 I mean, this is how the Holy Spirit taught me, so to speak. I told this parable one time I was driving through Pennsylvania and I stayed with a friend. And I'm sitting there meditating and the Holy Spirit's like, okay, today we're going to have a very interesting lesson in perception. I like those. Oh, I'm excited about another lesson in perception. Go to the video store and rent two movies. You're going to watch two movies today, back to back. Oh, that sounds exciting. I like the Holy Spirit gives me movies to watch. It's really a lot of fun. So I go out, I get the two movies and I'm told the order. Watch this one first and watch this one the second and you're going to get the lesson. All you have to do is watch these two movies and you'll get the lesson. So I put in the first DVD and it's Michael Douglas and it's called The Game. Michael Douglas, Sean Penn, where this is kind of an entertainment thing that comes where one brother, Sean Penn, gives his other brother, Michael Douglas, this recreational game where he's got to go through all this training and testing and learn all these things and the game just comes at him full force and he's got a pretty big ego, self concept. He's a big powerful, you know, money, wheeler dealer dealing with millions of dollars and everything. The game comes at him and he is just fighting back against the game. At one point he's even buried. He finds himself buried in a coffin in Mexico and he has to like break out of the coffin and he reacts so strong because it seems like the world is outside of him and he's got to fight with all his energy and defend himself and defend the body and this and this. So I watched the first movie and it was a little intense movie. Okay, what's the second one? Bill Murray, The Man Who Knew Too Little. I put the movie in and again it's two brothers, you know, what's going on here? Two brothers, two brothers, both give their brothers a gift, but instead this time instead of the recreational game it's the theater, it's improv theater, the theater that comes to you. I'm like, huh, so it's both of them is coming at you and Bill Murray, I watched the second movie, I watched him laugh his way through this whole movie. Meanwhile, as the second movie is playing they're trying to murder him, strangle him, choke him, poison him, kill him in all kinds of different ways. The same as the first movie and Bill Murray is absolutely laughing his way through the whole movie. The first scene, he thinks he's going to improv and he's told from his brother it's going to come to you so it's all a play, it's just a play, it's a game. He's told ahead of time it's a game, Michael Douglas is not. He's told ahead of time it's a game, these two guys come out, they pull out a knife, they go, give us your wallet and he's like, he gives over his wallet and then at some point they're ready to take off with his wallet and he goes, oh guys, come on, give it back the wallet now, come on, and he says, he starts being very playful with them, even though they still have a knife and they've taken his wallet he suddenly gets very playful with them because he's like thinking it's improv, it's just a fun game and they're so terrified that he's not in fear and they flee immediately and then he meets a prostitute and then he meets people that are trying to kill him and shoot him and poison him and he laughs his way through the whole movie never once taking any circumstance serious because he's already got the miracle in his mind that it's all just plastic, it's just a game, it's not real, it's just fun and I thought, wow, so I watched those two movies back to back and I was like, okay, because what the Holy Spirit was saying is, this is what I want for you, I want you to see that these images are not real, they're not who you really are and you need not defend anything, you could be that playful as Bill Murray was, you know, at one point they like tie him to the chair and they're like these like Russian agents and everything, they're trying to find out, they think he's like the American super agent because he's so defenseless, he's more defenseless than James Bond, so they tie him up and then they've got him tied up and then they give him like truth serum because they think we're going to get him, so they put truth serum into him and they're like asking him all the questions, they said, who do you work for? Who do you work for? Because they think Americans or he works for all these countries because he's like a super agent, blockbuster video, Des Moines, Iowa, he under truth serum, that's all he can say because he's just not invested, he's not into espionage and all these things, he's just so simple and that's what the present moment is, it's so simple, it's so completely simple that it doesn't react or respond to images because it knows that it's not any of them and wouldn't you love to live a life like that where you could be playful? If somebody came up to you at the 7-Eleven with a gun in your face and you could actually be playful in that state, think how strong your defenselessness would be and that's what I've used too when I've gone to like third world countries, I've gone to places where there are guns everywhere, when I went to Columbia, I've been there a few times and there's guns everywhere, there's guns at the airport, up here they give you a body search, down there they give you the body search with guns, you know, and there I'd stay out in the rural areas and there's gunmen guarding the place where I'm staying and I'm kind of waiting and smiling at them, it's fun to be able to smile at gunmen and play with them because if you know that you're not a real character, that this is all just virtual reality, it's not reality at all, then you can afford to be defenseless, playful, happy, joyful.