 something really really weird happened yesterday and i was going to film a video about this but i don't really want to set up a camera because i think it's too too much right? i'm still quite afraid from all this and i don't really know 100% what happened. long story short i woke up this morning, well it was afternoon, went to an appointment, checked my call, i also realised that what i dreamt and actually happened or what i thought i dreamt was actually what i'd happened last night. i can't remember anything after about eight o'clock yesterday um i had a dream well apparently i didn't have a dream but it was a dream to me about these people who were following me and they transformed into animals but they went from being human versus invisible to like the ghost shape and i can guarantee i can guarantee this whole thing happened because of the state of my phone screen because i've got quick knees and because of the call logs like these call logs are actually on my phone and i'm going to insert a screenshot here it was i don't know i don't know what happened i don't know i don't believe in my flight i don't remember any of it as from the perspective of it actually happening i remember it as in me waking up this morning thinking oh shit that was a horrible dream to realising that it actually happened it's a scary situation i don't really know i don't know i don't know i don't know what it was about but these fucking invisible dogs were chasing me biting me and trying to bite me and i was like i just i don't know i don't know. troubling it's troubling to think about it's scary scary scary scary scary stuff i really don't know what happened and i'm very afraid i don't know i'm afraid to get to sleep again so i don't know if it's gonna happen again i don't know if i'm gonna be dreaming i don't know i'm so afraid but i'm very afraid i don't know i don't know how to explain it i don't really know what happened it just feels like it doesn't feel real it wasn't real but it was and i don't know it was such a vivid dream that i don't know it woke me up this morning and when i woke up i was like oh it wasn't a dream because it actually happened because i got the co-logs and the co-logs and the brothers from it my hair's a mess i'm sorry this is a really really really weird story i don't even know how to start with this i really don't know how to start this story is really weird and i've never i've never ever experienced something like this before so monday night not a long go right on wednesday feels like like it's been weeks but fuck me monday night as far as i can remember i fell asleep quite early that's not okay apparently i had a dream i don't know how to just face i think i thought i had a dream that this wasn't dreams what i was gonna happen but i thought it was a dream so i was dreaming while i was asleep obviously i fell asleep i don't i remember being outdoors and seeing this man that was half invisible or half ghost like invisible and half human and it was like he was walking his dog i didn't think anything of it then it clipped in my head i was like there's any half a man there and then across the road if everyone that's actually happened i mean i was completely out of it because i thought i genuinely thought this was a dream i woke up and i thought it was a dream i went to an appointment to check my call i was like oh fuck the calls but i thought i dreamt actually fucking happened and i spoke to the building like security guy like yesterday and i was like what the hell happened to me on monday it's like oh well you were left with paramedics about midnight i was like i can't remember being awake at midnight he said that he was pretty out of it i was like yeah no kidding so apparently i went to a uni i don't really remember going to a uni but i went to a uni apparently then i left but obviously i left at some point and walked out most of all different way because i don't have any any recollection of what happened it's mind boggling so this guy this man was stood there was this dog and she looked invisible ghosty invisible across the road and then he transformed into an animal that was chasing me and i ran into a random street i don't even know where it was and then it started happening to more people like no i was full on hallucinating these were foreign hallucinations and i can't back this up because there was a place log google more it was the zoppy cologne the zoppy cologne has been making me hallucinate um so these keep things for follow me i ran i don't i must have ran like fucking i fell asleep i fell asleep i was walking and then all these animals chasing me there was humans and then birds started flying off a lamppost into me and when i say it was fucking terrifying it was terrifying so i called the police because i was like this is going on i'm going to sound crazy but these things are following me these things are chasing me they're actually like trying to kill me and i was so convinced they were going to kill me i just ran and i'm really on fire i was running and then i can't call everything i can't remember anything that police said i know the police were there and the police drove me back in i just don't know what happened but that was of course i said that's the worst thing that i i jumped i genuinely don't know i don't recall any bit to me it's a dream i don't recall it i suppose i recall it from a dream perspective it's fucking weird like i don't know how to explain it yesterday it just terrified me it's why i slept most of the day um to serenity i spoke to the police i spoke to my gp apparently zoppy cologne can have that effect on people when you basically get woke up early and then try and function and you apparently completely dissociate from the situation but do you think it scares me is it maybe that's happened before because i don't know i don't know i should like it's happened before maybe i don't know um it's like experience that is definitely weird though it's a lot it's intense it's hard and i don't really know what happened i've been trying to find out what happened but i don't know to vividly remember something that much i dream it was a lot of this i just went along with my day and went to an appointment and i was going for my phone and checking my call log and i was like what the fuck these calls actually happened like it's like full like 20 to 30 minute conversations like i don't know it's just it's a bit weird but i fell into socially from the situation like i wasn't there i was dreaming it and then i woke up the day after which was tuesday and i was like shit man like something actually happened i didn't know it to me i woke up from a dream it was just a dream which isn't what happened that's a scary thought because i'm now very afraid of meanings i was like even last night i ended up calling serenity a reason a whole situation from monday night slash tuesday morning is genuinely terrifying me because my thinking now is that could happen at any point but not only is it terrifying it's also dangerous it's also anything could have happened to me like i said in the dream i crossed the road like i could have been hit with a fucking car i have no recollection of it at all and i remember falling over in the dream i remember hitting the floor in the dream and lacking out in the dream but i don't remember why it actually happened that to me is just the most terrifying thing ever because it could happen at any point anytime and i would know it and what if it has happened it could have happened in the past i don't know before i started to consider it i have had a very very very stressful weekend um i ended up running out i ended up leaving preston to try and get away from the ngr because there was a lot of trinidad section to me i fucked up to man five i was like it's a lead but i got to manage it i wanted to manage the the fucking transport place 136 may so i got assessed in manches then they drove me back which is fucking thank you they drove me back from manchester trust which i do appreciate with that situation it's a whole lot i'll talk more about that another but this whole dissociative episode i'm gonna call that like i said i don't even remember leaving the building this building like hello and going to a and e and then leaving and then all that happening and not realizing it i don't know i'm just very very hate of all of that it does it's it's it's scary but i was gonna remember it's on during Monday that i had that fucking appointment which the amount of stress that caused me i wouldn't be like i'm not going to like i am gonna blame that for most of this this five percent i'm blaming it on that fucking appointment the amount of stress it caused me over something that could have been dealt with over the fucking phone there could have been more specific in the letter so it didn't cause me anxiety and i'm gonna make a whole video talking about that because i think it's fucking ridiculous wish i knew what happened to me so yesterday i was just i was kind of getting over it but i was also asleep a lot the day i think i was asleep so about four or five in the evening and then i'm gonna find some energy for a bit talking about the situation then i'll have a sleep i ended up turning my phone off yesterday um the whole situation really has just i don't know it's kind of terrified me as such well yeah i don't know i don't know