 things right now and okay so the first thing I typically don't do this typically I ask for a very specific person but you're so lucky because this really thin man just stepped forward he's older and he's thin and I feel like if this is not your dad it was um a relative of it's from it's from the father side of your family that the paternal paternal side of your family um this guy is very thin he may not have been very thin throughout his life but end of life because he's showing me like usually when they show up in a suit that's like how they looked at end of life because they get like their final viewing in in their best best clothes I will I so want to cry girl oh my gosh I'm so sorry there's a lot of heaviness with his energy whomever this is they had a very um whoo they had a very very very very hard life a very difficult life um I'm not going to tell you everything they're telling me right now what I am going to say is their energy on this earth on this plane when they were here it was very heavy but it was very heavy mostly because of the things that they saw the things that they experienced and um this might not be the person you were hoping was going to come through okay there's they're acknowledging I'm probably the last person she wants to hear from but what they are also saying is that I'm the exact person she needs to hear from and maybe because of all of the struggles that this person went through is why this person is the one to talk to you now I'm assuming this person is older but it might have been somebody who aged very quickly in this life and just looked very old when they passed I'm going to tell you why I'm saying that is because the song there's singing for you oh they know music is not one of my gifts um you got to keep your head up I think it's by Tupac I know Tupac does not sing like that if Tupac heard that he would be like girl do you never sing my song again um no no no you don't find you know but you know what song I'm talking about right that I wish I could rap I wish I wish music was one of my gifts but I don't complain because girl I got I got mad skills from the other side so I'm all good with that I'm down 100% so it's me and my gifts right I don't need to sing and I'm sorry for what I put people listening to me to me through but okay so here's a thing right this is he's showing me a corner and it's like a street on New York and it's this big skyscraper building and he's saying you're gonna you're you're so freaking close that's not the word he's using you're so freaking close to go in around this corner and then like everything up to the corner is all gray and then as soon as you hit this corner and you round this corner it all turns full color and vibrancy now I'm gonna tell you you have some serious hardcore blocks and this comes from ancestral lineage blocks so what I'm going to do is uh we have ancestral and lineage blocks I get a yes on that I'm gonna clear them oh and I'm gonna say by mid month you're gonna have some of the answers you're looking for and now there are four women four women four women from the other side and I I'm running I'm I'm I'm actually over my 30 minutes but I'm gonna finish you not finish you but finish for you there are four women that just stepped in with this man and they all have their hands on him and they're saying um they are all working together oh god girl oh I'm gonna cry I just have the goosebumps all over and there's so much love coming through you are about to get I'm so happy I'm finishing this because you're about to give up hope you're about to say I'm done I'm I'm calling this quits I just I don't know what to do anymore and they want you to know oh girl I'm so sorry okay so they're letting you know do not do not just like wake up like you woke up and I whatever that means for you wake up like you woke up like you know like you know like you know this world is yours it belongs to you there is no oh Jesus there is no no no excuses you everything is at your feet is the way they're saying it and even though things are a little bit difficult right now you are just going to wake up in the morning and you're going to fly through the day they are coming to you in your dreams and there's a total of five of them and they are just letting you know that it's it's it's all right there just turn that corner just take one more step and you're going to you're going to turn that corner and you're going to be there and it's going to be solid and you're going to be so excited for what comes next so I want you like for the rest of the day and the rest of the week and the rest of the month I just want you to say I deserve better I know better show me what comes next show me what's next give me what's next I'm I'm ready okay that's it that's it oh thank goodness that's your mantra I'm ready bring it I'm ready bring it that's what they want to say to you okay love oh okay okay you are thank you you are so you're so welcome and remember listen um you also I know I'm so far over my time right now girl uh you also have a business in you so they want you to start thinking about your side thing and start developing that because you know what I've said it in every show and I'm saying it again if if there ain't a job make a job if there ain't a business hire in you you make a business and you hire people don't I don't care if you just become a manager of one person or uh but you start writing articles whatever it is that's inside of you and you already know what it is girl let it out because the world needs more of that the right now the world needs more of what you have inside of you to come out and shine okay okay thank you so much and thank you for the conduit and thank you for feeling what you feel and I also want to thank my ancestors who came through and I especially want to thank like I love them all and I want to thank them all and I thank the gentleman who came through because I don't know my dad so I have a representative from his baddest family show up is a really big deal so I'm grateful yeah even if you don't know them they know you and they want you to know that they are solid and true for you and they're not going anywhere um I mean you have great great great great aunties on the other side that are fighting for you and they're just saying you gotta keep your head up you gotta keep your head up okay I'm done singing that's it that's it but you it's absolutely my pleasure and I'm so happy that I could come through and I could give you whatever guidance they wanted to and I'm gonna um she's moving forward I'm gonna clear do a clearing one last clearing for everybody listening relistening of moving forward and um clear that and I and I cannot wait please keep me posted and get that business from inside you to outside you okay well thank you love you are welcome okay I'm gonna come over here to my youtube folks hi thank you so much for hanging in there youtube I just want to quick go down the line and say um thank you to some of the people and thank you uh please help clear all blockages if there are any okay so we are blocked oh yeah and you know em when I'm clearing we are stuck that's the same thing as clearing we are blocked okay and then um I'm gonna go down Jackie oh thank you you're amazing too girl I love you so much um Eddie hey Eddie what's up um I need to know with my father talking to him I can't read this but let me move my screen over a little bit Eddie to see what you're saying here oh yeah okay so Eddie real quick I'm gonna answer your question um the show is only supposed to be 30 minutes but clearly I can not track time to save my life but Eddie I'm gonna tell you yes uh all the time all the time all the time um don't ever doubt it don't ever doubt it every last word what I'm hearing is every last word every last word every last word I'm gonna scroll up a little bit on my list just to be able to see if there are any other questions or that I can answer for anyone hopefully everybody's still hanging on I'm sorry it took me a moment to get to you but my priority is the callers um and then I I come over here and I'll do what I can on this side um oh encouragement on how to get my life back together champagne girl okay so here's a thing champagne I want you to re-listen to the show and get all those clearings again because um you know getting our life together okay really quick how getting our life together according to whom according and this is so relevant for everyone is this the way who thinks your life should look because here's the struggle when we're trying to like put our life together for the way other people think it should look or the way it's always looked listen when we fall apart it's not to be put back together again that's an opportunity to build a whole new freaking you okay a whole new freaking life a whole new existence not to go back to where you were because where you were caused your life to break apart right yeah so don't put your life back together again build a new life think about what do I really want who do I really want to be where do I really want to be what do I want this to look like how do I want to move forward what's going to give me the greatest amount of joy and forget unless you've got babies forget everybody else and everything else like listen when I'm creating my life I if I have a man in my life I don't think about that man I don't go well what does my man want what does this want what does that one uh oh no oh no do you know what I think what is the most solid thing for my future this is what I want this is where I want to be let's do this let's go this way anybody who's supposed to be with me they will be with me I don't need to worry about that if somebody doesn't love or like what I'm doing how I'm doing it well okay let's not talk about that but here I go here I grow here I glow I you have to build champagne anybody listening re-listening whatever you have to build your life for your tomorrow because nobody is sitting back on their couch saying huh how does champagne want me to live my life girl that's not happening so you have to say you know what and this is what I do okay I'm going to give you one of my little manifestation law of attraction things that I do I don't think about how many clients I want I don't think about certain things I just say this is this is at the end of the day this is what I want in at the end of the month this is what I want in however the universe wants to bring that to me is how they want to bring it to me okay um and the biggest thing champagne that I'm getting for you is stop loving people more than they love you stop loving people more giving more to people than they give to you stop thinking this is what love looks like just push people out for a minute and work on loving you and on that and I hope people are still listening because I'm going to do um anybody listening re-listening and I really even if you just fast forward it to this point um 40 minutes and 59 41 minutes um and replay this over and over and over again until it's there we're going to clear unconditional self-love we unconditionally love ourselves I'm getting a no let's clear that now people think loving yourself and liking yourself is egoic it's quite the opposite it is completely the opposite because not loving yourself comes from fear and fear comes from the ego yeah go ahead argue with the angels don't argue with me I say this all the time if you don't like something I say look up and start arguing don't argue with me because I don't really care I'm just a messenger yo just a messenger um we have to love ourselves unconditionally because most of us are are out here walking around going I just want someone that's gonna love me okay well love your damn self because anything anybody gives you when they turn and pout and walk their little butt out your door guess what they're taking all that they gave you with them they sure are so you need to fill you up with you you need to love you unconditionally you need to be so solid in who you are in what you are and that you belong here and you have a purpose here and you're you are the reason for you to create a life and not for that man that sits on the couch next to you not for your sister not for your whatever maybe they're gonna see it and maybe it will help them but you don't know who's watching you that you're going to influence you don't know like in your day to day the things you do who's going to be seeing this that's going to learn and grow from it I've said this before I will say it again we are supposed to shine so brightly as stars down here meaning our soul being on fire being so lit up with passion for who we are and what we're doing that the heavens can see us it is not our job to be meek or to fall it is not our job in any way shape or form to concede so we don't hurt somebody else's feelings so we don't outshine those who came before us it is our job to shine so brightly that we teach those around us and those coming after us to shine like they've never seen anyone shine before to live that life that exceeds that breathes light in others and believe me you know as somebody walked away rejection is protection which everybody says for a better selection now if you're in a situation where you're trying to put your life back together or get back to that spot in your relationship or just get something back stop and as who says this snoop dog sorry I'm going to sing again folks I'm so sorry drop it like it's hot drop it like it's hot if whatever tries to whatever at you if you're trying to get your life back that didn't even work out drop it like it's hot park it like it's hot walk your booty away and don't stop okay I changed some snoop dog lyrics there sorry snoop not like he's ever gonna watch this okay folks so not too worried about that but the point is you don't want that back because that is what puts you where your butt is today think better of and for yourself you don't want to go back to what you had you don't want to go back to what it was why would you want to do that if it can't come better push it close the door and lock it don't let it in because who wants to keep repeating bad kermit didn't work out life cycles if you can't be in a place where you are already willing and able to say I'm done with that I'm going here then go back and listen to every single one of my shows until you get enough clearing from every area of wealth and abundance and relationship and self-love that you can say oh my god I can't believe I ever put up with that from myself because it all starts in here it all starts in our heart it all starts with the amount of love that we have for ourselves and if we don't have that love for ourselves guess what nobody else is going to be able to show that to us because it'll be foreign to us so we where we are right where we are as far as love for ourselves is what people show up that's the energy that we are bringing into our life that's the that's what's mirroring back to us and not as a punishment that's the whole thing people say well this is your karma no it's it's your reflection showing you this is where you are fix it this is what's going on in this little minute this little minute of your life don't make it an hour don't make it a year this is a minute of a lack of self-love now take that minute and change it change it level up go up love yourself and how do you love yourself if you've never been shown self-love if you've never had people that you felt like love you you just start with that little let's and again we have unconditional self-love let's clear that and you might have to listen and replay this at the 41 and 48 minute mark a number of times till you get rid of that but stop judging yourself who cares about the past there's no perfect person walking this earth there is no person walking this earth that has not made a mistake that has not done something that they thought was wrong but there's nothing that you can do that's wrong it's just something that's teaching you what do I like what don't I like what do I want what don't I want that's it if there's something that happens that you didn't like you say okay I don't I don't do that again and the next time we can't be so desperate that the next time this job that treats us like crap or this person that doesn't isn't good to us shows up that we say well maybe it will get better well maybe this is like the test they keep talking about maybe this is the thing where we go okay I'm done with this I deserve better we were put here to create and co-create amazing beautiful abundant lives these lives that flourish beyond what anybody before us has done and we're here to do that not only for us but for those that are watching us and maybe maybe our immediate family isn't the one who's going to look at it like we think we're here to show our immediate family who cares if we're not somebody somewhere is going to be watching you and going that's what I want that's what I want to do that's how I want to shine you were put here to be this brilliant amazing light for yourself first because if you're not doing it you sure can't show anybody else how to you sure won't show anybody else how to so your job is not to put a broken life back together to get back to where you were your job like if you if you drop a glass on the kitchen floor you don't pick it up and start getting the whatever glue gorilla crazy whatever glue and trying to put it back together and put water in it to just to watch that water fly out of it or fall apart again or get caught by the glass you sweep it up you throw that in the garbage and you don't think about it again the next like a month later you're not like oh my god that glass that broke no no mm-hmm you buy you get a new glass a better glass or you just drink out of plastic I don't know don't hate on me because I said plastic who cares okay the point it's the point the point is a drink out of a bowl or a cup I don't know I don't care the idea is you don't try to put something that's broke back together again you say I deserve so much better than that the reason that fell apart is because it wasn't supposed to be it was never ever supposed to be you didn't take the cues of okay this isn't serving my highest good this isn't bringing me the joy and the love that I deserve so if I'm not strong enough to change this if I'm not strong enough to walk away guess what my angels my ancestors my guides they're going to tear these walls down they're going to break this house apart and they're going to help me build better thank you guys so much for joining me remember it's your job to create the miracles in your life love you