 Hey y'all how y'all doing girl I'm never prepared so this is a chit chat to say we doing okay we doing more than okay and um just to fill y'all in on some things how some things are going so I've decided for the only cute little spring dress I don't have a lot of makeup all I have on is um some lipstick brows some rouge I spoke to my elder friend is one that she calls it rouge some blush let me show you this dress now I've gained 15 pounds I've gained eight more pounds since y'all have talked to me last so we got some some yeah we we ooh girl we've been eating so y'all this is a chit chat yeah I know how we do this I talk about what's going on in my personal life I talk about what I'm watching on YouTube and I'm talking about what I'm watching on TV disclaimer Miss Jackson well Miss Denza is fit to be tired um we're gonna get into it girl now I've been sipping I've been drinking I've been drinking I have but this is not gonna be one of those my brows are probably doing cryptsigns or gang signs because they girl anyway so what's going on in my on in my personal life disclaimer we are a even though I'm a YouTuber my husband is a very private person he has asked for me not to be sharing his business with everyone which is why if you go back to my community page I don't respect for him and I probably shouldn't have done it in the first place knowing this is how he is I removed anything that had to do with him but just know that he is well he is more than well he had a procedure done that he was able to come home after two days and he as well is going to his doctor and I'll just share with you guys just how it's been as a mother and as a wife I will honestly have to say that the hardest thing for me was to let JB know I went to go pick him up from school um early and I we are very upfront with our child we don't we of course relay information to him um with some padding because he's a child he's only 10 years old and so I'll let him know you guys that he he was doing that silent cry which is horrible so before we even went to the hospital I just sat there and I consoled my baby and I held him and I let him know that everything was going to be okay even at the time when I didn't even know how things were going to be did that I went to go see my husband he was fine he was up he was talking he was fine I will just have to say for me personally I'm going to maneuver this to me because as I stated he's private and we're actually both we are a little bit private you guys want me we know everything that's been going on with me and my medical because I just don't want that out there um this has been eye-opener for me because and I mentioned this before in some vlogs before a couple of years ago when my husband was having some issues even though he is older than me on paper he is healthier and we would do a whole chart be in my uh allergies your girl looked at the shelf which I can't have no type of shrimp scampi you know he um on paper he is way healthier this was a huge wake-up call for me because I have of course been a wife and doing what I'm supposed to be doing trying to manage the household and that's how we you know break up our responsibilities is that I'm like oh yeah I got a little bit of life insurance on everybody we got everything I got a little bit because I'm not thinking about oh I need to have enough to cover you know what I mean I'm not thinking about that and it's so funny because that's something that um JB's teacher and I because we talk about stuff like that because we were you know she's just catching up with me and she's like oh no she's like if something would happen to my husband there is no way I was she's like I wouldn't be able to afford my mortgage with three kids in this salary granted I think I would be able to but it's the little things like I don't know where certain things are at I don't know like this is the things that were going through my head while he was going through surgery you know what I mean like oh my god what are his siblings real name and now I can laugh about it because we all use at least as a family we use um everyone has a nickname everyone has a you know everyone has a name you call him by even my own sister he knows her as Nikki he has no idea her real name is Ramika well and thank you guys for all your prayers and wishes and everything and this this was difficult I was doing a lot um literally the same week JB got sick which you know it was all allergy related um I started another uh an addition contract thing you both you don't know I have a full-time job but I always take on little jobs to help me pay off my debt so I was scheduled I was scheduled to take on another contract job which I did the only person that knew about my personal life was my full-time job I let them know they were very supportive but I didn't want to lose that opportunity so I was working all of that taking JB to the doctor and every time I left the house I was a wreck I was a nervous just I would just let it all out and but when I came home I wanted to be strong for my husband for my child and I put on a strong face and I let it go but I'm telling you like there were some days where I seriously it wasn't a why me it was like I'm done I'm tired I am so tired but I know that if I wouldn't do what he would you don't want to be at the end of the day who's gonna do it so we are in a better space I'm in a better space I'm trying to get back into the habit of what I used to do and we're getting there we really are we have a staycation planned in a couple of more days because we had to cancel our vacation we had planned to go to Austin for a couple of days we had to cancel all that and like JB has been in camp he's doing well my poor baby no he's doing good JB is getting taller he's losing weight child so he's staying busy with that it was supposed to be in camp this week but he he's having some type of I took him to the doctor he's coughing and a lot he's have laryngitis and so I think it's due to allergies girl this Texas allergies ain't no joke speaking of Texas there was a crazy storm here a week ago that blew out electricity for like over 75,000 people in east Texas and my dad was out my parents excuse me were out electricity and then my sister was out and I was monitoring it and if it didn't come on within the next 24 hours I was gonna have my my father to come here because my mama helped us but she went to Florida with her sisters or with her siblings and so I was like wait a minute mama went ahead and left and he said yes okay ciao they didn't get power then I was gonna get our house ready to take in my dad and my sister and her kids my sister she said she was okay with her kids and they're you know they're ac where electricity eventually came back on my dad said he was gonna go ahead and come on but everything turned back on for them and I'm actually going to call him when I'm done with this chit chat to make sure he's okay because you don't want to make sure they're fine and all that doing all this already on my best friend was extremely supportive um so funny my husband y'all I'm country and a part of me is set in my ways so my husband has a push button car I don't know how to drive those matter of fact I want me to get me a car that has the gears up here near the steering wheel that's what I want matter of fact I want to cutlass supreme that's what I want so I had to call her and be like I need for you to drive his car she's like oh sure I got you so she came over we dropped the baby off um with her her kids she hasn't ordered on our teenage star and they watched him she's like I I if you need me to keep him for a few days I got it I said well we're okay we're okay for now but she was extremely that's the reason why we moved to this particular city for years so I could be next to her she'd be next to me and we support each other and bounce off with each other because we've been friends we all have known each other for 20 years me her and my husband we've known each other and we've been with each other for 20 years because so we trust each other wholeheartedly okay so anyway that going on JB and camp um have our staycation next week yeah girl that is it for a personal life and like I said thank y'all again for all your well wishes so girl what I'm watching on youtube so child I just before I came on cam I was watching lovely ti and I guess definitely don't understand how people put their spouses ex ex spouses ex stop putting so much information on social media I don't get that even when you upset sorry y'all even if you're upset with someone you want to vent let it out say it out loud don't put stuff on social media it's the line Kamara Lee and Russell Simmons with his old ass we're going back and forth and Kamara was basically like Russell as an asshole which he actually comes across like that but I think the most the creepy thing about Russell Simmons to me in my opinion said he started dating Kamara Lee when she was only 16 she was a child and he was in his 30s what type of creepy ass so yeah it's just creepy it's just creepy to me I'm still watching my cold cases I'm into it still watching no watching the true crime so y'all peach peach is a youtuber that has seven kids and I first discovered her one of her very popular videos was um housing or section age and I was curious what it was like because you know yeah excuse my life girl you would think this is how I was on a section eight but that's my life y'all but anyway I was just curious to see what it is and she just was showing and so in this particular video she was just showing how just because you're on section eight or living in housing don't mean you have to be ghetto you know and we can still keep your place nice you can make it work so that was like a couple of years ago and I think she's had like a one or two babies since then and so I re-subscribe to her over the course of the last three years and I wouldn't really watch a full video but every time that I'll tune in and see what's going on she you know she's married you know this now and she had I don't know if she was serious but she did come across she came across serious so she had posted a video basically calling on her husband and saying he's no good he was still sleeping and not doing anything and she had to get the kids and take them to camp right and she's done some other videos you know that was just very like are you doing this because you really are sincere and concerned or are you doing this for views like what is it and I was done and so I was like okay I'm gonna sell because I ain't got time for this shit literally a couple of days later Linda Land did a video and I was like oh she did a video and to react and reaction to just all the foolery that Peach has been doing and one of my subscribers girl I think it was Teresa Ruiz hey girl girl um you had commented on my video I'm not coming excuse me and so that got me thinking about what is her name strong mommy Chrissy I remember her strong mommy Chrissy is another one of those child now she has so good does she have seven kids or eight kids I think she has like eight kids and I think she's had like a baby since I stopped watching her she's not married strong mommy Chrissy she's not married and I started watching her videos because she was getting calls from the other woman and if I remember correctly strong mommy Chrissy has like six or seven baby daddies y'all it's embarrassing and I think she's pregnant but I did um and that's about it y'all you know when it comes to YouTube you know I try to be careful with the um with the true crime because it was starting to get to me every now and then and so yeah just just being careful what the type of content that I am being exposed to just in general okay what I'm watching on TV so y'all I've been watching quite a bit of um shows I've been binge watching so girl Black Mirror is back is it season six of Black Mirror I binge watched all the episodes except one and I took my time to look at you know the descriptions and see which ones I was interested in the cast is phenomenal this season but I would have to say that the storylines are lackluster there's not one that I was like wow that was great let me watch it again unlike seasons one through five honestly there really weren't um there's none I did like the astronaut you know one but it's I wasn't surprised by the eating ending it was very I mean um I have one more left to watch and it's the hasty young lady from Atlanta the life-skipping girl with the paparazzi's um besides that none of them are like it's okay but it's not as great as the other seasons I should say girl we're gonna talk about it and spoilers there's gonna be some spoilers let me finish this y'all I binge watch Queen Charlotte I absolutely love it I loved it now do I think that it is the best of all of the Bridgerton I actually prefer season one because it was just so like but I will have to say that Queen Charlotte gave me some explanations to why Queen Charlotte is the way she is and how we came how we came to have people who are lords and uh and the elite I should say that are people of color because I mean I'm pretty sure like me if you watch season one uh Bridgerton you're like wait a minute there were people there were people of color doing all this yes and now we know why it's due to Queen Charlotte um I will my my only my only negative thing to say is that I feel like the actress excuse me I feel like everyone did a phenomenal job really they really did however I feel like the actress Queen Charlotte she's playing a 17 year old to have that type of personality um and knowingness almost and maturity that's very uncommon for someone who's 17 even for someone who was 17 200 300 years ago I feel like the type of grace and maturity only comes with age and I just feel like the character came out the woodworks with that strong type of personality which it is it didn't really take away from the storyline at all I that's just the only thing negative I have to say about it but overall like I said absolutely enjoyed it not surprised by anything to say the least although grandpa I'm glad I finished my my life Lord Dunbarry okay so if anyone has hold on hold on you've seen Django Unchained and and the character that Samuel L Jackson plays basically Lord Dunbarry is a Dunbarry Lord Danbury could be um Django Samuel L Jackson's daddy or granddaddy that's how questy musty child and when I tell you and I think I even told one of y'all I was eating I was eating a Chick-fil-A when that scene came on and he was having sex with his wife who was lady who turned out to be Lady Danbury she's very young at least a good 30 years his his junior let me tell you something he wrote off top of that girl and took those dentures out I was like oh no and so then that was a scene where she was like if he has to put one of his big babies in me I'm like big babies what type of freaky shit is he into then I'm like oh she's talking about actual kid you what type of freaking shit is this old ass man into but she's talking about actual babies um poor poor poor woman but absolutely loved it and so it shows you I did like the storyline for everybody and I absolutely adored um the young woman that played Queen Charlotte she had her many reasons down relationship between Lord Dunbarry and the king's um mother the absolute um friendly competition between those two I think but the story but the story of the king and his actual mental illness was absolutely sad you guys and so at first when he was having his little episodes excuse me it's not little I'm not going to try to um you know it's not a minor thing when he was having his episodes I was thinking perhaps this is schizophrenia no it wasn't schizophrenia manic bipolar um manic personality disorder it seems like a couple of different things and within the first what the first season which I don't know if this is only going to be one season or what I really do hope it's going to be multiple seasons um she's pregnant twice and as she's getting to know him she's finding out that he has all of these mental issues and he lets her know sometimes I'm here and sometimes I'm not and that that actually had me thinking like would you be able me personally would I be able to continue a relationship with someone that has um mental issues and you didn't discover it until after the fact it takes a certain type of person to deal with it I think and she was in a different situation it was a different time period and all that you have to take into consideration so very very interesting now I will say the scene where lady dana berry when she starts crying and the mother of the king is like stop it she says she's like just because I don't want to I don't care what's going on I don't want to I don't want to hear it I don't care about your problem I got my own damn problem you didn't see my son you didn't see I got my own problem so you need to stop crying we're gonna have some of this brandy that scene reminded me of the scene and delores clay born one of my favorite steven king um books and when delores actually breaks down crying she's she's cleaning up and she breaks down crying crying in front of excuse me y'all in front of miss vera the woman she works for who is naughty as hell right miss vera and miss vera is like what the hell miss vera tells one of the maids to go put on some tea and she's like what the hell is this in front of me what make a strong woman turn me to a bub bling mess and that's when delores tells her that her husband has been molesting the child when vera tells her look an accident can be an unhappy wife's best friend and she says her classic when I sometimes be in a bitch is all a woman has to hang on to I absolutely love the movie um but anyway that's the comparison for me that I I found for me in that scene in the scene in queen charlotte absolutely adorable the last scene was so heartwarming you see a glimpse of the king coming back for a little bit and he lets her know that she didn't go over the wall because queen charlotte was going to escape the marriage on her wedding day by trying to go over the wall and he caught her in the garden and wouldn't allow her to go over the wall and that's why they are together and so queen charlotte finally got her grandchild and she's so happy and and that's so important to even nowadays for people to carry on the legacy of the family name and tradition and all of that so I enjoyed it I really did now some other shows that I'm going to continue I'm going to continue with the yellow jackets heifers I am still on season two I'm going to go back and rewatch peaky blinders you guys it's a little sad because the um woman that plays the sister in peaky blinders she passed away of cancer a year ago so I want I want to go back and watch the entire seasons um all of them just so I can get caught up and I'm going to finish blood and water the South African show which is very good I think they're on season three so that is it you guys I am officially back give me some time um I need to get back into the habit of doing things I'm going to be on vacation I'm wrapping up a project and I should be good to go I do have some content available I'm going to be making it live and available for y'all to look at so thank you again for everything and I look forward to seeing y'all in the future take care bye