 Hi, you were so handsome up. Good morning guys. Welcome to vlogmas day 18 Literally insane this vlogmas has gone by so fast I just put on my new Lauren Elizabeth collection and I just want to say the quality is absolutely incredible and Just so comfortable. They're actually flattering. They actually suck you and I just this is literally I'm gonna live in this outfit This is my morning outfit. I need to go edit. I'm gonna take the dogs out. Hi bud. Hi bud. Oh Oh my gosh How does it feel to be the most handsome man in the whole world? Look at them, but they're a little Santa bandana. It's guys. So cute. Oh All right guys, this might be kind of weird to do But I'm gonna try new verse products. I know I'm in my kitchen. It's fine Any day now. Okay. Oh, I'm gonna feed you guys in like two seconds. They're so dramatic They just had treats here. We have the Versification eyes brightening eye gel. Maybe I'll get my nails done today. Honestly. I really should oh This feels nice. I don't have like really bad under eyes, but oh Love a good eye gel. Should I be using an eye gel every night anyways though? And we have this dew point moisturizing gel cream amazing. Oh, wow Wow This feels really good. See I just want to leave that's like crazy moisturizing and this this is it. Oh my gosh guys and I already did my skincare, but like this Wow, okay. I really really like this and verse is pretty inexpensive. I'm pretty sure the dew point moisturizing gel came 10 out of 10. I Mean what a beautiful looking couple a beautiful looking Christmas card a Beautiful note. I just love Megan and Finley. I miss them so much. Look at them living their best life Hi guys, I'm still editing But I just want to say right now if you still don't know what to ask for for Christmas and your parents keep Like asking and and like your parents just keep begging you to tell them I have a great idea. Okay, because this is me this morning And I feel like I don't really need things but they were just like please and you know, they were they were over me I think at home gym equipment. Duh, I you know I'm making my den a better gym, but I'm asking for like the baller ring. I got some like free weights Like a pee ball thing I just got a few things of equipment because Alyssa and I last night also decided that we're gonna make my gym Or my den like the gym of 2021 everyone's gonna come over at like 6 30 every morning And we're gonna blast music and work out and it's gonna be really fun So I need a more equipment for that So I will link below exactly what I'm asking for because I just made the list anyways And it's just kind of like my at-home gym thing, but I think that'll be really good And honestly, it's gonna be something I use like every single day. So The dishwasher is so loud. It is now noon. I finished editing Uploaded the vlog did a bunch of last-minute Christmas shopping helped my dad with some stuff I just went on my computer my step-brother step-by for a second and oh, I also brought some more gifts Both of these dogs are the cutest thing I've ever seen. We've got some more gifts in about an hour I have my professional organizer coming back over. We're gonna go through and declutter some spaces figure out What we want to order specifically and then go from there I'm so excited for my house to be so organized like you have no idea So I'm gonna order that stuff today after she comes over. I will have her Instagram linked below She's like the cutest person ever. She's so nice. She's available. So hire her anyways I think I'm gonna do the next hour to sit on the couch and watch vlogmas This is like the week before Christmas where things are kind of slowing down besides deals And just not having podcast stuff and not having school stuff alone I feel like I have literally nothing to do. It's nice though I'm excited to like kind of chill and have more of a Slow-paced last few weeks of the year comment below like when are you guys off for the holidays? Or like how much time do you take off? I might take off like a week after Christmas We will see best Starbucks drink ever Unbeliefed literally horrible it's so unorganized because I can't see it So when I get those things that glide random, okay clean it out so that we're able We're gonna be able to like organize it. It's so much better. Oh my god. I Can't wait for I have this things that hold like come out of my drawers or my cabinets and be incredible Oh my gosh, where is that? What is it again? It's working. Yeah, thank you So cute. Well the dogs are getting some cookies. So they leave me alone Coco you get fall a lot a Have a cup of cheer because you're the perfect angel. Good boy Yeah, and the Texas one which I'm like refusing to look at me so cute. All right guys It's 5 p.m. We have spent the past like three and a half four hours going through everything in my house and getting ready I just ordered everything that we need it. So next time she comes we're gonna go through and actually organize everything She's just literally the best I cannot recommend enough incredible also to spend hang out with but if you guys need To get anything organized new lit, but if you live in the Dahls area check her out She's so helpful, and I'm like so excited. It's my purpose the new year and I make my first mocktail It's random. I don't actually have seltzer water. I have sparkling water I have more stuff, and I will be working more this weekend, but I'm just gonna try my best And I'm gonna use my cocktail shaker Solid because I just we really want to use it. Here's what I have. I have some ginger beer I have some sparkling water, and I have some lime juice. I don't have limes So I also can't honestly this is like my weekend project. I might actually do this so ginger beer Hopefully this is good because I'm really going for it here. I really need better glasses That's like another thing that I need guys also. I of course stain my shirt like of course. I did oh wow that was actually Can you believe that that was absolutely? That was perfect. Oh, it's actually really good like I see why it would be better with seltzer water But this is actually really good. So it's the Trader Joe's ginger beer. I Also got this the Trader Joe sparkling water. It's the grapefruit kind, but I'm not gonna lie guys This is really good. I just heated up some stuff peppers from Trader Joe's I'm gonna have my mocktail and watch some more vlogmas. All right. I'm in my room I am going to eat this chocolate bar, and I'm going to finish the undoing which I am so excited for So I just finished the undoing. Here's the thing. I was expecting a bigger twist at the end I'm not gonna give any spoilers. So if you haven't finished it, don't worry But I know there's a lot of controversy on how it ends I know there's a lot of controversy about how it ended and I'm not gonna go and say it was the worst ending ever Like I don't even feel like it was a bad ending. I just expected maybe a little bit more But honestly, I'm fine with how it ended. I finished the show in three days. Yes There were only six episodes, but that's really good for me I just wanted to in today's vlog with just a little bit of a chat and I kind of hate to even like say something because I Know I feel like my vlogmas this year hasn't been as like happy and whatever and hi. How are you? He's so cute guys. He's actually going to be like 80 pounds. I cannot believe it. I was tricked I was tricked. Yes. I was but I love you He's literally everything I could ever ask for I love you Guys just a little fits update. I know I talk about him in every single vlog, but I just want to say he is legitimately He's legitimately the best dog. That's ever ever Breathe ever lived on this earth so handsome, too. Anyways, I'll let you say I'm not trying to have my vlog Let's be like super down this year and honestly, I'm not even super down I think I'm just dealing with a lot of like health and the hormonal issues However, I will say after this year It's just been such a weird year as everyone knows and I feel like that's what I was saying like cheer came out on Netflix in February of this year like that's so Bizarre and I watched it in March I'm like so confused anyways. I think that being 23 is a really weird age Hey guys, I've been trying to record this clip So this is me coming back trying to regroup but basically Um, I don't mean to be like negative or anything like that I have a great life, and I'm like so grateful for it, and I am genuinely happy However, I will say that I think 23 is a weird age sometimes the holidays are really weird can be really isolating especially when you live by yourself, and it's a pandemic and I don't know like when the year just goes completely the opposite of how you expected it to go I know so many of us are going through this. This is not a like. Oh my gosh life sucks type of moment It's just like I've just been feeling like a little bit down I don't know if it's just because I'm like spending so much time alone or If it's just like I just rest of the holidays or honestly a combination of all that But I just want to say like as much as I love Christmas so much holiday blues are a very very real thing and Sometimes you just put a lot of pressure. I don't know I think too just the combination of like so much change and life is just weird and whatever I don't know guys Instead I'm sorry if I haven't been as like I don't know like maybe upbeat or I'm not trying to like sit down and be like Oh my god life sucks like that's not even what I mean I have a great life, and I'm really grateful, and I'm like very happy worth where I'm at and like who I'm with I don't know. I think it's normal to like feel weird sometimes especially at this age but it's just so maybe it's also like the uncertainty of what's gonna happen and Not knowing What's gonna happen? So anyways, I'm just going to actually probably watch a new show I'm getting into shows right now guys. That is it. I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlogmas I'm really excited to continue working with Danielle and get the rest of my house organized It's gonna be so nice like I actually cannot wait, but I love you guys so much, and I will talk to you tomorrow. Bye