 Good morning guys welcome to vlog week day two hosting five vlogs this week Monday through Friday So if you guys haven't already watched yesterday's subscribe you guys will get notified today is kind of a day at home We're gonna do some home updates. I've got to get some work done today. It's gonna be a good vlog You guys are having a great morning. I'm wearing a year of our set I think I'm just gonna wear out the easier all day because I'm gonna work out at some point I therapy at one I have a call at two so I'm gonna need to go over to dogs at some point Um, I can see the updates on her new place. It'll be good But first I'm gonna start off my day with some water. I Need to do my dishes I'm like, I'll get to that. You know what you mean? Oh, I need to pack to actually today I got this thing called eight greens not sponsored Lauren from summer Fridays posted about it and she Like has one tablet a day and it gives you like all the greens you need One of them contains as much vitamin B6 as six cups of spinach as much vitamin C as six oranges as much vitamin B 15 as 15 cups of broccoli as much vitamin B12 as seven cups of milk and as much And as much zinc as three cups of peas. So We're having this dissolve. It doesn't taste bad at all. I got a variety pack I haven't tried the other ones, but I have tried this one. So All right, I just finished editing yesterday's vlog I'm about to go to literally I'm going to tractor supply Because that is actually where I got the gym mats from they're technically like horse Stomach and really this is just a genius investment because one day when I have horses Which who knows about you will ever come I'm trying so hard to like make it a hobby of mine to go horseback riding But it is so hard to find Like where to go which I live in Texas. You think it'd be easier. I know I live in the city It's like totally different, but I just want to go like every week. I also this summer I'm gonna get into golf and tennis like I might as well join a country club. You know any meme just like new hobbies, you know Anyways, I just ordered a smoothie king. So that is downstairs. I'm gonna grab that. I'm literally not kidding guys horse mats Okay, but they're actually really good if you guys are looking for good gym mats. That's what I have already I just need more I'm getting those hopefully my little brother will come over tonight because they're so heavy It's like next to impossible like I'm not gonna be able to move them. I don't think I'm it's gonna be very difficult So hopefully my little brother over here tonight. He's watching the dogs from this weekend. So he like needs to come on hold with tractor supply outside I mean, this is the life. I was listening to country all the way here. So I'm not mad. It's just like it's funny Got my smoothie king smoothie ordered on door-to-ash you guys use my door-to-ash link You guys can get like probably free smoothie king delivered to you you guys get credit use the link. It'll be down below Change of events. I'm not getting these mats today. They're gonna cancel my order because they're really big Which is fine like we could if it the men the problem is normally they have like things that can like block your seats So it doesn't like get all the tar on your seats basically like ruin my seats. It's fine It was only a 15 minute drive But they're gonna cancel the order and I'm gonna have to try again to get them delivered Which was a pain because for some reason I didn't have the option of that yesterday or else I would have done it So false alarm. It was a really nice drive that I had the tractor supply today though. So don't worry about me okay, I'm home and I'm getting emo for some God forsaken reason and I have like an hour 20 until therapy I'm gonna go do my Pilates class with they let I Get questions about this all the time I take from her on zoom, but I sometimes just do the zoom recording So today I'm doing is your recording from yesterday, but I didn't get to do it because yesterday at 12 through 30 my workout routine Mainly is Pilates, and then I'll do you 12 through 30 I go through phases where like I'm like definitely a few months for like all I did was 12 through 30 Then I started taking daylight again, and I feel like that's what my body like really toned up Like that's my body like really toned up It's always Pilates for me personally like I find the biggest difference and specifically day let's classes Like I won't just take Pilates anywhere I'm very picky because daylight isn't the best future ever if you guys want to take from her on zooms We might actually be in the same classes. I'll have her linked below But she's my Pilates teacher in LA and my trainer who I used to work out with like I would literally do six-day training with her and then seven amp Pilates, but I'm not crazy strict. I definitely work out like most weekdays at least And then sometimes on the weekends if I need it for some reason I'm getting really emo right now So I need to work out so I can like snap out of it. Um, so we're going Okay guys I changed I'm going to therapy Exciting things everyone. Okay. I'm at Dom's and I'm exhausted from therapy and Dom's are trying to exhaust me more No, listen listen first off Dom Does this thing with guys she's asking like why she's single blah blah blah blah blah blah like he's going on. I Did yeah, yeah, and she's like Kinsey Shock but Don does this thing which I don't think this is like always a bad thing I think you took that a totally different way You just to me it's deeper than you calling everyone bro and dude You just like a meet you like someone and you don't really want to admit it But in the process you don't like yeah, but I don't friends on myself in the process That's the difference you go in and you are like their best friend And they have no reason to even think that you're remotely interested in them So they're like all this is like my really good because they say something No, but it's the way that you like treat them as just a friend like you don't treat them any differently like with guys like for example It's like well what about but because I because I get because what if they hate me? I can't handle rejection Okay, well unfortunately in dating you like have to you've never been rejected. Are you joking? I Know it's hard to believe I Thank you for that one Okay, but I know the answer to this but you just go into a friendship with a guy and you like him He has no idea you like him and then you get in this cycle and like I get it because I've done this so many times So that's why I'm saying like you just get in this cycle of like oh you're interested in him He has no idea that you're interested in him and then you're just there Do you see what I'm saying? Yeah So I think that we just have to figure out how to not get you in that cycle I know which I honestly I think is having more like boundaries with god, but my boundaries Now are to just be like well now. That's my problem. It's because so see this is a great This is a great specific because you know two minutes perfect. This is gonna wrap up in two minutes I have a boundary and my boundaries brew bro bro brother and then it's usually once I get to know someone that I'm like oh you're cool, but then it's too late, and then I'm stuck I never usually like anyone off the bat. It's through time of getting to know someone very rarely. Have I liked someone off the bat? Different than okay, because that's the only time I've ever Like that yeah, okay. Well, I think we just have to find like some sort of middle ground for you there Yeah, I'm learning maybe this book last week That was actually it's like so cringy looking like I couldn't believe that she recommended it to me But it was actually really good. It was also about like how which is like for the queens of this It's like oh my god I'm never gonna meet anyone blah blah blah and like yes now we're meeting more people but like beforehand like It's like you have to like put yourself and like consistently put yourself out there and consistently to meeting new people Because if you're not meeting anyone obviously But it's all Yeah, I just get nervous because what if they bully me and Then and then and then I can't be bullied. They're not gonna believe We're getting on a call Got sonic real chicken sandwich just busy gal these days not good It's not gonna lie to you all today. Just not for the best day. I am so exhausted I could fall asleep right now and it is 6 p.m. I actually need to pack for this weekend I've kind of planned out my outfits and we leave in the morning I have time if I wanted to to wake up and do that. I might just get a few outfits together, so But I'm gonna show you guys what I do when I'm having just like a really off day Sometimes after therapy, it's just like you're emotionally exhausted. You know what I mean good news everyone I actually just planned out all my outfits, so I will feel a lot better. This is good Lots of outfits for a very short time of way, but it's gonna be okay. I have to pack a bag anyways Hi, girl. This is what's happening here. Probably doesn't seem like it, but I just cleaned up my room I was getting a little bit messy. I just had some random stuff here. I showered. I self tan I'm trying to just have a really cozy night. My little brother is here He's staying at my house this weekend, so I was just hanging with him for a little bit I ordered us some dinner from shake shock. I have been craving it nothing But like really unhealthy food this week, so it's fine. I'm craving nothing But like really unhealthy food this week. Anyways, because I'm just not really feeling Myself I wanted to have a really chill night. It's only like 7 p.m. The new Kardashians episode is up So I think I'm actually gonna watch I've been watching since the last season I kind of wish I would have watched and like kept up I'm just really bad at keeping up with TV shows, especially if I can't binge them So I'm gonna watch that I'm gonna wake up at 7 We don't have to leave the house until like 9 30 or something So I can pack and do all that in the morning. I am like out of hangers. I've gone through clothes I just have so many extra clothes so well picking out outfits for this weekend was the worst And you know when you're like not excited about what you're wearing I feel like that's like the worst feeling. Also, this crew is like so cozy I'm gonna figure out how I can watch the Kardashians my sister always puts it on and watch that and then I'm gonna finish my book tonight I'm really excited. I actually need to drink half a gallon of water because I'm convinced that that's gonna cure me You know, um, I'm a big crack Greek wedding when the dad thinks that Windex fixes everything That was like one of my favorite movies growing up That's kind of how I'm feeling with water these days. Also comment below if you guys think I need to get an Apple watch I feel like I need one for like 12 3 30 and workouts and going on walks and stuff for like that health and fitness Benefits, but if you guys have one, please let me know which one I should get why you guys like it What you use it the most for I don't want a cellular one because I don't want text messages popping up I get annoyed when I have like might have my AirPods in and Siri starts telling me who texted me like if I didn't open the text, I don't want to hear it yet You know, like I'm not I'm not mentally there. It's like been so emo today for like literally no reason All right, it's 8 p.m. I have the Kardashians on my shake shock is here After I finish watching at the Kardashians I'm gonna read my book that I'm reading That's actually our book club picked for the month the perfect marriage. It is so good Like it is one of the best books I've read in a while. I feel like I've been kind of in like a book rut recently I haven't found I think I had a lot of bangers like the first two or three months of 2021 and then the past month It's been, you know, rough, but the perfect marriage So so good, they cannot recommend it to you guys enough, but I love you guys Hope you guys enjoy this vlog and I'll see you guys tomorrow. Oh my god. I love fiber Fiber so I really increased my fiber and take a couple years ago and my life has been completely changed because of fiber And I realized like there was that