 For some years I have been in self-imposed retreat. Having moved away from my evangelical upbringing and its disdain for social justice, I have been uncertain where to put my feet, how I can participate in justice today. So like a dutiful five, I have been living in my head, reading and learning, thinking and theorizing, listening and talking all in preparation for re-engaging with the world in a new way, a reality both already and not yet. For as a five, I must always act before I am ready, for it is acting which makes me ready.