 Bridget, welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope. Today I'm on location. I'm actually near Seattle, Washington. I have been on a trip. I helped my sister moved across country and I drove for a couple of days. If you aren't aware of my travels and my journey, check out Bridget Inspired on Instagram, at Bridget Inspired on Instagram. You can see some mini videos I did and I've shared some things along the journey drive through Montana and Idaho and into Washington state. Also shared Pikes Place and my adventures into downtown Seattle. I have been to Seattle before. It's been probably 20 years since I've been there but I've been to Seattle before. So I've been to Washington and so I kind of know I've been there before. I've been to some of the key places but today I am in my sister's place and she is starting her first day at her new job and I am babysitting her dogs. There's two little dogs, Maltese poodle mixes, tiny little dogs next to me. So I thought, hey, I'm gonna do a live channeling because it's Monday and I'm on Pacific Coast time now. So it's like 9.30 my time. So I know that for some of you it's 11.30 or 12.30 and you might not see this channeling video till later. So it's just easiest for me to do a live stream to get it right up on since I don't have my computer. So I'm Bridget, nice to meet you. If we haven't met before, this is not usual for above-life channel. I do post on Mondays. I try to be consistent with that and post channeling videos with afterlife celebrity guests on Mondays. I post my podcast, which I did yesterday on Sunday, Sunday morning coffee with Bridget. I take a talk topic that comes up an intuitive kind of coaching topic and I talk about it. And it's usually related to some messages or some core energetic themes or something that's coming up in the channeling that I've been receiving each week with the celebrity guests or in my private coaching sessions or my private psychic sessions as well. So check out the playlist for Sunday morning coffee with Bridget here as well. Okay, so today, oh, also I did live stream on Ferry Grasshopper, my YouTube channel where I did card reading yesterday too or the day before I can't remember Saturday or Sunday. I did one. So you can check out Ferry Grasshopper on YouTube also. So here in above-life channel, the focus is to inspire your spirit and fill you with hope. I share my gifts as a medium, as a channel, as a communicator. Now, I fully wholeheartedly believe that we all have the ability to communicate, right? To connect, yes. And our intuition is just one more tool that we have. I operate under a four-part model, very simple. Mind, heart, soul, and body. Now the mind and the body seem to be pretty much an alignment and they kind of represent what we usually consider our human expression. Our heart and our soul, those tag team energies, just that tag team, back again, okay. The tag team energies of the heart and the soul, the core of the body, the engine room of our vessel. They are such incredible partners, the empathic energy, the psychicness of your heart and the spirit, the soulful support of your gut, your instinct, your intuition. Also then, brings the body on board to be intuitive, to give you information and insight, as well as then trying to convince the brain that this is all not going to kill you because your mind is so survival-focused, you know, that monkey mind. Keep you alive, keep you alive, keep you alive, kind of vibe. This just gives you a little bit of an idea as to kind of the purpose or the foundation of my work, very simple, body, mind, heart, soul. We are whole. And so working with our intuition taps in to that part of ourselves that we don't usually talk about really, people just say, hey, my gut, hey, I have instincts, I have good instincts, I have good people skills, I feel you, that's that heart and that soul, that intuition, the spirit of us, the heart and the soul is the spirit of us. The body very much is included in this and the mind and our thoughts can also be a part of this very powerful team, body, mind, heart and soul. Okay, so the connection every week that we do here is psychic and psychic means in tune. It's just another form of communication. It might be like the fast lane on the freeway. So when I say that I'm psychic, I'm not different than you. It just is the area of that I, perhaps, how do I say that I have an enhanced ability or skill set. Just like some of you are really good. I'm in this really tech area, you guys. I'm like near Microsoft here. I'm not far from IBM, not far. I mean, there's just so many techie companies and stuff. I think Amazon's here and Facebook and all this stuff where I'm in like literally the little community that I'm in right now. And I can just feel all the vibes of all this smart, innovative, creative energy. And I'm super impressed with the skill sets of the people who are very smart creatives, intellectual creatives, innovative, figuring out new ways of doing things and then helping to translate that in a way that people like us can just regular folks can understand like the Alexa next to me, how that works, for example, okay. All this stuff is just fantastical to be a role. And it's like, wow. But it reminds me that yes, we all have these core based skills. Everybody can use technology, but to the depth that we use it and then utilize it and then see it as an artistic expression is completely different, right? Different levels. So just psychicness is just being an actual psychic. Isn't really for me about predicting the future. It's about being very intuitive, very connected, very in tune energetically, very in tune with the spirit of things. And then the energy of spirit that isn't so tangible for all of us, right? And that we struggle and grapple in our minds how to understand and interpret that in our day to day life. So today in our channeling session, I really struggled with who I wanted to talk to and there's kind of two people. So I don't know if we're gonna get a two for or what's gonna happen here, but there's two that I wanna talk to and I'm getting like super warm right now. So the first one that's coming in is Kurt Cobain. I have channeled Kurt Cobain before. Kurt Cobain was from the band Nirvana back in the 90s when I was in college. I was like devastated when he died. Just, I just felt a kinship with him, not a kinship. I felt a soft spot in my heart for his energy because he just felt like someone that was like a little brother to me almost. That's the vibe I had like this kind of almost self it's like this tragic self, I'm so artistic, so creative to the point that I can't handle how sensitive I am. This self-sensitive, tragic kind of energy. And you just wanna save him and like him and invite him into your house kind of thing. That's how I feel. Like he feels quiet, like reserved and really not, like he really just loved the art. And so the artist of him, the artistic part, the creative part of him is what I feel a kinship with that. And that makes sense when I'm in this huge tech area. And literally I Googled it, you guys. The house that he died in is only like 18 minutes from where I'm at. And no, I'm not gonna go see it. I don't think not this trip. I'll be back other trips, not this trip. I have other things I'm doing here. That's not the, I'm not here to sightsee. That's not why I'm here. I'm here helping family. So I thought I kinda have to do that. Now, I am gonna say channeling with him is a little tricky because he does have a depressed energy. His energy can be lower. And I know that you're an empath because if you're watching this and you're an empath, what that means is you're sensitive. And that means you are in touch or in tune with energy. So you're gonna feel his degrees of emotion in your body because he will activate or tap into the part of you in your heart that you are the most ready or available to receive the information that's being given. Now information and channeling and with current, you'll see this is not just from the words. In fact, it's more profound and powerful medicine for you and opportunity for healing, shift, perspective change, understanding and compassion through the energy that he brings in, okay? So we're gonna do that now. Come on in. He's like, he's kind of sitting on a stool right here next to me. Like just a stool, like you would just sit and like play a guitar or sing or whatever, right? And like that's kind of the vibe I get. Like just sitting on a stool looking at me like a kitchen counter stool. There you go. Come on in and have a seat. He says, oh, you're drinking tea Bridget. You're drinking tea, yeah. And I had a sweatshirt on and he literally said, I have flannels too. I brought flannels. I love flannels. I like my new thing right now. And I had a sweatshirt on and he said, well, you gotta put on a flannel. I'm like, of course I do. I totally will put on flannel for you. I'm not putting on jeans for you, but I'm putting on flannel for you. Yeah, I mean, it's kind of, my energy's kind of fucked up. My energy's kind of messed up. Because of all the driving and stuff, I went to Montana. He says, oh yeah. Montana. It's pretty there. Yeah, it is, isn't it? Let's have a conversation because people don't know that when you and I have talked before, you just feel like a little brother are very comfortable to me. He says, you know, I think age-wise we have to be the same age or close to it because I literally feel like you'd be somebody I would just hang out with like in school or something. Very grungy though and stuff back in the day, you know? I remember that. Like, I kind of, I mean, I kind of dress like that a little bit, not to the extent that you did with your very dirty jeans, et cetera. He's like, hey, it was a thing, you know? He says, necessity. He says, I never thought, he's kind of funny because he goes, I never thought he kind of has this like a tired vibe. It's not marijuana. He literally says, I am literally, he says, I do feel kind of tired. He said, yeah, I will feel like that. I will feel mellow, he says, but I got to say, he says, I didn't, I wasn't trying to be a fashion icon, you know? If I was smarter, he says, if I was smarter, I would have capitalized on that. I would have like had some kind of gig with like Macy's or something, you know? Where they would like maybe make some jeans, Colbein jeans or something. And he's like, then I could have like made millions. Left it all to my kid, you know, he says. So, you really struggled a lot in your life I know with mental health and really depression is what it feels like. He says anxiety, he said, he said, you know, I had anxiety before it was cool to have anxiety. Yeah. Okay, so Kurt, I got to tell you that I'm super not sure about, it's interesting that I'm channeling you live because I'm super, I'm not reading the comments because some of the people that follow you, it gets crazy. Like people get really, really obsessed and weird about you. It's almost like you, it's like you have a cult following. Here, let me turn this a little bit so you can kind of see his vibe. Can you see his energy? He's kind of right here next to me. This pillow here, I got another pillow on. Can you kind of see, can kind of feel the energy here? He's like literally right here. It's like literally right here, it's like next to me on the couch here. Your fans are kind of, he says, yeah, obsessed. And they're kind of like River Phoenix people. Oh, but he's like, oh, he says, yeah, man, River. River is a musician, you know what? He's talented. He's a talented guy. He says, yeah, it's bad what happened to him. He said, you know, he just, he did that and he's saying like a speedball, a snort, a speedball snort thing or something. He's making me feel like his nose and a head rush and he's saying like a speedball. I don't know what really know what that is. Is that anything like a medicine ball, like at Starbucks, you know, the tea thing with the mint and the orange and the lemonade? Probably not, okay. Anyway, so yeah, your energy, okay, so low and chill. He says, I don't want to, okay, so Kurt Cobain, he says, I don't want to activate for people. I don't wanna trigger people in their depression, you know, and mental illness. He says, that's nothing to, he's swearing, he's swearing a lot. You guys don't wanna give your heads up, he's swearing a lot. He says, it's nothing to F with. That's nothing to F with. And he says, mental health is like a thing, you know, mental illness. He says, you gotta protect that. And he says, and the people that you love, he says, it just takes too many lives. He said, there's too many people over here now that are like so much talent wasted because they died young, they died stupid. They just, in a moment, just wanted to alleviate their pain and so they just die, you know, he says, you just died, just died. It's like, oh, shit, I just died. Oh, okay, yeah, that sucks, kind of thing. He says, there's a lot of people over here, a lot of musicians especially, he says that they can't take it, you know, life. And he says, a lot of people really struggle with mental health. Even before you have all the other pressure, and he says, there's no excuse to kill yourself. He says, you gotta take ownership of that, he says. When you do that, when you commit suicide, he said, you gotta be real aware that you're gonna have to take ownership of that. Because it causes the people that you love a lot of pain. He says, a lot of pain. He says, court me and my daughter. He's calling or something, he's calling his daughter something else. Bit, bitsy or a bit, bitty baby or bitty bee, something, bitty bee, something, he's calling or something else. I think her name's like Francis. It feels like a Frank or Francesca or Francisca, something like that. I think that is, I can't remember. You guys, when I'm channeling, it's hard to use my analytical mind. It's gonna sound bad to say that. I sound like I'm totally not with it. But when I'm channeling, it's an altered state. It is a little like being drunk. Let me just tell you, it seriously is. He says, or hi, okay, okay. He says, you know, it's legal here, and okay, okay, Washington State, okay, okay. He says, you know, it's legal here, right? No, actually, it's not really my thing, so I don't know. But anyway, okay, let's not go down that road. Let's not have Kurt Cobain influence me. He's like, ah, he says, so he said, yeah, so I made anxiety cool before it was cool, you know? He says, but I wouldn't say it's cool. And he's smoking, guys, and you're like, cigarette. And I said, so, okay, so here's the deal. So people have asked me, especially like with Freddie Mercury, for example, like when I've channeled them before, he smokes a lot. And I can literally feel the cigarette on my lips and I can kind of, and I don't smoke, you guys. Like maybe in college a few times, like when I was at the bar or something, like back in the day when they let you do that. But I didn't, I didn't really like the, it's not a thing for me, right? And so I don't like the taster. It just doesn't make my body feel very good. I'm just sensitive to smoke in general, you know, my eyes and stuff. So, but the sensory part of it, I could feel taste, smell, I say, and with you, I don't smell it, but I feel it just hanging off your lips, like just a cigarette hanging off your lips, like all the time. He says, oh yeah, pretty much, that's my normal thing. He says, it's not like a nervous habit. He said, I just need to feel it there, you know? And he says, so can you explain how, just for a minute, about that? So how is it possible that I can feel or sense or smell you actually smoking? People have asked me that before. It's a human thing. It's a human thing. He says, it's just like anything you do, that's human. It's a human thing. He's pointing back to the mouth and he says, the mouth, the tongue especially. He says, the tongue and the mouth especially, like the taste of things, the taste buds and things. He says, you have so many spots in your mouth and you're on your tongue that are so, he says, they're like sensors. He says, so you see, so you see, so see, see. He says, see, in your human body, there's like this incredible capacity to feel all sorts of stuff. The problem is, when you feel all sorts of stuff, you have to, like there's, like, what do you do with it? Like, what do you do with it? He says, it's kind of like when your mind gets so active and there's all these stories in your head and all this information in your head and he says, and you got to write, you just got to write, you got to write, music, got to write, music, got to write music. He says, you got to do something with this. It's like a hamster wheel. He says, part of that is anxiety. He's saying, if you think that anxiety is only your emotions in your heart, you're wrong. He says, you're wrong, it's your mind. It's your mind doing the hamster wheel and your heart like, he says, no matter how you're breathing, your heart, your chest is shaking. He says, it's like being hyped up on caffeine. He says, Bridget, this is how you would be able to understand. This is how you'd be able to understand Bridget. It's like being hyped up on caffeine, like too much coffee, like when you're driving. Too much coffee, too much coffee, too much coffee. Where you just, you're just very jittery. He says, very, very jittery. That's what the heart feels like, but the mind is going. He says, and it pauses. Oops, the hamster's going, sorry, sorry. Hey guys, hey, they must have heard something. I didn't hear anything. He says, the mind goes like this when you're anxious, it goes fast. Hamster wheel, hamster wheel, hamster wheel, and it stops. And then it's just this, it stops. Come here guys, come here. I think it's the noise that I'm making. Come here, come here guys. And it stops, and when it stops, that's the problem. It's not the going that's the problem, because when it's going, if you're using, like if you're writing, he's showing me, he used to take napkins and pizza boxes and scraps of paper and write stuff on it, and there's like slips of paper with crap all over it, like stuff all over the place. And he said, you can't, you can't, you can't. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you're fine. He says, you can't, it's not organized. He said, that's the hard part, it's not organized. And he says, but it's when it stops, that's the problem, because when it stops, then you are faced with nothing. And while nothing, when you're meditating is peaceful, like John Lennon, like that's all peaceful and all great. And he says, when it stops, it's like, then I'm forced to be with myself, not just the thoughts that are in my head about other people and other things and other places and experiences and crazy trips, but then I'm focused on myself and that's the scariest part is me, because then it's on me, everything's about me. And I don't like that, because I used to think I kind of knew who I was, you know? Like some kid that, you know, smart ass kid that got into trouble and, you know, tried to be nice, but, you know, had kind of a, he's like, not great experience growing up and stuff, but not horrible, I guess really, I don't know. He's like, I can't really, like, you can't blame your shit on other people, is what he's saying. You can't blame your shit on other people. He says, you can't dwell on the past stuff. And he said, but it's hard because you still feel it. That's not, that's a tricky part. He said, that's a messed up part. He said, that's a effed up part. You still feel your past. He says, and all the effects of other people's dumb ass choices on you and how it affects you and other people's moods affects you like your whole life. He says, and you got to remember, when we grew up Bridget, he said, it wasn't cool to be on meds or anything. Nobody did that. So you did drugs or alcohol, played music, or you're in sports or something, he said. So those are like your options here. Let me lift the dog up here. Hey, come here, buddy. Shh, you're okay. I have a 15 year old dog here. He's chilling. And then I have a seven year old one. The seven year old one is spicy. The 15 year old one can't hear crap so I don't know why he's barking, anyway. So he's saying, that's basically what you did. Like you coped with it the best you could, and not all outlets are productive. And he's like, so you got a kid like me that's already kind of messed up in the head a little bit trying to figure stuff out. And he said, can you imagine if somebody has like split personality or something? He's like, society would just kick them to the curb and say, yeah, you're on your own, dude. Just go, good luck to you. He's like, I have music. And he said, I liked, he's literally showing me how much he loves to write. Like you guys, Kurt Cobain could have been a writer. Like he's such a writer, prolific writer. So what caused that? He said all the demons. He said all the bad stories and the shadows. And he's saying bad trips. He's saying, some of it was drugs. Yeah, yeah. He says, but you get to a point where you can't, you confuse reality so much. He says, what's real? What's fantasy? You get tormented by fears that you have that become these big monsters. It's big green monsters. He says, it's not black monsters. It's not like shadow monsters. Like when you're a kid, it's like they're green. He says, they're really nasty. They're just gross, nasty green. And so you're afraid you're gonna get the slimy stuff on you. And then you realize that you created that monster. So that means that you're that slimy craft. That's you, like you're that monster. And that's a fear thing, you know? That's a fear thing. It comes out, makes sense, right? It's a fear thing. He says, in the aftermath of my death. He says, I caused a lot of pain to a lot of people. And I feel like I let people down and I do wanna apologize for that. He says, I think, he says, I like to think that we, like as people, when we're here on our lives, live in our lives, that for the most part, I think people just try to keep going, you know? He says, so I wanna say, do the best you can, but he's not using that phrase. He won't use that phrase, in fact. And I've tried to use it just a second ago twice and he just stopped me. He says, no, I think it's about, you just gotta get up and keep, you just gotta keep going. Because in another minute, you might feel a little better. He says, and all you got is minutes, like you just gotta hold on to minutes. So was it heroin? I don't know exactly for sure that kills you. He says, it's a cocktail. He says, he's making me feel like he was on a binge. You guys, I don't remember, I do not remember and I didn't look up any of this stuff, so I probably already talked about all this on the playlist for Kurt Cobain, which he's now gonna have because he has more than one video. Life isn't about someone's death and how they die. We don't wanna glorify death, you know why? Because death is just the transition point, moving from one world to another. It's the end of this life, as you know it, but it's not an opening to freedom. He says, that's not what happens when your soul, he says like me, and you have a lot of, like he says a lot of unresolved feelings. That's what he's saying, I got a lot of unresolved feelings. He says, people are so pissed at Courtney, they're so pissed at her. He says, they're so pissed, but he said, he can't understand, like I loved her, you know, like, we are the effed up, God, I'm gonna swear again, effed up life, you can stop using, dropping eff bombs left and right. I would love to just do that and share it on here, but then, you know, YouTube, since I'm live streaming, they could like shut it down, man, shut it down. He's like, yeah, the system, man, the system. It's up, up, yeah it is, okay. God, you'd be so political nowadays if you were here. He's like, Ukraine stuff? He's like, yeah, Russia bad, yeah, they're bad, he's like, they're bad news, man, they're bad dudes, they're coming back. Like, what, you people think that they're gonna just go away and be fine? No, the bad guys, they do resurrect, you know, and they come back. He's like, the passage of time, the way time passes, isn't something that we really can understand in relation to life versus death. And he says, I'd really like people to know. Sorry, I know it's just like a really kind of weird thing. Kurt is saying, I'd really like people to know that you can't take it back, you know? When you die, you can't, it's too late to change stuff here. He says, you can stick around and hang out and like haunt people and visit people and do all that kind of shit, he says. But it doesn't help them. Do you know, he says, you know, Courtney's tried to talk to me, right? Like in like mediums and stuff, like they, a lot of people, that's like a thing, you know, like in younger kids, he's like this younger generation, he's like, I don't get millennials, I need smoking again. He's like, I don't get millennials. He's like, they're really into my stuff, but they just don't, they don't understand, like the process of that isn't a good setup for anybody, you know? He says, I don't know a lot of people, like in meeting people here, like understanding like the after the life, you know, and the death places that he says, the music industry in particular is really hard, entertainment. He says, and you call it entertainment. Call it entertainment. He says, you call it entertainment. He says it's really hard on people, and it makes people just get so burned out, so spent up that they just, they lose faith in humanity, you know? If you don't have faith, you got nothing. So were you trying to soothe your pain? Is that why you died? Or were you, is it a mental health thing, specifically? Like you mentioned anxiety and stuff. Or was it like an OD kind of scenario, and he says, is there an all of the above option? Can I just check all the boxes? He says, I could check all the boxes. He says, I, you know, people are so pissed at Courtney. He says that again. He's like, you know, I know her love looks really effed up. He says, effed up to other people, but you know, I think I wasn't easy to be with either, and to understand me was really hard, and I think she, I was losing my shit, lot losing just my mind and stuff. I'd have just days and weeks that I just could not function, and oh my God, he's making me feel like he didn't bathe for weeks, and really bad stuff, like hygiene, not an issue for him. Didn't even seem to think about it. And he's like, that's bad, you know? He said, I'd go through really down times. So how could you even perform then on stage? How could you get live on stage? Then what would happen? He's like, you gotta get up then, then I gotta get up. Gotta get high, gotta get, you know, like I would call it altered. Gotta get up, gotta get up. He says, you gotta be careful with alcohol because it's a depressant, so it crashes you quick. He says, it crashes you, you gotta not use alcohol, you gotta use other things. That's what worked for me. And he said, and he's showing me like caffeine pills too, literally like what people take like a Red Bull or something, like he's showing me kind of like that, like uppers kind of energy. And then he says, I had to kind of get into the state where nobody else was there and it was just me and my music, and then I could perform. And he said, I literally had to be in those places in order to perform. He says, when I realized that that's what it was taking for me to perform my music, then I couldn't, I just couldn't imagine doing it anymore. Couldn't imagine like, my body's not gonna be able to keep up with this. There's no way it's gonna work for me. But I just had so many people depending on me and you know, I just kept trying to show up and you know, just do what I had to do that day and that night and then just get through stuff. Get through it, you know? It stopped being fun. I'm asking the question in my head. I'm like, well, did you enjoy it? Did you love it? And he said, yeah, you know early on it was just like this big gig thing. We really didn't think it was gonna last. Like we really didn't think we thought we were gonna be just like, you know, short term, you know, kind of thing. And like, then I could maybe write, you know, like that's my thing. And I never really thought about it like as a career. I just, you just kind of, I just kind of did what felt good and what was in front of me, you know? And the guys and I, we were like, okay, we gotta, we gotta be prepared because, you know, we could be like a rocket and like burn out fast, you know, kind of thing. Like short lived and so I didn't really expect it to be as big as it was maybe. I mean, I kind of like the smaller venues he's saying, but I didn't really expect it. You know, I didn't know how much it would take out of me. You know, he's like saying it's taking its toll. So like a lot of pressure. He says, yeah, you know, like people, like some people, he said, you say like Freddie Mercury, you say Freddie, you know, like how he just lived like for the crowd and got charged up by the crowd for me. He says, for me, it's like, I had to pretend like the crowd wasn't there. They were just part of this like big dream I was having, you know, and then I could do, I could perform and I was fine, you know, but it was hard, you know. It wasn't easy to perform the part was hard, you know. In the studio, he's like, in the studio, it's totally fine. It's a band or a small, small little dive venue, you know, a good dive bar or something or a college thing, you know. Gosh, kids are fun. He says they're fun because they're like full of life, you know, there's just so much energy in their full life. And it's like, it feels good just to be around him. You just want to take that from them. You just like want to smoke that, you know, whatever energy they have, you know, that feels good, you know, I'm like, I am, and I really like that, but, but that's just not, I can't sustain you, you know. It's not real, just like drugs and stuff, he says drugs, it's just, it's not real. It's all fake. It's all things you do to just make it things work and when you're doing something, just to make things work like that, should be a big sign for you that you're not, you're not quite doing things the way maybe you could be doing things to have like a actual life, you know. And people take advantage of you then, you know, when you're like, you said Bridget altered, I kind of like that word, that's a good word. He says when you're like altered, people take advantage of you, that's bad. That's when bad stuff happens, you know. You lose yourself, totally lose yourself, and then you lose the art, you know, the music, you just lose it, you know. Like who are some of your people that you really like and he's like Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix? Is he saying Van Morrison, is that right? Something Morrison? Some of the, I want to say Dead Heads, Grateful Dead, is that right? And then like Rocker, like Metallica, like a combination kind of thing. So no country for you, he's like, oh. He's like, oh man, did you just say country really? He's like, hey, hey, I'm not gonna judge anybody's music. Maybe not my style really, but hey, I'm not gonna judge anybody's music, you know? If it's good for some people, then it's good for some people. But not my usual. That's not something I'm gonna play on my little headphones or whatever. He's like headphones, but really it's like the Alexa. He's pointing to Alexa and calling it a headphone thing. All right, Kurt, are you in the afterlife? Yes. Are you a ghost? Yes. What? Are you really a ghost? Yeah, he's like, I gotta keep the legend alive. Do you know how many people, he says, Bridget, do you know how many people think like I faked my death? Or yes, I do thank you very much. Do you know how many people think I was murdered? I'm like, yeah, I do actually. He's like, yeah, it's like all creepy and there's so many stories. I'm like, you're like a pop culture thing, you know? That's why. And he's like, yeah, he's like, we gotta keep up the image, don't we? Gotta keep the legend going. Yeah, I'm a ghost, he said. Are you really? No, not usually. But it's just kind of fun to visit people that are trying to visit and find me. He says, Bridget, do you know how many seances people do trying to contact me? Like that Ouija board shit and all that? Really bad stuff, dude. Like bad stuff. Like don't be messing with that. You need to be going to church if you're doing that. He said, he's like, they have no idea what they're doing. I know. He's like, it's like, I'm really not a good, it's not really a good situation. I know, I know. And then they're contacting me and asking me to contact you. And they've already done all the icky stuff. And now they're trying, you know, it's like desperate stuff. It's hard when people are desperate. So they're just sad, you know? They're trying to understand themselves. That's why they watch you. He says, they're trying to understand themselves. They're trying to understand life, you know? Everybody's trying to find a piece of happiness. Well, I don't think you'd wanna live in Seattle. Let me just tell you guys, it is very cloudy here. It's not bad though, because I mean the rain is okay or the drear, like the moisture in the air, I kind of like that. That feels good. That moisture in the air for sure feels good. And then when it's really sunny, it feels good. Like this morning it was totally sunny. I was like, oh, it's sunny. And then I watched a beautiful sunset. He's like, oh, oh yeah, yeah, it's like the sunset. That's good. He's like, that's kind of my sunrise. You know, he's like, my schedule is screwed up. Like I sleep during the day and I am awake at night. He says, usually he says like kind of insomnia stuff. He says, I had trouble sleeping. Really sporadic. So I'd go for days without sleep. And he said, but that's a drug thing, you know? It's like a drug thing, like people who do like, it's like methamphetamines or something. He's like, people that do drugs understand that, you know? And he said, so he says, and I don't recommend that you do. He said, I'm just gonna tell ya, straight up, I'm gonna tell ya, it's not, it really f's with your brain, man. It just makes you just not make decisions, good decisions, and then other people take over and you think they're gonna just, you just, you'll trust people you should not trust when you're doing drugs. He said, you really do, you make super bad choices because you just trust people that are not trustworthy and the people that love you and are trying to help you, you push them away. And it's like so f'd up. It's like the opposite of what life is supposed to be and like what I would want for my kid, like the opposite is exactly what I did. And when you're on drugs, when you're so hyped up and have just like drugs in your system all the time and stuff, it's hard because it's, you're just not yourself ever because you don't really know who you are anyway. And you're unrecognizable, you know, to the people you love and I would never want that for somebody I love like my daughter, I wouldn't want that. Hey, this was a really good conversation. I'm super chill and mellow now. I'm not quite sure what I'm gonna do after this. Maybe I should do like an archangel channeling or something. He says, yeah, you're gonna need to have some angels or something. You're gonna need some good spirit guide stuff to uplift you, but you haven't really been happy. You've just been mellow Kurt. He says, you know, my personality was more mellow. He says, this was my personality, not altered. He was my personality, he said pretty mellow, pretty much, you know, kind of more shy a little bit, you guys, really, I really think he was. It's kind of how I feel, yeah. Kind of very humbled, too, very humbled. So you are very, you're cool, man. You are cool, I like you, I like you, yeah. It's great to meet you and great to talk to you again. Yeah, thanks. It's like, thanks for taking a chance on me, Bridget. I know you're gonna get some, he's like, despite all the weirdos I bring, he says. So I'm gonna just mention that although I'm live streaming, I'm not reading the comments on the video live. I'm simply live streaming so I can get it up on YouTube for my Monday, a channeling video. So thanks Kurt for being here. Thank you for being here today. I hope that we have inspired your spirit, filled you with some hope, encouraged you to live your life after a lot of insight here from Kurt Cobain and the afterlife, encouraged you to live your life. Everybody struggles with moods, with attitude. Sometimes we're up, sometimes we're down. Sometimes that leans into more of a serious scenario where we have mental health needs. It's been very hard during these times to ask for help. There's a ton of 1-800 number health lines, and on the back of your insurance card, there's numbers you can call for mental health services. There's crisis connection, crisis hotlines, there's suicide prevention hotlines. You can Google it, please do. And also know that if you're in a student in college right now, your student health services or student service center will often offer free counseling. And it's like 24 seven and crisis counseling and that kind of thing because in a college environment there's a lot of stress on people for sure as well. Sometimes employers have what we consider an EAP or employee assistance program so you can also get services sometimes from your workplace and it's anonymous and confidential and you can get like free counseling like four times for free, that kind of thing. Please do that. Please do that. There's nothing wrong with you when you ask for help. That's what's right with you. The need or the recognition or acknowledgement that you need some help, especially if you're dealing with addiction like alcoholism or drug abuse or gambling or other kinds of addictive behaviors that are not healthy for you, get some assistance at the very least, gather some information so that you can start some kind of momentum or open your heart up to be able to receive some support because you know that you need it and you know you want it. There's lots of different levels and different types of support. There's online stuff. There's chat stuff. There's all sorts of services out there. Just Google it. This is your life after all. My friends here on Above Life channel and you get to live it. So please, nobody can do that for you. You get to live it. Just watching today. Live, Bridget Live from Seattle. If you're interested in watching the trip that I've recently been on, you can check out Bridget Inspired on Instagram and catch up or watch my other live streams on Ferry Grasshopper YouTube.