 Happy Vlogs! So I decided that I'm going to be participating in Vlogsmas, and that's pretty crazy considering I've uploaded Three times since I moved to LA. I Just got home from a very long road trip. I spent Thanksgiving in Texas. It was delightful I had never been to Texas before. I'm kind of sick I took a rapid test and it said negative I think it's just a cold I'm so tired. My eyeballs are closing. It is late already. I'm gonna try to upload every day. I Have a whole list of things that I want to do for Vlogsmas I thought that it would be a really good challenge for me to become more regular on YouTube To get more comfortable filming again and just get more content out. I have never watched Vlogsmas. I didn't even know what Vlogsmas was. I posted a little question About it on my Instagram, and I got so many responses. So I'm really excited This is going to be hard for me. I want to make it really me and I have a lot of really funny ideas Video ideas and so I literally just walked in the door from my trip and Got all these packages, which is so exciting I think I might do like a little unboxing my mom sent me this advent calendar and like some brands sent me some stuff and I thought I wouldn't maybe go through with you guys. I really didn't have a plan for this vlog If you're wondering why I'm wearing a beanie it's because My hair looks like shit I don't know if I'm a brunette or blonde right now. My roots are So bad and I think I'm gonna get my hair done tomorrow and since I'm doing Vlogmas I guess you guys will be fucking coming with me because You know I'm a little concerned that it's already Six in LA, which means it's fucking late in the East But also I'm gonna do an apartment tour probably but my apartment is so not done yet and It's just like why do an apartment tour when I feel like my shit's still not together But I got these coffee table books and I mean they don't even look good right now, but they will one day Hopefully and then I got Yeah, I don't really know Let's call my mother Thank her for my advent calendar I know I wanted to call and thank you for my advent calendar. It's so cute My mom is the cutest Okay, I'll open Wait day one and day two because today's already December 2nd So I'm gonna be going to the day after Christmas. So this is technically Vlogmas day one for me You know running a little behind No one is surprised Okay Day one You okay, it's a skin. It's like skin and makeup, I guess bare minerals Wait It's bare minerals foundation This is cool. You can try a bunch of different products This is day one Little cutie patootie day two day two is looking pretty cute See oh Purifying pink clay mask. This is so exciting. Thank you mom. I love you so much Lioness sent me some really cute stuff These pants these blue pants. They're like a little bit bigger, but they're supposed to be like boyfriendy They're this really pretty color blue Look that and then I sent me this jacket dress thing This color blue is Pretty good right now And then this Whoa, this dress. I actually have this dress in green. The white one is really good, too It's really soft. It was in my princess Polly Hall. So if you want to see this one on Go to that video And then package from Resurrection It like has these buttons that go across I love that. Maybe over this tomorrow. I want to start working out again. I've been really not that active besides surfing Okay, that's cute. Okay. This is just like a big flannel. I've been really not active not gonna lie Oh wait, yeah, I've been not walking or hiking or working out that much at all. I took a spinning class in Dallas and it was Amazing and it really motivated me to get back into working out. I mean, we'll be spending the whole month together. So These bras Oh wait, I have to show you guys stuff that Savage Fenty sent me Um, this is the most discombobulated haul but um Savage Fenty sent me these like these tights that are Fucking so cute These really beautiful bras I mean Maybe I'll lay these out and show you guys them but like The quality of these bras is insane. I don't know what I'm gonna wear these but Wait My camera just died again But I'm not a big person who acknowledges hate online like I'm not gonna be come on here and be like, oh My god, people don't like me because it's like I'm literally making videos about my life Also, I stopped using concealer and now I'm thinking that was Not a good idea but There's something I want to kind of say and since I literally have no plan for this video and I Need to make it more than a minute long. I will quickly talk about something that I've been feeling and and what I've been feeling recently is like I'm getting a lot of hate online you're getting some traction online that's been negative and I Feel like it's probably all one fucking person but I just want to put this out there and you know take it for what it is whatever People saying that I don't have a real job that I'm a sugar baby that my parents pay for my lifestyle and I Just want you guys to know that I'm a 22 year old college student and I take six classes and I pay my own rent and I make a living for myself on social media and That's a job, you know like Trust me. I come from I Come from a traditional family and I Get that this is like weird and this is not traditional and It might not make a lot of sense to a lot of you sometimes doesn't make sense to me But I just want you guys to know that You know, I I make a living here and You know no old man is is footing the bill and It's just me You know, I mean great at people are always getting on something to say but that particular recently has been like Like oh, she's so boring her parents paid for her to get into college. Listen If my parents paid for me to get into college, I'd be going to Harvard. I got into the best design school in the country on My own they don't do people favors that got kind of dark And I don't want it in the video on that note, but I just wanted to say that and Let y'all know I'm really excited about vlogs mess. I want it to be more unfiltered. I Want it to be more me. I want it to be fun and silly and Fucking I don't know. I want you guys to get to know me more and I'm not gonna be sharing about my personal life My relationships or anything like that? So if you're here for that, you know, you can just kind of I made that mistake once We'll not be making that mistake again But I do want to be you know more open with you guys that who I am Would I go through what I like or whatever? I don't even know why you guys want to know that but Yeah, I really want to do this thing and be proud of my channel and Happy fucking vlogs miss and I will see you guys tomorrow and I have no idea what I'm gonna film tomorrow, but Cheers