 my brain's hopping a bit all over the place but like being with the fluorescent lights and like the talking and then after class going straight out into the hallway where it's people everywhere touching you and oh god so you recreate it too much stay lovely trigger warning trigger warning busy hallways yeah but all of that like constantly being on constantly copying and pasting yeah dissociation for sure and also i was so depressed and anxious for a lot of my high school year i think i had a family member reach out to my parents and they're like is taylor okay you know because i just on the outside you know i was i was the leader of our national honor society i was the drum major in our band i created an an after-school group that i ran like i was at everything all the time and from the outside i looked okay but inside i was i was really struggling