 Surrender to the Holy Spirit isn't a feeling. It's simple obedience to God's Word. If you want to live a life spent for the glory of God, it takes daily self-deny. In terms of influence, you can't be full of the Holy Spirit if you're full of yourself. Take up your cross, lay aside your desires, and embrace his will. Daily acts of obedience amount to divine destiny. There's no limit to what God can do with the life surrendered to the Holy Spirit.