 I bought three bottles of wine for the four of us later, since we'll be eating beef, I bought all red wines, I bought some chocolate cookies, raspberries, salad, garlic, onions, super duper excited, I still have a lot of cleaning to do around the house and cooking to do, so yeah gotta hurry up, so I gotta put salad in this tiny ass plate, so nice, I mean I always saw like glimpses of it in your vlog, it looks nicer in person, chef Ashley, finally seeing you at home, I only see this through your vlogs, it feels unreal, got the Korean beef ready for you guys, oh my gosh look at that, dude look at that, this is what it's like to be married huh, looking serious, look at how red this is, Ashley bought us raspberries for dessert, I would never buy them for myself because they're, you guys can eat it all, thank you, thank you, we're preparing desserts now, let's go, wow girl scout cookies and everything, wait no, they have a different name, caramel delight, wait I don't think I've tried these, oh girl, are they good, so good, we're a bit drunk as you guys can tell, we got some low calorie ice cream, my makeup right now and house serving party was so much fun, I finally decided to just invite some of my friends over, I just felt like my house wasn't ready and I needed to make it complete before I have anyone over, but I realized that it's always gonna be a work in progress and it's never going to be complete or perfect or the way I want it, so I was like ugh, whatever, let's just invite my friends over and have a good time, it's not even like they care, you know, they don't care about how the house looks and stuff, it's just me and I could only invite three people at a time because I only have four chairs in the house, well I only have three chairs and then I had to sit on my stool right here, so yeah, I don't know if I can ever invite more than three people, it's just a really tiny space, you know, today I actually feel like doing my makeup for once, I'm using Fenty Beauties, number five peach eyeshadow palette, so Subin bought a bottle of wine, so we ended up drinking four bottles, when I moved out on my own, I told myself that I would invite my friends over a lot, Joan would always have wine nights at her place and I was so grateful and appreciative that she would, you know, provide hospitality and I always wanted to kind of do the same too and yesterday, even though I didn't prepare anything like fancy or really over the top, my heart felt so full seeing my friends happy and being able to provide for them, yeah, just having my loved ones over, the endless conversations really really made me happy and before my friends came I was so jittery and I was so nervous and anxious but excited at the same time and I had a lot of fun preparing for them, also I realized that this is the 13th episode of the adulting series which means that I've been living alone for about 10 weeks now, that is mind boggling because time just passed by so quickly but at the same time I kind of feel like I've been living here for a really long time, I mean I think I adapt to the environment pretty quickly so maybe that's why, which also makes me think like what do I film next, for lips I'm going to use Lily Byred's Ginger Rocco, it's a little darker than I would have liked, I am not using Ginger Rocco, hold on, I'm gonna use Espoir's Butter Rum, my lips look a lot darker in the camera for some reason but it looks like this, oh the lighting is so important, you get better lighting, this is my completed look for today, wow I actually tried today, you know, I put on three different eye shadow colors, I put on mascara, yeah, I'm gonna go change and get ready for a radio I got my first ever Jordans, I own one pair of Jordans and I don't even know what model number it is, I got it as a gift from my friends when I was leaving New York nine years ago, wow did I just say nine years, yeah it's been nine years since I left New York for Korea, when I saw these Jordan ones they're called Jordan One Low UNC University Blue, I just had to get these because they were the prettiest sky blue color, look at that, I bought it off this app called Cream, it was quite expensive compared to the other sneakers that I've bought before but I think it's totally worth it, so just taking selfies right now, this matching shirt too, just go for that all blue look, just been obsessed with baby blue recently, I feel bad for the color yellow because I was obsessed with that for a while but now I'm just like, nah, about it, take it, what should I take it, I made myself a tomato, apple, honey juice for brunch, so before I put the tomatoes into the blender I boiled it for like 40 seconds because tomatoes are just healthier, eating them cooked rather than raw, so yeah, heard about that somewhere before so I was like okay let me try that and then I peeled the skin off and then put it in with some honey and added some apple just for that extra flavor and it's really good, I have pilates later at two, I've been taking trial classes so yesterday was my first class and today will be the last trial class and then I'll have to decide if I want to continue or not, I don't want to eat something too heavy before the class so I'm just eating drinking juice and I'll probably eat lunch right after the class, I feel like I go there to eat, anyways it's gonna finish this juice, gonna work on editing for a little bit and then get ready for pilates. Welcome to my LP, my two new LPs that I got from one of our listeners on Sound K, this is from Singapore and it's the sweetest, got me the Kings of Convenience Declaration of Dependence album, it also got me a 1975 album, this comes with two LPs actually, the design for this LP and the album, so nice but thank you so much and I just thought it was sweetest thing because he included a letter, the Kings of Convenience album, he said it's calling to listen to after a long day at work, perfect background music while having housewarming party or just going about your daily tasks, sheer simplicity and for the 1975 album he said it has a palette of electronic sounds, sentimental lyrics, dreamy instrumentals, I'm so grateful Music and my record player are things that make me really happy and I try to incorporate them into my daily life because you know even if they're just like small acts it definitely gives me so much joy just waking up and putting on music on the record player and even coming home and having music on while I'm getting ready for bed and it reminds me that you don't need really like expensive things to make you happy, I'm gonna continue to listen to some songs and get ready to sleep