 I think in one sense the familiar was made to take the place of divine love and so it's a bit scary as you go deeper and deeper with this journey because the things that once seemed familiar don't have that same familiarity anymore. It's almost like you outgrow things, like a child outgrows toys, you start to outgrow things more and more and more. Like if I pull out of that the fear and I can feel it sometimes, like what am I going to invest it in with that? Now I don't have that familiarity there. Now what are you going to put it into? The old line was familiarity breeds contempt but actually it's quite delightful having no familiarity. It's like it's totally brand new always. You're not sentimental. It's so great not being sentimental because sentimental is always, there was always touch on the heart from the past. It's great not having an idea or an expectation in just letting everything be totally brand new. You can maintain a sense of joy and vitality and a sense of wonderment with everything and everyone but as soon as the mind clicks into the familiar it's as if you already know something. You won't even question the perception of the world. If you like it so much or you so much want to keep the familiar you really stay close from this opening into what's truly available. So it's good to have open allowance and permission to let yourself kind of open up to that sense of wonderment with everything. People say I'm so bored with life. Today I was doing a Skype call with Spain and one of the participants over there was saying, I'm just over with it. I'm over with it. I'm over with it. And it was really intense and finally she was just saying I want to be done with this. And then she said I'm tired of this world. I'm tired of it. But there was so much familiarity. It was almost like a conclusion had been drawn about the world. Not a positive one either. I'm tired of it. Stop the world. I want to get off. This spiritual journey is insane. It's absolutely insane. But you can see it's like a wheel and the ego is just sitting back there laughing at the whole wheel because it wants you to conclude something. Even like I'm tired of the world. The ego says that's good. You can just stay good and frustrated with that one. It's been on that wheel for a while. So the whole talk I did with her was just about having that crack of openness to say maybe I'm wrong about the world. About being tired of the world. Maybe I'm even wrong. It was this timeline thing. It's not worth it.