 And if you switch the process around and instead of meditating and going outward, you stay present in the system. Your meditation becomes, your practice, your sadhana becomes not closing the eyes and moving outward but staying present with eyes open and just asking the question Dinu is taking this action. Where is it coming from? Is it arising from the truth of your being from the antar guru or is it arising from the ego lie? If you were to take that as your sadhana why would you have any fear?