 16 Aunt Fanny doesn't look much better, George said to his mother, a few minutes after their arrival on the night they got home. He stood with a towel in her doorway concluding some sketchy ablutions before going downstairs to a supper which Fanny was hastily preparing for them. Isabelle had not telegraphed. Fanny was taken by surprise when they drove up in a station-cab at eleven o'clock, and George instantly demanded a little decent food. Some criticisms of his had publicly disturbed the composure of the dining-car steward four hours previously. I never saw anybody take things so hard as she seems to, he observed, his voice muffled by the towel. Doesn't she get over it at all? I thought she'd feel better when we turned over the insurance to her, gave it to her, absolutely without any strings to it. She looks about a thousand years old. She looks quite girlish sometimes, though, as mother said. Has she looked that way since father? Not so much, Isabelle said thoughtfully, but she will, as time goes on. Time will have to hurry, then, it seems to me, George observed, returning to his own room. When they went down to the dining-room he pronounced, acceptable, the salmon salad, cold beef, cheese and cake, which Fanny made ready for them without disturbing the servants. The journey had fatigued Isabelle. She ate nothing but sat to observe, with tired pleasure, the manifestations of her son's appetite, meanwhile giving her sister-in-law a brief summary of the events of commencement. But presently she kissed them both good night, taking care to kiss George lightly upon the side of his head so as not to disturb his eating, and left aunt and nephew alone together. It never was becoming to her to look pale, Fanny said, absently, a few moments after Isabelle's departure. What'd you say, aunt Fanny? Nothing. I suppose your mother's been being pretty gay, going a lot. How could she, George asked cheerfully, in mourning, of course, all she could do was sit around and look on. That's all Lucy could do, either, for the matter of that. I suppose so, her aunt assented. How did Lucy get home? George regarded her with astonishment. Why, on the train with the rest of us, of course. I didn't mean that, Fanny explained. I meant from the station. Did you drive out to their house with her before you came here? No, she drove home with her father, of course. Oh, I see, so Eugene came to the station to meet you. To meet us, George echoed, renewing his attack upon the salmon salad. How could he? I don't know what you mean, Fanny said, cheerfully, in the desolate voice that had become her habit. I haven't seen him while your mother's been away. Naturally, said George, he's been east himself. At this, Fanny's drooping eyelids opened wide. Did you see him? Well, naturally, since he made the trip home with us. He did, she said, sharply. He's been with you all the time? No, only on the train in the last three days before we left. Uncle George got him to come. Fanny's eyelids drooped again, and she sat silent until George pushed back his chair and lit a cigarette, declaring his satisfaction with what she had provided. You're a fine housekeeper, he said, benevolently. You know how to make things look dainty as well as taste the right way. I don't believe you'd stay single very long if some of the bachelors and widowers around town could just once see. She did not hear him. It's a little odd, she said. What's odd? Your mother's not mentioning that Mr. Morgan had been with you. Didn't think of it, I suppose, said George carelessly. And, his benevolent mood increasing, he conceived the idea that a little harmless rallying might serve to elevate his aunt's drooping hearts. I'll tell you something in confidence, he said, solemnly. She looked up, startled. What? Well, it struck me that Mr. Morgan was looking pretty absent-minded most of the time, and he certainly is dressing better than he used to. Uncle George told me he heard that the automobile factory had been doing quite well. One a race, too. I shouldn't be a bit surprised if all the young fellow has been waiting for was to know he had an assured income before he proposed. What young fellow? This young fellow Morgan laughed George. Honestly, aunt Fanny, I shouldn't be a bit surprised to have him request an interview with me any day, and declare that his intentions are honourable and ask my permission to pay his addresses to you. What did I better tell him? Fanny burst into tears. Good heavens! George cried. I was only teasing. I didn't mean. Let me alone, she said, lifelessly, and continued to weep. Rose and began to clear away the dishes. Please, aunt Fanny, just let me alone. George was distressed. I didn't mean anything, aunt Fanny. I didn't know you'd got so sensitive as all that. You'd better go up to bed, she said, desolately, going on with her work and her weeping. Anyhow, he insisted, do let these things wait. Let the servants tend to the table in the morning. No. But why not? Just let me alone. Oh, Lord! George groaned, going to the door. There he turned. See here, aunt Fanny, there's not a bit of use you're bothering about those dishes tonight. What's the use of a butler and three maids if—just let me alone? He obeyed, and could still hear a pathetic sniffing from the dining-room as he went up the stairs. By George, he grunted, as he reached his own room, and his thought was that living with a person so sensitive to kindly railery might prove lugubrious. He whistled long and low, then went to the window and looked through the darkness to the great silhouette of his grandfather's house. Lights were burning over there, upstairs. Probably his newly arrived uncle was engaging in talk with the major. George's glance lowered, resting casually upon the indistinct ground, and he beheld some vague shapes unfamiliar to him. Formless heaps they seemed, but without much curiosity he supposed that sewer connections or water pipes might be out of order, making necessary some excavations. He hoped the work would not take long. He hated to see that sweep of lawn made unsightly by trenches and lines of dirt, even temporarily. Not greatly disturbed, however, he pulled down the shade, yawned, and began to undress, leaving further investigation for the morning. But in the morning he had forgotten all about it, and raised his shade to let in the light without even glancing toward the ground. Not until he had finished dressing did he look forth from his window, and then his glance was casual. The next instant his attitude became electric, and he gave utterance to a bellow of dismay. He ran from his room, plunged down the stairs, out of the front door, and upon a nearer view of the destroyed lawn began to release profanity upon the breezy summer air which remained unaffected. Between his mother's house and his grandfather's, excavations for the cellars of five new houses were in process, each within a few feet of its neighbor. Foundations of brick were being laid, everywhere were piles of brick and stacked lumber and sand heaps and mortar beds. It was Sunday, and so the workmen implicated in these two facings were denied what unquestionably they would have considered a treat. But as the fanatic orator continued the monologue, a gentleman in flannels emerged upward from one of the excavations and regarded him contemplatively. Obtaining any relief, nephew, he inquired with some interest. You must have learned quite a number of those expressions in childhood. It's so long since I'd heard them that I fancied they were obsolete. Who wouldn't swear, George demanded hotly. In the name of God, what does grandfather mean doing such things? My private opinion is, said Amberson gravely, he desires to increase his income by building these houses to rent. Well, in the name of God, can't he increase his income any other way but this? In the name of God it would appear he couldn't. It's beastly, it's a damned degradation, it's a crime. I don't know about its being a crime, said his uncle, stepping over some planks to join him. It might be a mistake, though. Your mother said not to tell you until we got home, so as not to spoil commencement for you. She rather feared you'd be upset. Upset! Oh, my lord, I should think I would be upset. He's in his second childhood. What did you let him do it for in the name of—make it in the name of heaven this time, George, it's Sunday. Well, I thought myself it was a mistake. I should say so. Yes, said Amberson, I wanted him to put up an apartment building instead of these houses. An apartment building? Here? Yes, that was my idea. George struck his hands together despairingly. An apartment house? Oh, my lord! Don't worry, your grandfather wouldn't listen to me, but he'll wish he had some day. He says that people aren't going to live in miserable little flats when they can get a whole house with some grass in front and plenty of backyard behind. He sticks it out that apartment houses will never do in a town of this type. And when I pointed out to him that a dozen or so of them already are doing, he claimed it was just the novelty, and that they would all be empty as soon as people got used to them. So he's putting up these houses. Is he getting miserly in his old age? Hardly, look what he gave Sydney and Amelia. I don't mean he's a miser, of course, said George. Heaven knows he's liberal enough with mother and me, but why on earth didn't he sell something or other rather than do a thing like this? As a matter of fact, Amberson returned coolly. I believe he has sold something or other from time to time. Well, in Heaven's name, George cried, what did he do it for? To get money, his uncle mildly replied. That's my deduction. I suppose you're joking or trying to. That's the best way to look at it, Amberson said amably. Take the whole thing as a joke, and in the meantime, if you haven't had your breakfast—I haven't—then if I were you, I'd go in and get some. And—here he paused, becoming serious. And if I were you, I wouldn't say anything to your grandfather about this. I don't think I could trust myself to speak to him about it, said George. I want to treat him respectfully because he is my grandfather, but I don't believe I could if I talk to him about such a thing as this. And with a gesture of despair, plainly signifying that all too soon after leaving bright college years behind him he had entered into the full tragedy of life, George turned bitterly upon his heel and went into the house for his breakfast. His uncle, with his head whimsically to one side, gazed after him, not altogether unsympathetically, then descended again into the excavation whence he had lately emerged. Being a philosopher, he was not surprised that afternoon, in the course of a drive he took in the old carriage with the major, when George was encountered upon the highway, flashing along in his runabout with Lucy beside him and Penn Dennis doing better than three minutes. He seems to have recovered, Amberson remarked, looks in the highest of spirits. I beg your pardon? Your grandson, Amberson explained. He was inclined to melancholy this morning, but seemed jolly enough just now when they passed us. What's he melancholy about? Not getting remorseful about all the money he spent at college, was he? The major chuckled feebly, but with sufficient grimness. I wonder what he thinks I'm made of, he concluded, quarrellessly. Gold, his son suggested, adding gently, and he's right about part of you, father. What part? Your heart. The major laughed, ruefully. I suppose that may account for how heavy it feels sometimes, nowadays. The town seems to be rolling right over that old heart you mentioned, George, rolling over it and burying it under, when I think of those devilish workmen digging up my lawn, yelling around my house. Never mind, father, don't think of it. When things are a nuisance, it's a good idea not to keep remembering them. I try not to, the old gentleman murmured. I try to keep remembering that I won't be remembering anything very long. And somehow convinced that this thought was a mirthful one, he laughed loudly, and slapped his knee. Not so very long now, my boy, he chuckled, continuing to echo his own amusement. Not so very long—not so very long—end of CHAPTER XVII Young George paid his respects to his grandfather the following morning, having been occupied with various affairs and engagements on Sunday, until after the major's bedtime, and topics concerned with building or excavations were not introduced into the conversation, which was a cheerful one, until George lightly mentioned some new plans of his. He was a skillful driver, as the major knew, and he spoke of his desire to extend his proficiency in this art. In fact, he entertained the ambition to drive a foreign hand. However, as the major said nothing, and merely sat still, looking surprised, George went on to say that he did not propose to go in for coaching just at the start. He thought it would be better to begin with a tandem. He was sure Penn Dennis could be trained to work as a leader, and all that one needed to buy at present, he said, would be comparatively inexpensive, a new trap, and the harness, of course, and a good bay to match Penn Dennis. He did not care for a special groom one of the stablemen would do. At this point the major decided to speak. You say one of the stablemen will do? he inquired, his widening eyes remaining fixed upon his grandson. That's lucky, because one is all there is just at present, George. Old fat Tom does it all. Didn't you notice when you took Penn Dennis out yesterday? Oh, that'll be all right, sir. My mother can lend me her man. Can she? The old gentleman smiled faintly. I wonder—he paused. What, sir? What do you mightn't care to go to law school somewhere, perhaps? I'd be glad to set aside a sum that would see you through. This senile divergence from the topic in hand surprised George painfully. I have no interest whatever in the law, he said. I don't care for it, and the idea of being a professional man has never appealed to me. None of the family he has ever gone in for that sort of thing, to my knowledge, and I don't care to be the first. I was speaking of driving a tandem. I know you were, the major said quietly. George looked hurt. I beg your pardon, of course, if the idea doesn't appeal to you, and he rose to go. The major ran a tremulous hand through his hair, sighing deeply. I—I don't like to refuse you anything, Georgie, he said. I don't know that I often have refused you whatever you wanted, in reason. You've always been more than generous, sir, George interrupted quickly. And if the idea of a tandem doesn't appeal to you, why, of course—and he waved his hand heroically dismissing the tandem. The major's distress became obvious. Georgie, I'd like to, but—but I've an idea that tandems are dangerous to drive, and your mother might be anxious. She—no, sir, I think not. She felt it would be rather a good thing—help to keep me out in the open air, but if perhaps your finances— Oh, it isn't that so much, the old gentleman said hurriedly. I wasn't thinking of that all together. He laughed, uncomfortably. I guess we could still afford a new horse or two, if need be. I thought you said— The major waved his hand airily. Oh, a few retrenchments where things were useless—nothing gained by a raft of idle darkies in the stable, nor by a lot of extra land that might as well be put to work for us in rentals—and if you want this thing so very much. It's not important enough to bother about, really, of course. Well, let's wait till autumn, then, said the major, in a tone of relief. We'll see about it in the autumn, if you're still in the mind for it then. That will be a great deal better. You remind me of it, along September or October. We'll see what can be done. He rubbed his hands cheerfully. We'll see what can be done about it then, Georgie. We'll see. And George, in reporting this conversation to his mother, was ruefully humorous. In fact, the old boy cheered up so much, he told her, he'd have thought he got a real load off his mind. He seemed to think he'd fixed me up perfectly, and that I was just as good as driving a tandem around his library right that minute. Of course I know he's anything but marzoli. Still, I can't help thinking he must be salting a lot of money away. I know prices are higher than they used to be, but he doesn't spend within thousands of what he used to, and we certainly can't be spending more than we've always spent. Where does it all go to? Uncle George told me grandfather had sold some pieces of property, and it looks a little queer. If he's really property poor, of course, we ought to be more saving than we are and help him out. I don't mind giving up a tandem if it seems a little too expensive just now. I'm perfectly willing to live quietly till he gets his bank balance where he wants it. But I have a faint suspicion, not that he's getting miserly, not that at all, but that old age has begun to make him timid about money. There's no doubt about it, he's getting a little queer, he can't keep his mind on a subject long. Right in the middle of talking about one thing he'll wander off to something else, and I shouldn't be surprised if he turned out to be a lot better off than any of us guess. It's entirely possible that whatever he sold just went into government bonds or even his safety deposit box. There was a friend of mine at college, had an old uncle like that, made the whole family think he was poor as dirt, and then left seven millions. People get terribly queer as they get old sometimes, and grandfather certainly doesn't act the way he used to. He seems to be a totally different man. For instance, he said he thought tandem driving might be dangerous. Did he? Isabel asked quickly, that I'm glad he doesn't want you to have one. I didn't dream. But it's not, there isn't the slightest—Isabel had a bright idea. Georgie, instead of a tandem, wouldn't it interest you to get one of Eugene's automobiles? I don't think so. They're fast enough, of course. In fact, running one of those things is getting to be quite on the cards for sport, and people go all over the country in them. But they're dirty things, and they keep getting out of order so that you're always lying down on your back in the mud. Oh, no! she interrupted eagerly. Haven't you noticed? You don't see nearly so many people doing that nowadays as you did two or three years ago. And when you do, Eugene says it's apt to be one of the older patterns. The way they make them now, you can get at most of the machinery from the top. I do think you'd be interested, dear. George remained indifferent. Possibly, but I hardly think so. I know a lot of good people who are taking them up, but still—but still what, she said, as he paused. But still—well, I suppose I'm a little old-fashioned and fastidious, but I'm afraid being a sort of engine driver never will appeal to me, mother. It's exciting, and I'd like that part of it, but still it doesn't seem to me precisely the thing a gentleman ought to do. Too much overalls and monkey wrenches and grease. But Eugene says people are hiring mechanics to do all that sort of thing for them. They're beginning to have them just the way they have coachmen. And he says it's developing into quite a profession. I know that, mother, of course, but I've seen some of these mechanics and they're not very satisfactory. For one thing, most of them only pretend to understand machinery, and they let people break down a hundred miles from nowhere so that about all these fellows are good for us to hunt up a farmer and hire a horse to pull the automobile. And friends of mine at college that have had a good deal of experience tell me that mechanics who do understand the engines have no training at all as servants. They're awful. They see anything they like and usually speak to members of the family as, say, no, I believe I'd rather wait for September than a tandem mother. Nevertheless, George sometimes consented to sit in an automobile while waiting for September, and he frequently went driving in one of Eugene's cars with Lucy and her father. He even allowed himself to be escorted with his mother and Fanny through the growing factory, which was now, as the foreman of the paint shop informed the visitors, turning out a car and a quarter a day. George had seldom been more excessively bored, but his mother showed a lively interest in everything, wishing to have all the machinery explained to her. It was Lucy who did most of the explaining while her father looked on and laughed at the mistakes she made, and Fanny remained in the background with George exhibiting a bleakness that overmatched his boredom. From the factory Eugene took them to lunch at a new restaurant just opened in the town, a place which surprised Isabelle with its metropolitan air, and though George made fun of it to her in a whisper, she offered everything the tribute of pleased exclamations, and her gaiety helped Eugene's to make the little occasion almost a festive one. George's ennui disappeared in spite of himself, and he laughed to see his mother in such spirits. I didn't know mineral waters could go to a person's head, he said, or perhaps it's this place. It might pay to have a new restaurant open somewhere in town every time you get the blues. Fanny turned to him with a wan's smile. Oh, she doesn't get the blues, George. Then she added, as if fearing her remark might be thought unpleasantly significant, I never knew a person of a more even disposition. I wish I could be like that. And though the tone of this afterthought was not so enthusiastic as she tried to make it, she succeeded in producing a fairly amiable effect. No, Isabel said, reverting to George's remark and overlooking Fanny's. What makes me laugh so much at nothing is Eugene's factory. Wouldn't anybody be delighted to see an old friend take an idea out of the air like that, an idea that most people laughed at him for? Wouldn't any old friend of his be happy to see how he'd made his idea into such a splendid, humming thing as that factory, all shiny steel clicking and buzzing away, and all those workmen, such muscle-looking men, and yet so intelligent-looking? Here, here, George applauded. We seem to have a lady orator among us. I hope the waiters won't mind. Isabel laughed, not discouraged. It's beautiful to see such a thing, she said. It makes us all happy, dear old Eugene. And with a brave gesture she stretched out her hand to him across the small table. He took it quickly, giving her a look in which his laughter tried to remain, but vanished before a gratitude threatening to become emotional in spite of him. Isabel, however, turned instantly to Fanny. Give him your hand, Fanny, she said gaily, and, as Fanny mechanically obeyed, there Isabel cried. If Brother George were here, Eugene would have his three oldest and best friends congratulating him all at once. We know what Brother George thinks about it, though. It's just beautiful, Eugene. Probably if her brother George had been with them at the little table, he would have made known what he thought, for it must inevitably have struck him that she was in the midst of one of those times when she looked exactly fourteen years old. Lucy served as a proxy for Amberson, perhaps, when she leaned toward George and whispered, Did you ever see anything so lovely? As what, George inquired, not because he misunderstood, but because he wished to prolong the pleasant neighborliness of whispering. As your mother, think of her doing that, she's a darling, and Papa. Here she imperfectly repressed a tendency to laugh. Papa looks as if he were either going to explode or utter loud sobs. Eugene commanded his features, however, and they resumed their customary apprehensiveness. I used to write verse, he said, if you remember. Yes, Isabel interrupted gently. I remember. I don't recall that I've written anything for twenty years or so, he continued, but I'm almost thinking I could do it again to thank you for making a factory visit into such a kind celebration. Gracious Lucy whispered, giggling, aren't they sentimental? Until that age always are, George returned. They get sentimental over anything at all—factories or restaurants, it doesn't matter what. And both of them were seized with fits of laughter which they managed to cover under the general movement of departure, as Isabel had risen to go. Outside upon the crowded street, George helped Lucy into his runabout, and drove off, waving triumphantly and laughing at Eugene who was struggling with the engine of his car in the tonneau of which Isabel and Fanny had established themselves. Looks like a hand-organ man grinding away for pennies, said George, as the runabout turned the corner and into National Avenue. I'll still take a horse any day. He was not so cock-sure half an hour later on an open road when a siren whistle wailed behind him, and before the sound had died away, Eugene's car, coming from behind with what seemed fairly like one long leap, went by the runabout and dwindled almost instantaneously in perspective, with a lace handkerchief and a black-loved hand fluttering sweet derision as it was swept onward into minuteness, a mere white speck, and then out of sight. George was undoubtedly impressed. Your father does know how to drive some, the dashing exhibition forced him to admit. Of course, Penn Dennis isn't as young as he was, and I don't care to push him too hard. I wouldn't mind handling one of those machines on the road like that myself, if that was all there was to it. No cranking to do or fooling with the engine. Well, I enjoyed part of that lunch quite a lot, Lucy. The salad? No. You're whispering to me. Blarney. George made no response, but checked Penn Dennis to a walk, where upon Lucy protested quickly, oh, don't. Why, do you want him to trot his legs off? No, but—no, but what? She spoke with a parent gravity. I know when you make him walk it's so you can give all your attention to proposing to me again. And as she turned to face of exaggerated color to him, by the law but you're a little witch, George cried. George, do let Penn Dennis trot again. I won't. She clucked to the horse. Get up, Penn Dennis. Trot. Go on. Commence. Penn Dennis paid no attention. She meant nothing to him, and George laughed at her fondly. You are the prettiest thing in this world, Lucy, he exclaimed. When I see you in winter and in furs with your cheeks red, I think you're prettiest then. But when I see you in summer and a straw hat and a shirt waist and a duck shirt and white gloves and those little silver buckled slippers and your rose-colored parasol and your cheeks not red but with a kind of pinky glow about them, then I see I must have been wrong about the winter. When are you going to drop the almost and say we're really engaged? Oh, not for years. So there's the answer, and let's trot again. But George was persistent. Moreover, he had become serious during the last minute or two. I want to know, he said. I really mean it. Let's don't be serious, George. She begged him, hopefully. Let's talk of something pleasant. He was a little offended. Then it isn't pleasant for you to know that I want to marry you? At this she became as serious as he could have asked. She looked down, and her lip quivered, like that of a child about to cry. Suddenly she put her hand upon one of his for just an instant, and then withdrew it. Lucy, he said, huskily. Dear, what's the matter? You look as if you were going to cry. You always do that, he went on plaintively. Whenever I can get you to talk about marrying me. I know it, she murmured. Well, why do you? Her eyelids flickered, and then she looked up at him with a sad gravity. Tears seeming just at the poise. One reason is because I have a feeling that it's never going to be. Why? It's just a feeling. You haven't any reason, or—it's just a feeling. Well, if that's all, George said, reassured, and laughing confidently, I guess I won't be very much troubled. But at once he became serious again, adopting the tone of argument. Lucy, how is anything ever going to get a chance to come of it so long as you keep sticking to almost? Doesn't it strike you as unreasonable to have a feeling that will never be married, when what principally stands between us is the fact that you won't really be engaged to me? That does seem pretty absurd. Don't you care enough about me to marry me? She looked down again, pathetically troubled. Yes. Won't you always care that much about me? I'm—yes, I'm afraid so, George. I never do change much about anything. Well, then why in the world won't you drop the almost? Her distress increased. Everything is—everything—what about everything? Everything is so unsettled. And at that he uttered an exclamation of impatience. If you want the queerest girl, what is unsettled? Well, for one thing, she said, able to smile at his vehemence. You haven't settled on anything to do. At least, if you have, you've never spoken of it. As she spoke, she gave him the quickest possible side-glance of hopeful scrutiny. Then looked away, not happily. Surprise and displeasure were intentionally visible upon the countenance of her companion, and he permitted a significant period of silence to elapse, before making any response. Lucy, he said finally, with cold dignity. I should like to ask you a few questions. Yes? The first is, haven't you perfectly well understood that I don't mean to go into business or adopt a profession? I wasn't quite sure, she said gently. I really didn't know, quite. Then of course it's time I did tell you. I have never been able to see any occasion for a man's going into trade, or being a lawyer, or any of those things if his position and family were such that he didn't need to. You know yourself, there are a lot of people in the East, in the South too, for that matter, that don't think we've got any particular family or position or culture in this part of the country. I've met plenty of that kind of provincial snobs myself, and they're pretty galling. There were one or two men in my crowd at college. Their families had lived on their incomes for three generations, and they never dreamed there was anybody in their class out here. I had to show them a thing or two right at the start, and I guess they won't forget it. Well, I think it's time all their sort found out that three generations can mean just as much out here as anywhere else. That's the way I feel about it, and let me tell you, I feel pretty deeply. But what are you going to do, George? she cried. George's earnestness surpassed hers. Here he had become flushed, and his breathing was emotional. As he confessed, with simple genuineness, he did feel what he was saying pretty deeply, and in truth his state approached the tremulous. I expect to live an honourable life, he said. I expect to contribute my share to charities and to take part in—in movements. What kind? Whatever appeals to me, he said. Lucy looked at him with grieved wonder. But you really don't mean to have any regular business or profession at all? I certainly do not, George returned promptly and emphatically. I was afraid so, she said, in a low voice. George continued to breathe deeply throughout another protracted interval of silence. Then he said, I should like to revert to the questions I was asking you, if you don't mind. No, George, I think we'd better—your father is a businessman. He's a mechanical genius. Lucy interrupted quickly. Of course, he's both, and he was a lawyer once. He's done all sorts of things. Very well, I merely wished to ask if it's his influence that makes you think I ought to do something. Lucy frowned slightly. Why, I suppose almost everything I think or say must be owing to his influence in one way or another. We haven't had anybody but each other for so many years, and we always think about alike, so, of course, I see. And George's brow darkened with resentment. So that's it, is it? It's your father's idea that I ought to go into business, and that you oughtn't to be engaged to me until I do. Lucy gave a start. Her denial was so quick. No, I have never once spoken to him about it. Never. George looked at her keenly, and he jumped to a conclusion not far from the truth. But you know, without talking to him, that it's the way he does feel about it. I see. She nodded gravely. Yes. George's brow grew darker still. Do you think I'd be much of a man, he said slowly, if I let another man dictate to me my own way of life? George, who's dictating your—it seems to me it amounts to that, he returned. Oh, no. I only know how Papa thinks about things. He's never, never spoken unkindly or dictatingly of you. She lifted her hand in protest, and her face was so touching in its distress that, for the moment, George forgot his anger. He seized that small, troubled hand. Lucy, he said, huskily, don't you know that I love you? Yes, I do. Don't you love me? Yes, I do. Then what does it matter what your father thinks about my doing something or not doing anything? He has his way, and I have mine. I don't believe in the whole world scrubbing dishes and selling potatoes and trying law cases. Why, look at your father's best friend, my uncle George Amberson. He's never done anything in his life. Oh, yes, he has, she interrupted. He was in politics. Well, I'm glad he's out, George said. Politics is a dirty business for a gentleman, and uncle George would tell you that himself. Lucy, let's not talk any more about it. Let me tell mother when I get home that we're engaged. Won't you, dear? She shook her head. Is it because, for a fleeting instant, she touched to her cheek the hand that held hers? No, she said, and gave him a sudden little look of renewed gaiety. Let's let it stay almost. Because your father? Oh, because it's better. George's voice shook. Isn't it your father? It's his ideals, I'm thinking of, yes. George dropped her hand abruptly, and anger narrowed his eyes. I know what you mean, he said. I dare say I don't care for your father's ideals any more than he does for mine. He tightened the reins, pendentus quickening eagerly to the trot. And when George jumped out of the runabout before Lucy's gate and assisted her to descend, the silence in which they parted was the same that had begun when pendentus began to trot. End of Chapter 17 That evening after dinner George sat with his mother and his aunt fanny upon the veranda. In former summers, when they sat outdoors in the evening, they had customarily used an open terrace at the side of the house looking toward the majors. But that more private retreat now afforded too blank and abrupt a view of the nearest of the new houses. So without consultation they had abandoned it for the Romanesque stone structure in front, and oppressive place. Its oppression seemed congenial to George. He sat upon the cope-stone of the stone parapet, his back against a stone palaster, his attitude not comfortable but rigid, and his silence not comfortable either, but heavy. However, to the eyes of his mother and his aunt, who occupied wicker chairs at a little distance, he was almost indistinguishable except for the stiff white shield of his evening frontage. It's so nice of you always to dress in the evening, Georgey, his mother said, her glance resting upon this surface. Your uncle George always used to, and so did his father for years, but they both stopped quite a long time ago. Unless there's some special occasion, it seems to me we don't see it done any more, except on the stage and in the magazines. He made no response, and Isabelle, after waiting a little while, as if she expected one, appeared too acquiesce in his mood for silence, and turned her head to thoughtfully gaze out at the street. There, in the highway, the evening life of the Midland City had begun. A rising moon was bright upon the tops of the shade-trees, where their branches met overhead, arching across the street, but only filtered splashings of moonlight reached the block pavement below. And through this darkness flashed the firefly lights of silent bicycles gliding by in pairs and trios, where sometimes a dozen at a time might come, and not so silent, striking their little bells, the rider's voice is calling and laughing, while now and then a pair of invisible experts would pass, playing mandolin and guitar, as if handlebars were of no account in the world. Their music would come swiftly, and then too swiftly die away. Surries rambled lightly by, with the plod-plod of honest old horses, and frequently there was the glitter of whizzing spokes from a runabout or a sporting buggy, and the sharp decisive hoofbeats of a trotter. Then, like a cowboy shooting up a peaceful camp, a frantic devil would hurdle out of the distance, bellowing, exhaust, racketing like a machine-gun gone amok, and at these horrid sounds the surries and buggies would hug the curb-stone, and the bicycles scattered to cover, cursing, while children rushed from the sidewalks to drag pet dogs from the street. The thing would roar by, leaving a long wake of turbulence. Then the indignant street would quiet down for a few minutes, till another came. There are a great many more than there used to be, Miss Fanny observed, in her lifeless voice, as the lull fell after one of these visitations. Eugene is right about that. There seem to be at least three or four times as many as there were last summer, and you never hear the ragamuffins shouting, Get a horse nowadays! But I think he may be mistaken about there going on increasing after this. I don't believe we'll see so many next summer as we do now. Why? asked Isabel. Because I've begun to agree with George about there being more a fad than anything else, and I think it must be the height of the fad just now. You know how roller-skating came in. Everybody in the world seemed to be crowding to the rings. Now only a few children use rollers for getting to school. Besides, people won't permit the automobiles to be used. Really, I think they'll make laws against them. You see how they spoil the bicycling and the driving. People just seem to hate them. They'll never stand it, never in the world. Of course, I'd be sorry to see such a thing happen to Eugene, but I shouldn't be really surprised to see a law passed forbidding the sale of automobiles, just the way there is with concealed weapons. Fanny exclaimed her sister-in-law. You're not an earnest. I am, though. Isabel's sweet-toned laugh came out of the dusk where she sat. Then you didn't mean it when you told Eugene you would enjoy the drive this afternoon. I didn't say it so very enthusiastically, did I? Perhaps not, but he certainly thought he had pleased you. I don't think I gave him any right to think he had pleased me, Fanny said, slowly. Why not? Why shouldn't you, Fanny? Fanny did not reply at once, and when she did, her voice was almost inaudible, but much more reproachful than plaintive. I hardly think I'd want anyone to get the notion he'd be pleased with me just now. It hardly seems time yet, to me. Isabel made no response, and for a time the only sound upon the dark veranda was the creaking of the wicker rocking-chair in which Fanny sat, a creaking which seemed to denote content and placidity on the part of any chair's occupant, though at this juncture a series of human shrieks could have been little more eloquent of emotional turbulence. However, the creaking gave its hearer one great advantage. It could be ignored. Have you given up smoking, George? Isabel asked presently. No. I had hoped perhaps you had, because you've not smoked since dinner. Wish I had mind if you cared to. No thanks. There was silence again except for the creaking of the rocking chair. Then a low, clear whistle, singularly musical, was heard softly rendering an old air from Fra Diavolo. The creaking stopped. Is that you, George? Fanny asked abruptly. Is that me what? Whistling on yonder rock reclining. It is I, said Isabel. Oh! said Fanny, dryly. Does it disturb you? Not at all. I had an idea George was depressed about something, and merely wondered if he could be making such a cheerful sound. And Fanny resumed her creaking. Is she right, George? Her mother asked quickly, leaning forward in her chair to peer at him through the dusk. You didn't eat a very hearty dinner, but I thought that was probably because of the warm weather. Are you troubled about anything? No, he said angrily. That's good. I thought we had such a nice day, didn't you? I suppose so, he muttered. And, satisfied, she leaned back in her chair, but Fra Diavolo was not revived. After a time she rose, went to the steps, and stood for several minutes looking across the street. Then her laughter was faintly heard. Are you laughing at something, Fanny inquired? Pardon? Isabel did not turn, but continued her observation of what had interested her upon the opposite side of the street. I asked, were you laughing at something? Yes, I was, and she laughed again. It's that funny, fat old Mrs. Johnson. She has a habit of sitting at her bedroom window with a pair of opera glasses. Really? Really? You can see the window through the place that was left when we had the dead walnut tree cut down. She looks up and down the street, but mostly at father's and over here. Sometimes she forgets to put out the light in her room, and there she is, spying away for all the world to see. However, Fanny made no effort to observe this spectacle, but continued her creaking. I've always thought her a very good woman, she said, primly. So she is, Isabel agreed. She's a good, friendly old thing, a little too intimate in her manner sometimes, and if her poor old opera glasses afford her the quiet happiness of knowing what sort of young man our new cook is walking out with, I'm the last to begrudge at her. Don't you want to come and look at her, George? What? I beg your pardon. I hadn't noticed what you were talking about. It's nothing, she laughed. Only a funny old lady, and she's gone now. I'm going too. At least I'm going indoors to read. It's cooler in the house, but the heat's really not bad any more since nightfall. Summer is dying. How quickly it goes once it begins to die. When she had gone into the house Fanny stopped rocking and, leaning forward, drew her black gauze wrap about her shoulders, and shivered. Isn't it queer, she said drearily, how your mother can use such words? What words are you talking about? George asked. Words like die and dying. I don't see how she can bear to use them so soon after your poor father. She shivered again. It's almost a year, George said absently, and he added, it seems to me you're using them yourself. I? Never. Yes you did. When? Just this minute. Oh! said Fanny, you mean when I reported what she said. That's hardly the same thing, George. He was not enough interested to argue the point. I don't think you'll convince anybody that mother is unfeeling, he said, indifferently. I'm not trying to convince anybody. I mean merely that in my opinion, well, perhaps it may be just as wise for me to keep my opinions to myself. She paused expectantly, but her possible anticipation that George would urge her to discard wisdom and reveal her opinion was not fulfilled. His back was toward her, and he occupied himself with opinions of his own about other matters. Fanny may have felt some disappointment as she rose to withdraw. However, at the last moment she halted with her hand upon the latch of the screen door. There's one thing I hope, she said. I hope at least she won't leave off her full mourning on the very anniversary of Wilbur's death. The light door clanged behind her, and the sound annoyed her nephew. He had no idea why she thus used inoffensive wood and wire to dramatize her departure from the veranda, the impression remaining with him being that she was critical of his mother upon some point of funeral millinery. Throughout the desultory conversation he had been profoundly concerned with his own disturbing affairs, and now was preoccupied with the dialogue taking place in his mind between himself and Miss Lucy Morgan. As he beheld the vision, Lucy had just thrown herself at his feet. George, you must forgive me, she cried. Papa was utterly wrong. I've told him so, and the truth is that I have come to rather dislike him as you do, and as you always have in your heart of hearts. George, I understand you. Thy people shall be my people, and thy gods my gods. George, won't you take me back? Lucy, are you sure you understand me? And in the darkness George's bodily lips moved in unison with those which uttered the words in his imaginary rendering of this scene. An eavesdropper concealed behind the column could have heard the whispered word, Sure, the emphasis put upon it and the vision was so poignant. You say you understand me, but are you sure? Weeping, her head bowed almost to her waist, the ethereal Lucy made reply, Oh, so sure! I will never listen to Father's opinions again. I do not even care if I never see him again. Then I pardon you, he said, gently. This softened mood lasted for several moments, until he realised it had been brought about by processes strikely lacking in substance. Abruptly he swung his feet down from the copestone to the floor of the veranda. Pardon nothing. No meek Lucy had thrown herself in remorse at his feet, and now he pictured her as she probably really was at this moment, sitting on the white steps of her own front porch in the moonlight with red-headed Fred Kinney and silly Charlie Johnson and four or five others, all of them laughing, most likely, and some idiot playing the guitar. George spoke aloud, riff-raff. And because of an impish but all too natural reaction of the mind he could see Lucy with much greater distinctness in this vision than in his former pleasing one. For a moment she was miraculously real before him, every line and colour of her. He saw the moonlight shimmering as the chiffon of her skirt, brightest on her crossed knee in the tips of her slippers, saw the blue curve of the characteristic shadow behind her as she leaned back against the white step, saw the watery twinkling of sequins and the gauze wrap over her white shoulders as she moved, and the faint symmetrical lights on her black hair, and not one alluring, exasperating twentieth of an inch of her laughing profile was spared him as she seemed to turn to the infernal Kinney. Riff-raff. And George began furiously to pace the stone floor. Riff-raff. By this hard term, a favourite with him since childhood's scornful hour, he meant to indicate not Lucy, but the young gentleman who in his vision surrounded her. Riff-raff, he said again, allowed. And again. Riff-raff. At that moment, as it happened, Lucy was playing chess with her father, and her heart, though not remorseful, was as heavy as George could have wished. But she did not let Eugene see that she was troubled, and he was pleased when he won three games of her. Usually she beat him. CHAPTER XIX George went driving the next afternoon alone, and, encountering Lucy and her father on the road in one of Morgan's cars, lifted his hat, but no wise relaxed his formal countenance as they passed. Eugene waved a cordial hand quickly returned to the steering wheel, but Lucy only nodded gravely and smiled no more than George did. Nor did she accompany Eugene to the Majors for Dinner the following Sunday evening, though both were bitten to attend that feast, which was already reduced in numbers and gaiety by the absence of George Amberson. Eugene explained to his host that Lucy had gone away to visit a school friend. The information delivered in the library just before old Sam's appearance to announce dinner set Miss Miniver in quite a flutter. Why, George, she said, turning to her nephew, how does it happen you didn't tell us? And with both hands opening as if to express her innocence of some conspiracy she explained to the others he's never said one word to us about Lucy's planning to go away. Probably afraid to, the major suggested. Did nobody might break down and cry if he tried to speak of it? He clapped his grandson on the shoulder inquiring jocularly. That it, Georgie? Georgie made no reply, but he was read enough to justify the Majors developing a chuckle into laughter, though Miss Fanny, observing her nephew keenly, got an impression that this fiery blush was in truth more fiery than tender. She caught a glint in his eye less like confusion than resentment, and saw a dilation of his nostrils which might have indicated not so much a sweet agitation as an inaudible snort. Fanny had never been lacking in curiosity, and since her brother's death this quality was more than ever alert. The fact that George had spent all the evenings of the past week at home had not been lost upon her, nor had she failed to ascertain by diplomatic inquiries that since the day of the visit to Eugene's shops George had gone driving alone. At the dinner table she continued to observe him side-long, and toward the conclusion of the meal she was not startled by an episode which brought discomfort to the others. After the arrival of coffee the Major was rallying Eugene upon some rival automobile shops, lately built in a suburb, and already promising to flourish. I suppose they'll either drive you out of the business, said the old gentleman, or else the two of you will drive all the rest of us off the streets. If we do we'll even things up by making the streets five or ten times as long as they are now, Eugene returned. How do you propose to do that? It isn't the distance from the centre of a town that counts, said Eugene. It's the time it takes to get there. This town is already spreading. Bicycles and trolleys have been doing their share, but the automobile is going to carry city streets clear out to the county line. The Major was skeptical. Dream on, fair son, he said. It's lucky for us that you're only dreaming, because if people go to moving that far real estate values in the old residence part of town are going to be stretched pretty thin. I'm afraid so, Eugene assented, unless you keep things so bright and clean that the old section will stay more attractive than the new ones. Not very likely. How are things going to be kept bright and clean with soft coal in our kind of city government? They aren't, Eugene replied quickly. There's no hope of it, and already the boarding-house is marching up National Avenue. There are two in the next block below here, and there are a dozen in the half-mile below that. My relatives, the Sharon's, have sold their house and are building in the country—at least they call it the country—it will be city in two or three years. Good gracious! the Major exclaimed, effecting dismay. So your little shops are going to ruin all your old friends, Eugene. Unless my old friends take warning in time or abolish smoke and get a new kind of city government, I should say the best chance is to take warning. Well, well! the Major laughed. You have enough faith in miracles, Eugene, granting that trolleys and bicycles and automobiles are miracles. So you think they're going to change the face of the land, do you? They're already doing it, Major, and it can't be stopped. Automobiles. At this point he was interrupted. George was the interrupter. He had said nothing since entering the dining room, but now he spoke in a loud and peremptory voice, using the tone of one in authority who checks the prattle and settles a matter for ever. Automobiles are a useless nuisance, he said. There fell a moment's silence. Isabel gazed incredulously at George, color slowly heightening upon her cheeks and temples, while Fanny watched him with a quick eagerness, her eyes alert and bright. But Eugene seemed merely quizzical, as if not taking this brusquery to himself. The Major was seriously disturbed. What did you say, George? he asked, though George had spoken, but too distinctly. I said all Automobiles were a nuisance, George answered, repeating not only the words but the tone in which he had uttered them, and he added, they will never amount to anything but a nuisance. They had no business to be invented. The Major frowned. Of course you forget that Mr. Morgan makes them, and also did his share in inventing them. If you weren't so thoughtless he might think you're rather offensive. That would be too bad, said George Cooley. I don't think I could survive it. Again there was a silence while the Major stared at his grandson, aghast. But Eugene began to laugh cheerfully. I'm not sure he's wrong about Automobiles, he said. With all their speed forward they may be a step backward in civilization, that is, in spiritual civilization. It may be that they will not add to the beauty of the world nor to the life of men's souls, I'm not so sure. But Automobiles have come, and they bring a greater change in our life than most of us suspect. They are here, and almost all outward things are going to be different because of what they bring. They are going to alter war, and they are going to alter peace. I think men's minds are going to be changed in subtle ways because of Automobiles. Just how, though, I could hardly guess. But you can't have the immense outward changes that they will cause without some inward ones. And it may be that George is right, and that the spiritual alterations will be bad for us. Perhaps ten or twenty years from now, if we can see the inward change in men by that time, I shouldn't be able to defend the gasoline engine, but would have to agree with him that Automobiles had no business to be invented. He laughed, good-naturedly, and, looking at his watch, apologized for having an engagement which made his departure necessary when he should so much prefer to linger. Then he shook hands with the Major, and bade Isabel, George, and Fanny a cheerful good-night. A collective farewell cordially addressed to all three of them together, and left them at the table. Isabel turned wondering, hurt eyes upon her son. George, dear, she said, what did you mean? Just what I said, he returned, lighting one of the Major's cigars, and his manner was imperturbable enough to warrant the definition, sometimes merited by imperturbability, of stubbornness. Isabel's hand, pale and slender upon the tablecloth, touched one of the fine silver candlesticks aimlessly. The fingers were seen to tremble. Oh, he was hurt, she murmured. I don't see why he should be, George said. I didn't say anything about him. He didn't seem to me to be hurt, seemed perfectly cheerful. What made you think he was hurt? I know him. Was all of her reply half-whispered? The Major stared hard at George from under his white eyebrows. You didn't mean him, you say, George. I suppose if we had a clergyman as a guest here you'd expect him not to be offended, and to understand that your remarks were neither personal nor untactful, if you said the church was a nuisance and ought never to have been invented. Buy Joe, but you're a puzzle. In what way, may I ask, sir? We seem to have a new kind of young people these days, the old gentleman returned, shaking his head. It's a new style of courting a pretty girl, certainly, for a young fellow to go deliberately out of his way to try and make an enemy of her father by attacking his business. Buy Joe, that's a new way to win a woman. George flushed angrily and seemed about to offer a retort, but held his breath for a moment, and then held his peace. It was Isabel who responded to the Major. Oh no, she said. Eugene would never be anybody's enemy. He couldn't, and last of all, Georgie's. I'm afraid he was hurt, but I don't fear his not having understood that George spoke without thinking of what he was saying. I mean, without realizing it's bearing on Eugene. Again, George seemed on the point of speech, and again controlled the impulse. He thrust his hands in his pockets, leaned back in his chair, and smoked, staring inflexibly at the ceiling. Well, well, said his grandfather, rising. It wasn't a very successful little dinner. Thereupon he offered his arm to his daughter, who took it fondly, and they left the room, Isabel assuring him that all his little dinners were pleasant, and that this one was no exception. George did not move, and Fanny, following the other two, came round the table and paused close beside his chair. But George remained posed in his great imperturbability, cigar between teeth, eyes upon ceiling, and paid no attention to her. Fanny waited until the sound of Isabel's and the Major's voices became inaudible in the hall. Then she said quickly, and in a low voice, so eager it was unsteady. George, you've struck just the treatment to adopt. You're doing the right thing. She hurried out, scurrying after the others with the faint rustling of her black skirts, leaving George mystified but incurious. He did not understand why she should bestow her approbation upon him in this matter, and cared so little whether she did or did not that he spared himself even the trouble of being puzzled about it. In truth, however, he was neither so comfortable nor so imperturbable as he appeared. He felt some gratification. He had done a little to put the man in his place. That man, whose influence upon his daughter, was precisely the same thing as a contemptuous criticism of George Amberson Minnifer, and of George Amberson Minnifer's ideals of life. Lucy's going away without a word was intended, he supposed, as a bit of punishment. Well, he wasn't the sort of man that people were allowed to punish. He could demonstrate that to them, since they started it. It appeared to him as almost a kind of insolence, this abrupt departure, not even telephoning. Probably she wondered how he would take it. She even might have supposed he would show some betraying chagrin when he heard of it. He had no idea that this was just what he had shown, and he was satisfied with his evening's performance. Nevertheless, he was not comfortable in his mind, though he could not have explained his inward perturbations, for he was convinced, without any confirmation from his Aunt Fanny, that he had done just the right thing. END OF CHAPTER XXI Isabelle came to George's door that night, and when she had kissed him good night, she remained in the open doorway, with her hand upon his shoulder, and her eyes thoughtfully lowered, so that her wish to say something more than good night was evident. Not less obvious was her perplexity about the manner of saying it, and George, divining her thought, amiably made an opening for her. Well, old lady, he said indulgently, you didn't look so worried. I won't be tactless with Morgan again. After this I'll just keep out of his way. Isabelle looked up, searching his face with the fawned puzzlement which her eyes sometimes showed when they rested upon him. Then she glanced down the hall toward Fanny's room, and after another moment of hesitation came quickly in, and closed the door. Dear, she said, I wish you'd tell me something. Why don't you like Eugene? I like him well enough, George returned with a short laugh, as he sat down and began to unlace his shoes. I like him well enough in his place. No, dear, she said, hurriedly. I've had a feeling from the very first that you didn't really like him, that you never really liked him. Sometimes you've seemed to be friendly with him, and you'd laugh with him over something in a jolly, companionable way, and I'd think I was wrong and that you really did like him, after all. But tonight I'm sure my other feeling was the right one. You don't like him. I can't understand it, dear. I don't see what can be the matter. Nothing's the matter. This easy declaration naturally failed to carry great weight, and Isabelle went on in her troubled voice. It seems so queer, especially when you feel as you do about his daughter. At this, George stopped unlacing his shoes abruptly and sat up. How do I feel about his daughter, he demanded? Well, it seemed as if—as if—Isabelle began timidly. It did seem—at least you haven't looked at any other girl ever since they came here, and—and certainly you've seemed very much interested in her. Certainly you've been very great friends. Well, what of that? It's only that I'm like your grandfather. I can't see how you could be so much interested in a girl and—and not feel very pleasantly toward her father. Well, I'll tell you something, George said slowly, and a frown of concentration could be seen upon his brow as from a profound effort at self-examination. I haven't ever thought much on that particular point, but I admit there may be a little something in what you say. The truth is, I don't believe I've ever thought of those two people together, exactly—at least not until lately. I've always thought of Lucy, just as Lucy, and of Morgan, just as Morgan. I've always thought of her as a person herself, not as anybody's daughter. I don't see what's very extraordinary about that. You've probably got plenty of friends, for instance, that don't care much about your son. No, indeed, she protested quickly, and if I knew anybody who felt like that, I wouldn't—never mind, he interrupted. I'll try to explain a little more. If I have a friend, I don't see that it's incumbent upon me to like that friend's relatives. If I didn't like them and pretended to, I'd be a hypocrite. If that friend likes me and wants to stay my friend, he'll have to stand by not liking his relatives or else he can quit. I decline to be a hypocrite about it, that's all. Now, suppose I have certain ideas or ideals which I have chosen for the regulation of my own conduct in life. Suppose some friend of mine has a relative with ideals directly the opposite of mine, and my friend believes more in the relative's ideals than in mine. Do you think I ought to give up my own, just to please a person who's taken up ideals that I really despise? No, dear. Of course people can give up their ideals, but I don't see what this has to do with dear little Lucy. I didn't say it had anything to do with her, he interrupted. I was merely putting a case to show how a person would be justified in being a friend of one member of a family and feeling anything but friendly toward another. I don't say, though, that I feel unfriendly to Mr. Morgan. I don't say that I feel friendly to him, and I don't say that I feel unfriendly, but if you really think that I was rude to him tonight. Just thoughtless, dear. You didn't see what you said tonight. Well, I will not say anything of that sort again where he can hear it. There. Isn't that enough? This question, delivered with large indulgence, met with no response. For Isabelle, still searching his face with her troubled and perplexed gaze, seemed not to have heard it. On that account George repeated it, and rising went to her, and padded her reassuringly upon the shoulder. There, old lady, you needn't fear my tacklessness will worry you again. I can't quite promise to like people I don't care about one way or another, but you can be sure I'll be careful after this not to let them see it. It's all right, and you'd better total along to bed because I want to undress. But George, she said earnestly, you would like him if you would just let yourself. You say you don't dislike him. Why don't you like him? I can't understand it all. What is it that you don't— There, there, he said, it's all right, you total along. But George, now and now I really do want to get into bed. Good night, old lady. Good night, dear, but let's not talk of it any more, he said. It's all right, and nothing in the world to worry about, so good night, old lady. I'll be polite enough to him never fear if we happen to be thrown together. So, good night. But George, dear, I'm going to bed, old lady, so good night. Thus the interview closed perforce. She kissed him again before going slowly to her own room. Her perplexity evidently not dispersed. But the subject was not renewed between them the next day or subsequently. Nor did Fanny make any allusion to the cryptic approbation she had bestowed upon her nephew after the major's not very successful little dinner, though she annoyed George by looking at him oftener and longer than he cared to be looked at by an aunt. He could not glance her way, it seemed, without finding her red rimmed eyes fixed upon him eagerly, with an alert and hopeful calculation in them which he declared would send a nervous man into fits. For thus one day he broke out in protest. It would, he repeated vehemently. Given time it would, straight into fits. What do you find the matter with me? Is my tie always slipping up behind? Can't you look at something else? My lord, we'd better buy a cat for you to stare at, aunt Fanny. A cat could stand it, maybe. What in the name of goodness do you expect to see? But Fanny laughed, good-naturedly, and was not offended. It's more as if I expected you to see something, isn't it? She said, quietly, still laughing. Now what do you mean by that? Never mind. All right, I don't. But for heaven's sake, stare at somebody else awhile. Try it on the housemaid. Well, well, Fanny said, indulgently, and then chose to be more obscure in her meeting than ever, for she adopted a tone of deep sympathy for her final remark, as she left him. I don't wonder your nervous these days, poor boy. And George indignantly supposed that she referred to the ordeal of Lucy's continued absence. During this period he successfully avoided contact with Lucy's father, though Eugene came frequently to the house, and spent several evenings with Isabelle and Fanny, and sometimes persuaded them and the major to go for an afternoon's motoring. He did not, however, come again to the major's Sunday evening dinner, even when George Amberson returned. Sunday evening was the time he explained for going over the week's work with his factory managers. When Lucy came home, the autumn was far enough advanced to smell of burning leaves, and for the annual editorials in the papers on the purple haze, the golden branches, the ruddy fruit, and the pleasure of long tramps in the brown forest. George had not heard of her arrival, and he met her on the afternoon following that event at the Sharon's, where he had gone in the secret hope that he might hear something about her. Janie Sharon had just begun to tell him that she had heard that Lucy was expected home soon after having a perfectly gorgeous time, information which George received with no responsive enthusiasm, when Lucy came demurely in a proper little autumn figure in green and brown. Her cheeks were flushed, and her dark eyes were bright indeed, evidences, as George supposed, of the excitement incidental to the perfectly gorgeous time just concluded, though Janie and Mary Sharon both thought they were the effect of Lucy's having seen George's run about in front of the house as she came in. George took on color himself as he rose and nodded indifferently, and the hot suffusion to which he became subject extended its area to include his neck and ears. Nothing could have made him more indignant than his consciousness of these symptoms of the icy indifference which it was his purpose not only to show, but to feel. She kissed her cousins, gave George her hand, and said, How do you do? and took a chair beside Janie with a composure which augmented George's indignation. How do you do? he said. I trust that—I trust. I do trust. He stopped, for it seemed to him that the word trust sounded idiotic. Then to cover his awkwardness he coughed, and even to his own rosy ears his cough was ostentatiously a false one. Whereupon, seeking to be plausible, he coughed again and instantly hated himself. The sound he made was an atrocity. Meanwhile Lucy sat silent, and the two Sharon girls leaned forward, staring at him with strained eyes. Their lips tightly compressed, and both were but too easily diagnosed as subject to an agitation which threatened their self-control. He began again, I hope you have had a pleasant time. I trust. I hope you are well. I hope you are extremely. I hope extremely. Extremely. And again he stopped in the midst of his floundering, not knowing how to progress beyond extremely, and unable to understand why the infernal word kept getting into his mouth. I beg your pardon, Lucy said. George was never more furious. He felt that he was making a spectacle of himself, and no young gentleman in the world was more loath than George Amberson Minifer to look a figure of fun. And while he stood there undeniably such a figure, with Janie and Mary Sharon threatening to burst at any moment, if laughter were no longer denied them, Lucy sat looking at him with her eyebrows delicately lifted in casual, polite inquiry. Her own complete composure was what most galled him. Nothing of the slightest importance, he managed to say, I was just leaving, good afternoon. And with long strides he reached the door and hastened through the hall, but before he closed the front door he heard from Janie and Mary Sharon the outburst of wild, irrepressible emotion which his performance had inspired. He drove home in a tumultuous mood and almost ran down two ladies who were engaged in absorbing conversation at a crossing. They were his aunt Fanny and the stout Mrs. Johnson. A jerk of the reins at the last instant saved them by a few inches, but their conversation was so interesting that they were unaware of their danger, and did not notice the runabout nor how close it came to them. George was so furious with himself and with the girl whose unexpected coming into a room could make him look such a fool that it might have soothed him a little if he had actually run over the two absorbed ladies without injuring them beyond repair. At least he said to himself that he wished he had. It might have taken his mind off of himself for a few minutes. For in truth, to be ridiculous and know it, was one of several things that George was unable to endure. He was savage. He drove into the major's stable too fast, the sagacious Pendennis saving himself from going through a partition by a swerve which splintered a shaft of the runabout and almost threw the driver to the floor. George swore and then swore again at the fat old darky Tom for giggling at his swearing. Whoopee! said old Tom. Must been some white lady used Mr. George mighty bad. White ladies say no, sir. I ain't going out riding with Mr. George no more. Mr. George drive in. Damn to whole world. Damn to damn horse. Damn to damn nigger. Damn to damn damn. Whoopee! That'll do, George said sternly. Yes, sir. George strode from the stable, crossed the major's backyard, then passed behind the new houses on his way home. These structures were now approaching completion, but still in a state of rawness, hideous to George. Though for that matter they were never to be anything except hideous to him. Behind them stray planks, bricks, refuse of plaster and lath, shingles, straw, empty barrels, strips of twisted tin and broken tiles were strewn everywhere over the dried and pitted gray mud where once the suave lawn had laid like a green lake around those stately islands, the two Amberson houses. And George's state of mind was not improved by his present view of this repulsive area, nor by his sensations when he kicked an up-tilted shingle only to discover that what up-tilted it was a brick-bat on the other side of it. After that the whole world seemed to be one solid conspiracy of malevolence. In this temper he emerged from behind the house nearest to his own, and glancing toward the street saw his mother standing with Eugene Morgan upon the cement path that led to the front gate. She was bare-headed, and Eugene held his hat and stick in his hand. Evidently he had been calling upon her, and she had come from the house with him, continuing their conversation and delaying their parting. They had paused in their slow walk from the front door to the gate, yet still stood side by side, their shoulders almost touching as though neither Isabel nor Eugene quite realized that their feet had ceased to bear them forward. And they were not looking at each other, but at some indefinite point before them, as people do who consider together thoughtfully and in harmony. The conversation was evidently serious. His head was bent, and Isabel's lifted left hand rested against her cheek. But all the significances of their thoughtful attitude denoted companionableness and a shared understanding. Yet a stranger passing would not have thought them married. Somewhere about Eugene, not quite to be located, there was a romantic gravity. And Isabel, tall and graceful, with high color and absorbed eyes, was visibly no wife walking down to the gate with her husband. George stared at them. A hot dislike struck him at the site of Eugene, and a vague revulsion, like a strange, unpleasant taste in his mouth, came over him as he looked at his mother. Her manner was eloquent of so much thought about her companion and of such reliance upon him. And the picture the two thus made was a vivid one indeed to George, whose angry eyes, for some reason, fixed themselves most intently upon Isabel's lifted hand, upon the white ruffle at her wrist bordering the graceful black sleeve, and upon the little indentations in her cheek where the tips of her fingers rested. She should not have worn white at her wrist, or at the throat either, George felt. And then strangely his resentment concentrated upon those tiny indentations at the tips of her fingers. Actual changes, however slight and fleeting, in his mother's face, made because of Mr. Eugene Morgan. For the moment it seemed to George that Morgan might have claimed the ownership of a face that changed for him. It was as if he owned Isabel. The two began to walk on toward the gate where they stopped again, turning to face each other, and Isabel's glance, passing Eugene, fell upon George. Instantly she smiled and waved her hand to him while Eugene turned and nodded. But George, standing as in some rigid trance, and staring straight at them, gave these signals of greeting no sign of recognition whatever. Upon this Isabel called to him, waving her hand again. Georgie! she called, laughing. Wake up, dear! Georgie! Hello! Georgie turned away, as if he had neither seen nor heard, and stalked into the house by the side door. CHAPTER XXI He went to his room, threw off his coat, waistcoat, collar, and tie, letting them lie with a chance to fall. And then, having violently enveloped himself in a black velvet dressing-gown, continued this action by lying down with vehemence that brought a wheeze of protest from his bed. His repose was only a momentary semblance, however, for it lasted no longer than the time it took him to grown riff-raff between his teeth. Then he sat up, swung his feet to the floor, rose, and began to pace up and down the large room. He had just been consciously rude to his mother for the first time in his life, for with all his riding down of populace and riff-raff he had never before been either deliberately or impulsively disregardful of her. When he had heard her it had been accidental, and his remorse for such an accident was always adequate compensation and more to Isabel. But now he had done a rough thing to her, and he did not repent. Rather he was the more irritated with her. And when he heard her presently go by his door with a light step, singing cheerfully to herself as she went to her room, he perceived that she had mistaken his intention altogether, or indeed had failed to perceive that he had any intention at all. Evidently she had concluded that he refused to speak to her and Morgan out of sheer absent-mindedness, supposing him so immersed in some preoccupation that he had not seen them or heard her calling to him. Therefore there was nothing of which to repent even if he had been so minded, and probably Eugene himself was unaware that any disapproval had recently been expressed. George snorted. What sort of a dreamy loon did they take him to be? There came a delicate eager tapping at his door, not done with a knuckle but with the tip of a finger nail, which was instantly clarified to George's mind's eye, as plainly as if he saw it, the long and polished white-mooned pink shield on the end of his aunt Fanny's right forefinger. But George was in no mood for human communications, and even when things went well he had little pleasure in Fanny's society. Therefore it is not surprising that at the sound of her tapping, instead of bidding her enter, he immediately crossed the room with the intention of locking the door to keep her out. Fanny was too eager, and opening the door before he reached it came quickly in and closed it behind her. She was in a street dress and a black hat, with a black umbrella and her black gloved hand, for Fanny's heavy mourning, at least, was nowhere tempered with a glimpse of white, though the anniversary of Wilbur's death had passed. An infinitesimal perspiration gleamed upon her pale skin. She breathed fast, as if she had run up the stairs. An excitement was sharp in her widened eyes. Her look was that of a person who had just seen something extraordinary or heard thrilling news. Now what on earth do you want, her chilling nephew demanded? George, she said hurriedly, I saw what you did when you wouldn't speak to them. I was sitting with Mrs. Johnson at her front window across the street, and I saw it all. Well, what of it? You did right, Fanny said, with a vehemence, not the less spirited, because she suppressed her voice almost to a whisper. You did exactly right. You're behaving splendidly about the whole thing, and I want to tell you I know your father would thank you if he could see what you're doing. My lord! George broke out at her. You make me dizzy. For heaven's sake, quit the mysterious detective business. At least do quit it around me. Go and try it on somebody else if you like, but I don't want to hear it. She began to tremble, regarding him with a fixed gaze. You don't care to hear, then, she said huskily, that I approve of what you're doing? Certainly not, since I haven't the faintest idea what you think I'm doing, naturally I don't care whether you approve of it or not. All I'd like, if you please, is to be alone. I'm not giving a tea here this afternoon, if you'll permit me to mention it. Fanny's gaze wavered. She began to blink, then suddenly she sank into a chair and wept silently, but with a terrible desolation. Oh, for lord's sake, he moaned. What in the world is wrong with you? You're always picking on me, she quavered wretchedly, her voice indistinct with the wetness that bubbled through it from her tears. You do, you always pick on me. You've always done it, always, ever since you were a little boy. Whenever anything goes wrong with you, you take it out on me. You do, you always. George flung to heaven a gesture of despair. It seemed to him the last straw that Fanny should have chosen this particular time to come and sob in his room over his mistreatment of her. Oh, my lord! he whispered. Then, with a great effort, addressed her in a reasonable tone. Look here, Aunt Fanny. I don't see what you're making all this fuss about. Of course I know I've teased you sometimes, but teased me, she wailed. Teased me! Oh, that does seem too hard sometimes. This mean old life of mine does seem too hard. I don't think I can stand it. Honestly, I don't think I can. I came in here just to show you why I sympathized with you, just to say something pleasant to you. And you treat me as if I were—oh, no, you wouldn't treat a servant the way you treat me. You wouldn't treat anybody in the world like this, except old Fanny. Old Fanny, you say. It's nobody but old Fanny, so I'll kick her. Nobody will resent it. I'll kick her all I want to. You do. That's how you think of me. I know it. And you're right. I haven't got anything in the world since my brother died. Nobody. Nothing. Nothing. Oh, my lord! George groaned. Fanny spread out her small, soaked handkerchief, and shook it in the air to dry it a little, crying as damply and as wretchedly during this operation as before. A sight which gave George a curious shock to add to his other agitations. It seemed so strange. I ought not to have come, she went on, because I might have known it would only give you an excuse to pick on me again. I'm sorry enough I came, I can tell you. I didn't mean to speak of it again to you at all, and I wouldn't have. But I saw how you treated him, and I guess I got excited about it, and couldn't help following the impulse. But I'll know better next time, I can tell you. I'll keep my mouth shut as I meant to, and as I would have, if I hadn't got excited, and if I hadn't felt sorry for you. But what does it matter to anybody if I'm sorry for them? I'm only old Fanny. Oh, good gracious! How can it matter to me who's sorry for me when I don't know what they're sorry about? You're so proud, she quavered, and so hard. I tell you I didn't mean to speak of it to you, and I never, never in the world would have told you about it, nor have made the faintest reference to it if I hadn't seen that somebody else had told you, or you'd have found out for yourself some way. I—in spite of her intelligence, and in some doubt of his own, George struck the palms of his hands together. Somebody else had told me what. I'd found what out for myself? How people are talking about your mother. Except for the incidental teariness of her voice, her tone was casual, as though she mentioned a subject previously discussed and understood. For Fanny had no doubt that George had only pretended to be mystified, because in his pride he would not in words admit that he knew what he knew. What did you say? he asked incredulously. Of course I understood what you were doing, Fanny went on, drying her handkerchief again. It puzzled other people when you began to be rude to Eugene, because they couldn't see how you could treat him as you did when you were so interested in Lucy, but I remembered how you came to me the other time when there was so much talk about Isabelle, and I knew you would give Lucy up in a minute if it came to a question of your mother's reputation, because you said then that— Look here, George interrupted in a shaking voice. Look here, I'd like—he stopped, unable to go on, his agitation so great. His chest heaved as from hard running, and his complexion pallid at first to become mottled. Fiery splotches appeared at his temples and cheeks. What do you mean by telling me—telling me this talk about—about—he gulped and began again? What do you mean by using such words as reputation? What do you mean speaking of a question of my—my mother's reputation? Fanny looked up at him woefully over the handkerchief, which she now applied to her reddened nose. God knows I'm sorry for you, George, she murmured. I wanted to say so, but it's only old Fanny, so whatever she says, even when it's sympathy, pick on her for it. Hammer her, she sobbed. Hammer her, it's only poor old lonely Fanny. You look here, George said harshly. When I spoke to my Uncle George after that rotten thing I heard Aunt Amelia say about my mother, he said if there was any gossip it was about you. He said people might be laughing about the way you ran after Morgan, but that was all. Fanny lifted her hands, clenched them, and struck them upon her knees. Yes, it's always Fanny, she sobbed, ridiculous old Fanny, always, always. You listen, George said. After I'd talked to Uncle George, I saw you, and you said I had a mean little mind for thinking there might be truth in what Aunt Amelia said about people talking. You denied it. And that wasn't the only time. You'd attacked me before then, because I intimated that Morgan might be coming here too often. You made me believe that mother let him come entirely on your account, and now you say— I think he did, Fanny interrupted desolately. I think he did come as much to see me as anything, for a while it looked like it. Anyhow, he liked to dance with me. He danced with me as much as he danced with her, and he acted as if he came on my account at least as much as he did on hers. He did act a good deal that way, and if Wilbur hadn't died. You told me there wasn't any talk. I didn't think there was much then, Fanny protested. I didn't know how much there was. What? People don't come and tell such things to a person's family, you know. You don't suppose anybody was going to say to George Amberson that his sister was getting herself talked about, do you, or that they were going to say much to me? You told me, said George fiercely, that mother never saw him except when she was chaperoning you. They weren't much alone together then, Fanny returned, hardly ever before Wilbur died. But you don't suppose that stops people from talking, do you? Your father never went anywhere, and people saw Eugene with her everywhere she went. And though I was with them, people just thought—she choked—they just thought I didn't count. Only old Fanny Miniver, I suppose they'd say. Besides, everybody knew that he'd been engaged to her. What's that? George cried. Everybody knows it. Don't you remember your grandfather speaking of it at the Sunday dinner one night? He didn't say they were engaged. Well, they were. Everybody knows it, and she broke it off on account of that serenade when Eugene didn't know what he was doing. He drank when he was a young man, and she wouldn't stand it, but everybody in this town knows that Isabelle has never really cared for any other man in her life. Poor Wilbur. He was the only soul alive that didn't know it. Nightmare had descended upon the unfortunate George. He leaned back against the footboard of his bed, gazing wildly at his aunt. I believe I'm going crazy, he said. You mean, when you told me there wasn't any talk, you told me a falsehood? No, Fanny gasped. You did. I tell you, I didn't know how much talk there was, and it wouldn't have amounted to much if Wilbur had lived. And Fanny completed this with a fatal admission. I didn't want you to interfere. George overlooked the admission. His mind was not now occupied with analysis. What do you mean, he said, when you say that if father had lived, the talk wouldn't have amounted to anything? Things might have been—they might have been different. He mean Morgan might have married you. Fanny gulped. No, because I don't know that I would have accepted him. She had ceased to weep, and now she sat up stiffly. I certainly didn't care enough about him to marry him. I wouldn't have let myself care that much until he showed that he wished to marry me. I'm not that sort of person. The poor lady paid her vanity this piteous little tribute. What I mean is, if Wilbur hadn't died, people wouldn't have had it proved before their very eyes that what they'd been talking about was true. You say that people believe George Shuttered then forced himself to continue in a sick voice. They believe that my mother is in love with that man? Of course. And because he comes here and they see her with him driving and all that, they think they were right when they said that she was in love with him before my father died? She looked at him gravely, with her eyes now dry between their reddened lids. Why, George, she said gently, don't you know that that's what they say? You must know that everyone in town thinks they're going to be married very soon. George uttered an incoherent cry, and sections of him appeared to writhe. He was on the verge of actual nausea. You know it, Fanny cried, getting up. You don't think I'd have spoken of it to you unless I was sure you knew it. Her voice was wholly genuine, as it had been throughout the wretched interview. Fanny's sincerity was unquestionable. George, I wouldn't have told you if you didn't know. What other reason could you have for treating Eugenies you did, or for refusing to speak to them like that a while ago in the yard? Somebody must have told you. Who told you, he said? What? Who told you there was talk? Where is this talk? Where does it come from? Who does it? Why, I suppose pretty much everybody, she said. I know it must be pretty general. Who said so? What? George stepped close to her. You say people don't speak to a person of gossip about that person's family. Well, how did you hear it, then? How did you get hold of it? Answer me. Fanny looked thoughtful. Well, of course nobody, not one's most intimate friends, would speak to them about such things, and then only in the kindest, most considerate way. Who has spoken of it to you in any way at all, George demanded. Why, Fanny hesitated, you answer me. I hardly think it would be fair to give names. Look here, said George. One of your most intimate friends is that mother of Charlie Johnson's, for instance. Has she ever mentioned this to you? You say everybody is talking. Is she one? Oh, she may have intimated. I'm asking you. Has she ever spoken of it to you? She's a very kind, discreet woman, George, but she may have intimated. George had a sudden intuition, as they flickered into his mind, the picture of a street crossing, and two absorbed ladies almost run down by a fast horse. You and she have been talking about it today, he cried. You were talking about it with her not two hours ago. Do you deny it? I do you deny it. No. All right, said George. That's enough. She caught at his arm as he turned away. What are you going to do, George? I'll not talk about it now, he said, heavily. I think you've done a good deal for one day, Aunt Fanny. And Fanny, seeing the passion on his face, began to be alarmed. She tried to retain possession of the black velvet sleeve, which her fingers had clutched, and he suffered her to do so, but used this leverage to urge her to the door. George, you know I'm sorry for you, whether you care or not, she whimpered. I would never in the world have spoken of it if I hadn't thought that you knew all about it. I wouldn't have. But he had opened the door with his free hand. Never mind, he said. And she was obliged to pass out into the hall, the door closing quickly behind her. End of Chapter XXI George took off his dressing-gown and put on a collar and tie, his fingers shaking so that the tie was not his usual success. Then he picked up his coat and west coat, and left the room while still in process of donning them, fastening the buttons as he ran down the front stairs to the door. It was not until he reached the middle of the street that he realized that he'd forgotten his hat, and he paused for an irresolute moment, during which his eye wandered for no reason to the fountain of Neptune. This cast-iron replica of two elaborate sculpture stood at the next corner, where the major had placed it when the addition was laid out so long ago. The street corners had been shaped to conform with the great octagonal basin, which was no great inconvenience for horse-drawn vehicles, but a nuisance to speeding automobiles. And even as George looked, one of the latter, coming too fast, saved itself only by a dangerous skid as it rounded the fountain. This skid was to George's liking, though he would have been more pleased to see the car go over, for he was wishing grief and destruction just then, upon all the automobiles in the world. His eyes rested a second or two longer upon the fountain of Neptune. Not an enlivening sight, even in the shielding haze of autumn twilight. For more than a year no water had run in the fountain. The connections had been broken, and the major was evasive about restorations, even when reminded by his grandson that a dry fountain is as gay as a dry fish. Sootstreaks and a thousand pits gave Neptune the distinction at least of leprosy, which the mermaids associated with him had been consistent in catching. And his trident had been so deeply affected as to drop its prongs. Altogether this heavy work of heavy art, smoked dry, hugely scabbed, cracked, and crumbling, was a dismal sight to the distracted eye of George Amberson Minifer, and its present condition of craziness may have added a might to his own. His own was sufficient with no additions, however, as he stood looking at the Johnson's house and those houses on both sides of it, that row of riffraff dwellings he had thought so damnable the day when he stood in his grandfather's yard staring at them, after hearing what his Aunt Amelia said of the talk about his mother. He decided that he needed no hat for the sort of call he intended to make, and went forward hurriedly. Mrs. Johnson was at home, the Irish girl who came to the door and formed him, and he was left to await the lady, in a room like an elegant well, the Johnson's reception room, floor space, nothing to mention, walls, blue calcimined, ceiling twelve feet from the floor, inside shutters and gray lace curtains, five gilt chairs, a brocaded sofa, soiled, and an inlaid walnut table supporting two tall alabaster vases, a palm with two leaves, dying in a corner. Mrs. Johnson came in, breathing noticeably, and her round head, smoothly but economically decorated with the hair of an honest woman, seemed to be lingering far in the background of the alpine bosom which took precedence of the rest of her everywhere. But when she was all in the room, it was to be seen that her breathing was the result of hospitable haste to greet the visitor, and her hand, not so dry as Neptune's fountain, suggested that she had paused for only the briefest ablutions. George accepted this cold, damp lump mechanically. Mr. Amberson, I mean Mr. Minifer, she exclaimed. I'm really delighted. I understood you asked for me. Mr. Johnson is out of the city, but Charlie's downtown, and I'm looking for him any minute now, and he'll be so pleased to see you. I didn't want to see Charlie, George said. I want— Do sit down, the hospitable lady urged him, seating herself upon the sofa. Do sit down. No, I thank you. I wish. Surely you're not going to run away again when you've just come. Do sit down, Mr. Minifer. I hope you're all well at your house, and at the dear old majors, too. He's looking. Mrs. Johnson, George said, in a strained, loud voice which arrested her attention immediately, so that she was abruptly silent, leaving her surprised mouth open. She had already been concealing some astonishment at this unexampled visit, however, and the condition of George's ordinarily smooth hair, for he had overlooked more than just his hat, had not alleviated her perplexity. Mrs. Johnson, he said, I have come to ask you a few questions which I would like you to answer, if you please. She became grave at once. Certainly, Mr. Minifer, anything I can— He interrupted her sternly, yet his voice shook in spite of its sternness. You were talking with my Aunt Fanny about my mother this afternoon. At this, Mrs. Johnson uttered an involuntary gasp, but she recovered herself. Then I'm sure our conversation was a very pleasant one, if we were talking of your mother, because, again, he interrupted. My Aunt has told me what the conversation virtually was, and I don't mean to waste any time, Mrs. Johnson. You were talking about a— George's shoulders suddenly heaved uncontrollably, but he went fiercely on. You were discussing a scandal that involved my mother's name. Mr. Minifer, isn't that the truth? I don't feel called upon to answer, Mr. Minifer, she said, with visible agitation. I do not consider that you have any right. My Aunt told me you repeated this scandal to her. I don't think your Aunt can have said that, Mrs. Johnson returned sharply. I did not repeat a scandal of any kind to your Aunt, and I think you were mistaken in saying she told you I did. We may have discussed some matters that have been a topic of comment about town. Yes, cried George, I think you may have. That's what I'm here about, and what I intend to. Don't tell me what you intend, please—Mrs. Johnson interrupted crisply. And I should prefer that you would not make your voice quite so loud in this house, which I happen to own. Your Aunt may have told you, though I think it would have been very unwise in her if she did, and not very considerate of me. She may have told you that we discussed some such topic as I have mentioned, and possibly that would have been true. If I talked it over with her you may be sure I spoke in the most charitable spirit and without sharing in other people's disposition to put an evil interpretation on what may be nothing more than unfortunate appearances, and— My God! said George, I can't stand this. You have the option of dropping the subject, Mrs. Johnson suggested, tartly, and she added, or of leaving the house. I'll do that soon enough, but first I mean to know I am perfectly willing to tell you anything you wish if you will remember to ask it quietly. I'll also take the liberty of reminding you that I had a perfect right to discuss the subject with your Aunt. Other people may be less considerate in not confining their discussion of it, as I have, to charitable views expressed only to a member of the family. Other people—other people—the unhappy George repeated viciously. That's what I want to know about these other people. I beg your pardon? I want to ask you about them. You say you know of other people who talk about this. I presume they do. How many? What? I want to know how many other people talk about it. Dear, dear, she protested. How should I know that? Haven't you heard anybody mention it? I presume so. Well, how many have you heard? Mrs. Johnson was becoming more annoyed than apprehensive, and she showed it. Really, this isn't a courtroom, she said, and I'm not a defendant in a libel suit, either. The unfortunate young man lost what remained of his balance. You may be, he cried. I intend to know just who's dared to say these things, if I have to force my way into every house and town, and I'm going to make them take every word of it back. I mean to know the name of every slanderer that's spoken of this matter to you, and a very tatler you've passed it on to yourself. I mean to know. You'll know something pretty quick, she said, rising with difficulty, and her voice was thick with the sense of insult. You'll know that you're out in the street, pleased to leave my house. George stiffened sharply. Then he bowed and strode out of the door. Three minutes later, dishevelled and perspiring, but cold all over, he burst into his uncle George's room at the Majors without knocking. Amberson was dressing. Good gracious, Georgie, he exclaimed. What's up? I've just come from Mrs. Johnson's across the street, George panted. You have your own tastes, was Amberson's comment. But, curious as they are, you ought to do something better with your hair and button your westcoat to the right buttons, even for Mrs. Johnson. What were you doing over there? She told me to leave the house, George said desperately. I went there because Aunt Fanny told me the whole town was talking about my mother and that man, Morgan. They say my mother is going to marry him, and that proves she was too fond of him before my father died. She said this Mrs. Johnson was one that talked about it, and I went to her and asked her who were the others. Amberson's jaw fell in dismay. Don't tell me you did that, he said, in a low voice, and then, seeing that it was true. Oh, now you have done it. CHAPTER XXIII I've done it, George cried. What do you mean I've done it? And what have I done? Amberson had collapsed into an easy chair beside his dressing table. The white evening tie he had been about to put on dangling from his hand, which had fallen limply on the arm of the chair. The tie dropped to the floor before he replied, and the hand that had held it was lifted to stroke his graying hair reflexively. By Jove, he muttered. That is too bad. George folded his arms bitterly. Will you kindly answer my question? What have I done that wasn't honorable and right? Do you think these riff-raff can go about bandying my mother's name? They can now, said Amberson. I don't know if they could before, but they certainly can now. What do you mean by that? His uncle sighed profoundly, picked up his tie, and, preoccupied with despondency, twisted the strip of white lawn until it became unwearable. Meanwhile he tried to enlighten his nephew. Gossip is never fatal, Georgie, he said, until it is denied. Gossip goes on about every human being alive, and about all the dead that are alive enough to be remembered, and yet almost never does any harm until some defender makes a controversy. Gossip is a nasty thing, but it's sickly, and if people of good intentions will let it entirely alone it will die ninety-nine times out of a hundred. See here, George said. I didn't come to listen to any generalizing dose of philosophy. I ask you. You asked me what you've done, and I'm telling you. Amberson gave him a melancholy smile, continuing. Suffer me to do it in my own way. Fanny says there's been talk about your mother, and that Mrs. Johnson does some of it. I don't know, because naturally nobody would come to me with such stuff or mention it before me, but it's presumably true. I suppose it is. I've seen Fanny with Mrs. Johnson quite a lot, and that old lady is a notorious gossip, and that's why she ordered you out of her house when you pinned her down that she's been gossiping. I have suspicion Mrs. Johnson has been quite a comfort to Fanny in their long talks, but she'll probably quit speaking to her over this because Fanny has told you. I suppose it's true that the whole town, a lot of others, that is, do share in the gossip. In this town, naturally, anything about any Amberson has always been a stone dropped in the center of a pond, and a lie would send the ripples as far as the truth would. I've been on a steamer when the story went all over the boat the second day out that the prettiest girl on board didn't have any ears, and you can take it as a rule that when a woman's past thirty-five, the prettier her hair is, the more certain you are to meet somebody with reliable information that it's a wig. You can be sure that for many years there's been more gossip in this place about the Ambersons than about any other family. I dare say it isn't so much now as it used to be, because the town got too big long ago, but it's the truth that the more prominent you are, the more gossip there is about you, and the more people would like to pull you down. Well, they can't do it as long as you refuse to know what gossip there is about you, but the minute you notice it, it's got you. I'm not speaking of certain kinds of slander that sometimes people have got to take to the courts. I'm talking of the wretched buzzing the Mrs. Johnson's do, the thing you seem to have such a horror of, people talking, the kind of thing that has assailed your mother. People who have repeated a slander either get ashamed or forget it if they're let alone. Challenge them, and in self-defense they will believe everything they've said. They would rather believe you were sinner than believe themselves liars, naturally. Submit to gossip, and you kill it. Fight it, and you make it strong. People will forget almost any slander except one that has been fought. Is that all, George asked? I suppose so, his uncle murmured sadly. Well then, may I ask what you would have done in my place? I'm not sure, Georgie. When I was your age I was like you in many ways, especially in not being very cool-headed, so I can't say. Youth can't be trusted for much except asserting itself and fighting and making love. Indeed, George snorted. May I ask what you think I ought to have done? Nothing. Nothing! George echoed, mocking bitterly. I suppose you think I mean to let my mother's good name. Your mother's good name? Amberson cut him off impatiently. Nobody has a good name and a bad mouth. Nobody has a good name and a silly mouth, either. Well, your mother's name was in some silly mouths, and all you've done was to go and have a scene with the worst old woman gossip in town. A scene that's going to make her into a partisan against your mother, whereas she was a mere prattler before. Don't you suppose she'll be all over town with this tomorrow—tomorrow, while she'll have her telephone going to-night as long as any of her friends are up? People that never heard anything about this are going to hear about it now, with embellishments, and she'll see to it that everybody who's hinted anything about poor Isabel will know that you're on the war-path, and that will put them on the defensive and make them vicious. The story will grow as it spreads, and— George unfolded his arms to strike a right fist into his left palm. But do you suppose I'm going to tolerate such things? he shouted. What do you suppose I'll be doing? Nothing helpful. Oh, you think so, do you? You can do absolutely nothing, said Amberson. Nothing of any use. The more you do, the more harm you will do. You'll see. I'm going to stop this thing if I have to force my way into every house on National Avenue and Amberson Boulevard. His uncle laughed rather sourly, but made no other comment. Well, what do you propose to do? George demanded. Do you propose to sit there? Yes. And let this riff-raff bandy my mother's good name back and forth among them? Is that what you propose to do? It's all I can do, Amberson returned. It's all any of us can do now. Just sit still, and hope that the thing may die down in time, in spite of your stirring up that awful old woman. George drew a long breath, then advanced, and stood close before his uncle. Didn't you understand me, when I told you that people are saying my mother means to marry this man? Yes, I understood you. You say that my going over there has made matters worse, George went on. How about it, if such an unspeakable marriage did take place? Do you think that would make people believe they'd been wrong in saying— You know what they say. No, said Amberson, deliberately. I don't believe it would. There would be more badness in the bad mouths and more silliness in the silly mouths, I daresay. But it wouldn't hurt Isabelle and Eugene, if they never heard of it. And if they did hear of it, then they could take their choice between placating gossip or living for their own happiness. If they have decided to marry— George almost staggered. Good God! he gasped. You speak of it calmly. Amberson looked up at him inquiringly. Why shouldn't they marry if they want to, he said. It's their own affair. Why shouldn't they, George echoed? Why shouldn't they? Yes, why shouldn't they? I don't see anything precisely monstrous about two people getting married when they're both free and care about each other. What's the matter with their marrying? It would be monstrous, George shouted. Monstrous, even if this horrible thing hadn't happened. But now, in the face of this— Oh, that you can sit there and even speak of it, your own sister. Oh, God! Oh! He became incoherent, swinging away from Amberson and making for the door wildly gesturing. For heaven's sake, don't be so theatrical, said his uncle. And then, seeing that George was leaving the room, come back here. You mustn't speak to your mother of this. Don't intend to, George said indistinctly, and he plunged out into the big dimly lit hall. He passed his grandfather's room on the way to the stairs, and the major was visible within, his white head brightly illumined by a lamp, as he bent low over a ledger upon his roll-top desk. He did not look up, and his grandson strode by the door, not really conscious of the old figure stooping at its tremulous work, with long additions and subtractions that refused to balance as they used to. George went home and got a hat and overcoat, without seeing either his mother or Fanny. Then he left word that he would be out for dinner, and hurried away from the house. He walked the dark streets of Amberson Addition for an hour, then went downtown and got coffee at a restaurant. After that he walked through the lighted parts of the town until ten o'clock, when he turned north and came back to the pearl use of the addition. He strode through the length and breadth of it again, his hat pulled down over his forehead, his overcoat collar turned up behind. He walked fiercely, though his feet ached, but by and by he turned homeward, and when he reached the majors went in and sat upon the steps of the huge stone verandah in front, an obscure figure in that lonely and repellent place. All lights were out at the majors, and finally, after twelve, he saw his mother's window darken at home. He waited half an hour longer than crossed the front yards of the new houses, and let himself noiselessly in the front door. The light in the hall had been left burning and another in his own room, as he discovered when he got there. He locked the door quickly and without noise, but his fingers were still upon the key when there was a quick footfall in the hall outside. Georgie, dear, he went to the other end of the room before replying. Yes, I'd been wondering where you were, dear. Had you? There was a pause, and then she said, timidly, Whatever it was, I hope you had a pleasant evening. After a silence. Thank you, he said, without expression. Another silence followed before she spoke again. You wouldn't care to be kissed good night, I suppose. And with a little flurry of placative laughter she added, at your age, of course. I'm going to bed now, he said, good night. Another silence seemed blanker than those which had preceded it, and finally her voice came, and it was blank too. Good night. After he was in bed his thoughts became more tumultuous than ever, while among all the inchoate and fragmentary sketches of this dreadful day now rising before him, the clearest was of his uncle collapsed in a big chair, with a white tie dangling from his hand, and one conviction, following upon that picture, became definite in George's mind. That his uncle George Amberson was a hopeless dreamer from whom no help need be expected, an amiable imbecile lacking in normal impulses and wholly useless and a struggle which required honour to be defended by a man of action. Then would return a vision of Mrs. Johnson's furious round head, set behind her great bosom like the sun far sunk on the horizon of a mountain plateau, and her crackling asthmatic voice, without sharing in other people's disposition to put an evil interpretation on what may be nothing more than unfortunate appearances. Other people may be less considerate in not confining their discussion of it, as I have, to charitable views. You'll know something pretty quick, you'll know you're out in the street. And then George would get up again and again, and pace the floor on his bare feet. That was what the tormented young man was doing when daylight came gauntly in at his window, pacing the floor, rubbing his head in his hands and muttering, it can't be true, this cannot be happening to me.