 So, tell us a little bit more, you're speaking of the anxiety that you're dealing with us, please tell us the severity of that, how that affected you? It affected me a lot, so when I, even so I would go home and I would have panic attacks at home where I didn't want to leave my house, I didn't want to go to barbecues, I didn't want to go to anything because I just wanted to isolate myself because I was ashamed of having anxiety, especially that I was a follower of God and so it was to the point where I was going to the ER because I just thought I was having a heart attack and my panic attacks were really bad. I just remember calling my mom and she was far from me, so I don't, I don't really have family here. Come on guys, come on. So with this anxiety it would shut you down. Yeah, so I know that these are tears of joy because that's not the way it is for you anymore. So why don't you go ahead and tell us, how did that process take place? How did you start to get your freedom and your deliverance from this anxiety? It was definitely a process. So just surrounding yourself, first we would come on Sundays and we would get refreshed but what totally changed for us is being a part of a life group and being around people that were positive and if you were just having a crummy day like okay let's just pray, let's pray with you and let's get to the bottom of this and just surrounding with people that were positive and loving and you feel the love of God and these life groups are just as powerful if you just came to church, you feel the Holy Spirit moving these life groups and so that's what this process has been and now that I know like if I get anxious like in the car when I'm driving like I stop and I know this is not mine and I declare it and I pray and then within like a couple minutes like a couple minutes it's gone. So now like the difference is that I know that it's not mine and I declare it and it's just it's just feel good about knowing that I can defeat it. Amen. So I want you to notice something here because sometimes it is an instant miracle and sometimes it's a promise and it's something you hold on to and it's something you press on to. Once again Paul said no I have not reached perfection but I press on into it and that is what Darlene has done. She presses on when she feels that coming on she goes no I know what my promise is and God has not promised me anxiety. Amen. So tell us how is how is your life now how how have things changed since you've started realizing it's not yours since you haven't you've decided to not let it take control of you. I'm way happier people notice the happiness the change that I've had as well as my family. So my family they don't live here but I've been pressing so much into God that there's been healings in my family as well so that's right so even though her family doesn't live here you guys we have hungry generation has no reach toward them really except her. So tell us what healings have taken place in your family because of this and what what have you guys seen happening around you. I've seen a lot so my mom was healed from her scoliosis she had scoliosis and her back's completely straight. My father has kidney disease and for the past two years his kidneys were working at 40% and the raise to deliver conference in April he went to and three months later he went back to the doctors and his kidneys are fully functioning at 60 plus. Come on you guys right that's so amazing that's so amazing okay keep going I'm sorry we had to give a moment for praise there it's just too good. And as well as my father he's completely off of his blood high blood pressure medication as well from one day to another so amen praise God praise God those those were the healings that were taking place in my family and so now I see why the enemy was trying to attack me so much is because that I where sometimes people can't go when you're the only person that goes to bring light like God moves through you through your family through your friends through your co-workers and so I see now like what he was trying to do in my life and it's not gonna happen. That's so awesome so Sam why don't you come over here and talk to us a little bit. We love darling but we love Sam too we'll give him some time huh. So okay tell me because you were with her obviously through thicker thin you guys took those vows tell me what was it like when things were thin tell me about how you you stood strong when her anxiety will attack she will call me well I was at work and she's like the anxiety is back so I will get off of work just for her and as soon as I got home I felt the anxiety in my home so I told her let's start praying and as soon as we started praying it was gone good godly husband man good example of what a good godly godly husband is supposed to look like that's right that's right so tell us now that you can see you can see the beginning of where she was and you can see the process of it how have things changed it's changed a lot going through all that stuff I know the enemy was trying to take her down but the same time he was trying to take me down because I was her rock and I said I said no not in my house and like I was I was a scared of the enemy so I wanted to show that to my wife that I'm here for you and God is here for us and I knew the enemy knew a they know God they're gonna you know so I came in and I met instead of the hymn attacking us I attack back so in our home we worship you know we get on our knees and we start praying to our Lord and Savior you know but she she's changed so much where and she wakes up so happy joyful you know she wakes up and I I hear Christian music and in the bathroom like yes Lord you know and it's just every day you know I we just get closer and closer to God and the closer we get to the God is just let the further the enemy goes away amen the closer we get to God the further the anime gets so so tell me because things are not just happening for Darlene but also in your life tell us about what happened at work well I work since I've been I've been praying and I've been meditating in the Word of the Lord and I hear like all these healings that everybody been doing and I keep praying to God I was like Lord I want to do a healing as like so I just kept praying and meditating and at work there's this gentleman his I'm not gonna say his name but I saw I see him every day he has a limp and it touched my heart I was like the Holy Spirit tells me go pray for him and I was like I'll talk about latter I was like I don't know okay we've all been there before right like we can relate to that I was like I don't know what if he thinks I'm crazy and the Holy Spirit is like let him think that let him think you're crazy for the Lord so I was like okay I'll pray for him so I tell him I was like hey can I pray for you and he looked at me he's like yes of course I was like okay during break we'll I'll pray for you so break came by and we started praying and I started praying for his leg to be healed in the name of Jesus and this I started getting hot and we're outside I'm working construction so it's cold so my hands started sweating and then I started heating up and then when I was praying over him I felt a jolt through my hand going to his body and at the same time he said he was getting warm as well and he was feeling the heat and and when I was done I stayed quiet for a little bit I opened my eyes and he was like and he's like I don't know but I felt something here with us today he's like I felt the warmth and the love that I know God has because he knows God he's like and I felt the Holy Spirit here with us and I asked him how was your leg and he said it's healed and we just started screaming amen glory to God and then we just we just kept talking you know and I just told him God loves you and I gave him a hug and every day he sees me my leg my leg is good amen amen I mean this is just one example of what the Lord is doing today and it's so exciting but guys please because you've just been so inspiring to everybody please tell us we'll start with you Sam first what what is your advice to everybody my advice is you know be obedient you know because when God gives you a word and you feel like just say yes and just go for it and things happen you know through him amen amen awesome so darling go ahead and tell us as well what what is your advice to everybody my advice would be even though if you're the only one in your family and your friends that is coming to church don't give up because you're the would be you're gonna be the only person that can change your friends your co-workers lives and you are the only person that get that person so keep pressing forward and surround yourself with the community that prays that that fast that meditates and and just build your faith so you can spread the faith to others as well amen thank you so much you guys let's give them a round of applause please