of my lives. I was young and I was a body type like I am now very Slim that I can move fast and I watched them Get rid of these books. I saw it happen And they started hunting me and I had to run anyway So she goes this is why I think you're so passionate of about this situation is because you actually were there and saw What happened? Um, it's like the Ethiopian church. I just did a uh when I was with aquarius rising africa on monday. We talked about um The literal fountain of youth not the internal one But that like I talked with john caught about but the out the the legend the folklore And we talked about the letter of prester john and I guys that that was a fun episode to do and they talked about The Ethiopian church and how in the 1630s, uh, Ethiopia backed away from its alliance with uh, Europe And at that point and we know the Ethiopian church has kept a lot of these books at the other that the roman catholic church Fanned at that point the roman catholic church called the Ethiopian church heretical because they pulled away So it had absolutely excuse my language But fuck all to do with god and everything to do with political power and the Ethiopian bible is the If you take any of the bibles that we know of today the Ethiopian bible is actually the most accurate one They still have like we have between 60 and 66 books in our canonized bible. They have about 88 Yeah, they have way more. They have inoc. They have jubilees. They have the book of wisdom They they have pretty much the whole apocrypha In there, which is all of the heretic old testament Uh, there's the apocrypha john and people yeah, you say the apocrypha. They're like, uh, those are the bad books I'm like, do you know what apocrypha means apocrypha means secret teaching It means a secret teaching so it means that one of these disciples or his students had a A secret lesson with jesus and they went and wrote us wrote about it and that was the apocrypha because it was a secret But they didn't keep it a secret They wrote about it for the world to see and we see reference to this in the book of mark because mark talks about that And there are lessons jesus gives the groups and that there are lessons that jesus gives people individually As people so you see that reference and the key it's it the mental gymnastics people have to do To argue that these books as heretical is kind of funny Because the proof is overwhelming that they're not That they're not then the reason why they were taken out was was for nefarious purposes not for benevolent purposes, but for Moevalet purposes for evil did to trick us Um, and so and so I'm just I think Stephanie I think especially as we cross over and we're in this process of transitioning And we technically went to the age of aquarius about a year ago. Um winter solstice 2020 But we know that it takes a couple of years for the transition to fully Come about but I do think Stephanie that god puts you in a very unique position to be able to experience this so that you can help other people um When the truth comes out help them, um Yeah, just like you said not necessarily be able to give them the answers because we have to be able to get Have the answers within ourselves. We have to we we're at a point where we have to learn how to research for ourselves We're so used to people telling us the answer And that's what got us into this mess in the first place that we have to be able But to be able to offer a support group for people for felt for true fellowship Not yeah, oh Not having leader control everyone But for true fellowship where we can talk about it and I've sat through one of the groups already and it was fantastic Um, beautiful beautiful people are in these groups. And so Sometimes if I'm available, I will pop into um to these groups with Stephanie and listen to you guys and talk with you guys It's amazing and Stephanie you said you're you have a waiting list now for the deprogramming group, correct? Yeah, so what's going to happen is I have two deprogramming groups on sunday and i'm going to have to Split them into two groups and I'll lead I'll lead um one One of the 12 o'clock and one of the 8 o'clock eastern standard standard time groups. I have um somebody Who is going to take over one of the six o'clock the other half of the six I mean the sorry the eight o'clock group on sunday Abby stop yelling at me. My dog is yelling Out but she can wait two seconds because when I brought her out she just stood there and sniffed the air Catherine edwards. I need your help with this one She's got behavioral issues Um Sorry I had to interject with a joke in there but um I found the group to be way too large and um, I'm There was a lot of like background noise and everything so I had a hard time. Um really focusing Um, so I'm going to have to split those in half which I'm going to email all those people But um in the meantime, so I think the deprogramming group from what I'm looking at is going to be anywhere between I'm looking at six weeks at a time and then every six weeks. I will offer Four more time slots for that group once that group is done But as far as the woman and men's group goes those are kind of like an unlimited thing come and go as you want If you can't make one week, that's fine If you need to join in because you had a rough week come on in Kind of a thing. It's kind of like a more free flow thing more talking crying laughing Fellowship kind of a thing where the deprogramming group. I'm going to be sending videos to people that will kind of get The the wheels turning in the brain to kind of start thinking outside the box and then we can uh reconvene and talk about it in the group and everything it's it's more of like a Learning center type of I don't like to say school But like a learning center type of thing I have someone who which you met to we from the group was at the group the other night we had um Krista, yeah, I don't want to name her last name, but She definitely had a lot of good ideas So i'm probably going to run with those ideas as well because I thought they were brilliant Because I you know, I'm new at this too. I've never run groups before like I said, this is divinely Inspired this was and I'm not even taking credit for this because I've come to the point in my life where I hear god's voice very strongly and one day I heard him say you need to make groups for people. This is a real issue and People are not going to like this, but I felt I heard god say you're going to help bring the church down Oh, I would take that as an honor I have it as a major badge of honor big giant hypothetical trophy. Um Yeah, I'm glad to do it right now people are going to now that i'm saying this but the church is satanic There's no two ways about it. It's satanic Acyrus penis is going down Without all those steeples. So I think that's one of my Biggest missions besides the whole light working helping people after disclosure comes out Um, but you know, eventually i'm probably going to even make a group for pastors Yeah, where they can get deep, you know, there are some good pastors out there that are going to have like The biggest big break down live mental breakdowns and they realize everything they've been teaching is satanic Yeah, so I like I feel like in past lives. I I was considered uh, probably I have I would almost call deja vu or kind of like vague memories of probably like Being like a medicine person where I made herbal medicine or I Did things that would make me considered a witch, right? And so, um I think in this lifetime god has specifically planted me in the church so that I could see the corruption So that I can go through stuff myself I was attached to it There's there's dark witches and there's light witches No, I was about to say too We've been joking on tech skies because I got died for sure got called a witch and I'm like, you know what? I'll wear that with that badge with honor because there's so many women that have come before us that have been burned at the stake hung because Of them just using herbs And so I'll wear that badge because those are those were god's children, too And Stephanie and I was joking. I was like, we need to make a t-shirt that says witches for christ Wouldn't that blow the church away if you had a t-shirt I'll wear that and then I'll put my witches hat on and then I'll walk in a catholic church On your bumper sticker on your car or something I would I would I would I would take my popcorn into a church just to see just to see that happen because Yeah, you know there are there are what light workers and dark black black magic workers and a lot of the church is black magic It's a lot of it is dark dark dark dark stuff. So um, so yeah Yeah, and I'm right behind you I mean and I I say too you were talking about earlier walking on eggshells at the church and You know you Jeanine like all these people that I feel like I am tomorrow that I'm friends with now that I've done These shows with that I have a relationship with now I don't feel like I have to walk on eggshells around any of you And we're all spiritual and grounded in our own right and so you there's this freedom there where you don't have to Walk on that actually We all actually connect telepathically with god too Yeah, and together Yeah, was that and and with each other too I've had some wild experiences these last few months with that kind of stuff happening where it's like Since shivers down my spine sometimes because it's just so wild that Yeah, and all the guys before we give the two names of the people who won the uh the The jewelry giveaway from uh Stephanie store. I'm gonna leave with one of my favorite quotes this conversation I hope people think about this my favorite quotes of all time A religious person is a person who has never seen hell A spiritual person is a person who's been to hell and back again Which one was jesus He went to hell and back again. So I'd rather be in the spiritual boat In the religious boat any day So all right guys, so I'm gonna put a link to stephanie store Uh store down in the description box below But I'm gonna go ahead and name off the two winners from this drawing. I had to do it off camera because I'm a little bit Got some space issues here right now. We're in Florida But um, I'm gonna put both this video both on rumble and on youtube. So in case whoever is uh Watching this you hear your name. You'll have both Both platforms to find your name and are we we're gonna do another one right stephanie Yeah, I'm gonna do another one probably in two weeks. Okay, cool So the winners for this last round were pamela spa So pamela spa. That's your username Um and another caped crusader Another caped crusader. So pamela spa and another caped crusade crusader are the two people who won jewelry From stephanie's etsy store. So again, I'm gonna put a link to her etsy store down in the description box below And stephanie will you just send me the appropriate email for your etsy store for them to email you and contact you? Yes, and I actually think so the way i'm gonna work it is um So for whoever won they get to choose whatever set of earrings they want Um, I I had to limit the earrings just because of the cost of materials for right now Um, so whatever pair of earrings you want. It's your choice Um, I believe there's a spot on the etsy to let me know Um, if that's you but also I'd probably need an email too. So, um, I will give you the email And you guys can email me and uh, let me know as far as everyone else goes from now I started this last week, but from now until christmas There is a 10 off coupon when you go to check out and you just put a code in and it's all uppercase lettering And it's great awakening one word I'll put that in the description box as well guys and if you are wanting to get your Loved ones a christmas gift and they are into jewelry and such Um, number one. I have a bunch of new stuff going on my etsy account I actually made 23 pairs of um earrings as of right now by the time this goes up I'll probably have like another 20 pairs of earrings up and I have holiday ones, so I'll just This is just one of the oh fun A big shout out to christin b by the way Um, I got this The I don't even know if I'm it's okay for me to say this, but I'm gonna say it anyways. I'm not putting your last name out there Um, she's one of our soul sisters out there. I want a big shout out to her I got a package full of beads yesterday I was crying because I needed to make more jewelry and Many people know I'm in a bind right now because I'm trying to earn money creatively because I can't get a certain something So I can't go back to my job what I was doing so Money is a little tight right now and when I got that I said oh my god Like and it was so weird because I wanted to michael's the other day. I wanted to get a bunch of beads I didn't get anything because I felt like somehow that was going to be provided and I didn't know how and I just kind of left This store and I'm like well, I could have gotten maybe one thing, but then I can't make a lot of jewelry I can only make so much with that So it's so weird when I opened the box and found everything in there. It's like god told her exactly what I looked at even down to The pendants the silver pendants There's little palm trees in there. There was little leaf Pendants in there and it was all the same ones that I wanted at the store and even the colors of all the the beads It was as if God said get this one this one this one this one and it's like I blew my mind and I'm still like in shock from it because like That was the sweetest thing somebody's like done for me She's awesome too. Yeah, she's one of my favorite girls as well. Yeah Yeah, that's me guys like even though Stephanie are the ones of the platform We're just normal people just like all of you guys watching watch normal people and where we go when we go all We're all just walking each other home and This is the this is the world, you know, Janine talks about this a lot like creating the world we're going to be walking into and What she did is literally the world that we're walking into where we are each other We're not each other's keeper We're each other's family and that's super important. So it's amazing. That's amazing Um, so yeah, it's Stephanie so talented your your jewelry so so beautiful and and this is too, you know What do they say when you buy from small business not only Are you buying from that business? But you're helping like kids get their dance lessons and get there What they need you're not paying for a corporation to have more multi-million dollars for whatever It's it's literally us helping each other out. So I would super it's helping me right now Just straight out with regular bills like car payments and electric bill and stuff like that because You know right now it's it's it's very tight and I don't have fear right now because I know what's happening I know, you know, we're coming into this Nissera just Sarah thing, but we don't know when that's going to happen in the meantime I still have to keep One foot in the matrix world and stay able to pay bills But it's like hard when you're refusing to go along with the The dates of man will put it that way Yeah, and um because I don't want to say that word on youtube and You know because of that I come from the medical world I I will not do that. I will not do what they're asking of me and I left that world Very very ill and now that i'm healthy. I can't go back Yeah, so whatever contribution I get helps Um And like even right now in order to divide my time with the groups I do have a PayPal and a Venmo setup for any donations and it's it's a free group But the donations do help me out so that I can spread my time more Into doing so and so I put I'll put 70s PayPal and Venmo in the description box as well guys In case you want to donate it is much appreciated. I think um, I think a lot of our subscribers get it But I know it's hard when you it takes a lot to run these channels. It takes a lot It's a full-time job. I hate asking for money. I hate it I hate it with a passion and these groups Is not a money-making machine and that's supposed to be I don't think it ever will be and I'm okay with that because I'd rather help somebody than then become rich. So it's like I don't want people to get the wrong idea But if you see the right Yeah, you can't don't if you're in a situation where like you're like Stephanie like you can't donate That's fine. It's totally fine. But if you feel like you want us to buy you five dollars, you know It's like, you know, whatever that yeah, and I'll put that down in the description box as well for you Because we're still waiting you're at the number to be monetized on youtube You're just waiting for hours watched right to get that it's either that or I'm just Not linking Things they make it very difficult for you to get that ad sense Um, yeah, it helps it does help think about the ad sense That's the one thing about youtube that I really appreciate is that they give the creators that option To make money off of their work and it doesn't cost this the view or anything because it's just the commercials Um, and that that does help because this is all the stuff I know that I have to research it takes me hours and not days just to put together one 20 minute video You know, so it's a lot of work a lot of work. It's a lot of work and so um And so we're grateful all for all of that and um, so yeah I'll put all that information down in the description box below of both youtube and rumble because this is going to be uploaded to both my platforms and um So stephanie next time you want to dig into the left behind series Yeah, we can do that. That sounds like fun. Pull some dirt in those people there I'm telling you it's my mission. I'm on a mission guys. I'm on a mission from god out of all things Bring down that church bring it down, baby. Let's just bring it down with everything else. Just drain drain the SW amp I don't even know if we can say that phrase, but I'm going to say the sw in the church Rain it down. Yes. All right stephanie. Well, I hope you guys are having a restful weekend. Um Christmas season is upon us. So please check out stephanie store And that discount code will be down in the description box as well. All right. Bye guys Bye