 What's happening Madden Sikes? You know I've been debating on whether to do this video or not for a while and I figured you know what might as well coming on the heels of the video reaction that I did earlier today and you know I got a little some hate from it you know the one called fuck me in the ass cuz I love Jesus so it was a parody of how certain Christians stride off a line you know they pick and choose or they find loopholes or well I didn't exactly say this so didn't exactly say that you know and I've heard the same thing about masturbation and a bunch of other things in the Bible and it picked fun at it and it could be could be considered blasphemous or sacrilegious or whatever have you excuse me and I have some people say I'm I'm subscribing and I'm like okay and the reason why I have this I feel this way is because I'm not religious anymore and I'm gonna explain to you why I'm not religious anymore okay this video could get long so for those of you that like to hear my long drawn out thought process videos then this is for you I don't know where it's gonna start and where it's gonna end okay so someone were to say to me okay Tyrone well why aren't you religious anymore in my specific life experience I grew up Christian one of many many many Christian denominations some would say it wasn't Christian because Christians are always fighting over who's right which is something that I absolutely despise about Christian denominations and about religion period is that they're always fighting over who's right killing wars all these things because our God is right and your God is wrong and like with Christians I would see the different denominations and they a lot of them a lot of times they would have so many similarities and these these little my new or even big differences is what would park the seed with them so to speak and you know every other religion is of the devil but ours is correct and I would see they would get really nasty about how they spoke about other religions yet the great teacher in their Bible would tell them to show love toward the enemy or to people that are ignorant don't understand but they the way they talk about they talk about them hatefully my specific reason which led to a few other reasons for leaving the religion and I'm not no damn apostate or any of that stuff so I don't want to hear no oh and by the way I know I absolutely know because when I used to do these videos a little while ago and I would do these more drawn out religious thought process videos people will come to my you know video I'm gonna pray for you and Matthew this says that okay just letting you know I'm not gonna read them because I've already read them and they would have helped me they helped me a long time ago there are specific reasons why I don't I'm not religious anymore one of them being that I did my own research okay I didn't do what my pastor said or what my elder said what my deacon my reverend my priest I did my own research connected my own dots and I would find that the dots that I were told were connected were not I verified things and I was just like oh boy and you want to talk about something scary you want to talk about totally believing and knowing that you've got quote-unquote the truth or you're in the right religion and you see these things and you're like oh wait wait something is wrong this is not right and there were many many many reasons and I would tell anyone anyone that is really religious if you have your doubts if you have your questions it's okay to doubt and ask questions and do your own verification so that you know what you're being taught is the truth just like with anything else if you doubt it that two plus two was four how about you get out two paper clips get out two more paper clips and then count them together and make sure it's four and that's all that I did okay I'm not talking trash on any religions or anything because I know that this line of untruth runs through many different religions and you know I see so much dirt dealing and lies in debauchery just you know like you know I I dated this one girl who was very religious and she acted up much more than I did I mean I didn't even kiss a girl until I was 18 she was fucking and sucking in high school you know already in the all types of fucking trouble drinking and so that shit but she was in church on Sunday yeah there's so many people that straddle that line like in the video and I was talking about oh well the power doesn't specifically say you can't have any those say so whatever it is how's worded because guess what there's a thousand different Bibles out there right not literally speaking but there's many different translations of the Bible and one says this and one says that and we use this one and we use the King James we use the New World translation we use the New Living we use this we use that and it's all been lost never got I never got that as to where you know like some people say oh well King James well I don't understand what exactly makes to King James the absolute truth the perfect translation I've read that has many mistakes that were never corrected but wait a minute if it's God's word then wouldn't his Holy Spirit see to it that it was translated perfectly I mean he is God right I just think he would want his people to have the truth you know and then I look at religious holidays and at first yeah it came from being a Jehovah's Witness because a lot of things Jehovah's Witnesses just don't celebrate but like I said I have my own issues with the religion of Jehovah's Witnesses there were certain things that I found didn't line up and that was the reason why I left but and you look at other Christian denominations think about Christmas for example for a religion that's based on a God that hates lies and hates liars they celebrate Christmas which is an absolute lie their guide son or their guide help whichever denomination you're speaking to was not born in the winter all the biblical scholars agree he was not born in the winter yet they accept that lie and celebrate it on December 25th why would you do that are you following man's traditions which is what the Bible tells you not to do you should be following what God says not man's traditions but so many things are steeped in tradition man's tradition not your Lord and Savior his words in the Bible but man's traditions that's just one thing like when I and I let me tell you something I still have Jehovah's Witness friends the majority of my family is Jehovah's Witness I love them all and I have no problem with them they have their beliefs I have mine now but um you know I was you know approached by several different denominations other you know certain Muslims Hebrew is a lot Israelites you know oh well we got the truth we got the truth well I already see what you're doing and I already see what you're doing so I know you guys don't have the truth I just know you don't you know I thought Christians were supposed to be like neutral right weren't you supposed to be neutral as far as politics and war yet the most religious people in the world joined the military right so I look at okay okay they're all enjoying the military and they're all killing people overseas and invading different countries and they're doing this and that okay so that can't be the right denomination right there because we're supposed to be neutral correct from what the Bible says at least that I've noticed another thing like when you look at where we get our translations from and you know they're copies of copies of copies like there's no original scrolls or anything like that left and if I mean you just look at the this the idea that you know man was inspired to write through God I really truly believe that if there is an all-knowing good God that he personally would have made sure that his perfect translation would have been copied perfectly and preserved and there would be no dispute and his people would be known because you know like I always hated the fact that you know like the Bible says basically that the you know it it rains on the just and the unjust I never liked that because and this is just just me thinking out loud once you're telling you want to have Bible studies with me Quran studies and all this other stuff studies with me but right now I am religion to out so don't approach me because I don't want to hear it I'm only different type of journey right now and if somehow I come back to God I will okay but what I'm saying is like um damn I lost my train of thought you know like oh so I'm thinking about the like the Hebrew Israelites there's the whole discrepancy of whether you know that the okay the original Israelites were black okay that's actually pretty significant considering world history and the way things are taught in the mind programming that goes on today on television news just all these different things just very interesting you know some people say like I said the Israelites were black they were not white folks okay there's that I remember I was approached by them on the street one time and I remember I was with Sarah at the time and I remember I stopped and I listened to them she was like don't stop you know they're always preaching hate and I might at this time this was my first time to ever say in them so I was like oh this is so baby let me let me you know see what they have to say so the guy was he started kind of getting ramping up into talking shit and he could see that I was with Sarah and he had said something about you know the Asian woman to have you praise in Buddha the Indian woman to have you praise in Shiva and the white woman to have you praise in Satan they start laughing and she she stormed off told me fuck you walked off crying and this was what I said to him and I said you know you're reading from the Bible and the Bible preaches love and what did you just do with her that was hate and he started this is just like bro no wait brother come back come back see because he knew he was wrong I knew that if this was a real true religion there's no way they would be preaching that much hate and talking like that on the street as far as what Bible says I'm only really familiar with what the Bible says you know so I called up to her and she's like fuck you this night yes her damn temper and I said did you stay to hear what I said she's like what'd you say and I told her what happened and how the other people because everybody shut up once I said what I said nobody was laughing anymore no one was clapping anymore you know because they were laughing and clapping like yeah you made the white girl storm off you know fuck that in a racial couple type of shit or you or you just schooled that brother now he probably won't get rid of her her Satanist ass you know whatever it is the white devil you know all that and I told her she was like you did you said that I was like yeah so next time stay to hear what I have to say yeah I mean I'll just walk off on me like that you see how I'm doing yeah so you know and another thing about religion and I get a feeling that what I was gonna say earlier was not just the Hebrew Israelites I had something else to say but another thing is you know this is on some red pills shit but if you look at religions they're a form of control not that man shouldn't have self-control or form of control but if you look at them they can be manipulated they can be used for mass control right like when you look at the Matrix I remember reading that the Matrix was one of the smartest movies ever made and they were surprised that it was me and remember when Neo came back from seeing the architect which could be considered the nocturne I know that's a whole different video he said the one Jesus which he represents in that movie some people say he actually represents Satan if you look at certain videos but we're gonna go with him being a Jesus symbol he said the one was just another form of control remember when he told Morpheus that Morpheus like I don't believe that remember that what if it is remember in the book of Eli when he was like you know like you want this book for this it's not just a book it's a weapon remember that interesting isn't it and I'm not saying oh I'm not religious cuz oh you want to do whatever you want like some people tell atheists oh you're you're an atheist because you want to do what you want you don't want to have any rules in your life and maybe there's something like that but I don't believe that all atheists are like that I've met atheists and Christians and sometimes one's really good one's really bad sometimes the other one's really good the other one's really bad they're good people and bad people on the planet some of the worst people you'll ever meet on the planet are and most despicable people are the most religious and some of the nicest people on the planet are the people that don't have any faith they just believe in goodwill toward all men that type of thing so you know it's just when like I said I did my own digging and when you first see something not connect it can be really scary you know a lot of religious people especially Christians because I know Christians you know it's I remember Mike Epps made a joke during a stand-up and he said I got he said he said I got turned my life over to God but I got to get this money first but you know there is me acting like that and it's true and what that points to is kind of like how people how people feel that they know the truth and they know the true road to God but they feel like they need to do other things before they can get their life right and I never really understood like I get it because you you live in this evil world and you know yeah but yeah I get this money first so you feel better than you can finally turn yourself over to God right okay so the other thing I was gonna say was how people how the rate how yeah it rains on the just the unjust I always didn't like that because there were examples in the Bible of people being truly protected by God the specific instances not all the time but specific in this instances and it's just my total belief here this is just my belief that I'm speaking of right now I personally believe that if there is a good loving all-knowing God out there that truly cares that his people his people every minute of the day would be absolutely untouchable they would not have to give their lives die in these horrific ways whether it be nailed to a stake whether it be racked and pulled and beheaded and all these sick hangings and all these different things that happen because of religion his people would be totally untouched that is my personal belief I'm like thinking myself like if I am following the true God what why don't you protect me I understand it's like I understand why would I have to give up my life you know for what I believe I understand like if I've already made a dedication like I believe that you are the true God why do I have to die why I have to be tortured why does my family have to be hurt you know I think it would be the coolest thing it made me cool isn't the right word but I think it would be the greatest thing in the world if you were in a religion and you were just totally prosperous I mean like because God can read your heart right so if you are just just a fabulous human being and you do everything that God asks of you in the scriptures and this and that I don't see why you should have any turmoil in your life personally I really don't I think everything you it should seem as if you have the Midas touch as if you have totally been blessed by God one story that I always hated Bible and I hate it till this day is the story of Joe this has always driven me nuts I've always hated this story so you become this pawn this is toy you become the object of a wager between challenging spiteful finger-pointing son and his father you have children you have land you have wealth you have a wife you have status you have power and that's all taken from you within a blink of an eye and some would argue that that was a test but here's my thing here's the one thing that always look and I can talk about a bunch of other things in the story of Joe that bothered me but this was the main one and I don't even have children yet I don't even have children yet but I got a dog and I know how much I love him even though he stays with his mother right now I know how much I love him and some of y'all may laugh at that some of you may say it's not the same but I can empathize and understand what it would be like to have a child and if I were to have 10 15 daughters and sons and you were to let that that son take my children away for me and say hey you know what because you stayed close to me and you didn't give up I'm gonna give you 15 more I'm gonna say no I want the 15 back that you let take let him take from me that's what I want back I never understood that that story drives me wild I cannot stand that part oh well he gave him more so no no you all know that have children what it's like to know each and every one of them and for them all to be killed in an accident and if God came to you and said I'll give you five more children what would you say oh you're gonna bring back the ones that no no no I'm gonna give you five new ones don't worry about them bring you five no no I don't want five new ones I want the ones that I lost I had personal relationships with them I knew them I knew them this one was the apple of my eye this one was my heart this one was my little man this one was my little girl this one was my little piggy you know I mean you I that's what I'm saying like there's a lot of things that I just see throughout the Bible that just are not right to me Jesus died in the Bible there's a flood and it said that the great ones right I'm paraphrasing here came into the city so you're saying that people that died in the past were resurrected essentially zombies in a way came into the city and I remember that heard some people try to explain it like oh well you know now there's a flood so but so you know the bodies came out of tombs and floated into that that's what it was uh-huh well that's what it would have said okay they made it the Bible makes it sound like these people came and say like they were walking and people were very afraid no they thought zombies don't exist zombies ain't real that's demonic zombies are demonized isn't that but what your Bible says zombies did exist so which one is it you know and all the fighting over whether Jesus is God whether he's part of God whether he's actually his son whether he's not his son whether they're one in the same it's just really weird to me you know like you know he has he creates a perfect couple and you know they mess up so now the sudden they die but I always thought was weird that it was the tree of knowledge of good and bad and I don't understand they open their eyes and all of a sudden they knew what was right and wrong which I thought was weird I thought was a good thing to have knowledge you know it was right or wrong but I could see other people saying well now you know you're supposed to trust God and what's right and wrong in this because they didn't listen they didn't obey him yeah I get it I get it but so then he he enacts a plan at that moment to bruise the Satan in the head the same with bruising and it took thousands of years to happen and I'm born a virgin and he dies and why about forsaken me and I understand why this takes so long you know I mean like why does God take so long for his plans to happen that that that that's a mad massive irritant to me too why does it take so long you could you could approve all your points your God okay you could approved all your points and taking care of all it's not for you to understand because you're a human being Tyrone you know that agitates me to just a time and forever forever Jesus has been coming back there have been so many preachers and quote-unquote prophets that have told us when God is coming back and it has never happened yet some people argue it's already happened Jesus is sitting on his throne already maybe it's true um but I'm always hearing that Jesus is coming back Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus I understand why is Jesus the only true God why is Christianity the only true route to to everlasting life you know some people say religion is man's way of figuring out his sorting out his problems you know about life gives him peace of mind you know but who's to say the Quran isn't true who's to say the Buddhists isn't true I mean I've read some of Buddhist teachings very very wise teachings very wise teachings Confucius just a lot of different things I've read and I'm like you know it's funny how a lot of religions are just so they have this line of common I want to say truth but the common theme that runs through them all I've noticed you know and I know the explanations oh well no you know okay if you're Christian I Satan without all these other fake religions to confuse you I've heard that before I know but what if I grew up somewhere else you know what if I grew I didn't grow up in a nation that brought over slaves and forced Christianity on them what if I grew up somewhere where Christianity wasn't prevalent you know I understand what makes Christianity the end all be all you know and some people just give you a blanket statement this broad stroke without thinking about the doubt what they actually say like they'll say well because the Bible says well I understand that you're saying yeah because that's what you believe but how do you you know there's I believe they're around anywhere from 20 to 30 20 to 50,000 different religions and denominations out there 20 to 50,000 I believe that's a lot and guess what everybody's got it right so I'm in this video I'll end this video saying this I know my heart and if there is a God he knows my heart he knows that I seek truth so if there is a God he will allow me to find truth in everlasting life or whatever it is that actually exists out there he knows my heart he knows what I want and or she or the universal power or whatever you want to call it okay they know me they know my heart and they will find a way for truth to be revealed to me okay so this is my video just me talking about several different issues that I have with religion I don't hate religion I do hate certain things that have happened you know millions of people millions of millions of millions of died over just believing differently it's just it's really sick you know but I know not everything in religion is bad I do know this I know it's it's two it's different you know sides of the coin there's good and bad killing being done but yet they'll give to charity you know I mean it's like I said so this is tired me out this is my I'm emotionally tired right now so this is my last video of the night please don't I mean please I don't need you to come to the channel and preach and preach and preach and preach because like I said I'm on a different path and if it's my time to discover truth I will but I really highly doubt that any of you out there have it okay still happy time around still happy individual is just my religion journey is at a halt right now I'm just trying to become a better person period myself I'm trying to become a better person live a happy prosperous you know just wonderful life live my dreams travel meet different cultures meet different people make people laugh educate people just it's just what I want to do that's it right now and like I said God knows my heart he will allow me to find him okay that's it one million subscribers