 I Know I said we will hopefully be in a better. I am in a better mood. Let me start up by saying this Hey, y'all. How you doing? I'm in a better mood. I am blessed and highly favored But I'm gonna tell y'all this year has been such as Trying year and the reason why is so and it's not just me because I when things are going on around me I take I I try not to do this self-pity thing and Trying to focus on the negative But it makes a big difference when you're going through something and the people that you loved your loved ones are going through something I love them. Well, I tell you I know so many people that have had just 2019 has been such a shitfest. I'm ready for 2020 like come on January 1st Seriously, like so many people in my life and those of you have told me that you've had some things that are going on One of you mentioned on my Instagram post that you have a water league or your roof is leaking girl Just I you know and it's it's it would be totally different if it's one thing is several things that People that I know and I'm sure those of you big major things that are going on through the year But let me tell you something God already knows that and we always have to Look at it from a perspective of this is building us up for what's to come, you know what I mean? So yes, it's been a trying year, but there's a new season coming Okay, and this season is about the to you know be done with hopefully the reason why I am just so Starting this video off, you know like that to try to be optimistic. I'm looking at there's two women. Oh God Two women who I saw Videos with I can't remember the first one Y'all some of y'all are probably subscribed to her. She's an older woman. She gives advice every now and then he's in April It's her name April. She gives it vice a relationship advice And she found out that she was diagnosed with lupus this year My heart absolutely breaks for her and And Rodriguez Jim Jim trim She's another youtuber. She sent me a video of Tony and the guy. I'm not necessarily I'm familiar with Tony and the guy I Used to be subscribed to them She had a lot of stuff going on this year and they come to find out her husband 21 years has been cheating on her. I'm in the middle of her video and She looks like Looking at how she looks like now compared to what she looked like when I first I didn't recognize her at first She and it's not to knock the woman down. She's like she has aged and that's what stress will do to you It would really affect you so y'all We about to go into a new season. Okay staying in courage is right around the corner Can we connect at 1230? Uh, how long y'all just got an email? I Hold on Stay in courage so baby. Um, your breakthrough may not be coming anytime soon Look, I'm just gonna keep it real. Some something may happen again next week You may be in this season for a while, but you won't be there all the time You know, I mean you won't be in this place all the time I'm speaking this out loud to myself and trying to encourage someone else that yes This is life life. It's not always going to be perfect. We are Imperfect perfect beings and God told me I'm hate I told miss Wanda this wonder miss Ronda This God made us that way so that we can lean on him We we not supposed to do this by ourselves and you shouldn't have to do it anything by yourself Whether it be something that you're dealing with emotionally Spiritually always seek help, you know, so y'all Enough of that. It is Friday Today is the last full day by myself girl. So I have a lot going on at work when I mean a lot like Yeah, it's pretty Pretty intensive going on right now Some things I need to do. I wanted to do a deep clean today, but I'm not gonna break my back doing that I literally have a gut five days before my best friend come. I'll just do a little bit of something Look, I used to be that that woman that would spend all day cleaning I don't have the energy for that anymore. So I'll do little things every day And then the night before I'll do a clean sweep and that's it her room is good I just have to do the linens and yeah the bad guess from that is I Made some arrangements with on Monday. I'm gonna go over to miss Lori's house all the kids gonna be there I'll probably film a little bit while I'm over there Girl all the kids so I'll probably make something for the adults and then we'll just chill out over there For a couple of hours and then Tuesday I'll take the baby to the park and then we'll see it's gonna be my PTO day Oh, yes, huh my hair. I washed yesterday y'all when I tell you I was in that shower I don't like to waste water in that 10 I'm one of those people I can take a shower in like less than 10 minutes seriously But I had to do my hair and I had and I had a hot shower in a week. I took a 20 I was in there for 20 minutes. I Was with my hair too, but I purposely stayed that hot water The small things that we take for granted just to have hot water y'all I was like, oh my god, this is This is heaven just to have hot water, you know the small thing like I said the small things that we take for granted I mean, yeah, so anyway, that's going on Hmm That's about it. Like I said, it's Friday. I'm gonna take the time I have to catch up on work get a lot of work done probably do a little bit I'm also I'm getting this guest bedroom together pulling off the sheets doing the sheets. I order some new pillows y'all I'm a pillow fat. I know I have a thing. I like almost fetish about pillows. I have to have new pillows. I Literally buy new pillows every other year. So these have a three-year warranty. They're only enough warranty. Well, yeah, it does three warranty $5 pillows from Walmart. Not a big deal. These pillows are new, but hey Excuse the background. She has her own set of towels over here. I have these sheets I'm gonna go ahead and watch I cleared up all the stuff in the back have to vacuum one of the things I like to do is treat my friends and family like they live here So I push a lot of my stuff out of the way to make room for her like I push all my stuff in the back So if she has anything that she wants to lay up here here, it's a gift basket. I made that has About a water just some toiletries and stuff stuff that she may need some stuff. She may not need that Breaking up everything. I will be cleaning the couch again. I already cleaned it two weeks ago But I'm gonna go over again the microfiber couch. I need to wash this child's hair I have to close the blinds cuz it was giving some type of blue. Look What in the hell is wrong with my child? Why is it? Yeah, I don't I don't do bugs. I don't do nothing at crawl If you got antennas if you got any type of extra legs and shit. Oh, I'm not about that. No, so Why am I sitting down and he's like that's a fake scorpion look right next to me on the floor And there's like a brown Three inch scorpion. I said do what he's again. That's not real So I'm like, okay in my mommy head I'm like this is must be one of his toys because it's still ain't moving that one damn bit It is playing at Simon says hold your ass still really well, right? So I'm like, maybe it's I said JB is that one of your toys? He's like, yeah, I said, are you sure I Don't make you think that's a fake scorpion. What if it's real? Look, yeah, I'm having this conversation with a dang on six year old whether or not this thing I think it's real or not My husband comes by I ain't moving. Oh, hell no my husband comes by and I said JB said that's a fake scorpion Can you check before my fluffy ass gets up and fall over? So my husband gets down and touches it with a paper and it starts to move slowly that the legs I'm like, oh my god. He said I thought you had them spray y'all. I can't for that shit $300 a year for some water. They spray water around so I'm gonna get my butt up right now. He killed it I'm gonna get up and spray around. I'm done doing JB's hair did washed it and did finger coils Trust me girl after about it looks better about a third or fourth day and then um, yeah It's took me 30 minutes to do these finger coils because JB's like me. He has thick He has density. Let me let me rewind. He doesn't have thick hair yet. He has density. Okay. Good JB. Oh, he's so cute precious Mmm, I want to see this movie with um Brad Pitt We'll come back this way. Let's just walk down here. Okay Unless you want to get the candy and then walk down Look at him. He's so precious. Oh I thought this was gonna be something I've never been here They have gluten-free vegan menu now and uh Oh come over here. Do not go back out there Yeah No, I don't So I wonder if they have any new shops over here Once you when you were a little we went over here to this place called sauce This is where Charmin charlie used to be at JB love the place coming here Look at JB's face I didn't know it was gonna be here A party here Yeah, we are so excited. This is the number one spot that we go to we travel all the way to um Peoria for this it's hot. Yes Wow, you want to go see we can see Five three get three free. Hi Are they over here? Oh god Oh Stab me in the eye now Ryan's toys That age guy, you know, I I passed by he said oh look at Ryan's toy. I said have to throw up It is Monday. I know you can see this Yeah, that that that's right there is where the dining room set was at. So y'all I I'm quick. I'm the type of person I can multitask I can plan stuff as a drop of a dime literally within 24 hours. I was able to get rid of our dining room set um And the couch I have a couple of people who are asking for that. So that needs to be gone. So the uh Furniture furniture has been delivered. Excuse me. The furniture is being delivered today between four and seven I'm like four and seven That's okay. That's actually perfect because they won't disrupt my let me sit down and hear y'all Midland Georgia. Let's see what this one is The home depot. Oh, this is for the for the toilets. Hey y'all This man is on a kick or other stuff. We are going to be having the toilets installed Yeah Once we get the new toilets installed we everything then will be new with the exception of jayvies bathroom the tub But everything in that house will be up today um JB, I don't think so Got some brief easy all I'm working on JB's Halloween costume. Yeah So far this is what we got. Watch what I have. Mama's gonna do Mommy's gonna do in a box Y'all it was so embarrassing to do this at walmart and someone Someone came right around the corner when I was doing this too. So this is the new capture guides. It's really comfy Look how nice to this. We have storage here. These are recliners. Yeah, and I y'all don't believe how short I am Let me show you how short Let me show you how short I am. Look at how my feet don't touch the ground excuse the floors Yeah, let's see if you can see see. Yeah, miss Jackson. This is short. I'm only five three and some change So this is the dining room very very nice. He did good with this. This is beautiful Y'all this is what I'm whispering because I am tired girl This is what jayvies costume looks like. Isn't it cute? Oh my goodness. This is plastic feeling to make it seem like a screen Here it is I didn't even show you but I'll show your lashes. I mean Oh my god boo boo, how was today for you? Not that good But jayby, I mean it's ended off fairly good How was the night? Why are you stressed out? We're ending the day on the high note. We are doing an arts and crafts. Okay, so you should be happy you better than me Okay, we're making collages. You should be happy baby. What's the problem? Hey, you guys I'm gonna show you what my hair looks like today going out For lunch with my friend my bestie. This light ain't gonna give me justice, you know Oh That's better natural light. Look at my hair Texture. Yes makeup Yes Shirt. Yes fall boobs. Yes Come on. Let me let me get good lighting. Oh my god Out of control It's not that bad in these jeans, but when those tights were on boy. Okay, when those tights come on, you know It was a problem. It was a problem. We got a little more free reign This is an example of extreme cp time. My my best friend is nigerian and I gave her a heads up that I love this perfume. And now she's ignoring me. Okay. I gotta think of my births beads. I got that Come on perfume. I love your looks love I cannot leave unless people know I'm married. Oh my god I'm so sorry. What was I thinking? You know what love that is absolutely ridiculous. Good luck Good luck. I'm finding that your arm when we get back Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha Hey you guys we are back. We went to the bar girl. We are Living good You're tired, baby Let me adjust this life Yeah, I got you at crazy. Oh, she did that crazy. Yeah, that was for sure. Oh my god now Oh my god, she did. I know that's what I said. She act crazy No, you got me. Okay, so I I'm animated and exactly You ain't seen nothing yet That's her. That's how she is right Out of control, huh? We got Look here. She's we heard he said I hope she wasn't acting crazy. Yeah. No, she was Yeah, yeah You don't know what she is. She forgets everything. So yeah, we went to um Altie and yo, we went to the bar where that very good-looking waiter is at and my best friend was like He is fine. He is It's so funny whenever I tell people like, yeah, there's this bartender there who's kind of flirtatious He's extremely good-looking. I don't know why my friends think I'm exaggerated and when they get there, they're like shell shock They're like wow. Um, yeah, she was like I've rarely seen her speechless and she was like, hmm Hmm I'm not cooking today we will be having these leftovers and um have that coconut girl that coconut Hold on key lime coconut cheesecake was the bomb So good a little too sweet, but still good Tomorrow I'm trying to figure out what we wanted what we're going to do You guys we're out at the park. It's been a whirlwind of a week. Look, we woke up. It's beautiful today But we woke up and we're like girl. We are not 20 years old. So two days of drinking and we're done And I mean like drinking like we literally have had max three drinks a day and that's it for us so we're gonna relax today chill out and um Stop by and got some water burger Even what did you say ill? Let me stop Hey, you guys, I know I haven't been on cam often. I want to show you What I'm wearing. We are going out to eat my hair as a mess But hey, I even did a tutorial on this because I don't have any content Y'all gonna take it you're gonna take this dirty hair. You're gonna take this these lips You're gonna take these glasses. It is what it is. I'm gonna do a scarf on it a scarf to jazz it up I'm sure you want to wear it dresses. Yeah, this dress has some type of tie dye thing going on But it's okay. But look at any cute Very long A cognac purse cognac shoes a beautiful necklace and yeah