Its been a while, well a couple of days. But these will probably come out once a week, just because I have a busy life. Thank You for reading!! I could never tell you how much it means to me that you like, or I hope you like what I write. Thank you again! I hope you like it
Destenee- *crosses her fingers*
here you go!
My name is Selena and Welcome to my so complicated its simple, verbal abuse never felt so physical, spinning;; no spiraling into the dark abyss of madness, cant take the goofy smile off of my face, low-self esteem meets the
breaking point of conceitedness, death never felt so right, trying so hard to fit in and I only want to be different, wonderful, hypocritical, embarrassing, amazing, hell-hole I call my life.....Confused? Well now you know how I feel everyday of every second of every minute of every hour of my 16 years of life. I'll give you a minute to take it all it..
Okay, minutes over
Hold on to your seat belt ladies and gentlemen. This will be a bumpy ride.
Since this journey
Will be a long one.. I might as well let you know a few
things about me. As I said before I am 16 years old, I
have 2 younger sisters and one younger brother that I live with, along with my mom and step dad. I have 1 best friend who I don't see very often because I moved
last summer. I also have alot of friends...no.... well I wouldn't call them
friends.. associates?.. maybe.. well you know, the kind of people who you only talk to in
school, the kind that fake smiles at you when they see you outside of school or barely give you the time of day,
thats the kind of people they are. I over exaggerate, I'm slightly a hypocrite and I lie over stupid things. No one who I have ever liked, liked me back and vice versa. In other words, I have never liked anyone that has ever liked me. I fear that im slowly loosing touch with the only one who can save me from this madness I call my life. Myself. I have considered suicide, multiple times.. but I live not to become another memory that soon fades away. So until I accomplish my dreams Guess What? I'm here to stay.
well thats not even the half of it...
So where should I begin lets start at
the first day of school Im a junior at Apple City High, my besties name is Demetria Lovato I love her dearly, some of my other close friends include Jen (Jennifer Stone) shes so fun ad out-going, Schmilers (Miley Ray Cyrus)nshes such a ball of energy, Sdro (Sam Droke) most famous for her wonderful shirts, Aly (Alyson Stoner) my love, Doll-face (Jason Dolley) hes such a sweet heart, Roshon Feagan, David Henrie, Taylor Lautner, Cody Linely, Mithcell
Musso, Ricky Ullman.. and a few more, yeah I know I have quite a few good friends and as you can see the
bulk of them are of the male variety because everyone knows girls bring too much drama
Okay so I know my life may seem perfect, I have all these great friends.. my family owns the school district and everyone there loves me, well just about everyone but thats a story for another time oh and did I mention I have a wonderful boyfriend named Drew.. speaking of the devil
Drew- *walking towards her* wait.. speaking of the devil.. I thought you loved me
Selena- oh no, I do.. I didnt mean it like that..
Drew- good.. well are you ready to go
Selena- sure am..
Drew- well lets go love
Selena- *smiles up at him* gladly
*they lock elbows and walk out of frame*
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