 Hey everybody, it's Jo. It is now one day before my ankle amputation and we are headed up to Denver tonight to get everything prepared and at seven thirty tomorrow morning I will have my right lower leg chopped off, amputated, taken off. I have spent this last week in a lot of anxiety and really frightened but I woke up this morning filled with a lot of peace which I'm very grateful for and we've been preparing the house and getting everything ready. I realized you can't ever actually be prepared for this but I spent this week trying to do some things that I won't be able to do again like feel things with my feet that I won't ever be able to feel again. I'll only be able to feel with one foot so you know I you know walked in dirt and walked outside when it was really cold and felt like that intense freezing on my feet and just things like that and so I've been trying to like say goodbye to my foot a little bit and I'm grateful for that opportunity and I was talking about this earlier today but I've never I've gone through a lot of stuff in my life. I've gone through a lot of trauma but I've never walked into a situation where I knew who's going to change my life forever and this will. I know that things will never be the same after this. I know that it'll be really really hard in a lot of ways and I know that I can't prepare for that. I know that I can't predict my reaction and I know that I'm walking into this. I'm literally gonna walk into the hospital tomorrow and I've had like I've been like assaulted and I've had my house burned down and stuff like that where it's changed my life forever but I couldn't predict it so it just happens and you just have to respond and with this it's weird knowing that this is going to happen. It's weird knowing that I'm anticipating an event that is changing my life forever. We've done everything we can to get ready and we're gonna see how it goes so I will post a video as soon as I can after surgery. I'm not sure how I'll be feeling. People report very different outcomes as far as pain after surgery and how they feel after surgery so as soon as I know anything I will let you guys know but I'm feeling hopeful and terrified and we'll see how things go. Thank you so much for watching. I look forward to seeing you in the next video when I will be eight and a half pounds lighter. Apparently that's how much of female leg weighs and without one leg. I'll see you guys then. Thanks guys.