 Like so there was a lot of different aspects that you had to take in so when people associate Karbala and Ashura they always think about the matam, the lamentations, the streets, the Shrine itself, but from yourself just walking in the streets. What was the what was the atmosphere like for you know Just waking up in the morning going having breakfast for example and just walking the streets What was the vibe like during Muharram, and how does it differ from outside of Muharram? Firstly the vibe in Karbala compared to when we're in the UK on the day of Ashura is completely different like you wake up there in the automatic sense of grief you're already like because if you're there prior to the day of Ashura the lead up the different in like and on the streets is the re-enactment re-enactment of the deaths of the Shohda Karbala So you witness that and it gets you put into that mode And then come Ashura you're already like you know your heart is building up building up to kind of let all that grief out As soon as Ashura hits so as soon as Ashura gets up you get up in Karbala, and you're in that form of mourning You go out on the streets, and there are people there You know doing the Atatubiyah, doing matam, doing Atatubiyah You hear lectures from everywhere and everyone's just you know You hear mourning you hear crying and that is the vibe here where in Karbala Whereas over here you get up and it's it's almost like Become a little bit ritualistic. I want to say It's it's not a great thing because obviously there's so much meaning on this day of Ashura that you want to Lament and you want to grief for a particular purpose rather than keeping it ritualistic with sometimes we find in the West But in Karbala apart from Day of Ashura the vibe is there is difference in the vibe 100% you can see The air the tension is different if you will so I remember I remember During my time. I think from the first from sunrise I think from sunrise that the whole atmosphere It's like it's like because from what we know in the story of Karbala is that That during a period of time there was there was chaos It was it was a war so there was fighting and then there was screaming and whatever and and then You know with the drums as well because so it's it Karbala becomes almost Karbala back in the day back in the day So so when you walk in the streets, you actually see even the blood like yeah, even when it comes to the Tathbir as well You see that like it becomes It becomes the battlefield absolutely swords everywhere. There's blood everywhere There's drums and you just feel like you're at that moment That is not that time as well and I think there's something that I noticed as well when they do the the Maqtel and so so the the full story of of The whole narrative of Karbala and the story and then they end it with Salatul I think Salatul Zor or just out of Salatul Zor, which is I think according to the narration That's when the Maqsa As-Salam was actually killed so it reaches the pinnacle of of of grief and Lamentation and and everyone is just so charged up with emotion and then after that you see the the dip and You've been there on like the night of the 11th. Everything is just dark and it's just solemn The candles are out and they do in the Shah Maghriban, right? So That that from what you're saying London doesn't have that. No, no, that's it Lonely you wake up. Okay. I have to go to the mosque and it's just you know, you come across normal London life absolutely and It's not the same. It's not although we try to re-enact it but it's it's really not the same so