 Assalamu alaikum. Hello, I'm Daud Dukhi. Okay, so fasting for a month is over finally. Wow, and I think the Eid is also finished. It's finished, right? So today I'm gonna tell you that what I felt during this Ramadan. Of course it was not easy, but I felt so much things in this Ramadan. So let me talk about this today. Actually, last year at Ramadan, I found faith in Allah through fasting. And what did I feel in the first Ramadan as a Muslim in this year? What? Okay, I will tell you. I realized that how much negative I was. I mean, as you know, fasting is an act of worship to approaches to Allah by stopping things we like and enduring our desires. This means Ramadan is not just fasting. We should also keep away from the bad habits, bad thoughts and bad words we used to do. So while I tried to keep away from this, I realized that how negative I had been. Why aren't people watching my videos as before? Why don't I have more creative ideas? Why my editing skill is not increasing? Why my video quality is not good? Why do people press dislike button on my video? And why did other channel success like that? Why? So I haven't been thankful for what I have. And even sometimes I was jealous of others. Yeah, it's embarrassing, but it's true. When I became a Muslim, I was full of iman. I was so happy to serve Allah and I was so happy that Allah is leading me on the right path. But I still have negative thoughts and complaints on my status. So that's why I fasted and prayed harder. I prayed Allah to forgive me. This time I really felt that how weak I was. But I also believed that this is plan of Allah swt. Allah is always with me and lead me on the right path. I've been waiting I've been hurting Cause I've been falling I need your help Actually it's not easy to fast in Korea during Ramadan because there is no Ramadan culture and yeah, nobody fast in here. And even nobody force you. So the hardest thing is nobody is watching me. So it's really easy to break the fast if you're not strong enough. But Allah is watching. So I could keep fast and I could feel that He's always watching me and helping me. I think Ramadan is not a hardship. Rather it's an opportunity. I can take off the dirt for a year and become a clean person. Actually this is an amazing opportunity to wash away our sins and move on to right path. Okay it's a bit embarrassing but thank you for my listening, my confession. Okay then good job everybody on this Ramadan and wait for next Ramadan. Thank you. Bye. Bye.