 It's so stupid it's positively brilliant Yep, Shaila main the god. Uh show tea is off today, but big wax is here. Yo, do do her In today's episode of brilliant it is sponsored to you by Square space from websites and online stores the marketing tools and analytics Squarespace is the all-in-one platform to build a beautiful online presence and run your business There are no hidden fees or price hikes and all websites are optimized for mobile And it's so simple start with a design template and use drag and drop tools to make it your own Head to square space comm slash idiot for a free trial And when you're ready to launch use the offer code idiot to save 10% off your first purchase now Let's start the motherfucking show this week is Is a hezzy hezzy nuptials week. Yeah, show just getting married this weekend In California, I'm excited for I'm excited man. You got a suit I I'm I didn't get a whole suit, but I'm I gotta get dressed up. You know shorty is going so who is shorty My fiance. Oh, you're the next one getting married and um, you know, she's trying to make sure I look presentable I'm like, I ain't been looking presentable all these years. No I mean you look presentable for wax What you present, but you had a different stage in your life right now You know I'm saying take it you a businessman blessings, you know So you got to present differently, especially out of wedding. You can't wear the baggy suit with the Tim's Can't do that, but can you tell him what happened like I got my suit that day. They couldn't tell him me Try to go get a suit on a Sunday in Columbia, South Carolina, but they couldn't tell him they couldn't tell me That's exactly how you wanted that suit baggy. Nice. Yeah, it was really really out of control. It's really Steve Harvey I had the Tim's or it was everybody was betting to see if I had times it was betting they were gonna say What is wax not gonna wear his hat? His Tim's mother fucking wore both and it was betting whether he would wear a suit So I don't know who won that bet because it was betting what he wouldn't wear He wore they bet he wouldn't wear a suit. He wore the baggy ass suit. Okay, they bet he wouldn't wear a hat He wore hat they bet he wouldn't wear Tim's he wore Tim's so when you say you got something of a suit What do you mean? I got the dress pants and I got the shirt like what kind of shirt like a button up No Like I couldn't hear No, I did not Carla Carla bought me a turtleneck and I'm like make it the fuck I didn't put in that shit He told Ty who's like I like the way the turtleneck feel no I was like you look good in and it's your shoulder and I was like No, I was like you can't wear a medium turtleneck and he was like why no a large a large turtleneck and he was like why Man's line. I tell you I try to put the turtleneck when I did this with the turtleneck It looks stupid. It's how like everybody don't have I got a little extra You're not supposed to do that he tried to tuck his dredge in the turtle the turtleneck part of the sweater I don't know how to do that turtlenecks and mad long since I have my dreads Way when is he right now? He took the dreads and put them in the turtleneck so the dread is all around the neck like this You look crazy as hell Well, I'm not wearing the turtleneck. I got a button at the button up. I got chilling, you know, I'm black black pants black shoes cool Cool, I can't wait to go to the show to get married in and it's like a I'll let him talk about his wife. I'll let show for a celebration No, we've been on shows for years. He's been in the road. We be we chill. He's been in the road So I mean, I think he's tired. He's tired. I'm saying I'm not missing nothing either You know people like oh, we're actually about to get married stuff. We're like, oh, you about to tell them like I kind of did it Now you gotta get married. Listen shows if you look at shows to the life, right? It's two things that I saw Three things that I saw show to make a significant change on that has caused his the trajectory of his life to just to go Got engaged lesson found a good woman. Well, no, first of all, he found God Shows didn't believe in God at one point Andrew Schott By God girl. It's a guy. Huh? Yeah, this guy's supposed to be able to beat him up. He's a bigger guy When did I miss this man? Really after he got beat up I seen them like go to God That's great telling you I remember he went to God That's number one then he found a good woman, right and they say in the Bible He who finds a wife finds a great thing a great thing, right? And then he took his Korean is on it and it's like, yo, once you take once once once you give it to God And then you say, you know what I'm gonna start moving the way you want me to move God I'm gonna start trusting you and trusting your instincts. You don't lose That's been ever since I tell people all the time the way to read the way my life went up up Is number one, I've always had a super faith in God Number two doing right by my wife like when see Lee point that finger and see Lee say, hey, no good I'm coming to you tell you do right by me. What about porn? Is that doing right right by her or what depends depends do you do you lust for porn more than you do hurt? No, do you sneak away to watch porn sometimes And not let her know y'all don't watch it together Watch your widow Sometimes no, no, sometimes you need that a long time for your porn. You know I'm saying what if you go? What if she go to your porn hub search? She already seen all that she played me out. She laughed at me What if none of the porn hub searches are what she what she is? No, no, if it is if I see any curly hair girl in my phone, I'm in trouble Nobody anybody curly. That's around the type of curly head girl I did before just to see I just go to every almost everything. You know I'm saying I probably put in everything You could put in you know I'm saying because after you put something in is like a whole line of Things that's like suggested around it. You know what I'm saying? So it would be like curly hair girls like curly hair girl Asians curly hair girl I'm not a street walking girl here girls, you know I'm not gonna judge you I've done that before I've typed in natural hair I've typed in natural hair. I like I like natural hair like this one is big and bushy I like natural hair. So yeah, I've typed. I've definitely typed But you say natural hair is gonna have a big bush down here. No, actually It was a natural hair girl. It was only one video that she was dope. Yeah, I watched that whole shit I can't watch the whole I can't do like 20 30 minutes You're maniac six minutes, man. That's it. That's kind of long too. I look for the two minute ones I go to the end Okay, I watched the beginning unless it's too much. I used to like the storytelling and all that I love it. I love the story term, but I like the story telling us like oh like she came and she just tripped on it He was naked under Yeah, like, oh my gosh, you know what I'm saying? He just walked that your dick I fell on Yeah, so fast. So he walked in he's he'd make this man and she's in the shower Like I know as soon as going to happen, you know, I'm saying we don't need to Be outside and all that type of shit that storyline is too much But I don't know how we went from god or fiances and I was gonna say therapy is a third thing You know, I mean, but I was interrupted by the devil just now You know, you see how the devil do you just be having rant you be having No, I would just want to make sure that's not cheating on her You gotta ask her I want I want to get right. See you know what I'm saying? I'm I'm climbing too I'm growing too and I'm like, I'm doing all the proper steps. You know what I'm saying? I'm about to get married You know what I'm saying? I'm not cheating. When is the wedding you your clock is ticking Shotes on deck this weekend It is what you waiting on it's all right. I don't do it. I did my part I did my part. I gave the ring and I shut up if she right now if I come on She said put this on we get married today I got to shut the fuck up and do it because I did my part. Are you ready? She may am I ready? God gave us hands and porn. What the fuck else I needed me ready for I could jerk off and I got porn. I don't need nothing else and I got Carla Why is she third? Your hands porn and didn't call her God That's exactly how you said it Like damn you should be like y'all got a good woman. You got a good woman. I don't need nobody else You're right. That's it man. I'm telling you when you I promise y'all brothers out there listening to me man Listen to your old wash uncle shawlamane brother lennard when you commit to one woman And you give your order your dad one woman and you give all your energy that one woman And you do right by that one woman. I promise you the trajectory of your life will change in ways you can't even imagine I am a testimony. What if she's cheating on you? Well, guess what? What do I always say? God not gonna judge me based off how people treat me. He's gonna judge me based off how I treat people I did what I was supposed to do and I've been doing right So, you know, if if she fucks that blessing up, she fucks that blessing up, you know what I mean? Yeah, I'm the bless You feel like you feel like you're getting cheated on? No, I don't think I'm getting cheated on. It's just like, you know I don't know I just never know. I'm always gone. I'm always on the road. No. No. No. I don't I don't I don't think I don't think Carl is cheating on me. I don't think Carl is cheating on me It's just like who else will be cheating on you? I know I've been waiting for you to have feelings What you mean? I've been waiting for a girl to get her hands around your soul And what you feel would you be making women feel forever? That's right. So no, so so when you're gone When I'm gone. Yeah, she hurts man I want to come home. I want to be out no more. Well, you be like we gonna fly back on black. Yes And you know what I love about carla carla be on the move So when carla's playing carla be out, there she go I just see carla on the gram in Puerto Rico or somewhere Yeah, she's going out there to see her family but that hurts me too and I'm not with the family It really really hurts. So are you concerned about poppy in Puerto Rico? You concerned it may be one? Huh, I don't think it's poppy. It's a lot of francs out there a lot of francs francisco What do you call them in Puerto Rico? I don't know francis francisco frankies Too many frankies. Oh, so you really worry about your no, I'm not. I'm not. I'm not worried about you You know, it just I think I think anybody who'd be on the road as much as I do You know I'm saying you got to just be there because a lot of times A lot of dudes actually be there enough and still I was the one guy cheating They were cheating with me You know like this guy been taking care of you holding you down always there family pictures and like you live in a great life What the fuck are you doing over here with me back in the day? You know what I'm saying? So it's like I'm gone. She have a reason to do that. Yeah So you think I just hope you get cheated on just one. No I'm gonna tell you why I think you need to feel that. I don't you know what I don't think I will feel it So hard now she don't need to go all the way. I don't want her to just a little bit Now I wanted to I don't want to do nothing. No Just eyes for another person. No, no, no, no because I run. Uh-huh because I seen how what eyes do Back in the day, I'm so fucked up because I seen me gooey eyes a girl back in the day And then it turned into something else So if I see her even I I I'm like, yeah, where's the all that about I'm ready to run already Is Herman afraid of his own karma is Herman afraid that he's done so much dirt in the woman department that You know that dirt is gonna come back to him I don't I don't real shit. I don't think I did really dirt because anybody who dealt with me know exactly what they was dealing with They knew they they come excuse her that is It is because if I lied to the girl and made her feel like Yo, I wasn't doing nothing with nobody else I deserve every karma I get you know I'm saying so do you think telling the truth telling the truth Okay, so carla come and tell me the truth. I'm down And that's what needs to happen A little googly eyes carla trust me on this There's a little googly eyes for somebody else even if the person don't exist Just make it seem like they but I'm gonna leave for no reason No, you're not you're not she gonna come to you and tell you the truth and you got to practice what you preach Listen, I understand that but these women should have left me was what I'm trying to tell you Just google something on porn hub google curly head boy Why boy, let her open up the Let wax open up the porn hub so you're like the fuck you searching curly head boy No, I don't I don't I don't mind for stuff like that I kind of let her live her life because I would never tell somebody I see you do this because you'll change up I want to see exactly who you are. Let me see how far you guys can go through it Yeah, they say let uh, let people do what they want so you can see what they would rather do That's it. Yeah, I stay out your way. Oh, that's who you are now if you dig the grave so much into where now You need my help to get out of it Nah, I've been seeing this now i'ma tell you why I can't help you But i'm not going to stop you for what you really really want to do I think That you might be afraid of your own karma But I think that you need to really like You couldn't even begin to confess all your sins when it comes to what I do I do because you told her the whole whole facts You told her everything not carla kind of no because carla was helping me out some time It's the only you realize it call it a flight that la is long. Let's chat. No No We got all weekend I think I can catch you up on all wax this shit in the weekend It's not like that again. Like I said carla knows that I wasn't an angel out here But I always let people know is that who I always been your liar Who I lied to here's the problem. Even though you may tell the truth. You do too much You didn't they get that do too much you pray with the girl That's what i'm saying the mom praying with the girl if we had sex back in the day girls like you You know why we right after we had sex we oh, you got to pray You got to pray with me before we um because we both just sin praying with mama, man. No, we're not praying with mom neck What you had to pray with mama, man Listen, they had problems and they didn't pray Go with my mama prayer world leading the woman on no, you're wilding You know, I mean people that still could pray with my mom anybody Yes, sleep with a woman Act like you like her and I'll act like I like her They have sex with me. I wasn't having sex with the girls You say yo, don't do this carla. He's lying. I told her I never sung to nobody in my life before Don't ever tell this Who when where I know say wax you the drum set in front of him Wax you the drum set in front of him wax will be coming up with words loved That boy is wild you hear me I never sung to nobody carla Only you baby Why would you tell that lie? I don't remember this. What was it yet? I don't remember either. I just seen it before but I don't want to tell you. I don't want to tell story. But here's the thing Um, you can't have a girl you can't have a your mom praying for her and and and you know Act like you don't like her after the fact Women get used to that man. I never liked it the girls I think they like only reason why I dealt with them because they like me Like I had never had control over if I if I really liked the girl I would go after these big girls like these movie stars everybody the girls everybody else like I'd never I didn't know none of these I just like I smashed them because they like me I never went after none of these girls I went I went after them. It was my choice. I would go after somebody that probably all like or whatever the case may be You know I'm saying like I never that's true. I went after a girl that I actually really like that's why he's so nasty That's true. I was just I think you do a lot of favors. I was doing favors back in the day some favors I've seen you. I've really seen you do some favors for you. They ain't no for me. Yes, it is a lie You I'll do a lot of favors for you. That's a lie. That's a lie. That's a lie. Don't blame that on me You like big women you like no, it's not that what's that point? Nope, it's not it's not it's not no big girl I don't even I race everything because carl will watch everything. You're a liar Listen, man. Let's talk a little basketball step curry, man Get a man Steph Curry is the leader of the baby game. Give it to him. Give it to him. Is there is has there ever been a light-skinned person that We as melanated men have rallied around like Steph Curry. I can't think of one, bro Oh Not cuz we all give it to him. Yeah. Yo, we're T. I. K. with trap music. We have to give it to him Yeah, yeah, yeah Drake Drake it you know I'm saying I respect Drake for what he's done I'm not like the biggest Drake fan. You know what I mean? I respect him for what he's done I respect his place in the beige brigade. You know what I mean? He's up there too. He's number two He's number two Ti number three ti ti ti definitely top five Ti definitely top. What about the slow slow glow guy that was in No, he wasn't light-skinned. No That wasn't light-skinned that jerry curl had everybody going crazy But Steph man Steph Curry has revolutionized the game of basketball And I saw Steven a this week Steven a was on first take talking about how you know Steph Curry could possibly You know Past LeBron as far as being the player of this generation Last year during cobin on the breakfast club. I asked even a that berry question And he based he said definitively He was like he respects Steph Curry everything he said definitively This is the LeBron James era But your brawn definitely had his time in his era So it's time to bring it on Steph's definitely young in LeBron Steph Curry has beaten LeBron James three times Yeah, he got it. Don't get me wrong when LeBron James came back, you know down seven games against that 73 win team That's one of the the greatest Not the greatest. That's why I say that's why you gotta give it to him, but Steph Curry still beat him three times in the finals Because you know, you know what Jordan had his era was a Jordan era This is the LeBron Steph Er, but it's but do you but no it's not just that it's the LeBron era. It's the Steph era It's the Katie era It's a lot of people that ate in LeBron so-called era dirt in the whiskey eight You know what I mean? It's a lot of different people and I'm not saying that LeBron clearly LeBron is you know One of the goals of this era, but it's a lot of other people who ate Within this era as well now what LeBron is head and shoulders above everybody else In his business acumen and marketing and promotion people love LeBron. It's not a better storyline There hasn't been a better storyline in the NBA than LeBron James You know, I mean from him coming into the league as the chosen one Over exceeding expectations. Yes, you know what I'm saying coming back and won the chip for his actual City leaving Cleveland to go to Miami with the decision Then going to Miami and you know team it up with the big three which also changed the league because then everybody Started to do that. Now. You don't think boston did it first with kg and island And Paris. Yeah, they did they did it first. They was the first cheaters, bro They did but it was just it was different about I don't think at that time and I could be wrong. Correct me I don't think at that time Ray Allen paupers and kg where they top We're all with all three of them in the top ten players top shooter I mean Ray Allen was a top shooter Paris was definitely slept on in kg. I was saying kg and paul might have been up there But I don't know if Ray Allen was considered top ten. That was that piece that you needed that was the steve kerr Is jordan. Yeah, you know I'm saying They were a big three. They definitely were but it was just something I mean at the time when they was well, maybe not. I don't know if chris boss was considered top 10 He wasn't definitely not over no kg Boss was a beast boss was a beast Before he cut his hair. He was a really monster, you know, I'm saying then he came over there and played his part It's all about really playing your part when you got a team I'm saying I'm gonna say that that added to the storyline the miami heat thing Then going back to cleveland like you said to win the championship Then you know went in the championship standing cleven a couple more years and going To la now went in the chip there like there's an even now like we're Right now lebron james, even though the leg is a losing that's still a storyline It is you know, I'm saying that's something for people to talk about all the time because you know We live in this era that loves trouble, you know, they should have been stepping up I'm not gonna Can't just blame it on one man, but bro. You supposed to be the man right now. This he got an injury or something I don't know. This supposed to be his team Like he the lake is supposed to be on effingy davis back and everybody around him is supposed to be complimentary Lebron supposed to be complimentary at exactly Um, you know russia westbrook should be complimentary at this point. Yes, you know Mellow definitely complimentary at this point, but it's just like ad should be dominating be the steak nigga, but he's not But i'm saying all that we had mashed potatoes and shit. What ad mashed potatoes right now. He's supposed to be the steak I don't even know if he mashed potatoes broccoli I really don't I get what you're saying. He ain't there. He ain't there. He ain't showing up like he posed to He's broccoli. You know what i'm saying? He ain't showing up like he posed to but Lebron is Is marketed amazingly. He's promoted amazingly. Yes He has the best storyline in the nba. I'm coming up doing good Sun Sun, that's another storyline But man, I'm talking about when it comes to basketball to me When it comes to things i've never seen before and i'm 43 years old So, you know, I've seen jordan. I've seen the shacks. I've seen the kovies got blessed dead seen magic I didn't really see magic Now towards the end I did towards the end when because I remember and when him and jordan played in the finals together Remember when he you know came back in the all-star game after catching hiv and all that stuff like that, but Steph curry i've never seen anything like it ever and Two back-to-back mvps Three nba finals beat lebron three times in the nba finals greatest shooter of all time Just broke the three-point record probably gonna win another championship this year I say you probably wins a couple more before he retires this guy man Leader of the beige brigade. Yeah, it is Ray island. Uh, what's his name reggie miller? Like I used to be like scared. Yeah, I used to be scared when I see reggie miller I'm like he gonna make it but the confidence that I have about steph right now. It's stupid. It's unbelievable It's stupid. It's I you know what I wish you know what I wish we could have a count of I wish we could see how many times from the very first time remember his daddy's del curry. Yes Legendary shot shooter himself in the nba charlotte hornets all day So I I want to know how many jump shots his step curry taken in his life Before millions when he was a kid I'm talking about even with the little nerf ball You know what I'm saying when daddy was like I want to know how many times has he just shot a shot Because it's just such a rhythm that you can only get when your daddy is one of one of the greatest Well, that's what you're doing. That's all you do. That's all he does man And it makes me even think about like what's that next generation going to be like the fact he named his son canon And you imagine if canon curry is a better shooter than stuff or he might be out there with a gun You know how the easy with that day Like what could you do? What can't you by the way if you shoot half as good as your daddy And your name is canon. Oh, you're through the roof that that that market. Yeah, all that promotion. We talking about He's out of here. Yes. He's out of here. He's out of here. So salute to step curry leader of the beige brigade I'm really trying to put together my top five, you know, beige leaders of this generation leaders of the life skin Definitely drakes on there step curry is number one. I gotta put step number one And you know, a lot of people might argue drape will keep in mind that drake has a step curry tattoo So that says a lot You know what I mean Ti is always going to be one of the leaders of the life skin. Who else is life skin envy I can't put envy on them for the first five. I just can't Can I know him? Yeah, you can't do that Yeah, I don't think I just don't see it Andrew life skin is a motherfucker too. You know what I'm saying? I don't know if I put Obama on there either Obama lifetime. You got more of a honey brown Yeah, little something. I don't know if I put old mom on there. J. Cole. I think J. Cole should go on there J. Cole life skin. You don't think J. Cole should be top five? J. Cole don't act with Tia don't act like Taylor said something real Taylor said They don't act like skin But ti is not life skin and y'all can sit there and talk about oh these are these colorism conversations that I hate. Amen There's a difference really a difference. I don't care what y'all say But what you what you think? All right, so instead of well done They are a medium well You know what I'm saying? Yeah, I see a little pink too much pink. Yeah too much pink. You can't eat it. You can't eat that shit By the way two of my Oh smell it Smell what smell it did good smell it smell it What do you mean, man? You life skin. Um No, who else is life skin? No, let me tell you something the funny part is one of my one of my best friends in the world One of your guys DJ Frosty He likes getting his life skin Pity me All right, been the epitome of life skin since I've known him Yeah The only other person that has made me believe every single stereotype of light skin people other than frosty is uh Envy is Boy, yeah, every life's good boy. And we got the same birthday. He's a life Every life's good lord have mercy so y'all can say whatever y'all want to say We'll sniffing no life skin. Let me see. Let me see. Yeah, let me see who they consider life. What'd you Google tell her? Jamie Fox ain't life skin stop man. Maca be Jordan. Definitely ain't life skin Back while Michael Ealy. Yes, definitely. Definitely Jesse Williams. Um Wasn't here Drake, of course. They got Jake Cole up here. They got Jake Cole for like, but they got a lot of too many beige guys Harris Howard Harris Howard Harris Howard man hard out here for a pimp. Oh, yeah, yeah, he cool. Yeah, I like him. He's cool A lot of these people ain't life skin man And not at all a lot at all, but yeah more of the story you salute the Steph Curry All right leader of the beige brigade leader of the light skin. I can't believe I ain't know what that means Life skin people that Cuba is not light skin knock it off All right, let's stop and pay some bills uh liquid death You may receive a call from your teenagers teachers saying they saw your child drinking a tall boy a beer in their virtual zoom class But it's most likely not beer. 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We got what's the day in the february 5th February 5th, where and caveat in new york city caveat in new york city. What time? 7 p.m. Yes, and where do you get tickets event bright event bright? Yes, search bully in the beast as soon as you go to event bright. Yes I also got my herbs out there and the local dispensaries out there in la make sure y'all go grab that Go to who's wax.com. We'll get you grab your gummies go to who's and um Wait for the live show too and you go ahead and get we streaming out there too And I'm saying so you go on there and get your tickets to go to stream And I got the airsoft company out there hugey south carolina man get your tickets I'm doing airsoft podcast wars Um, you know, it's whoever you want to fight against man. Talk shit to them and come out there and come have fun work My church announcement man, we we put out a lot of content this year and I was thinking about that today So it is christmas time So it's a lot of things that you can get for nice little stock and stuff Is you know saying like um, I put out a project with audible this year called we've got answers And if you remember that project, um, I took I got nine You know nine of what I call a brilliant black brain trust It's nine people that I I definitely trust and I definitely listened to and I had white people my man james altitude You know, he solicited a bunch of questions from a bunch of white people And it was a safe space for white people to ask black people You know anything that they wanted to know man, uh senator nina turner is on there Jamila t david is on there. Tamika mallory is on there. Um, david banner is on there Uh, Nuri Muhammad is on there. Um, dr. Alfie Breeland noble is on there Uh, might uh, who else is on there? I'm missing I'm missing some people. Tesla and figaro was on there Ebony k. Williams is on there. Um, now mayor of new york. Eric Adams is on there He wasn't the mayor when he uh, did that recorded it, but he's on there And who am I missing? Am I missing anybody? Why do I want to say attorney cori minusmith? I'm not sure. I love it. I love attorney cori minusmith. So she's if she's not on there, she'll be on the next one All right. Okay. I can't remember at this moment But um, yes, we've got answers. Well, let me pull that up because I don't want to leave nobody out There's not even a lot of people on that project. Let me let me make sure Okay We put out so much content. I can't remember who does what and where they do it Oh, erica alexander Salute the queen erica alexander. Yes, attorney cori minusmith is on there as well as my man, uh, revan, william barber Okay, and the good brother dr. Claude anderson is on there. How I forget all my people like that I apologize. Yes, dr. Claude anderson to mika d. Mallory ebony k. Williams david bannon nori mohammed revan william barba erica alexander eric adams jamila t davis Nina turner teslin figaro Dr. Alfie Breeland noble and cori minor smith. Thank you all for being on Uh, we've got answers the project that I put out with audible, but you can go Get that right down, you know right now in audible, you know me and kevin heart got the company at audible sbh That was not part of the sbh rollout That was uh, just a one-off that I did but the sbh roll out of star rolling out next year But it's a good project to get um somebody for christmas also to mika mallory's book state of emergency How to win in the country we built put that out through my imprint black privilege publishing. Um, that's available right now great stocking stuff As well as the need of copax shallow waters put that out through my imprint black privilege publishing That's another great stocking stuff. So listen man books literature. Those are great things, you know to get Uh people for stocking stuff is for christmas So make sure you go out there and grab that and always Watch the gods honest truth every friday night at 10 p.m. On comedy central You can scream all the episodes on paramount plus. We're actually doing our last episode of the year this week after this week Everything shuts down for me. You know what I mean for us. Yeah, you know, we might I might do brilliant idiots next week depend Well, no, Andrew will be on his honeymoon. So it is the pain. I don't know but Breakfast clubs shut down after this week God's honest truth shut down after this week Brilliant idiots, maybe I don't know yet But make sure you watch the gods honest truth this friday at 10 p.m. On comedy central uh vice president Kamala Harris will be joining us this week. All right. All right now um Last week I sat down with uh travis scott Got it got a call uh Uh not last weekend whatever weekend that was the weekend before we did the interview And they was like, you know travis scott Wanted to just want to sit down and have a conversation So I never met travis scott in my life never had a conversation with him ever You know, so, you know the fact that he said you wanted to sit down with me Hey, great, you know when they want to do it It was like yo ASAP And so we flew out that was that was a saturday flew out there on a tuesday And sat down with him, you know, um, haven't really watched haven't really looked at too many, you know Reviews of the conversation because I think conversations like that It's bigger than reviews and um, I I hate that we live in an era where Somebody can be going through something Right a lot of different people going through something right because it's not just the families It's not just the people who lost their life. It's not just the families Of the loved ones of of the love it's not just the families of the people who lost their life It's people like travis too. So it's everybody. It's a tragedy all across the board and I hate when you know tragedies like this become somebody's entertainment Because I really don't know you know How you handle a situation like this Having death on your hands Yeah, you know, I mean, you know because There's no way to shake it and you know, I think it's a lot of things even No, you if you saw the interview you can see in his face. He's going through it. You can't You can't fake that, you know, I'm saying and you know just being there and being around him for those those couple of hours like Yeah, that energy is dark and and It's heavy and you know, there was there was moments even after the interview where I caught him talking to himself and talking about this situation You know what I mean and that'll be all in your mind. You got you got death on your hands You know how the people's feel and all that type of stuff, but you know, I know not to like I look I viewed him to be somebody totally different only because of what people were saying Like I really have to meet people man All that listening with other people saying stuff like that man. Fuck all that by the way, we don't know him We don't know around for two hours. You know, I mean then that two hours. I was just like Man, this is a lot for that for for that young brother to be caring, you know I mean, but like I told him in the interview is nothing he could say That is going to bring healing To those families like those families don't want to hear that right now. Nothing dude. We got a death in Mike I don't care at all. You're a parent money can't help you get your kid back and I fuck all that money You know saying It's just got to be a psychological mind fuck for people to die Watching you do something that you love to do and those people were there because they love What it is that you do You know what I mean? Like I you would never want anything like that to happen. Yeah, the opposite happened That's the thing for me. It's like We acting like this was purposeful Sometimes people like I watched the way the media reacts and everything they're acting like this was his fault intentional now You know has he been arrested for inciting a ride and stuff before? Yes you know what I mean The energy of his music did it we had this conversation during the interview too Did it set the tone for people to come out there and while out and stuff? Sure, but did in that moment did he get on that stage and do all of that? No Yeah, so, you know, I mean, um I think in a so many songs that do that though all the time people man. What I grew up on crunk. We grew up on crunk so you know Hey, what the fuck What the fuck is pop that pussy then pop that pussy a pop that pussy I mean, I'm just saying anything I'm gonna tell you right now because it's like You see you see the young girls doing that you like you don't really want them to do that I'm just saying you don't really want them to do that though. I got killed in the process of people popping pussy But you don't really want them to do that though. You know what I'm trying to say You don't really want them popping that pussy like yo cut that off. You know what I'm saying I do know that if somebody was on that stage and they were singing pop that pussy They wouldn't be getting blamed You know what I mean at at at at astral world because the crazy part is this man And I keep saying this over and over you can't control human behavior Yes, so it's like even I saw something this week where like somebody was getting Syringes stabbed in their butt at a wow at a concert here in new york. Easy. I mean, was it new york? I don't know if it was new york. What's the sleepy hollow? That's the rabbit's name sleepy hollow It's a few people getting stabbed in his butt. You don't blame sleepy hollow for that No, you can't you know what I'm saying? I'm not blaming sleepy hollow because some Crazy person came to his concert with a syringe with stabbing people in their butt Unless you got a song called stab them in the butt with a syringe, you know what I mean But even that's still not his fault though. You got that's what I'm trying to say with the lyrics You cannot go off all the lyrics that people are saying But yo, do you think that pop of molly and all these molly songs and stuff? They want the kids and stuff to do that They don't want these people to stab people with syringes. No, okay That's a good point whether they want want want them to do it or not. It's still influence You know what I'm saying, but then a lot of these artists can say look It's just performance art art, you know what I mean? But art influences people So that's why what you put out there into the universe you got to be very Cognizant and intentional of what you put out there into the universe You know, I mean like I don't have the luxury of getting on the microphone and saying it's all entertainment I used to say that back in the day But you quickly realized like no motherfucker your words are not just all entertainment like you can incite shit You know what I mean? You can traumatize people Like there's a lot of different have people want to fight you have people want to fight you You know what I mean? There's a lot of different things you can do with your words, man So it's like I don't I can't I can't go with that. It's just entertainment excuse also too when I was a kid once And I'm all that should influence me growing up. Uh-huh beans. Fuck me up. Who be any seagull. Fuck me up I love be any but be any didn't I'm yeah, be any be any of styles had you fucked up. Yes being these styles and whole so I mean Over had me fucked up in a good way in a good way though I mean be any had me fucked up in a in a bad way So I needed beans because I was in that world and he helped me get through that world because I was already in it One thing I always like about being in styles though They always talk all of them be style they hope they always talked about the consequences of the game That's why I was that's what was that's what's missing from This era nobody's talking about the consequences of the game. You know what I mean y'all talking to me about all this drug use But not talking about how mother fuckers is really And having to go to rehab and having overdosed not talk to me about that Side of the game, you know what I mean because we lost a lot from that too Yes, man I was reading something today about edm contrast and all the overdoses that happen at edm concerts You know what I'm saying? So it's like yo Tell me about some of these consequences And man, it's just sad when you look at the situation like astral world because I truly do feel like It's like anything else travis Didn't want that to happen You want people to come to this show and have a good time rage coaches are real coaches Just like krunk was a real culture plus rage comes from rock and roll Rage comes from rock and roll and heavy metal the mosh pits and all that I know used to be crazy back in the day By the way, this happened at rock festivals before It happened at a pro jam concert. It happened at a metallica concert. It happened at woodstock before You know, I mean it happened with the who by the way, I never heard none of these motherfuckers music But it's happened to these it's happened to these concerts But did they get the same backlash that travis got? I wasn't around then but I don't think so We can't hear you tell you I get on the mic. Do I what I don't think you should stop his craft. No I'm saying he went through something. Do you stop after you have a car accident? I mean you kill somebody in the car accident. You could you could try No What are you talking about, man? What are you talking about? You said he should he still perform performing I don't know but I do know this get back on the horse bro. We fall. I think all of these And I think all of these festivals are making a grave mistake by doing that because we're number one if I was travis's team I wouldn't let him If I was travis's team, I'd have pulled him from all these festivals before he got cancelled But that would just be to me. That would have just been the right thing to responsible thing You know, I mean that would have been the responsible thing to do like just if I'm travis and I'm his team I would have just pulled away from all of these festivals Like for the foreseeable future, but also I think that these festivals are making a mistake because This can happen again. Yes, it's happened before And it can happen again when you're dealing with these large crowds of people 50 000 and 75 000 to 100 000 people You're relying on human behavior to keep everybody safe Do we realize it's human beings forget forget just those large crowds Us four in this room right now are relying on us to keep each other safe. What have you snapped? What if Taylor snaps and happened before we've been in this room with people we thought we trusted they snapped Yeah, no really literally literally snapped Yes, it attacked. Yes, you know what I'm saying? We have to rely on each other to make sure we do the right things Yes, we're all as human beings relying on each other There's no there's technically no place you go that safe if you're around random strangers There's people that you don't know And even when you know them because you don't know what they're going through No, literally like god bless the dead think about all these cases about You need these people these football players that we're hearing about with cte And they end up snapping I just seen a video. I'm not sure is it merlin or something like that the guy Oh Mother And and and then killed his his former ex-wife was like what the fuck I don't understand but that that happens all the time. I don't understand the logic I don't understand the logic. I don't understand the logic. God bless that brother. God bless everybody involved in that You needed jesus man, because you know what I don't even want real shit It's it's it's a lot of things that I turned around because I knew jesus And I know it is way more consequences I turned around because of jesus and you need a crutch You need something stronger to overpower yourself to make you turn around and not do that because a lot of people did People do everybody wrong all the time. I just think that if I saw that video in the first thing I thought was Well, where the kids gonna go now Everybody dead that's what I'm saying if you if you if you love the kids And this is about the kids and not being able to see your kids What what happens to the kids now and I need a part of the system And and his girl was traumatized too. Yeah, man, like I don't know. I mean, oh what that kid is gone. So I guess the Other kid. I'm not judging. I'm not judging because I don't know what gets somebody to that point You know I'm saying I don't know what the crutch need to be jesus whatever you was crutching or whatever you didn't have You you fell short man. You're weak I don't know what internal issues get get somebody to that point, man but that's That's snap snap like that's that's bigger than snap. I saw that I was like the first thing First thing I said was why y'all send me this number two. I said, is this real? Because I couldn't believe it was real. Yeah towards the end of when it shut off. I was like, is it real for real too? Oh my god, man First in peace to all of those people involved in that tragic situation definitely sending all the families healing energy I don't wish that on nobody man, but you know Just go watch the Travis Scott interview us on youtube my like like I said my personal opinion is just like You know, I don't know how one person gets blamed for that whole tragedy And boy, it's got to be really really hard to really be going through something like that in this Era man. So who so who could charge you remember the guy that was shooting in vegas The guy hanging out the window. Yes. Yeah, who got charged for that. I mean who whose fault was that? Well, if there was a rapper on stage and that rapper was a rapper that rapped about violence And then he probably if you know, they didn't rap about violence. They probably would get to blame for it They love that I'm telling you man. Listen, they love Inditing hip-hop. Yo Hip-hop gets blamed for so fucking much But that guy was out of a window shooting at a whole crowd. Yes and hitting people up. Let that have been a rap show That's what I'm trying to say. That would have been a rap show. They'd have been blaming the music man I'm telling you they would have made the connection between guns and you know The gun violence and the stuff rappers rap about I'm telling you they would have made that connection They didn't on seeing that with travis when beat that was on travis That's one of the first things the anchors did they they put up all the times. He's you know, I guess Been arrested for inciting a riot and they was quoting his lyrics Like yo, I don't I don't see that with nor the genre. No, they only do that with us No, what song was playing when the guy was shooting in? You know, I'm saying Like it was out of control. It's kind of crazy. But who festival was it? Was it uh No, it was a country festival. That was before it was a country festival I don't know man. I just wanted to give more people grace, man. Simply this simply because yo all of us Make mistakes and I wouldn't wish none of that on my worst enemy I wouldn't wish what's going on with travis scott on my worst enemy number one because I wouldn't want to see nine people Get killed at a concert anything that we do nine people get killed anywhere anything We're relying on human behavior literally like literally if I was when we walk outside this building today We just hoping everybody cool. That's it I had a motherfucker in my truck. So I know We just don't know at any time anything always happened In my short, she always like she laughed at me because she was like last night She's like what you went for christmas a hurricane kid And I was like, actually if you could buy me a bunch of like ropes and Flashlights and blades and shit like that. I'd be happy as hell I man, you should see me every single night. I'm the whole perimeter of my house get checked Everything get checked my everything is locked down. You see what I got in my house. That's precious to me That's that is my heart outside of my chest. So it's like I can't play around with this If I lose this, this is it. I don't trust nobody. Yo, think about think about how spooky it is in life That we drop our kids off to school Think about that. No for real. We rely man relying on Some and some and in some cases people we never met I Don't want to talk about that. I think about that every fucking time I get on the plane Every time it is like there's only people that can get you is the ones you trust It's the ones that you let do it the people that you'd like really shine away might be the best ones to watch your kids You know I'm saying we won that flight the other day Because I always try to talk to the pilot right just to say hi respect. Yes They say it was the pilot's birthday And the pilot was standing by the bathroom. I said, hey man, happy birthday, man I mean because I need to make sure you are in good spirits Because all that pilot got to do is have a bad fucking day. That's it. It's so many people That's right. It's so many people we take for granted. We take for granted our teachers Yep public school teachers. We drop our kids off the public school teachers every year them a christmas present with our kids Yes, when have you ever said hi to your kids teacher like hello had a conversation Are the pilots of planes These restaurants, yes, man talk to the chef man Give them something. Oh, how you doing, sir. Do you do you understand how much We rely on humans just to keep we're all relying on each other to keep each other Even the gas station man that motherfucker be you I'll be on my phone He could be putting gasoline all over your shit and all they had to do is light it and you fucked up What you gonna do? That's why I don't understand your room, motherfucker I don't understand room motherfuckers. I don't understand people that go in restaurants and talk shit the waitresses I don't understand people that go on planes talk crazy the pilots. You do not know. Don't be like that, man Y'all, I hope I was inside the restaurant and put my meat on the forks and stuff The only bad people I think god sent them people there at that time of the era in my life There you go, so they can get the silverware. There's my meat on it. You're just trying to justify some bullshits I am okay. You put you put your you put your Yo, yo the utensils on your meat because you like the feeling of that. No, that's not true I really did not want to be that I said my mom It's a couple of jobs. We could have went to I end up going to the car a lot But it was a couple of jobs. You're like you're getting this job You get 30 days and you get the you get the work for 30 days and then you get to quit I said, all right It was a restaurant. I said, man, I don't want to work at a restaurant I had to sit back there and wash the dishes and mop the floor Man, why would you sit on plates? I want to sit on the plate, man No, I didn't it was just forks is like, well, I make sure they wash or they don't come back I can't believe I'm saying this you told me you sat on the place with your bare hands I'm not doing that a lot Back of the day stuff That's what you told me you did a little tour before college, man. This is out of control. How stupid that's crazy Yes, Taylor Wax was the king of walking out of restaurant. No, you lie. I mean Wax is the king of walking out of restaurants I mean, how many times they embarrass me from iHOP and Columbia South Carolina because of you Because he never wanted to pay. He walked out the right No, it was I what was that at right there on the assembly assembly street assembly street So good so much love when we going there and he walking out on the bill It wasn't that man. I wasn't going to be the last motherfucker out. I never did that No, oh no, I did one time It was that time I the one who got caught and I went to the bathroom first Everybody was gone. It was like, sir. Everybody said it was me and I'm like I didn't have all that motherfucking money for all them people. Hell. No There's a bunch of us the crazy part the whole club follows every time we lead a club every time The whole bad part is us because you gotta think wax popular football players Frosty dj and i'm a radio host City used to fuck with us and everybody in iHOP and all you're inviting me to come because we going out we going out we going out I used to pay though. Yeah, I mean, yeah, that was all the motherfuckers the bill wasn't as crazy now that when I think about it now I'm like, and sometimes it'll be like a hundred and eighty six Back then like a lot of money. Yeah, you know, but Now it ain't it ain't too crazy. I guess, you know, what's six dollars a plate now that you think about it back in the day 20 people And I remember dev showed uh for my birthday last year dev posted this Old ass green shot from when she used to live in new york. This is from like 2010 Maybe 2009. I don't remember dev was like It's me texting her like y'all I'm out She's like why I'm like leaving before the bill comes So clearly I did it I did it before clearly I did it before uh, let's pay some bills man. What time are we at? Taylor? Let's pay some bill Okay, hey man got a salute squarespace squarespace been riding with brilliant idiots for a long time man domains Websites online stores marketing tools. What do you need? 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I didn't have Christmas until I got older and became an adult and had my own family And now we got our own Christmas traditions, but I've never been the type to Even now I don't look to receive gifts Like I don't It's whatever I like I like being able to I like when that tree is up and all your kids is smiling and your wife is smiling, you know, I mean like I There could be no worst Christmas gift for me. I like being alive I like I'm telling when you wake up on Christmas day and you look and you like damn, yo Damn laughing and smiling and stuff. That's what it's about. Oh my god. That's what it's about But again me too. I was always poor at I always well, brother and sisters Living in jersey. We know my Christmas is always Shared with my brother. So we get one thing and we always share it. So I always have to give it to them I mean because I was always into always everything else just like I am now. It's like I'm not into books. You know what I'm saying? If somebody give me a book, I'm not going to read it. So I'll give it to my brothers You know what I'm saying? So I was always into other things. I mean, I was at my other I was always another thing. You know, shit like books and water. I ain't really fucking kidding Yeah too, I hold my breath a lot, you know what I mean? Y'all motherfuckers like to breathe and shit, you know what I mean? I thought about that earlier today. Somebody said I don't know who we was talking to but somebody said there's nothing That everybody on this planet does at the same time and I was like, that's a fucking lie Breathe breathe I don't know why I thought about that after they said it And I didn't want to interrupt their train of thought because it was just it sound like some sarcastic shit to say but it's true breathing. We're all Doing that at the same exact motherfucking time. Um, I do you know the best thing about the holidays too is like Uh, the reflection You know what I'm saying? So you get to like reflect on the year You reflect on the on your life in a lot of situations and for me I know for a fact I got to a place of worthiness um December of 2019 around the holiday season just reflecting and reminiscing Things like that. I finally got to a place of worthiness. So that's the that's the beauty of the holiday season I do enjoy this season. It's the most wonderful time of the year Even though it feels like ain't shit happening right now. It's just dead like where the fuck are the decorations in new york city, man I'm not talking about people's individual houses in stores. I'm talking about like when you're walking down the street and you see the race up What that shit called is a reef reef the reefs up and shit, you know Even a rock scene right here. We're looking at man. This used to be decked out and everything man Where's the chris? I hear not one christmas song none I ain't heard no christmas music yet either. Nothing It's getting a little like Nothing, it ain't feeling a lot like christmas yet. Not at all. But you know what I was gonna ask. Um ain't trees alive And you um, no for real Because I can you kill a tree Because if wood is alive a tree is alive. It's a plant. Okay. No, I'm talking about the bark and everything If it's alive, that's why when you so right now, this is alive. That's why flowers die This is not alive. It's a table. No, this is wood. No, man. No So you could kill trees Yes, you could kill trees and I don't understand why we keep killing trees This is the stupidest thing in the world because humans and trees exchange breath It's oxygen and it's a filter for us We give off carbon dioxide They get off carbon I'm an oxide is carbon something we give off some type of carbon and they give us carbon. They give us they give us h2o Right h2o is water They give us the oh I knew that shit I'm so happy as hell. I do Hey mark that put that shit down. That's why it's the brilliant idiots They give us oxygen So we give off the carbon something and they give off oxygen And I don't understand why we keep cutting down all the motherfucking trees And you wonder why people got asthma and it's less people in the world So what the fuck are you cutting it down for? Why are you cutting all the goddamn trees down? You know what I mean? People dying people die every day People die every single day more people that buy houses people that buy every day too, though They buy they ain't buying houses. They ain't buying property. They babies I don't get what you're saying You'll see what I'm saying. It ain't just about houses. It's about starbucks, bro I get what you're saying, but if buildings even though I think it's stupid But why are you doing that people dying so why you need more space? There ain't enough starbucks out there That's why they need to stop Stop cutting down all the trees and then wonder why people having respiratory problems and fucking asthma and can't breathe That's probably where covid come from because they're cutting down all these fucking trees Because you know trees is is a filter like in a cigarette the filter right there That's what trees is so now the now the all the fucking air is all fucked up This land is fucked up because all these trees fucked up the difference between us and everybody else Is this the brewing in this podcast? We let you know that we're putting out misinformation But it's for a good cause You can find a support for climate change in this conversation somewhere. Give us another asking idiot taylor tesla circa underscore nineteen ninety three wants to know best 2021 memory I had a lot of good 2021 memories same new daughter born this year The time we spent at our new studio a happy accident the god's honest truth is Incredible. I love it. Love being there. Um, love love the cultural institution we're building over there. Um Thoroughly enjoyed myself and my wife's 40th Both of them We did a couple parties Um for my wife's 40th. Well actually first of all salute everybody in turks and cake. Oh, you know I'm gonna be like I'm gonna talk about where I be at when I be there, but salute everybody in turks and cake Oh, we had a great time in turks and cake. Oh salute to the homie peter gay That's a woman by the way, you know, um, she really took care of us You know, everybody at uh the show club in turks and cake. Oh, they show a lot of love every time we go to turks They show so much love man salute the turks man got a lot of love for turks. My man denario salute to you And um, we had a great time. We had a great time. He was there for like five six days We actually bought in my wife's 40th, you know in turks and cake. Oh salute to spend the rella DJ spend the rella came through and she provided the soundtrack You know for my wife's born day and then um the next weekend, you know, we got back We got back on that wednesday. So the next saturday, you know, I had a small little get-together in new jersey He's like we had a small get-together in turks, you know, because you know, you keep the circle tight But um, you know Shoot everybody at bare burger my wife. She likes hamburgers you know and There's a spot in new jersey new york area called bare burger and um, I got it for a private event And my wife had no idea. So like a lot of our folks pulled up from South Carolina salute to kim man Oh, man, salute to kim kim fields. I love you so much kim. That's my wife's college friend friends You know, she put together everything, you know in turks and cake. It was like she put together the whole Itinerary, but then she you know came back Uh to jersey that weekend to surprise my wife again and you know All my wife's friends pulled up, you know for both either turks are uh spot in jersey And we had a great time that night in bare burger and I got a salute, you know, my wife has two favorite artists Two her favorite artists ever of all time by eric abadu in jill scott my wife's 40 if you know I had to I had I had to I had to have one of you know me So eric abadu she pulled up uh in jersey man and man, let me tell y'all something If you only never heard dj lowdown loretta brown If y'all ain't never heard dj lowdown loretta brown provide the soundtrack for a party y'all are nuts I I was shocked. You know, you got to You too, right? She's too much of a celebrity too much of a singer to have that too. That's dangerous Because you know, you got these celebrity djs who just push buttons. Yeah like dj lowdown loretta brown eric abadu came in there Jack it on took the jacket off put the skully on it She started off with the um You know the beginning with the beginning of that dox effects record, what record is that? I mean, it's I think it does affect. I don't know what what it was But even even and but she had for everybody always got an eric abadu like section inside there You know I'm saying she did it was so fine Absolutely, so loot the eric abadu mess with the nephew, you know at the black home and new oak full, you know You know really decking out the bad burger the right way and yeah, eric abadu made it real special You know some happy birthday to my wife And you know, that was a great way to celebrate the 40 of born day, but that's that's the type of things I enjoy. I enjoy Experiences, you know, I mean so that was a great question. So that was a yeah those those are my 2021 Memories man, it's been a really good year. Also. I mean also, you know When tamika mallory's book came out state of emergency how to win the country we built just just watching people be able to like You know live out their dreams. That's that's always My pleasure, you know, I mean watching Anita copax put out shallow waters You know, like those moments like watching tamika be on her her press run, you know for her book, you know Same thing with Anita like doing um Drew Barrymore show it show with Anita like my my greatest moments literally come in watching Other people enjoy themselves You know what I'm saying? Like I like seeing other people have a good time. I like seeing other people You know Be filled That's what I like. That's what makes me feel. That's honestly I like throwing assists more than I like scoring points or watching other people happy other people, you know Energized and full of the spirit. That's what I like What else we got tell again Did I say thank you? I said thank you to eric abadu, right? Oh, just thank you. That's what I was I was saying all that to say Thank you to all those people that helped me make those memories possible Um, man, do you go Underscroll what we're here wants to know if you go back in time and stop one event from happening. What would it be? Interest I don't know because it just depends how you see time Like all my concepts of time come from movies So if you could go back in time and stop certain events from happening You know and change things like back to the future sure But if you go back in time like And in in game and it just creates another timeline I don't know And then I also wonder if But I truly believe man every single thing that has ever happened in my life Is happened for a reason everything I got to you got to what are the boys in the hood ricky and um, Mufasa and And liking what no, I can see that I guess you I don't too right there. Thomas jay and my girl too, bro You never seen my girl Man, yo Thomas jay was in the fucking woods minding his goddamn business trying to get something for veda and fucking He bumped the beehive and he's allergic to bees man. I do remember that fuck Thomas j up man glasses drop He's oh my god. That's what Ricky should have fucking dived or went to the left. Exactly do something He was a fucking running bag, bro He was scared man fight a flight That's the other thing we don't talk about when it comes to that movie We don't you got to go back and look through those look at those movies through a lens of being a healed person Ricky was in a he was in fight-of-flight mode. He was just trying to survive. He wasn't thinking whatever He wasn't thinking man. He was out. He dropped the goddamn milk cotton and tried to go. Ah They shot that She won the corn mill for the for the biscuits or something man. Now he was drinking milk. He was drinking milk. Yeah Damn, man. He shot Ricky down. What the fuck fucking Mufasa, man Who Mufasa could have went over more where where symbol was that you know what I'm saying? He could have went over because symbol was chilling Oh Neither one of them had to die Why you couldn't have a happy ending and go to the nfl We needed fucking Mufasa because simple bitch, you know what I'm saying he grew up with the Two little motherfuckers, you know, you're gonna kill trade trade We need to swing though. We needed to swing kill kill you could have just killed doboy and we would have got the same We wanted to stand if doboy got out in I'm saying because we would have got the same message Today was trying to give us. Yes, you did not have to kill Ricky John singleton. God bless the dead Would not ever sit right with me Ricky did not have to die to give us the message We're about to cry. I can't we're about the lady that with the kids is I don't want the lady with the kids died But she was bad with the kids. It's we're on this fucking street. We got it Duel was paralyzed We understood that yes, we couldn't get away. He got shot. That's right. Doboy could have died Isn't the streets crazy shooting the shit like she would shoot Ricky in the leg or something But still let him have a career That'd be a lawyer later Matter of fact, him and the father got together and it's putting more signs up and shit That should hurt my heart, man. Yeah, it's fucked up. Yeah, I don't like that So that's why I would have changed I ain't gonna lie to you No, I don't like that. I don't like that. That's why you brought me to this day Ricky and Mufasa That shit ain't had to happen man. What else Taylor? Oh, okay, uh, T. M. Chama color I guess he wants to know what do you not like about yourself? How are you fixing it? Um, everything I didn't like about myself I've been started fixing six years ago and all my issues that I didn't like about myself when internal You know what I mean? So that's what that's what me going to therapy was about So all all my issues are internal issues and those are the things that I'm constantly constantly constantly working on And um, I'm getting good. I'm getting really good because I don't have a uh I used to have a I used to have a need to like Ruin you I felt like you fuck me over I don't like that. I don't I don't feel that no more. I don't have I don't have the desire And I haven't had the desire in a long time even before therapy I haven't had the desire in a long time because I always felt like success was always the best revenge That's what I like. I like seeing motherfuckers mad That we keep winning That's what I like Especially people that pray and pray and pray on your downfall And have so much things to say about you like I like that Because I know that drives you crazy because the truth to the matter is I'm not sitting around talking about you the way You're talking about guarantee. I am not even thinking about guarantee. You know what I'm saying? So it's like I love that I love to see somebody spend countless amounts of time Minutes hours, whatever it is talking about what it is that I'm doing Or me and my team doing you say somebody that went you want to get back at somebody. What was the question? Oh I want to fix it. They say to come with age Uh, learn how to say no You know I'm saying boundaries boundaries. I have to learn boundaries and Shouldn't give a fuck as much if I after I say no And then always come back and I always come back Where you at? I did because we got molested bro I do I think it's because we got molested when we were young. I've been talking I talked to my therapist about this and I talked to bitch of tdjx about this I really think that when you've been molested when you've been young you You turn into like a people pleaser and you compromise Yourself to make other people feel bad, especially for me because I know when I got molested when I was a um When I stopped letting the woman do it. She started calling me ugly It's saying I had a big nose And all this other stuff, you know what I mean? All right, come on Yeah, so it being that I didn't want her calling me ugly and saying I had a big nose It was like, okay. Well, let whatever I let you do whatever you want to me So I think that being that we were molested when we were young both of us It was like it's like something I have to do like I have to try to please this person Even though I know I don't even even when it's through your own detriment Even when you don't want to do it It's a lot right now even though I fucking know better because I'm going through it right now with myself I know that I supposed to say no about something But I'm just allowing it to happen knowing I'm gonna be pissed the fuck off and I'm gonna be the one losing I'm just letting this slide. Yeah, but I can't say nothing. Why can't I say nothing right now, man? And by the way, you know, I talk about being molested when I was Eight, but there's been other times in my life that I've felt those same feelings I felt when I was molested By as an adult right now. I'm feeling like I was compromising myself for the sake of other people I know better and the whole thing is I know better I'm just compromising myself For what reason and I fucking know better and I feel like if I put my foot down So my else feeling is going to get hurt, but I fucking know better. So shut the fuck up sometime I can't I can't keep letting you do me dirty just because it's gonna make me feel bad Which is wild and people that are really manipulators will use that against you I'm getting it done to me right Motherfuckers will disrespect you and then get mad at your reaction to the disrespect and then turn it turn it to the victim How How you blame me Because you disrespected me or you did something you had no business doing to me. I reacted and now You're mad at me because Your reaction. You hate me. You hate me. You're the bad guy. You've been one to do this Nah, I only reacted because of this. I did not react and I would have been fucked you up These people are crazy out here. Once again, we're relying on human behavior To keep each other safe and sane And these motherfuckers will drive you crazy because they'll really have you thinking like you'll literally be having a conversation with a person Confronting them about something they did to you. They'll start apologizing to you first and then 20 minutes later They blaming you for the bullshit that they did and you said Fuck up how we get here. Yep. They know how to do it. You know, I'm saying before you know They they'd be looking till you look at the sky and they'd be tying your shoestrings together and say a dog right there And you fucking fall Time my fucking shoestrings together, motherfucker Me If you listen to this podcast, you think we're smart. You think we're intelligent. You think we're brilliant. You're absolutely right But if you listen to this podcast and you think we're just a couple idiots who don't know shit You're right too. It's the brilliant idiots podcast. Thank you for listening