 you're looking like the top model we have in 25 hours well thank you I guess my mindset changed on a lot of things and just maybe hitting rock bottom taught me a lot and I've been reading as well so I decided to change and be better and my higher self as much as I could be so here I am today yeah but from now this plane of working out eating healthy what what else were you focusing on sobriety I'm even having a mucktail today so just maybe I'm learning from my mistakes and choosing to learn from my mishaps yeah you mentioned your healing we're human beings you're not perfect we always make mistakes do people judge whatever you went through what they're in a position what their right to judge what you went through I mean yeah I okay I believe judgment is confusion because we all make mistakes we're all human but in some what way it pushed me because I was able to look at the sides of myself that I wasn't proud of and it was hurtful but it made a really resilient babe so yeah few of your friends were there your family members were there you even stepping down on your few jobs you had maybe few opportunities you had now focusing on yourself self-love come fast what about it yes I'm healing right now I'm getting to discover my womanhood as well I'm just 23 so I'm glad to know this much at a young age and I aspire to tell every woman to discover and think for herself because the world is cruel but you're stronger and your resilience yeah you know we we learn every day you know you've come back bigger stronger better amazing content personality your fans are excited to see you back now we're doing your own things as you never left what is the feeling to see when you own things other things maybe you're planning maybe to protect to limit the show to the world oh for sure for sure at least I come I've come back with a better view of what to show the world and what to keep to myself in terms of like keeping my private life there's some things I do like to hide because good things that and for everybody the good things for me are just for me and I like to keep it like that so for sure I think that experience has taught me to conceal some things and we went to smile went to not when to cry and we're crossing right now the Lord our father right now I think if I find a man who's makes my life easier and making watch much more than me like in terms of wealth and money why not why money come fast money come fast oh honey I learned that the hardware I thought actually the love was everything oh no money we have to be stable fast and then everything follows yeah what do you expect now Ronu is back any are you looking forward maybe we see you on TV something like that oh yes yes yes I'm hoping to be out there out there so keep out keep out that's all I can say anytime soon end of this year yeah end of this year yeah some projects I'm walking home and I'm happy yeah wind up now Ronald bullies were there all the time comparing you with us some a jimbo you guys are very great in your own unique way now this time you're back I don't know you're planning to deal with them on one-on-one the negativity I think I dealt with my haters if you follow me I there's a day I really did it but I can't realize comparison is really the thief of joy for real there's no need everyone has their path I also learned that I have my own magic and my own authenticity and I should celebrate my lights that's it someone else winning doesn't take away from me and other people winning doesn't take away from you you know so support people uplift people when it's your chance it's your chance when it's your time it's your time yeah thank you so much I was speaking to us maybe I want to your fans to have been there for you all the time I love you guys and think for yourselves yeah thank you so much