 I should put you guys see there. I just needed somebody to talk to I was hoping maybe somebody else needed someone to talk to. I should have filled up my water before it came out here. Let's see. Self in the wrong spot. There's five of you guys here. Come on and say hey, Nita. Tell me how your guys has been. Hi Jerry. How are you doing friend? How's everybody doing today? I think today was like the I don't know. Sab. Oh, I'm so glad you're here. Make me laugh. I need you to make me laugh. Hi Anna. You know I have not. Hi Judith. Hi shoes. Susie, I had something to tell you. Hi Bobby. Hi sweetheart. How are you? Susie, I had something to tell you. Hi honey. Yesterday and I was hoping you were gonna come on and you didn't and I forgot what it was. Let me scoot over here where I can see you guys. I just got out of the shower and I didn't do conditioning or any of that stuff. I just needed to get clean you know. You know the drill. And it's been a day. It's been a day. You know what Anna? Thank you for asking. That's another reason I wanted to get on here in case nobody was concerned. Which no need to be. I haven't felt spectacular. I haven't felt great. I mean I haven't I've never been I've never been live on YouTube. Well why the heck not lady? Hi Erlene. It's just like right now I'm just doing it to death because Steve is working and I have no day to talk to all day. And so I just I got out of the shower. Steve is home so he can handle Oliver and whatever and I'm like you know what I'm just gonna go on YouTube and I'm gonna chit chat with my homies the wild woman of long a honey. I was like I mean I can tell you I smell good. I feel squeaky clean and that's all I care about. I don't care about actually tomorrow I think I might put on some makeup. I mean why not? Let me see what you could. Hi Sherry. Seb how you guys doing up there? I keep forgetting you're up there in the Washington. So is my kid and I haven't heard a word out of him. I see him on Facebook all day long. So he seems okay. Oliver just found me son of a gun. Here he comes. Oh you know this is really hard you guys. Is he going to work? Seb he's not working from home because Steve's going to work too. Oh here he comes. Did he find me? Don't get me wrong. I'll tell you guys about our date here in a second. What's wrong pal? Come on out and say hello. It was looking so very good. It's International Waffle Day. Alright it's International Waffle Day. Hi Esther. Hi you guys. There is Oliver. He's my quarantine pal. He and I spend a lot of time together don't we? You don't have a long sleep or anything and it's chilly out here so Oliver come on man. Let me let me chit chat. Did you know it's International Waffle Day? Did you guys know it was International Waffle Day? Yeah Esther it's it's all natural too. Let me go back and see what Anna said. Oh I have I don't I'm I'm good sometimes they thanks you can get on Nana's computer where I talk with my friends if you want. Okay thank you. Oh my gosh okay so don't get me wrong. Hi Diane so he's my boy and I love him more than anything but you guys got to keep in mind we're in here all day together under 1,000 square feet and that's a long time all day long and in a little place. Thank you Sherry we put that at the summer. Everything it needs a little sprucing out here but the fresh air. Susie let me tab okay I'm so glad you guys are here first let me start off by just being the cheese ball that I am because I honest to God and you know what whatever people can think of me whatever they want to think of me I could not do this if I didn't have you guys to talk to every day I just couldn't because I'm like right at my breaking point and you and then I I know I can turn this on and somebody will show up and talk with me and thank you. Oh nice. Hey honey you're right we are all in the big brother house I just wish I had some I wish I could pick a couple people to have here with me in my house so let me tell you about my day. So I always wake up with Steve he went to work all over got up abnormally early and I'm like come on dude let's sleep a little more and Anna wants to sleep. I do Sab I forgot about that. In fact I just told somebody else about it they were talking about zoom and I said hey use Marco Polo man. Okay and then you and I have to talk okay my friend because I don't know how you're doing it. See I don't know which is worse. Okay this is what I'm trying to say. I don't know which is worse. Having one kid to entertain when he has nobody else to play with fight with play games with or be stuck in the house with how many of you guys have you've got your two and the other four or five or 20 I don't know which is worse because five that's what I thought and and you're probably like Nita are you crazy you only have one you've got it made in the shade. No it's so hard. Okay so so okay so let me stop reading for a minute take us what happened so he he says can I get on my my my game and I'm like no it's way too early this is this is what we're gonna do let's go have some cereal or whatever you want so you're kids like each other so you're doing great oh my gosh Bobby you do understand but you home school so you're used to it right I don't know but okay so so let's get you something to eat came in fed him and then he's like no I don't want to play the game and I know he knew I wasn't ready to get up that I would like let him do anything you wanted if I get another couple winks in you know so I said no I'll make you deal you read chapter in your book he's got a chapter book and after you read that time report to me tell me what it's about yada yada okay so he did he kept up his end of the Bergen and then I let him get on his machine and I got on social media and I was reading this morning if anybody saw my Instagram there was so much funny cheat on the social media this morning I gotta tell you guys I have the creative people that come up with the memes and the comments they have a huge audience in me and I am grateful to all those creative people I was laying and been cracking up man so all of a sudden I hear him throw a fit you guys have been out here with me before when I've had to excuse myself for a moment because something's happening and he I don't know what happened still do not happen but he proceeded to scream and yell and throw and break and I mean full force you guys see how big he is now he's big he's I got that scale he weighs 110 pounds okay he's a big kid that he's got a lot of energy and so I was like okay take a breath Anita take a breath and I unplugged his PlayStation and then he really went nuts and I said okay stay here lay in bed do whatever and I thought okay I just have to step away from the situation I'm out of here so I went back in my room and I got in bed and I fell asleep for three hours he let me sleep for three hours and he finally came in he goes Nana and I was I was awake and I said yes and he goes I came to apologize I'm sorry for my behavior and I said I accept your apology all over that's awesome I accept your apology and then I was waiting for the can we hook it back up again and he didn't he said come here I want to show you something he got on my MacBook and he found a bunch of curriculum games math games different kinds of games and he sat out here for three hours entertaining himself and he let me sleep so he's he's a good boy he knows the right thing he's gonna have his explosions he threw this whole thing is calling a talk to his mom on the phone every night so he's frustrated that he can't see and be with her and I have to keep this stuff in mind but sometimes man it's when you and when the two of us are just stuck in here and I can't go out on my my leisurely lonesome walk it's hard it was hard so it feels good to be out here I haven't been out here all long because I haven't been feeling great thank you for letting me talk thank you for letting me get out aren't you glad you came Seb I don't you know you're so lucky that your kids get along you know well and then also if anybody saw my Instagram yesterday when I'm at big rant about the overachieving over achievers I got I got some younger cousins my cousins kids man they're they're just running a craft show and their kids they're all day long man they're making candles and they're sewing aprons and they're building buildings I mean howdy the stuff that they're doing I'm like oh no Seb I'd have to whoop them I'm not kidding that's the other thing you know when they're not your own kid and you're like I can't do this just kidding I would never do it so let me switch you guys one is thank you for giving me that you guys for giving me the one is harder than a few even if you don't mean it I appreciate it or lane do you miss your students you know I talk to his teacher she's we're friends on Facebook she's very active on Facebook she's she's great and she's just been she she knows me she knows my stresses she knows our concerns because she's his teachers he's gotta know all of our stuff you know and so every day she kind of gives me a little calming meme or something like hey relax lady so he's good at that Bobby he's really good about apologizing because I've instilled in him from the beginning you know if you're wrong you apologize if you think need to think about it for a while I said apologies are always accepted and and you know I will always take an apology but you need to mean it and don't ever lie to me those are my two big things wait that's four I do see I I don't have anything to do I'm not crafty by the way I was looking at when not that Instagram that I was cracking up at today I saw all your pretty water bottles behind you you didn't miss anything Barbara I just went in about Oliver and Barbara why I have you here so I can embarrass you in front of everybody I'm so glad you're here Bobby I'm so glad you're here sad you guys that you know it I love you guys I'm so glad you're here and Bobby I should message you and remember that you and I are in the same boat Barbara I want to thank you yesterday for letting me after I jumped off quickly message you and I knew that I have had somebody that I could you know all you guys are great that way but I was thinking about you when I got out of the shower I thought I should really message Barbara and tell her that last night was a okay it was treated very well last night nothing was mentioned um he came home like I think if he could have had flowers he probably would thanks friend kids react to things in ways that are not to say he's doing good I mean he's he's doing good I mean and he's he's with his old nan he's not with his friends he's not with his young mom yeah he's with his old man so he follows me around all day just like this now and then why watch right you guys so so case you'll get married or something he'll be gone and I'm gonna be on here going oh it's gone he does he does lots of stuff sad but I'm the one that doesn't want to do anything he's been doing um he found some kind of some games on my macbook and then oh check this out okay I'm sorry I just gotta break everybody's leaving because they don't want to hear about my grandkids um and I will talk about wait a minute um he's liking it too Barbara he's like I like this corn he thinks he doesn't like leaving the house but then when I was in the shower no no no no I said what all room getting dressed hang on uh he came in and he had printed out something that he he found on my computer a thing to draw he loves to draw he found the printer on it he said Nana I found where I said print I hit it I went over there I get here going it came out he was so proud of himself and I said good job for troubleshooting man good job everybody's leaving nobody wants to hear about anybody's grandkids right all right so what do you guys want to talk about I'm sorry I had to talk to an adult and unfortunately this is my world right he is Jessica he is he has his moments but I think you know when I step back and I look at the big picture he is and he sits on the macbook at night and his mom and he play games together it's but that's one thing about this whole thing that's so absolutely phenomenal is is the internet right how's ww doing uh for me personally or them as a company for me personally I am tracking everything I'm staying on point um today this morning after our little tiddity I said after we made up and everything I was this close to ordering a pizza you know why I didn't order the pizza because my app wouldn't open and then at that long it took for my app not my app not to open my brain said nita you've been stuck in the house you've been tracking everything you're gonna blow it now so I had to wear with all to pull it out the internet is great it's I can't even imagine doing this without the internet because I wouldn't have you guys and I know I'm on here I'm bugging everybody every year star night but you guys are my friends you're my homies you understand me you know me you all my stuff and um and I would be if it was you guys coming on here I would totally be here for you too I appreciate that about our community I love you too Sab so so much and as soon as this is done we're gonna meet at the park whether you want me there or not I'm showing up um so yeah my my ww is great I have been I don't you know it here's let's talk about this for a second for for uh it'll be fun I can't wait honey um I think that after doing weight watchers for so long and it's just it's second nature now it's just how I eat I don't have to yeah there that's what I heard I still gotta buy mine though it's not like I'm a newbie and I'm fighting old eating habits thankfully I'm trying and again anybody who hasn't been hanging out with us on our lives we're trying to find all the positive things we're not talking about the doom and the gloom or any of that um so it's just natural now for me to eat my regular ww points now have I gained weight I have I've gained like five pounds and I'm wearing this little uh Minnie Mouse Mickey Mouse uh loo the road dress and oh boy I look like I'm due an annual and an annual pass for Disneyland I saw a friend post they met did lunch picked up carry out in the eight narrow car that's that's so great that's so great if I had somebody here to do that with I would I don't that's you know and that's a lot of the problem wow somebody called me no ambulance that is so great see that's one of those creative things that you read about that I'm reading about that I'm just like oh you go people and all the people on zoom every night I have been going to um there is a band that plays at Disneyland often called hard hard days night it's a Beatles tribute band and they have been taking turns having like little mini concerts every night so I put on my headphones and I'll get in the kitchen and do whatever it is I'm doing in the kitchen hi how are you I haven't seen you in so long welcome thank you seriously thank you so much thank you so much uh so I've been doing that trying to listen to music what did I see today on instagram oh sab did you see the I think I tagged you the dapper dance did a thing okay so if you guys don't know you have your water oh my gosh I haven't even asked that see how off my game I am um the dapper dance are the guys at Disneyland who stroll up and down main street they're their barbershop quartet and they each have the they're just they're like the heart of Disneyland it's that that's when you stop for the entertainment even if you're just there for the rides oh boy we really have to talk uh so the dapper dance from I know the ones from Disneyland were there the ones from Walt Disney World Florida were there and then there were four more they must have been from Paris or and they did snap did you see it they did uh they sang when you wish upon a star in the in the zoom boxes I cried I played it over and over and I just sat and cried because it was just like okay go to go to go I'll I'll go back in Instagram and tag you it's it's so wonderful um you know the way they did it it's like one guy comes on and you kind of don't really know what they're going to do but you do but you don't and then they all start and they harmonize and there's a whole bunch of them and it was just for us Disneyland freaks it's like it's like taking us home it's like it was so I just sat there and wept yeah I'm not feeling a hundred percent and I'll be there so um I will find it and make sure you get to see it it's on every Disneyland page by now but it's just fabulous if you like Disney at all okay so everybody is leaving because I'm talking about Disney and my grandson nobody wants to talk about that what do you guys want to talk about we could talk about whatever you like Bobby's got her water Tracy's got her water that is cool I think they closed uh downtown Disney too don't go I'm not going to go even if there's only three of us right I'm on green what plan are you ugly on I needed that I needed that it was from anybody else I am I I'm on the green plan and I love the green plan because there's no second guessing anything you count everything they're exercising where are you doing it probably you probably have a big basement downstairs with everything in it huh I know that was a good one that'll be a remember the time you we had that great laugh it's a memory moment I think I will go walk after we're done here since Steve is home now I thought it was going to rain but I guess it's not but I do need to get some movement I do need to get some fresh air today was just a day where is it getting really crowded Barbara see I'm not going to go to the park on my walk because I'm not feeling good enough to do that much so I'm just going to do my neighborhood walk I haven't been out at all today people are getting closer no not doing so well you know and I keep having this train of thought where I keep kind of going I think I keep trying to give myself permission I keep trying to justify a reason to go off plan right like the pizza this morning it was 1030 you guys so I'm in my head and the wheels are turning let's you know and I do but then I don't do it I don't pull the trigger Saps says I've been lazy I'm starting the morning meltdown hunter tomorrow good oh you've been thinking about wwe that would be so much fun I would love that so very very much today first day working from home I tried to get up every hour to get my 250 steps I know well you have your own theory so that's so awesome the two meter distance honey I don't know we have six feet and anybody who knows me knows that I don't know the difference between a an inch a gram a cup a yard a foot a court measurement isn't my am I strong suit it's a good thing they put the little checks down on the ground at the market okay and I did an evening neoclass online now is that a typo or something I don't know about what's in neoclass oh no no and sab right now during this whole thing they have virtual meetings which I think is good on wait watchers for even um Bobby I do it's horrible and east west east west right south up down I have no clue oh martial arts and yoga oh that sounds good today was just not my strong suit but I'll be back tomorrow um shoot what was I going to say what was I talking about what was I talking about my food oh we miss the tokens we miss the stickers we miss everything but I have to say and I'm going to stand by my thoughts on the fact that at least wait watchers is making an effort to keep all of their members on board on plan they can't baby sit us they can't come to our houses and check what's in our refrigerator or what we're buying and and that's not what they're there for right so the fact that they're doing the virtual meetings and doing the best that they can hey you know we are all having off times this whole thing seems to keep us off kilter and and I'm such a creature of habit it's kind of funny that the only real different thing for me right now is having him here 24-7 that's that's the I'm stay at home grandmother I tend to stay home a lot when I do go out I go walking I'm walking walking walking which I could be doing but I can't when he's here um thankfully Steve goes to work every day because if he didn't we would have big big problems and right Jessica now I'm trying to figure out how to do that yeah barbara mine isn't either except for shorty in there what leaps in um but yeah the I think the virtual they're they're the it's the first time they've done it I keep repeating myself on this because I keep you know it's like some people are just never happy no matter what you know if if wait watchers uh told all their clients members whatever we guarantee you by the end of this week you'll you'll you'll lose five pounds but we're not going to tell you how they would still find something to complain about there's just those people that have to complain about everything and I am in the opposite camp because if I complain about everything which I've just been doing about shorty um I mean it takes for one it takes way too much energy okay um and it's just not a positive we need more positivity in our lives I I should speak for myself maybe you folks have all the positivity that you want and need oh barbara you went out to paint today oh I bet that was beautiful I bet that was awesome I think my youngest is going a bit stir crazy because both parents are home working oh yoy yoy saps stopped staying for the meetings when I was on plan before everyone would complain I know and it's what my meaning doesn't do that my my personal meaning when it's in session the people I'm talking about are the people online um was that a fairly accurate imitation um the people are online you know I'm seeing it on the facebook even though I tell you guys I'm not going on the facebook I find myself drifting over there hoping for positivity and oh just everybody's got to complain you know oh you know how do I talk at this height you know let's at least they're trying man they're trying they're giving us something if there was a line they could have just rolled up their sidewalks and said peace out kids will will you know we'll be back when this whole thing is over but they didn't and I think this is a lot about a company Sab you've seen my painting that she sent me haven't you of Oliver check out the crazy video I post on facebook okay I will go over there just for that I do I do appreciate the the positive and the creative but um I don't know what's it called uh what's it called what's the Yiddish term for when the ladies all sit around and and whine and cry about stuff what is it I can't my mom used to say it all the time I can't remember I don't want to be in that camp I want to be in the raw raw shish boobah camp I will not raw or shish boobah when I'm not feeling it um I'm an honest boobabber but uh did you have it no it was like what was the word it was um it'll come to me after we're all done here I don't know uh where are you I can't see you okay I believe you I can hear you well and you know I'm here if you ever need to know anything what did you say it's so beautiful last night I was in there sitting there turning on my Christmas tree I was like I need to get into a room by myself because I had all of them your last night Steve made dinner for Casey him and Oliver and Casey and Oliver are sitting and watching Steve do their everything and I'm like you guys need to help grandpa and it was started to get to me you know they're just sitting there waiting for their lasagna and he's doing everything so I went in my heat he you know gave me the wink like just go ahead and go in your room and I went in and I sit at my little vanity where my painting of Oliver is and I turn on my Christmas tree and um it's my happy spot and it just that that painting just sealed the deal because that painting that picture it's just you know when I was talking about yesterday you guys about how things just come around and they come together at that she if if if Barbara would have asked me hey because she did it on the side kibish was it kibish kibish I want to say mensch for some reason I don't know but I don't want to say the wrong thing and be if I do I'm not defending anybody if Barbara would have said native give me your favorite picture of Oliver I'd like to paint uh you know him for you I would have just gone through him and picked what I thought was my favorite one when the one she did is indeed my favorite one and it's just so beautiful he was just right at that little age of innocence that was his first day ever at the beach and uh I'll treasure it forever now I've been meaning to ask you do I have do I have to frame it I don't have to frame it do I can I leave it out the way it is or should I have it at all my everybody's leaving nobody wants to talk to me it was the best day it was the sweetest day because that was kind of like right when we got him and he was always in the house okay good because I like it the way it is when he lived with his folks he was just always they lived they literally rented a room and they are always just in that room right okay good that's what I wanted to know thank you uh so that was right at the age where we started taking him on because we're like we need to get him the hell out of that bedroom that he's not going to grow you know and so he was you can see in his eyes in that painting and the pictures from that day trip he was that was right he was noticing the world and the the little we were at the beach there was one of those things that go around and that you put in the garden all the colors and everything and it was like you just caught that so beautifully so anyways anyways the beach I can't wait to go to the beach I can't wait to go to Disneyland I can't wait to do all that stuff I should go back and watch some of my old uh Disneyland videos I don't know if I should or not though maybe I'll just uh I'll just bum me out Sab if you if you're still here I don't know you might have split by now but if you've looked at the plans what plan were you thinking of doing because I'm trying to you did the green plan was smart points because that's what you did um thank you Erlene okay have a great dinner friend thanks for popping in I appreciate it so much okay but you did you want to do the blue but you did the green because when you and I met and we were friends when we met and we were friends before you called me ugly when we became friends wasn't that the the uh smart points plan hi cam how you feeling oh my gosh you liked freestyle okay some people have amazing luck on it oh freestyle see you guys who like freestyle are and that's great that's how it should be and that's how I feel about green I'm out of water I'm out of agua but I have ice I was I was uh watching one of my videos the other day where I was talking to you guys and I started crunching on my house my ice why didn't why don't you guys call me out Nina stop doing that you always have permission to call me out on anything so all right well I guess I'll let you kids go I just greatly needed to speak to my peers my friends and this is how we do it these days right oh I'd love that sap I'd love it so much it would be so much fun we could do duo chit chats on Instagram I love you too so much I can't wait to see you when all this is done and we can fly free I've been talking to my other Disneyland friends we're like we're gonna storm the gates as soon as we have permission oh my gosh Kim all right hang on kids Kim just got out of bed had a scary two weeks had to be rushed to the hospital for surgery last time you were here you were telling us that you were being scheduled for surgery I can't remember if it was the elective or not but you're home so that's good right I mean I hope that you they didn't like put you out on the curb because they needed the beds and stuff haha Susie it's okay totally okay okay well for all the prayers out there keep Kim in your prayers oh Susie I appreciate it listening to me just mumbo jumbo you know it's it's the slow decline I've been watching it everybody else do it too the slow decline hey you want to hear something scary never mind I'm not gonna tell you because we're not talking about that hey you want to hear some really good juice I'm gonna tell you now you're gonna have to wonder about it all night long I have no idea what to make for dinner maybe I'll go for a walk now since he's occupied and I was able to talk to you swells I feel so much better if all of you guys want to send me a therapy bill I'll pay it because you are all my personal therapists I don't know what I would do without you that's a that's complete blessing you're up oh honey I feel horrible I hang hanging up right when you got here so okay let's make a plan you guys if I if I if I what's the best time for you guys because I my three o'clock is your six o'clock like Suze is making dinner right now but Suze is at six as an at six o'clock what about like two o'clock so that Nina doesn't lose her mind would two o'clock be a good time of days give me some give me some input right here folks I gotta give you some advice if thirsty because if I don't talk to you guys we don't share daily woes of boredom you guys are gonna wonder what happened to me and then you'll get news that they took me to the funny farm they're coming to take me away so two o'clock my time Barbara I think that would be six o'clock four two three I'm gonna math you five o'clock five o'clock your time see I don't know what cl is right after work and while I make dinner this time right now try see that's why I dictate everything and still make you guys try to figure it out so here's what we'll do tomorrow I will just surprise you all big what big surprise because like anything's gonna really change between now and tomorrow right like I'm gonna have any big news who knows maybe I'll eat a pizza and a cake and I come in and confess to you guys even though I don't know what's for dinner I'm kind of thinking about that pizza a lot somebody needs to talk me out of it okay honey says the earlier the better for her so what if I come on it like noon because then that's like for me I'm great like right in noon and but for you guys who are out too is good for sews um I know I knew it was central cam but I don't know what time that is oh Susie I just can't even reply to that because it doesn't I can't wrap my brain around it okay let's do this for now tomorrow I will come on it one my time that specific standard time and we'll see how that works and if you guys want to just sit around and chat I would love it so much we don't have to talk about late lectures we can't talk about late lectures the only thing my criteria there's two things I won't talk about I won't name actual food we'll not talk about food because it's a trigger for many people and right now it's it's too hard and I won't talk about the the cv but other than that the skies of the limit Jessica you're not helping all right one o'clock uh take a shower put some makeup on and uh we'll we'll try to we'll do something don't take a shower don't put don't do any of that show up in your pajamas I just put this on over my dress a lot of points and not worth it Jessica every single time I eat pizza I gain weight and I can't afford to gain weight right now all right I'm gonna cut out sews enjoy your dinner everybody enjoy your dinner again from the bottom of my heart I thank you guys for popping in and just listening to me and let me ramble and talk you're you're saving my mental health have a great night you guys and I'll see you tomorrow maybe I'll try to think of a story you guys try to think of any good stories we can all talk here that's the other thing about my lives I love you too yeah it is about 10 but it would be good okay kids I'll catch you tomorrow and thank you all I appreciate you more than you know