 anything's got away from you there in that second inning Boone just cited you falling behind hitters what did you see as the issue I think that was it I think one-oh-hit for Valencia then a wall to Chris Davis and then then a couple of hard-hit balls in a row and then you know you look up and it's five to nothing and you know I kind of got away from us right there he had mentioned the fact that when you're down the count you sometimes nibble a little bit maybe aren't quite as aggressive not trusting your stuff do you feel like there's a lack of trust in your stuff at times I think when it's when it's going good I think it's it's I think when it's going good it is when you're behind in the count and you're still attacking guys and you're still forcing contact you're forcing you're forcing their hand instead of maybe the other way around and I think that is kind of what happened the night I was I was getting behind and and not able to not able to fill the zone and and then when I when I did you know throw a strike they were you know they put a good piece of the bat on it