 I was the one that told him when it happened and I know which story it was too so as soon as it happened I came out to the interviews and I was telling the guys I was like my elbow I think I tore everything in my elbow they're like they all looked at me like weird I was like yeah I think I'm done I don't I can't feel I can feel my arms so and then the numbness went away so and then we got three and then I went inside the dugouts and I saw one of the trainers and I thought I was joking and then I told him no I'm dead serious but I told him I'm not gonna come out the game I'm gonna finish the game and after the game we checked it and they're like yeah and you know got some treatment on it no try to try to keep it strong for as long as I can and they told me if I'm sure that I want to keep playing I'll say yeah so they put me out there DD you just described that so simply and so matter-of-factly but you knew you had a serious injury how frightening is it to have that happen on the field while you're playing a game like that yeah exactly oh that's why I didn't want to come off come out of the field you know you play 162 games like throughout the year so you can get to the playoffs and playing for a TV you know so that's like and for the fans and that's what I wanted to do and be out there and play and you know did the best that I could with one