 And for the third to last, Inktober is Pinktober. Hello! Can't think of a name. Let's turn this baby around and look at yesterday's Inktober is Pinktober. Drawing, I'm still getting more and more tired and mad. Hey goos, hey true gaming, the home is true gaming. Still getting more and more tired and not because of the Inktober is Pinktober, but because of general things, because of the COVID that is over, but it's still just wrecking me in terms of tiredness, wrecking me in terms of tiredness. I'm not sure that was what I was trying to say. So we only have a few days left of this and I will just like Asmodea, hello. Just like yesterday, hi there Anthony. Hi Johanna, hello. Have you ever thought about drawing a comic book? I was a comic book artist for, it was always a dream of mine to be a comic book artist. I was a comic book artist for many years, but I always earned a lot more money on illustrations than comics, which is generally how it is. Just for fun, hello. And I did a few comics that you can get if you search Pikmin's model Kim Holm, then you will find my adoption of H.B. Lovecraft's Pikmin's model and then I stopped doing comics because it was bad for my mental health. It was literally just very... My dream of being a comic book artist was very contrary to my rhythms as a bipolar person, especially with the types of comics I wanted to draw. The prompt for today is Jealous and the prompts are taken from Stuart Semple's Pinktober prompt list and I still hate this list. It still isn't my style of prompt words, but that's what makes it fun because then I have to push myself to do things that I otherwise wouldn't do. And like yesterday, I'm going to do something very quick and very cartoony because that is all I have the energy for now. COVID did mess up this month a bit, but I shouldn't be complaining, but my complaints are not all that serious because I had it very mild and yeah, I really have nothing to complain about. That's it! Finished! No, not finished. What are the drawing? Are the drawing prompt word Jealous? Cute! Yes, I have to go on a 10 hour flight. We'll be doing a lot of drawing. I once had a beautiful sketch pad filled with art because I came 24 hours too early for a plane because I missed on the day and I spent the whole day at the airport just sketching and I sketched people and I wrote a song and I sketched all the plane trip and I forgot the sketchbook which was almost complete on the plane. Still a bit sniffy, definitely a bit sniffy. And today I'm actually feeling worse. I'm not COVID sick anymore, but I am suddenly feeling it in my lungs which isn't cool. What's your thought on the artist mental health cliche? Do you see yourself living that? I have a video about that if you go back and see. I don't remember what it's called. It's a 20 minute long video and I don't think it's just a cliche. I do think the cliche exists but I think there is something there. I think there's something there in that people who have different than normal experiences become artists to express their experiences and I think there's something there in how society punishes divergent thinking and therefore also punishes creativity. Definitely a bit sniffy. Thank you. Do you like DC comics? I was always more of a Marvel guy, favourite DC comic. If you're talking about the main universe, Batman is cool and Lobo is a little bit outside of the main universe. But Lobo is a favourite Keith Giffens art on that and Simon Bisley's art and Glenn Faber's art. All of these are huge influences. Oh, you sniffy. And then a lot of Vertigo books were huge influences. Sandman and there was one called Egypt and Transmetropolitan. What's Kim's favourite movie or series? One of the problems with these live streams is that you get the same questions over and over again. So I should just make videos for all of them. Watchman comic is fantastic. Dave Gimmick's art is sensational and Alan Moore knows how to write. The reason Batman is my favourite DC is probably because of Frank Miller's Batman. Mostly Batman year one and strangely enough Batman The Dark Knight strikes back. Strikes again, strikes back. The sequel to The Dark Knight Returns. Everyone loves The Dark Knight Returns. I like it, but I love the sequel because it's so cartoony and wild and brave. It's a brave and very almost underground influenced superhero comic. But your favourite movies? I've said them all already. Things like They Live and The Thing. Things like Dead Man by Jim Jarmusch. Terminator. Happy Together by von Karwai. Any, not any, but many Jackie Chan movies. This is how my proportions look unintentionally. But the thing is there are magnificent artists out there who create a lot of their art unintentionally. They try for something outside of their ability and the results become great. And there are artists who have great technical ability but who don't really make great art. It's not Thanos, it doesn't look like Thanos. I have the first for original Terminator comics and the graphic novel. I did read a bit of the Terminator comics, but I never got into the Terminator comics. This edition of Jealousy is basically as simple as it gets. It couldn't be much of a simpler rendition than this. But sometimes keep it simple, stupid. Do you ever get jealous or envious? Jealousy and envy and bitterness have always been huge parts of how I progress as an artist, which is on one side it's gotten me where I am today. On the other side, it is not healthy. So my main driver for becoming better is seeing artists that are better than me and hating them for it and trying to become better than them. And I've had to deal a lot with that instinct because it is a very destructive instinct. And it also, among other things, it kept me from connecting with other artists because I was too hung up on being showing that I was better than them. And that's not a good starting point for anything. So yeah, I've struggled with a lot of artistic jealousy. In terms of relationships, I'm not that kind of guy. I can get jealous or envious in social situations, especially when others are the focus of the room and it's not me, and then I get very tired if I'm the focus of the room. So it doesn't really make sense. What has been your favourite thing to draw so far? Not necessarily this pink and cobras, but just stuff you generally like drawing. Everything I draw is stuff I generally like drawing. That's the luxury of not working freelance anymore, but working to make stuff for you guys who are interested in what I draw. So that is a really great luxury. And yeah, back to the jealousy and bitterness, which was desperately lonely and loveless for many, many, many years, and also bitter and desperate towards men and women who I fancied romantically, one of the things that a lot of men who are lonely don't get is that when you start to get to know a person and you have from the start have the hidden goal of maybe that could be a love interest, there is a you're going into what could be everything from a platonic to a romantic relationship with false pretenses from the start. So you're sending out red flags from the start by approaching people with the intent of maybe they can save you from your loneliness. Your loneliness pushes people away. And that's what sort of the in-cell movement and those guys don't understand is a lot of the reason why men are rejected by women or by other men or anything like that is that you can feel the ulterior motives. And I found love when I first cracked the code and became slutty for a while. And then when I just found someone who I connected with on a human level, not because I wanted something from her. And she's my wife. I think it never felt jealous, but I don't understand this feeling. I don't know how strange it is. People are different. There is a lot of this idea of I've never thought this or felt this or seen this. Does that mean you're strange? No, it means people are different. Okay, that's all we'll do today. Very quick, very cartoony, a little bit. I'm satisfied that I remembered it was still in October and that I managed to draw this. So if you like watching the live or if you like my art, then consider becoming a channel member. I will soon be posting some early access videos for channel members because I will soon have my first long videos in a while. Don't expect big things. I'm trying to keep it as simple as possible, but your early access for channel members will come soon. If you want to buy my art, go to den ungeheithorm.com and use the promo code INKTOBER23 for 20% off all October. So that's just a couple of days left. And finally, if you don't have the money to support or don't want to use your money to support, then that's okay. You can support by using my art. All my art is available for free use under a Creative Commons attribution license. So you can download it. You can copy it. You can change it. You can make it your own in any way you want. You can even sell it as long as you credit my name in an appropriate way. Okay, that's all for today. Thanks for watching. I will be back tomorrow and the day after with the final to Inktober is Pinktober Streams. Then we'll be done. Bye-bye.