 Hey, welcome to above live channel. The purpose here is to Inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope. Good morning to you. I'm gonna do a sound check Make sure that we're live Look, I'm so early today. Aren't you proud of me on Mondays? I try to get in here pretty early in the morning All over there have been times when this girl is not Up and Adam and ready to go so today I Wanted to make sure I got in here because I have a full day. I got stuff going on stuff going on today Okay, so let's check the volume Okay, I just want to check to see I'm gonna turn up this I'm a stickler for the sound stuff and it's been bugging me I gotta say It's been bothering me lately. I gotta work on some of this. I gotta do some testing. I think my microphone is a Has had a little bit of static scratchiness So I I'm sorry for that for those of you who are really sensitive to auditory stuff. I apologize for that I know it makes it hard Today's topic is respect your heart ache Respect your heartache and this is along the theme for 2024 of empathic energy of understanding how we bump around in this crazy world and understanding that we are greater Then just our physical body or our intellectual mind. In fact, we are body mind heart and soul We are having this collective experience and it can be very overwhelming at times So just honoring as you arrive in here to this video whenever you're watching it Just know that your empathic heart And the connection that we're making right here right now is being so honored so held in this sacred container in The energy space that you and I are creating right now in this collaboration Your heart is being held in a place of honor Good morning in the chat, this is a live stream on our video today. So good morning. Good morning to you Hmm, I know we've been talking a lot about the body as we entered into this year And how the body is the key and now we've been talking a bit more about the heart specifically and as you know that is near and dear to me as I am feeling my little heart button I have a little button monitoring my heart right now. You can kind of see it. I Did share it on tiktok as well on above-life channel tiktok and I'm going to an aortic specialist tomorrow Post I'm four months post open heart surgery for an aortic dissection that I had in October on October 13th 2023 I literally should have been dead and for a time I was and to answer some of your questions because people have asked me to talk more about my my near-death experience or The experience I don't know what to call it because it was really the in-between worlds Experience that I had and yes, I will talk more about that a hundred percent. We'll share more about that I'm right now as we are still in February and in 2020 for it feels like this heart energy this Understanding of this how we are all connected to one another and how we are so easily Influenced and impacted by other energies and by our previous experiences as we talked about yesterday On the Sunday morning coffee podcast we talked about the pulling and the past and the experiences We've had and how they are impacting us now and how when the past energy comes up The idea isn't to go back to the past and relive that experience The idea is now here as you are today the new person the renewed person you are you are having that Memory or recognition come into your frame of reference so that you can bring it into the present Where you have the power then to look at that in a totally different perspective to alchemy the energy of the experience so too with heartache Okay, heartache has this energy of loss and grief and there is a collective patterning right now That is coming from last year of grief There is a collective pattern of grief. There is a solid psychic awareness of grief patterning in our field collectively, so there's a lot of of Resonance and relatable energy from grief you might Not be personally experienced a grief and I'm not just talking about the loss of a person or a pet I am talk it could be a loss of a job a Relationship it could be the loss of what you thought your life would be and what it is or isn't It could just be a what an awakening awareness to this moment right now Which isn't happening by the way to torture you torment you or punish you it's not It's not intended as a consequences kind of conversation What is intended is for you to be able to have a life review Here and now in this state and multiple times throughout your lifetime You can have life review where you have the opportunity to pause to really pause and settle in to look at life as you have experienced it in a way Where you have so much more empowered energy of alignment Whether it be for healing you're at the lowest point and you're like one more kick in the face Kind of thing kick me when I'm down whether you're there or whether you're at a place where you're like I can't believe that was me I Can't I Can't believe I did all those things or I can't believe I allowed that Whatever your dialogue is internally just know that you being here now There is a level that is required of you that is respect the closest word Vibrationally that I can connect to the energy and the feeling of understanding like this collective grief thing is respect for your heart ache When your heart aches, it's because there's a separation There's a separation and it might be distance It might be pure loss It might just be a momentary Scenario Where you lost a piece of yourself and an experience and a choice and a decision You chose to drive to get behind the wheel when you were impaired you chose to Do something or not do something and you feel such an ache in your heart Knowing that that decision or choice was made from a place of lack or scarcity or suffering or not Not from a place of healthy Empowered alignment and it's not about perfection. It's about the energy of compassion coming in and compassion can be used as the medicine the elixir the The lesson and it's about self-compassion. It's not about what you can do for everybody else It's not about the lack of boundaries It's not about proving your worthiness to everyone else for what you can do to them for them With them so that they can be better. They can be happy. They can be secure. What about you? You Continuously sacrificing yourself for misunderstanding the energy of connection of Relationship here and now I'm inviting you to respect the way your heart aches when your heart aches it tells you that you are Alive it Gives you a second chance a third chance a seventh chance To recommit to yourself to reconnect with your essence inside to re remember your spirit and all of the perfect pure Energy of who you have been prior to this body to experience which is light and expanded hope and Love and gratitude and compassion and Compassion I thought When this came to mind this morning, I was pouring coffee and I had found an old journal my swan and dolphin journal I had stayed at the Dolphin Hotel in Walt Disney World when I went in August of 2022 by myself on a solo trip and I was there for the 20th anniversary of my dad's passing I wanted to be someplace where I could really feel Myself and feel the joy of the life source energy that I am and the closest thing I have to that is that joyful youthful magical Innovative creative energy that Disney is for me and it was also a part of my dad's experience too He really loved Disney world Disneyland actually and so part of my experience with him was that too and so I remember being there and I stayed at the Dolphin Hotel and I overlooked the the Area where people go to EBCOT and the boats going back and forth and I loved it. It was such a cool place there Oh such a great place. I love that area and I looked out of my balcony and I could see the sister hotel Which is the swan which also connects to twin flame energy The swan is a symbol of twin flame energy So if you see that in my service offerings when you click on my links to the service offerings and you see the swans That's what that means. It's a twin flame Coaching and healing services that I'm offering now and which came from my heartache in my life experience and The disconnection to reconnect to myself so That swan I looked out of the balcony and I saw the big swans on top of the building across the way and so it was such a poignant and very strong memory for me and When I saw this I Was like, oh, yeah, and I used this actually This is this has some personal meaning to me I'll share this in the twin flame group. I'll share what this is and the twin flame group Which is on March 3rd by the way, you'll see that in the the description here If you want to join that group you can and I'm going to share my story of my twin flame experience and That has a lot to do with the heartache piece and I thought respect your heartache respect all of the The suffering instead of looking back and Feeling so regretful and so hard on yourself, which is my that's my modus operandi Is I am hard on myself. In fact, I've had I have counselors and friends and people that tell me that all the time They're like you're so hard on yourself. I'm like, I should have known. I should have known. I should have X Y and Z I should have ended that sooner. I should have done this. I should have done that I know better kind of thing, but It's like hindsight is 20 20 me and I'm Recognizing as I was pouring my coffee this morning and as I saw this the image of that swan. I thought Respect your heartache Respect all of the things that have been unfolding in my life the past few years Respected respect the grief and the losses when my dad died respect the loss of and The pain and the suffering and the ache of my siblings and my mom when we found out he had AIDS Respect the process this life filled with healing opportunities Respect the path no matter how Unworthy you seem of this now moment like you shouldn't be alive Or you've had so many chances So many new opportunities for love for career for financial security and abundance And you feel kind of hard on yourself. Maybe like you've blown those things those opportunities This isn't about that today It's about respecting all of the things everything Not justifying it not validating it not making it okay, you can't make heartache. Okay, you can't make loss. Okay You can't make it. Okay. You can't go backwards and change things. You cannot make it better that way and As an empath it it's so it's such a natural and daily struggle to want to make things okay for other people too like for your children for your love For the world and we ache when we see the images Of the world and the suffering And we feel powerless or helpless, but the power Ness the power ness Through the heartache that you've already experienced in this lifetime is an opportunity to recommit to reconnect to be all in and Every moment and every day you have that choice To be here now To be present to make an impact on your life to stop at the damn excuses Stop the Stop a living in the pain of the past and what that person did to you or what happened to you Stop just stop it has so much power and control over you and this is when psychic attacks happen This is when your energy leaks. This is when you experience psychic vampire stuff This is when you get attachments from entities and energy and from X's and People that are not the kindest of people This is when you get vulnerable to Letting yourself just be open be like oh I'm such a victim so come and victimize me energetically world Come and take more of my energy and my light. Just take it. Oh poor me Oh, I'm so shadow because when you're high energetically light like a big freaking lighthouse people are drawn to you and Instead of worrying about all this happening out here How about you shore yourself up inside and stand in the energy of your power as that lighthouse? How about you respect the heartache that you've had and not dwell in it? Don't drown yourself in pain Stand in the energy of what you can alchemize What you can transmute what you can utilize for good for you for now for right here today. I Respect you. Do you respect you? I? Respect what it's taken for you to get to this place the mistakes you've made the fuck-ups you've had Those bad choices. I respect you because you got up today You got a heart you have heart You've got heart Yes, you do and it's emboldened if you choose that and you can choose something different every moment of every day if you're struggling with addiction and you Have had a lot of struggles lately Start fresh just today just today just today use that same energy mantra for being Present and here for yourself not hard on yourself here for yourself with yourself You're doing the best you can you're doing the best you can be present. You're doing the best you can Respect your heartache Don't dwell on it. Don't keep bringing it up When it comes in Let it keep going on by walk on by Bye Felicia bye bye bitch bye Like that whatever your style is Come up with something creative And if you do by the way tag me if you're on tick-tock tag me like hashtag above life channel so I can see you because I want to See your sassy the way that we understand Ourselves that we show up for ourselves that we forgive ourselves that we have compassion for ourselves that we're talking to ourselves that inner dialogue At any time it can change for the better or the worse you decide You decide that's where our power is respect yourself Respect the journey that it took to get to this place You might be you might be feeling like a mess this morning like a big old mess, but you're a beautiful one You're a beautiful soul It's time to recommit to that heart. It's time to recommit to you This is the year to do it You can do it. I know I know it's possible So let me say hello in that shitty chat chat chat chat Hi Gail nice to see you. Hey dreamy genie Hi rebel. Hi Anna. Hi Anna's Jimmy. Oh my goodness girl. Nice to see you Sandy. Hi Hello, good morning So a few things Are coming up This weekend I will be I don't know if I'll be on tiktok or not I have some personal plans Happening unfolding this weekend from Friday to next I think Tuesday And so I don't know how much I'll be on if I'm on anything I will be on tiktok I may pop on if my If my company is cool with being part of it to maybe I'll pop on here also I will do a video for you though. So you'll get some goods just say no Because we're always here on above-life channel on Sunday for Sunday morning coffee and On Mondays for a Monday weekly video. So let me go back and answer some questions because I've had a few questions About Channeling and if I'll channel again the answer that is well, yeah, I channel all the time I Just the branding of above-life channel previously has been very very very very focused on celebrity after life channeling but that's been like six years I've been doing that and given the massive life Experience that I had, you know the whole dying thing last October and open heart surgery and being a fucking walking miracle I have really given thought to what is really my purpose now or what is the What is the reason why did I stay because I had the chance to leave and I was like Do I stay or do I go or what do I do? I'm still you know jury's still out on that. Let me just say Some days. I'm like, was that the best choice to stay? So Evolving is natural and so above-life channel has a new meaning for me now Because I've been above life. I've been in the in-between state and Many of you know that I started this work 20 years ago after the death of my father and as a medium and Prior to that when I was a little kid I used to see spirit all the time and I grew up in a house that had a lot of paranormal activity it was not it was totally a normal thing for my family to have ghost experiences and I Have always been very very clairvoyant and been able to remote view since I was like four My mom would tell stories about me knowing things about other people's houses and like she would tell people that I have a Photographic memory is what she how she would describe it. I was so smart. I had a photographic memory I'm like what people believe that crap back in the middle 70s. I guess you know and so Being a medium and being a bridge between the worlds and a communicator and a translator of energy and information It's just a natural part of who I am. So, of course, I'm gonna do that But the way in the manner in which I do that it has to change It's not that I'm not gonna be doing something because I have no idea like this morning when I was getting ready for this Talking about heartache. I saw Freddie and we chatted a little bit briefly about it We should talk to you But then when I feel into specifically channeling a celebrity like Freddie Mercury or Prince or Elvis or whomever in the afterlife I feel a pressure about it Right now. There is a pressure and I think and that's mine That's from me and it's the pressure is the boundary for me because there is so much Uncertainty in the field energetically that when you do the work as a medium or a bridge You really need to be committed dedicated and devoted to that and you have to have very stringent Practices for keeping your energy clear or you're gonna be You're gonna be vulnerable you can get sick physically you can go Bonkers crazy you can end up with all sorts of mental health challenges that you wouldn't normally have had you can And I'm not trying to scare you. I'm just telling you the truth now I'm just telling you all the stuff and I'm being very transparent about doing mediumship work is not easy If you are sensitive and when you're sensitive as an empath it makes you really good at it So I was very clairvoyant. I am very clairvoyant. I still see I see you guys all the freaking time I see stuff And I feel in sense and now my greatest gift is my heart stuff is the empathic energy and I'm gonna fucking honor that Damn right. I'm gonna honor and I'm gonna show up because guess why because that's the next level And that's where you're at this year is going to be a shit show and we kind of get through this together And not just get through it, but celebrate and share and connect and honor ourselves and grow and expand our gifts and skills And build your intuition and build your understanding of energy and give you tools and things that will get you through the shadow times for yourself and the hardships and encourage you to find that new thing that you're going to do that's going to Impact so many other people whether it be your family of origin and then your ancestors all the way down because you're the wise person You're the ancestor for your family going down. Isn't that a scary thought? No pressure or nothing but you got to be doing the work because then you're going to be releasing and Inspiring and empowering and motivating generations to come that you have no freaking concept They're going to be channeling you in the afterlife. So you better have some good stuff to tell them about being a person Like good advice, right? Tools and techniques and strategies and all this that's what we're about, right? So my iteration or my focus at this place right now in this moment is to Pass along what I know About energy about spirit About taking care of yourself and you are really where it's all at other people are not the expert of you You are the expert of you and when you talk to a psychic or a medium or an energy worker there is a Level of discernment that you need to have in order to be able to sift and sort through the energy and information Because we are all biased because we're humans and we have had human experience And so we bring through your information with our own take on it Which is why multiple psychics going to have a different view of the same exact situation It's not because one's better and people love to do that. Let me tell you this is what was so Over the top annoying and psychic readings. Well, I had a psychic and they told me this. What do you think it's like? I'm not gonna do that. What? This it's not targeted Walmart. You're not comparing prices. That's not how this works. I'm not gonna like Well, that person was wrong. I'm gonna say well, this is what I see And then I usually say something like I used to I don't do this anymore because if somebody does that I'm like red flag red flag is Everybody see things sees things differently And it's just different. It's not bad right wrong good better best sucky Awesome. It's not it's not bad. There's no need for comparison. It's just information. So Yikes, ooh Plus right now like the market is saturated There's like everybody has a card deck and is doing readings for people and I'm like, oh good god Oh god help us all it's like rolling on up to some accountant in a old coffee shop photo booth saying hey, can you do my taxes Like you just have to use your your brain and your judgment In balance and go with what your gut says and what your heart says and just because somebody's really big and famous doesn't mean they're Best at it for you the connection for you It might be somebody that's up and coming is really perfect for you And I love that like get to know them before they're famous. That's what I say So there's a whole bunch of stuff in the landscapes of psychics that I don't want to be a part of Like publicly, you know, I just but I'd rather be here and supporting and rallying us together and sharing information and Yeah, sometimes that's going to be mediumship because that's just part I made that way My given name my birth name is Bridget Hello, just in case I didn't know my job was going to be But I can be a bridge in a lot of different ways a bridge to help you understand yourself better body mind heart and soul You're not just a spirit and you're not just a human. There's more aspects to you And all these parts of you need to be fed and utilized and resourced and work together in collaboration within you It's all about energy and reading energy and understanding yourself better And then you can show up in the world However, you're going to whether you're getting your phd Or whether you're just starting out and having a family or whether you're trying to contemplate that move Or maybe starting that business or you're embarking on your journey Into that metaphysical realms Maybe you're a priestess And you need some support that way to keep you grounded and steady from somebody who's walked the path, which would be me and so There's so many things That are available to us right here and right now and so I can't say for sure what's going to happen on above life channel I know that above life Has a whole new meaning to me And it's beautiful and ironic and fabulous And so thank you for being here as part of the journey and do I plan to Channel after life celebrities. I think we will because I think it would be fun I would love to do something like like maybe once a month doing that um And on special occasions and things like that of course and maybe small groups um but I just really feel like mentoring and sharing what I know is super super important right now really important really really important and the twin flame journey and the priestess coaching and The connections that I have understanding all of these metaphysical things that come into our lives that impact our human lives. I think It's so needed right now and I'm here for it I'm here for it So Yeah, so I yes, of course, I'll always be a medium. Yes, of course I like old school psychic stuff is fun too And we're going to be doing that on february 29th You'll see the link below in the inspiring group experience inspiring psychic experience You get to ask questions and it's fun. It's like a group online that we do So and it's very affordable. So check that out if you're into the og psychic stuff because that's fun. It just keeps my skills sharp So hey, I hope I've inspired your spirit today filled you with some hope here on above live channel I look forward to connecting with you on the tick tock if you are Interested in following me. Um, I will also be building out some other social media I'll be returning back to facebook. I anticipate doing that here in the spring time as well And hopefully eventually my new website will be launched working on it still working on it because it could not agree to the logo I've been through like three iterations of the logo and so hopefully My va will not want to kill me Tomorrow when we meet we'll see so All right. So thank you so much for being part of the journey. Thank you so much for being here. I appreciate you all So very much I hope you have a great day. Remember. This is your life Right, isn't that what we say on above live channel? hmm Inspire your spirit fill you with hope and what else do we say? What else do we say? This is your life after all and you get to live it You get to live it So just Live it Thanks for being here. Thanks chat