 me okay yeah Skype is gonna work or not so yeah I'm gonna share my screen we're not gonna talk about any stocks tonight but I thought can you see it yes I was doing a couple little videos here and I thought of you and I thought I'm gonna put you on the spot and see what are you going to change or improve about your trading for 2019 that's the best way to do it yes I intuition don't be intellectual this is we know intellectual 2019 yes but I haven't considered 2019 you should be it's almost here before you know it boom it'll be January 1st so right now without thinking at all even though it's okay to think I'm saying instinctually right now and this is this is how you think not with your brain but with other parts of you which is your heart and your soul and your spirit what do you what do you want to see for yourself in 2019 what do you want to manifest and create for yourself for your trading for 2019 and you shouldn't have to think about that success okay success to find that for for yourself success comes with monetary terms doesn't it with being paid for what you do time that you spend doing what you do okay so meaning that you would be making a certain amount like you have a specific amount of you don't have to say it if you don't want to say it but like you have to you should have an amount in your head specifically it should be an amount that you want to make by 1231 19 that you want to make trading by the end of the calendar year so you're thinking about the whole year you're saying okay I want to make this much money from the market by the end of the year no matter how whether it's options whether state training whatever that's I find that difficult okay well then that's problem number one because you can't because if you're not that specific I didn't even realize this should ask you this a long time ago you really need to be that specific if you're going to manifest something for yourself and I'm I'm being a hundred percent serious here because if you don't know or if you find that difficult then you're it's never gonna happen not a chance in hell yes I understand that but I you need to have an amount of money and you I mean it's not January 1st but I'm just telling you it's November 25th you better start thinking about it you got 31 days yes I mean I have thoughts about how much I would like yes I have thoughts in the past of how much I would like but it's actually it's it's the 36 days I just looked at a calendar I don't know why I was thinking Christmas it's a month of Christmas today oh my gosh I can't believe that Christmas is in a month it's having the ability to be able to it's not so it's seeing that you are actually achieving something in achieving the means to get you where you want well philosophically that's great and that said that's a great attitude for someone that just started yesterday it's a fabulous attitude but that's not you so we're being specific to you okay so for you you you need to actually it's more for you than that that's a great attitude for somebody that just starts that never traded in their life before and and just did the class day one yes that's not you so I'm saying and this is you know it's it's you really and constantly whenever you're saying well it's you made money but it's not enough and you made money but it's not enough and that kind of self-talk has you've got to stop but the biggest thing is I'm seeing here now you don't even know what you would be happy with by the end of the year and you absolutely have to think about that the problem is yes I am happy with small amounts I'm happy with what I receive it's not so much how much you are receiving back from the market to me it all relates back as I said a thousand times it's how much I'm putting out there to how much I'm being returned I know but you can't do anything about that so it is what it is a different time different no it's not no it's not a hundred dollars I would like two hundred dollars I know but the reality is that not every trade works out like that and so until you can come to to like you until you can come to terms with that and just find peace with it you're you're gonna be frustrated so I mean I would love every trade to be some huge massive trade to a dream target or one we could just do every single day like Namitya we just shorted every day of our life I mean I would love that but that's not reality so the reality is that some trains are not going to turn around the way that you want or go to the target that you want but they could still be profitable you have to find a way to live within the confines of the framework of what the market gives you and knowing knowing and trusting that there will be huge trades and if you're not sure what those are then you ask me so the reality is that you need to you need to accept that if you want to do this that you will not always have these risks to rewards that you that you expect and that's where the not enough is coming from it's exactly where that's coming from no it's not the not enough but you say that you say that all the time in the room you say that all the time in the room no it's not the fact that it's not enough it's the fact that how can I how can I get a pro target out there to say let's just say 50,000 I want 50 50,000 how do I achieve getting 50,000 when I've been up there I've traded it a thousand dollars ago that's not a problem when I'm lost you want to make 50,000 by the end of year you want a $50,000 account I don't understand what's the 50,000 again 50,000 50,000 in the account let's just say 50,000 okay we have to make the 50,000 then to get the 50,000 so let's start with that so yeah okay so based on that again you still have to come up with an amount of money that you want to make for the end of the year or just look six months out if you can't if you can't do a year say say 50,000 okay six months you want to have $50,000 in the account yes so that would be June though be by July 1st yes okay so there's a goal so you need to start getting that in your head every day and say a thousand times a day yes so you need to see it there okay so where do you start you see where do you start I'm obviously trading small I'm trading small because I've been up there large and I know but you didn't do the right actions then because your expectations were too high and I'm trying to bring you down see here's what you're it's like you're climbing can you see my arrow you're going up the mountain yes everything looks great you're almost at the top and then you then you hit a rock and you fall back you may not go right up straight again you may hit that rock and then you go up a little bit and you fall back again you say oh my gosh what doesn't mean you go all the way back down here but that's literally what you've done to yourself so you're still you're still past the starting point here I truly you're not at the top yet but you're still past the beginning so why don't you look at the glass as half full instead of half empty a little bit but I do that's my attitude I look at it as half full I don't think you do even though you have a very happy mannerism about you you're very happy but sometimes I can tell by your thoughts it's not it's not even what you say to me it's what's going on in your head but it's frustration because I know you can have these thoughts of money and how much you want and you can also have the knowledge of what you're supposed to you have the knowledge you've been trying to change the knowledge around and I think I've proven at least in the last month that you shouldn't do that I hope that I've proven that point but either way you've got the knowledge or you did until you started to jimmy it around but if you go back to the basics anyways I think you'll be best and I hope that the last month approved that because you've been trying to follow me more but either way you've got that it's that it's what's going on in your mind I mean for me to say to you what do you want to make in 2019 and not have a clue not even have a clue that is a problem right there I mean it's like yes but like I said you only you only can put a figure out there when you have that wrong wrong oh I sat with you at Capitol Grill in 2013 and we went out to dinner and you were here and I said I want to be a national television I didn't have a clue how I was gonna get there I didn't know what channel I would be on I didn't know anything at all and I did 150,000 things to even get to this point none of which made any sense and every time something didn't work out I didn't cry the blues and I didn't give up and I didn't say and I'm never gonna do it in my mind I had exactly what I wanted to happen exactly what I knew I wanted to happen and I told you that when we sat at dinner at 2013 and I don't understand why I can't be a mentor for you from that to envision what you want to occur not even knowing how it's gonna happen maybe you don't know what's how it's gonna happen but you know exactly what you want to happen I could see that I could see that before I sat in front of you face-to-face what the drive that you have a new possess that you can do that too but don't you get it you can do that too you can do that too yes I have yes I do have the drive there okay but it's it's seeing that actually no you can't you're telling me right now you can't create it until you know exactly ABCDEFG you want to know every step from 1 to 25 it's gonna get you there and I'm telling you that's not how life works yes that that would be that would be fantastic and guess what if that was the case everyone would do well in the world in the planet but that's the mystery of life don't you get it the people that think like me or the ones that end up creating what they want because I didn't know how it's gonna get there and I still have things I want to do now and I have no idea how they're gonna happen but I know that they will and so you can learn from me Philip you don't need to know that know that if you see that and believe in that that it will happen and part of the fun or I guess the the excitement of the journey is to have absolutely no idea how that's gonna happen but you know that it will yes I don't believe so I don't believe that it's just the fact that I'd like something to materialize in front of me no you want to know do boo boo you want materialize what you have had good trades you've had good solid trades maybe some were less than what you wanted but you've had good solid profits in the last month and I gave you credit for that and you know the other day I said you're doing better you're absolutely doing better you've had some good solid trades now the fact that you didn't do the market ones whatever you still have had some good solid trades and your booking profits so give yourself to the back pat on the back for having that and doing that the market ones that you've come old they were more day trades I know but there's something you can do about that right now if you ever want to get to the point where you hold these things overnight then you have to get your account up so it's just like again it's the same thing but look at it as a half glass full you're looking at the glasses half empty well I couldn't do these because I couldn't hold them look at it as a half full glass I am but I have to work within the restrictions of my account I know I don't want to I don't want to get into this here I don't want to talk about any specific trades right now I want to talk about what's going on in your mind I don't know you could turn that around and have your account in a place where they would let you actively day trade and less than in fact why don't you manifest that what right now why don't you say I want to have an account where I can do the every single trade that she's calling whether it's in the ETF or whether it's a whether it's a day trade of the market I want to have this by February 15th right there there I just gave you an idea something to manifest and I just threw that out there I am happy with this where I am I'm quite happy where I am it's just the problem of the size of the account but it's not a problem if you get it up so you need to you need to start thinking more positively this is what I'm saying but you're not thinking specific enough and your mind you're like well I'm never gonna be able to do this till the end of time I mean that's not true you and we're right now I'm just gonna tell you you had a huge account before you told me and then guess what you stopped doing the right things you would be up $2,000 and a $4,000 risk trade and you wouldn't get out with profit and you see how the market forced it on you the discipline to tell you that you were doing wrong actions and that even making two grand with a $4,000 risk is actually a good trade but in your mind you never thought it was a good trade now you're risking a hundred and making 84 and you're saying well that's an okay trade but I really would like to make more but don't you understand it's all the same process it's what's happening in your head this is nothing to do with the gap it's nothing to do with charts it's nothing to do with anything at all with the market it has to do with you you could apply this to anything you real estate something else you want to do over there in Europe this is the fact that you are you've created the situation you're in right now but you can very well uncreate it and create the thing that you want but if you don't if you don't put it out there what that is then if you're gonna continue to stay in this in this fog so you need to get very very clear about what you want to accomplish and that's the reason I'm talking to you tonight now you it's not January 1st but the fact is you don't even have to wait till then you could say well I'm clear right now boom December 1 I'm starting this and you could do it it's like there's no limitations on anything that you want to do at all yes yes I see that I can see I can see that yes I'm in a position to move in that direction but obviously I'm looking I'm just focusing on options whether I'm fine with you focusing on options focus on the options focus on the day trades focus on whatever you want I think you should do both and you want to do both but I'm saying right now till January 1 you have I don't know five weeks or whatever is left to the end of the year six weeks or whatever that whatever the period is I'm saying you need to get in your head straight mentally what you want to achieve for 2019 and even right now you could take the next week and decide what you want to achieve in the month of December so that you feel like you're moving forward and that will be better for you I think you're moving forward the last month now you might not feel like you are but I actually think that you are but you still have you don't have this exact thing in your head that you know a hundred percent because if you can't even say it to me then it's not there like for me to say to you what do you want by the end of the year and not know then that what what message and this is the last thing I'm gonna say they're gonna get going because I have stuff to do tonight what message do you want you have to give the message to the universe and it needs to be clear and if you're not if you can't do that then there's no way it's gonna happen because it's not gonna just gonna magically fall in your lap the message that you're putting out into the universe needs to be crystal crystal clear okay and many people fail to understand that they say well I'm very positive and I'm optimistic okay about what I mean if you don't have in your head specifically exactly you don't need it you don't even that's the beauty of the universe that's the magic that's the magic of our us as human beings you don't even need to give the exact steps all you have to do is be very clear about it with your intention and that you're knowing what it is that you want and it will happen it will just happen you don't need to know the steps and that's the magic of creating what you want and manifesting what you want in your life and I am living proof of that Philip and you know that so take knowing me to just kind of give into it instead of fighting it or saying this doesn't make any sense to me just say well you know just give into it just say you know what yes I believe that this is true it doesn't make any sense to me but I think she's right do you know what I'm saying yes I mean the frustrating part of my account this month was I took a trade coming up to the end of the month I know that was WMT was it or what was it I forget what you did I can't remember now but I think I lost no it was when it was when it was a win that you did you lost four times yeah that was the one I knew a start with a W yeah that was the one that through the spanner if I had to I mean I was nearly I was in fact I think I was over a hundred dollars in profit if I had taken it out at that point it would have been my account would have looked a little healthy okay so that is that going to ruin your life no it isn't no but you analyze don't you or you should do why you didn't achieve what you wanted to achieve wait say that again what you analyze what you could or if you had taken that money at that time right I mean you anticipated it going further of course but I didn't risk four times the amount and neither should have used so do you want to say that market is never it wasn't no it wasn't that trade it wasn't that particular trade no that is the trade that you risked more than you should have I remember you telling me yes so the market isn't going to pay you it's like saying well this is a great trade it never happens this way like let's just say you would risk your entire account in the video guess what it would have been amazing but that would have been so irresponsible if you risked your entire account in a stop a stop stock I can't think of anything right now but something that would have stopped say say the win then you would have lost the whole thing the market is never going to pay you a huge amount of money by doing something dumb it just doesn't work that way it just simply does not even every once in a while you hear somebody oh they made a million dollars in Bitcoin well guess what those people probably have lost that and more because they bought it again and now it's look at where it's at it's 70% down so the point is that you're not you're not going to learn anything from that experience that's going to help you you learn when the experience is saying gosh I lost this amount I should never have taken four times your risk you don't get paid in the market by risking the farm making a huge amount of money and then running off into the sunset it just doesn't work like that because you would you even if that would happen you would you would do that again and the next trade wouldn't work and then you hurt you even more because if you made a hundred grand in one trade and then risked a hundred grand in the next trade and lost it all you'd really be hurting it'd be a lot different than risking 10 and losing 10 or risking five and losing five because you would it wouldn't be a hundred so that those emotional swings and people do them to themselves in the market they do it all the time I hear the stories that isn't good that's not what happened to you but I'm just saying that there there's nothing to be learned from that other than to not have risk more than you were wanted to risk and I still don't know why you did that but it's not the end of the world it was one trading you're still trading yes I am yes it was probably out of frustration probably but don't you understand we could have a great trade tomorrow the next day or the next day or the next day and all of a sudden it could be like that never even happened you have to have amnesia a little bit too you're you're you hold on to these things like for till death do us part I mean I don't hold on to them yes some of them I do remember but I remember the good ones as well I know you got to remember the good ones but you can't expect to have some amazing huge Facebook trade every trade and I guess that's the only that's the only point anyways I really want you to think about this and you've got time but the things I said I you know what stuff I just said tonight was good I mean you really got to think about what I just said because you are you do not know what you want to where you want to be at by the end of 2019 and you have time to think about it but I'm telling you if you don't know then you're gonna be having the same conversation with me in a year from now yes I will have to consider what my goal is you don't have to have a plan of action specifically but let me say this let's say you would write one down that's okay too but if it doesn't work out exactly like that it doesn't mean everything goes to pot so it's okay to say well I'm gonna do this this and this and this and this to get there and this is my goal and you have that goal and you have to go out there the problem is that people do that then they have the goal then something in the five-step program that they have for themselves doesn't work right and then they completely lose sight of the goal do you see how this is how people's minds work so and but that's not how my mind works so I'm trying to tell you so you could say well I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna do this I'm gonna do this show so you go down you do step one it works great everything's fabulous everybody loves you and you're doing fabulous you're making all kinds of money then two looks good and you're really up so much money then you do three and oh my gosh this is horrible now it's terrible and all of a sudden the goal now is gone to you just because three didn't work out well you don't you don't lose the goal in sight just and to manifest what you desire just cuz three didn't work out there could be another step you didn't know about maybe there are six steps instead of five maybe there's a yes you understand what I'm saying I do yes yes this makes sense what I'm trying to say it does make sense absolutely yes I can fully appreciate what you're saying I just need to put something into action but it's just in your mind I've never seen someone more create something that they don't want than you which is what you did when you were here two years ago so I'm telling you that is how powerful you are so no recognize how powerful your brain is you could even create something don't want so stop doing that right the power of creation doesn't know the difference between something that's that's good or bad there is no good or bad it's whatever you're gonna create so you can create something positive we can create something negative creation is what it is it's it doesn't it doesn't it's either it's neither one you're creating as a human being that's how powerful you are you're creating whatever you're creating so there's no label on it the universe doesn't know if it's good or bad the universe is saying well this person wants this so I'm going to give it to them and that may not be what you want but you absolutely created it so you got to be very specific about what you want out there to create because you're so powerful that you'll actually create something that you don't want do you understand what I'm saying I can partly yes I can partly I it's not it's not that I wanted I do think of it and you'll consider it but it's actually achieving where anything no see you're worried again about the steps so you're worried again about the steps you're almost too practical see I'm completely a dreamer and that served me well in my life but you're you're getting I'm not saying being I'm not saying be impractical but you're almost like too practical right but at the same time Philip I know you long enough that I if I said do do do do about whatever you you could go there to be a dreamer you could do that so you have it in you I can't dream yeah so you know you're just not embracing that side of you in reference to your life with training and I'm telling I'm trying to I'm trying to tell you you need to do that and if you do that isn't practical as it may seems to you it actually is gonna help you get there on a day-to-day reality basis which is what you want okay I think this was a productive discussion definitely thank you all right think about what I said and I'll talk to you in the run this week certainly well thank you okay bye tonight