 He was going to be a Marine, and we couldn't talk him out of it. He was on his fifth deployment, he went to Iraq twice, went to Fallujah twice, Ramana twice, and then this was his first tour in Afghanistan, and I said, Chris, why? And he says, that's what I'm supposed to do, you know, I think you're supposed to come home. The impact is, you can't describe. When my husband died, I thought my world had ended. When I lost my son, it did. Anything we can do to get his name out there, we do it. You know, we don't want these boys and girls' names to be forgotten. Miss him? I just want to hold him.