 it's been busy busy busy when I tell you I've been busy just busy with life and the week search is going by like that girl we're gonna be in summer soon hell it's already summer here in Phoenix his school they be doing too much like literally every other week it's I'm glad he's not gonna be going to this dangled school from the summertime I mean I understand that we you know it's good to be you know active but let me know if this is what I'm I'm to expect his old school wasn't like this but this school every week is something this week they're going to a actually this week is Spirit Week so dress your kid up in neon dress your kid up for sports dress your kid up backwards I'm like the hell going to the zoo tomorrow which should be interesting I have my anxiety pills ready girl and then next week is teacher appreciation week I believe again it's to keep you keep the parents involved but I shouldn't have to do all this stuff I'm already homeschooling to a little bit so Lord have mercy I mean that's going real good jb's JB is coming along really well there but child he needs to get in a extracurricular activity I'm trying to hold off until he goes to kindergarten because it's just gonna be I feel like there's gonna be so much he's gone through in the past year I mean he still talks about his friends at his old school because we see some of them every now and then and so he would have been at three schools in one year I think that's a lot yeah three different schools in one year that's a lot like I said we have all that other stuff going on next week too um what else what else what else have y'all noticed some of the changes on YouTube I've been seeing quite a few besides the I feel like a lot of people are jumping on the bandwagon when it comes to content and we've y'all heard me talk about this before so I'm really not gonna go down that rabbit hole right now however I'm a little upset that a couple of people are actually leaving African hair got posted last week that he would no longer be doing hair related videos and I absolutely love his videos because he's one of the few people who know what the hell they're talking about and he's a stylist so he has hands-on experience you know what I mean you don't find too many people on here who are a stylist that do natural hair videos and there's a mono's hair there's deeper than deeper than hair is that her name there's a few that I like and stomach and he was one of them so I was on Facebook earlier this morning looking at some groups and I'm in and y'all people women complain just people in general complain about the same thing about Phoenix it is really hard to connect with other people out here and I've been here for 12 years so I think I can talk on it you know it's hard to connect with people and it's hard to stay connected and ironically the people who I've gotten close to or from the South so maybe that's a cultural thing original thing I'm not sure but I just think about the times I've gone back to Dallas and I immediately start talking to people maybe because I feel more at home but these people are actually coming up to me most of the time so it's just hard you know I've tried to get in contact or meet up with a girlfriend I had not seen her in three years and we used to work together too and after a while when you know when you try to reach out to someone you just give up so I'm just like okay I'm I've reached out to you now two or three times and at this point I'm just gonna stop and say boom not in the middle of the road on the side right here she's like I'm not going there nothing that's making all that noise I think this is a peacock it's very beautiful really do this for about 15 minutes and avoid the water baby you have to get wet he found my best friend loves charger and then somehow remember that an iPhone my old iPhone was up there it took me all morning to figure out how this is like an iPhone 3 or 4 not even that this is like an iPhone negative 2 2 that's from 2013 and you know what the password is hold on no don't tell them the password not that it matters they y'all they can't why would you know don't tell them the past y'all saw clips from the zoo look we were so tired coming back look at my hair y'all this is a wash and Joe from the main wash and Joe wash and go from the main just hit the button down there there you go and I think I used too much of the gel which is why it's flaking in the front it looks cute yesterday I really didn't get on camera yesterday but it looked cute yeah it'll turn off by itself baby it'll go to sleep anyway you guys it is Saturday okay JB yes great I'm getting so frustrated you guys when it comes to my car my yeah no husband hit my car like two months ago of course he immediately gets his car fix due to Kelly services or whoever the auto place say you may want to go through a dent place now he's like maybe you need to call a few dent places and see how much is cost I'm like oh so you could just go and get your car fix to the insurance but since it may be cheaper for me I'm like why didn't you do and granted my car has the most physical I should say visible damage than his so I'm so over y'all so I told him I said I have a lot going on the next two weeks I have a lot in between JB's all he's having like a little kindergarten graduate and I can go to preschool graduation all this stuff y'all heard me talk about there's a lot every week leading up into my up to my I should say um surgery I said I'm not gonna be able to do anything until July because this that's probably a bit stretched so I may have to call around a few places next week but I don't want to deal with that and I told him that I said you know I don't want to deal with that how about you just dish up the $500 for the deductible and we call it a day he got quiet girl but no I'm just talking y'all talk a lot so let me show you something I just saved my husband some money I went online to look up some dent repair places and I came across a couple of blogs that showed how to get dents out of cars now I need to work on these other two but I was able to use the plunger isn't a plunger isn't that crazy to get this huge dent this was the huge one out and then the dent up there I mean it's it took me a little bit of elbow grease and I have to do a little bit more but that's gonna save money those days and I didn't over here no Chucky cheeses you know what's so funny why we were there I kind of I think I cut that footage out I was speaking earlier when I was laying them on my bed I was talking about how one of my friends who I used to work with she's moving on the state her and her family are moving to Michigan her oldest daughter's is on the spectrum she has autism think she's like eight years old now and apparently Michigan has some of the best schools programs in regards to autism Phoenix education system is horrible we are up there with I had to say this for like states like Kentucky and Alabama like the public school systems are horrible not only that but there has been an increase of and this just really bothers me this is why I'm trying to convince my husband to get the hell out of here there has been an increase in racial issues and racial bullying towards African-American students in the schools here anyway to say all this is that I'm so glad I ran into my friend at Chucky cheeses because she's having to give a get get together I'm going away for her family but it's like May 4th which is the day before single-demio and all these people out here love to celebrate single-demio even though they don't like Mexicans I'm just being real and it's on a Friday at 6 30 and an oyster place and I don't eat I'm actually allergic to all that stuff so anyway I'm so glad I ran into her was so funny she tapped me on my shoulder I turned around I hadn't seen her in like four years and I'm looking at her I didn't recognize her one her face is always beat to God one but two she saw a lot of weight I think that was really it she's lost a lot of weight at least 40 pounds so got to see her which was good and we were chit-chatting and I was telling her as I'm gonna tell my husband that my girlfriend is moving out of state for the future of her child education that's I think that's this is our favorite song oh yeah I'm tired this is one of my favorite gospel songs I love Park sisters so that I have the ending of this song which is about five minutes on a CD this is me playing through YouTube so doing doing that total towards the end of the song I think it's what Duranda was singing through the storm I made it and so JB was like you the storm what does that mean and so I have to break it down for him cuz he's just a baby what it means to still praise God and the storm matter of fact you should be thanking God and praising God when you're at that low at your lowest because that's when you grow in your walk with Jesus Christ okay man he don't want to hear your praises when everything is going good girl when things are going bad when you're sick you're feeling lonely on that's when you should be praising God and thanking God and going to God all right let's get into the store