 all that nonsense around you suddenly starts to become sense again. The chaos around starts to fall into a sort of an order. It's breathtaking to see that, but you have to do it. Of course, if the guy who wants you or the owner who wants you out of your apartment is knocking on your door, you're not going to be sitting there with a mala chanting mantras. Obviously not. What you're doing is just quieting yourself, centering yourself, having trust in yourself, and not in that big egoistic idea of who a person is, but in the truth within, deep, deep down within.