 And so I'm chilling in Toronto and I get a call from my agent and she was like, where are you? I've been trying to find you. And already I'm like, what's the urgency here? I'm like, okay. I'm like, well, I'm at dinner with my friend. Is it urgent? And she's like, I have news. Now, if you know my agent, that's just like, she's very peppy. So I don't fault her for this, but she, she sang it. And when she did that, my mind instantly went into Dreamville. Like I was rolling down the street, smoking indos, sipping on gin and juice in my Cadillac laid back with my mind and my money and my money on my mind after just taping the show. Like I'd already gone there mentally. So I had all this time after she sang, I had this time to envision myself and then think to myself, shit. And with my friend Paul, is he that kind of friend? Are we that close? I want to like start jumping up and down and hugging him. Fuck it, whatever. Cool. I'm like, all right, what's the news? She's like, MTV passed on the show. I had to sit there and pretend like nothing was wrong. I wasn't going to tell my friend who just told me he bought several properties as investments. I was doing awesome that I'm going to go back home to try and see if I can get a job at TGIF as a cocktail server because my dreams didn't come true again. And I just couldn't help but feel like, like, you know, first times not good, second times shit, third times a charm, fourth time, keep going, fifth time. All right then, sixth time. Oh, good, good for you for keep, keeping in there. Seventh time. I just got dumped, heartache, limerence, unrequited love, pain, dissonance, torture. And worst of all, I got dumped by a damn TV network. Again, you all recall my video where I talked about overcoming the odds and letting my dream job. I'm going to make it what I need it to be. And it may not work out. Yeah. Well, sometimes in the entertainment industry, victory is very short-lived, sad. I know. So that was pilot number seven that never made it to series. On to the search for number eight, which is why, as you guys may have noticed, I've had more time on my hands and I'm now recording more YouTube videos. Anyways, then I had a epiphany. If I wanted a different result in life, I would need to look different, just be different. So I decided it was time to cut off all my damn hair. So I went through all these online styles until I finally found one that kind of fit me and I called my agent up and I was like, look, I'm cutting my hair and she begged me not to. But I was like, it's too late. My appointment is already booked. Then I got an email on Q from avhair.com, which sells a shit ton of human hair, clip-ins, sew-ins, tap-ins, and they were asking if I wanted to try their product. So I said, yes, that shit came in the mail the very next damn day, which was great because my appointment was now in two days. So I had some time to kind of cool off and think about things. Eager to play, I straightened my hair, gave it a go, black, blonde and brown. Yeah, just love the quality of the hair and the transformation. And I kind of got a little obsessed with it. So I canceled my hair cutting appointment and decided to try to play around with this idea a little bit more before I went for the extreme no turning back hair choice. And further to the point, let me get some more damn hair to see if I really like it. I got the ombre gray piece and then I thought to myself, well, an extreme hair change requires other extremities as well too. So in my throes of heartbreak, in my lowest hour, I went out and bought a very expensive designer coat. I know I'm so bad, but it's so good. And this look just gave me everything. Moral of the story, there's always something you can do different. Get sick of feeling stuff. Be tired of being tired. When we take action away from rejection, we prove to ourselves that we believe in our own eternal evolution to get on that horse and to try a motherfucking again. Dealing with heartbreak, grow and let it go. Liking this video, subscribing and sharing are three simple things that you guys can do that make a huge difference in helping me to create more content a lot more frequently. So please do not be shy with the buttons booze.