 Every once in a while, and I've had this experience about four or five times now I'll have this experience as if I'm expanding or my mind is expanding or like I'm leaving I'm leaving this reality and At first it's like cool, but maybe Three or four or five seconds later. I realized it feels like oh shit. This is too fast, and I don't want to go all the way yet And so I kind of come back and About also have a sense of this feeling of you know, it's okay There's no rush You know, there's no guilt either, but I'm curious What if I were to be like, okay, let's go and Basically take that leap of faith and just go with it wherever it's leading me. Oh Wow, yeah, I mean that's Beautiful it seems like that's All that I've been doing for myself and sharing and extending is this sense of of go for it go for it, you know You know kind of like that That old poem, you know two roads Diverge in a woods and I I took the one less traveled by and that has made all the difference Remember when I was in high school, I think I was Be a junior and it's something that just leaped at me from those words The road less traveled, you know, I I just was I gave maybe I was just gearing up then for I don't know what You know just like ooh something leaps with that And not from a sense of rebelliousness or from a sense of making anything wrong or whatever But but more just is just this genuine sense of happiness and joy just welling up inside It does seem to be that that's how we really open to miracles You know when we really say okay, I'm willing to go with this and let it take me Wherever it's going to take me You already you've been having those kind of expansive kind of experiences and and you can feel the vastness on the sense of limitlessness that goes with those and then It's just the ego that will try to come in with not so fast and whoa Just hold on to things You know, and I've had people that have written me quite long emails or they've You know, they've given themselves over to some pretty deep experiences and where they seem to just lose awareness of the world around Or They'll have a spouse or a boyfriend or a friend that will kind of come and find them kind of incoherent In there but in their own awareness, they're just having these vast experiences. I think of this movie. I saw Years ago called Eden where it was I Ranted the movie and I went home, and I thought well one of what this movie's about and the whole movie was basically about Astral projection It was like an astral projection movie, you know where the main character was just Was experimenting with with all this kind of travel and expansive going into other realms and so forth Contrasted with her life in this world as a mother with children The whole movie was back and forth back and forth, you know where she would go be hospitalized seemingly and go What they thought and was into like comas or whatever and from her perspective. She was just expanding and exploring consciousness and The two, you know didn't seem to reconcile, you know the the dream figures were very concerned This is not good. Mom is comatose Talk about a fully functioning mom She's like on the zero on the scale of one to ten, you know Because it was all her inner experience of exploring other realms and astral projection And so I think that's that could be said that the most helpful thing of this whole Strawberry fields forever is is really just a witness to You know just really giving yourself full permission to go for it And then to share that and because as we have these miraculous experiences and we share them Then it just is more of a chorus of witnesses for oh, this is glorious You know, why were we even thinking we should hold off? What what were we thinking? We were trying to be limited and small when there's enormous Opportunities for that vastness and expansiveness so Thank you for going for it whoo-hoo is Glory