 I got gift and gym clearance. Well that's alright, all you can see is kids. I just went to the gym. And I'm going to do my makeup. So I've just been to the gym, I've got my makeup and ready to venture into the outside world. As soon as you've got it, does it matter that you can see my kids? I don't think it does. Most people have been like, oh you can't do it, you can't grow up and like that, well I am. I'm not wearing this jacket though because it fucking stinks. If you guys can't tell, I'm having a bit of a happy day. I've sniffed it off. So today I'm not going out, I think. I don't even know if I'll leave or not, because of yesterday. I didn't explain yesterday. Basically yesterday was not the other day, in case you didn't know. Yeah. I need my towels. I kind of rotated the water manager a little bit. But I had the fact that if we went to the towels with my hair, I wasn't going to get any hair dye because I wanted to. We have the pumpkin bar. Hey. And we have a future plan. Yes we do. Big one. Do we reveal it now or then? Later. Oh. The person doing meds tonight is such a bitch. Like, fuck me. I was just trying to be nice. Oh hey, at least I'm feeling better today. She was like, oh well, here you go. She's around as a puppy. She's all people and things. I usually have to help me sleep. And I was like, oh, can I have 25 milligrams of parentheses because it helps me. And she was doing it and she stopped doing it. And I was, I didn't know why. I thought maybe she was going to do it after. And she's like, oh, you could make your mind that again, tell me if you want to ask. Fucking. Fuck you. My outfit of the day is very pink. Someone asked me earlier in this video what the plan of action was. I didn't know because I had no word around. I've had my word right now. And they said if we eat in two weeks I couldn't be getting discharged. In two weeks to discharge. And I'm so happy. But this shit all means to remain a little bit better. So, I go shopping later. I just did some shopping. See if I can get back on my own restore. Or if I'm going to actually use my debit card. Good morning guys. I've just been giving weekend leave. Pack as much as I can. Go home for the weekend and get discharged. Big deal. It's just that I've filmed like a night routine today. I'm filming me packing for home leave. Slash. A hearing need a bird. And I am lost too. We'll come to it to be discharged. I'm actually pretty much packed up everything now. I'm basically ready to go. Reena is giving me a huge, huge hand. And taking my stuff back to mine. Because, believe it or not, I've accumulated quite a lot of stuff while I've been here. So it does feel really weird packing to leave. It's a nice feeling though. Not when I lie. I'm actually very happy to be going home. But I do have to park. Because I'm moving this weekend. Oh, that's so good. I need to keep that. This isn't an important notebook. I can stay there. I should stay there. Planned. That's it. After two months of being in Pagan, it's finally over. I finally get to get my life back. And that means so much to me. This is how much stuff I accumulate while I've been here. It's while we're looking around like it's all empty. I'm going home. It's a weird concert. I must be moving this weekend. One thing I want you to learn from my channel is to just don't be afraid to ask for help. That's the ultimate message in my channel. Hashtag discharged. I did manage to lose my makeup though, which has mildly irritated me. I'd like to thank everyone for their support throughout the last few months. While I've been impatient, while I've been probably not the best YouTuber to follow. Because I'm so honest and I share my thoughts and everything, it's probably not been the best channel to watch, follow and subscribe to. But you guys have supported me through it. And I want you to know that I am working on a few things to hopefully support you guys back. I genuinely, genuinely, genuinely want to say thank you. Because I've also had to deal with my fair share of hate while I've been in hospital. Because people are like oh you shouldn't use the new phone, you should be focusing on this and blah blah blah. And you guys stood up for me, you guys stood by my side. And I couldn't have asked for more. Thank you.