 let me show y'all I've added to my doll collection you know Monica gonna be like what girl this is Monica Monica thick yeah she thick and things look at her hair Monica the Monica had a baby and um yeah it's a baby she ain't got no name yet still got a name in ceremony y'all hold on what the heck is going on at my job okay let me turn my phone off y'all turn this phone off then Monica decided to let her friend her good Judy Michael is her good Judy Michael then Michael was like well hey I got a friend that's down on her luck and she needs to come in to Zaza we know they named her name but she won't tell us her real name so this is Zaza look at her she chocolate she still likes to wear her lace fronts though so but we ain't gonna judge her cuz she bad yes she bad this is Zaza so Zaza come over here yeah I know I've been doing a little quarantine shopping I got my list of topics to talk about I'm gonna show you some more stuff I purchased through ASOS girl did y'all know I told y'all one of my videos that ASOS sells makeup and they also sell um they sell skincare and body stuff and I was here for it and they got quad pay which is the enemy so I got the ordinary vitamin C vitamin C suspension 30 says suspension 30% in silicone what does that mean does that mean that the vitamin C just floats around this is interesting let me turn this off a little bit better again the artnery I got it from and it's vitamin C I have vitamin C serum over here but this is different and it make me it'll make me feel bougie if I get this and use it um that was it as far as skincare then I got these bath crystals to use in a new bathtub yes these are just infused with sea salts acai berry extract yeah so that's gonna go over here let me get some of this I got a lot of skin stuff now y'all a lot of skin care I have so much it won't be able to fit in my little carry container and I got some bubble bath let me open this up watermelon ooh ooh I'm gonna add some tequila in that and you're a good girl y'all prayed for me I thought I turned this hoe off yeah I'm trying to stay off of Facebook and social media so many people will get to a girl we'll get to this to the discussions so many people let's get past coronavirus in general so many people are dying and so many people are being killed I feel like I feel like a ridiculous amount of people are being killed this month for some reason it's just sad so I'm trying to even be on social media seeing that stuff as soon as I log in to MSN I see it and I'm like this is sad and a lot of young people look just because you 23-24 does not make you invincible you may think so but you are not as far as makeup go this in my opinion is one of the best matte pore makeup that you can get this little tube cost me like $10 so who told me about this Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie I had I can take care and swallow those just you guys I couldn't I really can't watch anymore I really can't it's too much going on I like the old Jackie and I get people change your brand change and you have to rebrand yourself but stay true to it keep some of you there and she has changed so much and it's just not for me anymore but she didn't introduce me to this poor professional little thing here a bigger can tube is very expensive but what I was gonna say is I started watching her when she was in was she in Kuwait or Saudi Arabia she was somewhere in the Middle East and she has that wood closet old school wood closet and she would just do regular makeup in front of her camera yeah so I missed that Jackie but I get it people change and I don't have to watch and I don't I also got cabral by benefit to if you have a bear brow you can build a brow build build buildable color girl is that it is there anything else in here how do you do this look at this can I try it on camera how do y'all do this this is like a dang on what oh so that comes out and then you how is it dip it's like a dip brow I'm not good at these what the hell did I want to get let me try to do one brow okay Vivian you can't be looking crazy let me try to do this this is small let me get into my dip into what I have I can't my hands are bigger than this so yeah look how small the brush is does it extend like oh you know what you could do do you put it do you put it in here girl look at that look at what they did put it in there I'll tell you what look at God with this stuff you only need a little bit I'm assuming okay then what I do is with light strokes also let me build up on let me see the picture my shit ain't gonna look like that but come on what do I think girl what's that okay let me yeah I'm not gonna really be doing this on here I'm just playing around that's all right you know once you do your concealer and stuff okay alright girl let's go into this discussion we got a lot to talk about not really but I know how it is today what I'm gonna be doing I'm gonna be taking down these raggedy at these raggedy twist yeah I'm trying after I'm trying not to curse I'm trying to be safe and sanctified so we can all get through this together and so that my channel can be appropriate for everyone speaking of YouTube YouTube is getting on my nerves they are doing some massive changes for us content creators and I'm gonna put this on something there we go that's better sorry y'all so YouTube is straight up tripping with all of these changes that are going on behind the scene so we are as content creators we're having to use a new studio for editing our a new future of YouTube which is basically a studio when you go in you edit your video this is where you edit the description you update your tags there's a lot of different tabs and stuff you have to go into to make sure that your video looks right on on YouTube another thing that you do at this time is to ensure that your videos are monetized right so last week when I was uploading several videos I make sure my videos are monetized including my last vlog and when you have a video this over 10 minutes long that's when you can add several ads in right you can do ad breaks and miss Jackson that was sorry miss Denza does that because I need to make sure I'm getting my money right so I go in when was it about three days ago to look at my latest video and I noticed that it has a gray globe which means it's not monetized wait a minute I'm pretty sure when I uploaded this I said to monetize the video so when I at this point I switched over to classic studio okay y'all let me get up some clips girl let me just wrap it up long story short I had to do what's called self-rate my videos before I can monetize it and it freaked me out because the different categories they had I was like what that you you could either self-rate and they had different categories like violence drugs gun language and then within category and within each category you had to rate the level of degree like are you using life language are you using heavy language are you full-on going you know quitting Tarantino or whatever how are you what are you doing in your videos self-rate yourself you know it's like um it's really light like you can find some of the words I use an old testament very light cursing so I'm like okay well let me just put on it's appropriate for everyone let me not you know so I had to go back and self-rate three of my videos before my monetization and for my last two videos they weren't even monetized and I was livid because as a youtuber you get your most views within the first two days I'm not getting paid for any of that I mean I basically lost out on all of that on those views and I was like what the hell so I reached out to a couple of other youtubers and they're saying that they don't see that on their end so y'all I thought I turned this dangle thing off y'all I don't know what's going on with my phone so yeah that is going on with YouTube and it's very very frustrating I'm gonna use a little bit of water to help unravel my hair I'm gonna spray it all over now what are y'all watching on YouTube first of all I've been joining in oh lord I need to cut that I've been joining in on the live for some of African hair gods video videos and I've been seeing some of you guys I'm jumping in on those videos girl he was watching a couple of old school the og youtubers when I mean old school like the sherry jays witness actually old school who is sugar African export and it was really nice to see some of those old videos I miss people like Leo body she doesn't post it all she's on Instagram like I told y'all before but people ran her off of here and you know I think it's kind of sad that people assume that someone has died if they're not making videos people have lives y'all this is a lot of work a lot of these people have jobs they have schools they have husbands they have other priorities this is a hobby and back then especially if you were chocolate and for type they weren't getting the type of free free products and getting hit up to do product reviews like a tearing guy and we're gonna get a minute you know what I mean like the three type and there's definitely a such thing as curl discrimination on YouTube we have seen this before it's still happening to a certain extent and so yeah that was totally different back then so this was definitely a hobby it wasn't like even nowadays where I have companies still reached out to me and say hey are you gonna do this review and I have something to look forward to come back and do you soon I'm saying like they didn't have that back then they really didn't so they I guess my my point is that they had to keep up that passion for it and after a few years it gets old hell that's why I take breaks when I do cuz and I'm not even a big youtuber I have to take my breaks because after a while I'm like yeah no so that's what I think a lot of these people are doing and yeah we may feel like they should be checking in with us and and giving us an update but they don't have to do that they don't owe anyone an explanation this is a hobby okay let me just say that I always see comments and who is it really who who really gets hit up craving you know I'm talking about I always get her name wrong craving kinky curls or craving there are a couple of people on her videos questioning whether or not she was dead or alive come on out y'all stop come on let's not do that so yeah people get busy and they move on and they you know thank God that they leave their channel up there so we can go back and look at their videos but yeah so I've been joining his live streams and I've been seeing some of y'all in there hey Sarah I saw you hey Aryan I saw you someone else I saw can't remember your name but she did say hi to me she spoke to me the other day actually when I was in there but girl so speaking of all he also brought up Kimmy tube who Kimmy tube is back border hammer is back and glad to see her although she's not as consistent I like border him up hammer because border hammer represents that fine hair hair chicks and we don't have a lot of that representation on this platform so I really do like to see her on here I love her fashion sense I love her sense of humor but girl that last line when I completely forgot about this beef in the natural hair community there was a video that tearing guy had put out about basically who was responsible for the integrity is it youtubers or subscribers and I don't necessarily if it was integrity of a brand or what and who was it that did the first response it was African export responded to that video the Kimmy tube got the African export was talking about her and she was funny so YouTube back then had you have the ability as a youtuber to do a direct response to someone right now when we do it we have to type in edit the title and all they got remember that but a long time ago seven eight years ago you could literally how do how would we do it you could upload a video and then tie it to someone else's a video girl could you imagine the shit face that what happened if we have the ability to do that now I couldn't imagine not with these petty gossipers I couldn't imagine it so that happened oh I totally forgot about that and so it was very peasy around the kitchen I'm not trying to hurt any feelings their responses but it was going back and forth for a while and then yeah so he was replaying those videos and that brought back a lot of memories when that happened do you remember when that happened those you've been on your full while I do and I was like girl I mean boy you're bringing up some memories that's for sure so yeah I've been watching that not really watching any other people because everyone's talking about you know the coronavirus and all that and so I don't like doing my hair is looking but anyway let's pin this up so yeah that's been going on my phone my camera was about to start so one thing I've been noticing is there's a lot of people cutting their hair meaning like in the past three months or so several youtubers have been doing like a almost like a danglesick and bitch up I feel like it's so I get it you know and the good thing about that is that their audience has something to look forward to you know the styles will be different because their hair is a different length so the last one I saw was Whitney natural 85s child she cut like she cut like a whole dang on bundle out of her hair she cut her hair did she say 13 inches was it 13 inches y'all cuz she was a little past waist length and now she has a bob that still hits her shoulders and I'm like okay you you got long hair still to us as long it was long before but that's still long that's long to a lot of people with the length she cut it to it's cute though it's really cute and I'm like the shape of it but the one who cut her hair and I almost had to unsubscribe because I was so hurt I mean having like I be connecting to people's hair to other people's hair even though they may not be is what is the baby's name Nia Amani but I was I started laughing because when she cut her when she cut her hair she went to her mama I thought her mama was about to roll up a magazine and hit her or something her mama's face was unbothered but like what do you want me to do yeah Nia Amani cut her hair she had waist length and she cut her hair to like here then she started playing with some colors it's cute um yeah y'all so that is it when it comes to YouTube yeah let's get into these TV shows now let me know what you know what tea tea said I should be doing a whole segment on Joe Exotic you right girl you absolutely right so let me get back into that a little bit more uh-oh you see that let me stop let me spray that let me get back into Joe Exotic a little bit more from Tiger King because mr. 45 our president up here talking about he may pardon him now y'all I'm gonna say something that may surprise some people and it may not I like Joe Exotic I could just tell you know what Rhonda you're right Rhonda is Mr. Likeful out here you were absolutely right I could tell that he's had a hard life that does not excuse anything that he has done but I could tell that he has had a hard life I can also tell that deep deep down deep down the guy has a good heart he has just allowed his love for money and his wanting to be and wanting to be loved honestly affect his decision-making you know that again that does not excuse his behavior I'm really surprised to hear the amount of years they sent us sentenced him to 22 years child rapists don't even get that much time 26 22 years child he gave the one guy $3,000 it's supposed to be $5,000 he gave the one guy $3,000 to kill this woman Carol Baskin and the guy took the money and ran off it was like bye I got my money I'm gone and um yeah I I I think I may go ahead and watch this show over again cuz I was just so intrigued by every episode like seriously I was but do y'all know what the character that I really I feel like he held he held back a lot for obvious reasons is the drug pen that the drug dealer what is his name I wrote it down Marlowe no Mario Mario down is he down in Florida or Miami Mario I believe he's Cuban Mario last name begins with T he first of all they tried the people on the show for Netflix they tried to get in and they tried a several times and they were like you don't you can't just come up in here cuz he has his own big cat sanctuary or whatever and he was like you oh Lord y'all he's going back live again oh he's going back live playing games anyway African hair god so yeah he has like a whole security and was like yeah no you just can't come up in here his own security was seeing this I was like oh they they he needs his own show and yeah they're supposed to be a reunion and curl says she's not joining it she ain't gonna be participating in y'all fullery but look I wanted to go back and um I just look at some more information on the people on the show why when I try why when I typed in oh here come Amazon Prime did I order something hold on y'all hold on y'all Amazon is delivering something and and these people be trying to be stealing packages in our name they're stealing packages everywhere but they get bold over here come on man get out the skin you're stuffing get out so yeah let me go ahead and here I can watch him here from here so what was I saying so when I went to do a search on Joe exotic why did Joe exotic husband's teeth pop up when his husband's girl this is some sister wives so it wouldn't be sister wives it would be a brother husband's type of bull charm he got one tooth right here he has a space to hold those two teeth and then you go about three mouths over here and there's another two he has a mouth mouth that's from doing math oh my god so I just thought there was hilarious that was a separate search coming up I guess people searching up his teeth so anyway um I was acting that one kid Travis he accidentally shot himself that wasn't a suicide although I honestly think that deep down that manifested he probably was considering suicide and it just came it came forth it came you know you know what I mean I really do believe that happen but I don't think that was his intentions right then and there because he did it in front of people he was playing around with the gun and it went off y'all just sad so that whole show is just full of it if you haven't if you have not watched it it's called Tiger King's plays girl you ain't got you ain't doing nothing put the kids down go ahead and watch this show so yeah this was me doing a reunion I don't know when it's coming so I forgot to tell y'all other stuff I've been watching first of all let me talk about this Washington walking dead right I'm caught up in the last few episodes episodes it really bothers me I get it's in the world zombies everywhere whatever but it kind of bothers me that Michelle is still wearing those ashy as jeans you've been out here for a good five six years you need to tell me you can't find any of the pants JC Pennings is forever open you can't find no more no more she's been wanting to get back I get stuck on stuff like that the details girl she's been wearing those same pants oh okay didn't even get over so anyway caught up in the walking dead I hear my baby last few episodes is crazy so I've been watching good girls and y'all this season three is not giving me what I want I wanted to see you know I wanted to see Beth and Rio hook up and said their sister still is chemistry and you know what I think I said this a couple of videos ago maybe this was last year they need to watch it because they have serious when people have chemistry like that on the show that's not fake you have chemistry in real life one scene a couple of episodes ago where Rio just shoulder because at this point she works at this gift card place where she prints out cards or whatever and they do customized cards so he comes in and he's like I heard that you do print jobs you do customers she's like I don't know he's talking about you know her red hair looking like you lose she's like this I don't know what you talk I don't know you talking about you know looking on redness or three things so he's like he pulls out the gun I'm the whole he may have like your mama say mama's but you better go ahead and show him but you better take your fluffy ass back there pour that glue whatever you do in 10 more minutes baby I'm almost done okay I'm doing my hair and talking to my friend yeah my friend so I'm not lying that was sexy but besides that there ain't been no other the last episode she did because she had to ask him for a favor so the last episode so girl she knew what she was doing she did that smoky eyes she did that peach lip to match her hair she put on a nice fit and dress she starts walking and he's looking at her like he was already probably lit so after a few more shots he's looking at her like man what do you want I forgot to tell y'all that did I get all these things out y'all and now I got a few more um I started watching Castle Rock that is on Hulu and I like it scary it's scary I already can see the um Stephen King references as far as the poor of course Castle Rock Stephen King uses Castle Rock as a setting for a lot of his books but Shawshank is in there I already see the twins because oftentimes twins in any type of movies like this have some type of special powers because they're twins okay so yeah I'm just on season excuse me I'm on episode 2 I'm already scared and I'm already liking that liking it though so yeah let me try to separate some of this because right now it looks hard and fluffy it looks it looks chaotic um one is dirty and old alright hold on y'all so y'all besides that another thing I've been watching my guilty pleasure and I feel sad for these people now I'm watching on YouTube because JB doesn't like me he doesn't like to see it he my child is so empathetic and he he's definitely he picks up on people's emotions and he feels so sad when I was watching this uh it's my 600 pound life that is my guilty pleasure and I'm so I'm so messed up that I purposely wait to eat to and watch that show but what I started watching recently and I'm almost done with it is family by the time and I'm watching season one with the black family and you know what this is a beautiful family they are very I was getting so teary-eyed in several moments because I can tell that they are a close family a close knit family and um they they really love each other I mean of course they have their they probably have their problems that they're not showing on you know for the cameras but overall they seem to be very close and support each other so it started off with the one family member who probably wasn't one of the bigger ones she decided to get gastric bypass surgery right then her daughter Naomi was up and she decided to get it done a young girl and I know she she does not like people to say this and I get it because whenever I go somewhere out in my surroundings oftentimes I'm the biggest person and I'm only a size 12 and I'm always the biggest person because people out here or you know they're very cautious about what they look like which is good you know so I guess my point is is that so many times you know when I've said something about my weight their response from other people that have been you look great you are so pretty y'all you are very beautiful like yeah but from the neck up that's what you you just confirmed it so Naomi is extremely pretty I mean this girl is stunning with or without makeup and there was an episode seen I mean where this dress shop worker a woman working in a dress shop was like well we don't have anything for plus size and she just made a sad comment to the young girl a young lady was like you know what when you get you're very pretty when you get this weight off oh my god basically like you're pretty true to be a fat girl and you hear it you hear it special girls with pretty face I know my sister gets it my sister's a big girl but she get those men too y'all so y'all back to the show though so yeah watch your family by the time and it's good I'm almost done they don't have a lot of episodes which honestly supposed to be normal you're not supposed to be having 15 dangling episodes in a series normal is eight and so I was surprising that they only have eight episodes and I was like wait a minute this is actually normal to have only seven or eight episodes for a series this is how it should be we've gotten used to having all this extraness and then four or five reunions afterwards you don't need all that and then spinoffs and all that so yeah y'all um so yeah y'all watching that and it was so sad when their cousin what is her name Chikada her cousin the mom died her mom died from Alzheimer's and she had not left her house and what three or five years she couldn't go to the funeral now another family reggae another family member excuse me felt was filming and was lied at the funeral but the woman the poor woman was sitting on her bed bawling and crying seeing her siblings so hurt and she saw she's the eldest you know seeing her siblings at the funeral of the mother's funeral I just could not imagine not being able to go because that that was only gonna happen once having a funeral from your for your mother and not being able to go there and say your goodbyes so that right there triggered her to start on her weight loss and I just like the support of of all of them and I actually follow Naomi on Instagram she's lost like a hundred pounds so far all right y'all that is it we've been rambling now this thing will be about 30 minutes long y'all thank you so much for watching take care bye