 There's one point when Victor is trying to tell Elaine that I made Simone and she just says Victor she made you and That's that's directly out of the course of miracles What you made seemed to make you that's the that's the whole reversal of cause and effect Inventing a world making an ego and inventing a world and then Thinking that the world that was invented made you That's the story mom and dad The whole story is based on that reversal of cause and effect And what you made made you so that's this is getting right at the base of the ego You seem to set it in motion and then it just turns around and it makes you and You feel like a victim of it of a world You hear teenagers say I didn't ask to be born in this world. Why did you bring me here? You know, it's that's another version of victim of the world And it just goes on and on and on and on until you start to to reclaim The power of the mind which leaves workbook lessons from a course in miracles. I have invented The world I see I am not the victim of the world I see you see the mind training flipping it all back around Everything that you don't like about the world the ego put there and then it threw it back as if you're just like a human being Who's being done too? You have a hostile world. Maybe you are mistreated the ego says his parents parents mistreating you friends family neighbors Were you abused? Who was it that did the abusing? Who threw it out there in the first place who thought up the idea of abuse You know you invent an ego and then it throws out a world. It seems like you're just a character a little puppet a Little feather dancing in the wind at the mercy of a world giant world outside So this is a great movie showing the whole dynamics underneath the construct You made it and it made you At one point, you know when he's trying to He gets start to get angry at the construct, you know He says, you know You made me I made you first You know, it's like I got you first and I'm gonna get you back I'm gonna pull the plug on you but but in the end this was an also a good symbol that you can't kill the ego as much as you must might hate what It seems to be and what what it made if you try to kill it you will Feel like it's indestructible because you can't you can't You can't kill what was said in motion. You can only expose the underpinnings underneath it and then it will disappear it will dissolve away, but As much as people sometimes say, oh, I'm gonna get back at that ego for doing this to me You know, it's like come on. Just keep coming at me. You know once it likes a fight Try to kill me. It says, you know, that gives me more strength You try to kill me. So so this this movie really really gets at those dynamics But once you see it, you can never take this personality self so seriously Because it seems to have a life of its own and it seems to have have gone on and developed all this drama and all this reality But it doesn't have any it never Had any reality just a ghost any impressions or feelings from that movie It seemed like she was always questioning it and in the end she was sort of that I think would be like the Holy Spirit Yeah, I think she had the key pivotal line in the movie because when people say I just can't grasp this forgiveness thing How How does Jesus or how does the Holy Spirit view this world and the great line that I quote over and over and over and over from This movie is when they get when he gets back at the limousine and you know, he says, what do you think Lainey about? What I did was Simone and She says the famous line were fine with fake dead Just don't lie about it Now that's the Holy Spirit in other words Whatever the ego seemed to make whatever it seemed to do It's like Jesus and the Holy Spirit are like saying to your mind. We're fine with fake Just don't lie about it Just don't continue on now that I've told you it's an illusion Now that I've shown you that's an illusion Now that I've taken my time to explain very carefully in 31 chapters You know how this whole charade works and it's a total figment of imagination has no basis in reality There's a blessing I have to give you we're fine with fake Just don't lie about it in other words the Holy Spirit and the and Jesus are not like upset with the ego or angry with the ego or angry with the mind that believes in the ego or upset with the mind that's dreaming Today I was doing a one-on-one with Malfurion's son and he kept saying I just Feel like I should be holy. I feel like I should be able to get this I should I really feel like I want this and I want to Just Be with God. That's all I want is to be with God and it's like these these nagging Thoughts these nagging feelings these repeating patterns, you know, it's like I can't stand it This is not my life. This is not the way it's supposed to be and And he was saying maybe I'm just really hard on myself, but I just feel really bad Like I screwed up somewhere like I messed up How could I possibly have messed it up so bad when it was There for me so perfect. How could I mess this up and it's like this is where you got to remember the line of Lainey in there We're fine with fake Just don't lie about it. This is why we say no private thoughts First of all, it's a fact like Paul was sharing last night that there really literally are no private thoughts But it's not like they're they're wrong or they're evil or they're bad or anything of the sort You know, we're fine with fake. Just don't lie about it. We're fine with private thoughts that you believe in Just don't cover them Just don't justify them Just don't try to fool yourself into thinking that they're real and Make up stories, you know if you've got Thoughts that involve anger or pain or hatred fear guilt jealousy Anything that's going on in there but just thoughts and We're fine with fake. They're just fake thoughts. We're fine with that, but just don't lie about it. Don't lie about it to yourself Don't believe in them Don't take them so seriously because you're gonna feel guilty If you buy the bait and you take these thoughts Seriously, they're not your real thoughts. That's what he's saying in the work in the workbook. You have real thoughts Thoughts that you think of God and that's your innocence. That's your joy That's your release that's your happiness and then you have these private thoughts which really have no validity No reality at all and the reason you don't need to feel guilty about these thoughts is because they're not real God didn't create them God didn't create attack thoughts. God didn't create Comparisons judgments, you know all the things we've been talking about that we've been letting surface during these Four weeks God didn't create any of those. They didn't come from God So they don't really have a real source and they don't have a reality