 Good morning guys, welcome to another vlog. I have a revolve set on, my normal H&M coat, Uggs. I'm wearing Uggs for my dry bar appointment, Margot, how do you feel about that? I'm not worried about that, I think I would do the same thing. Okay, good. It's Monday morning, I'm about to go to dry bar. I'm gonna get Starbucks first and then off to the studio. Tonight is a Luke Holmes concert. Going to see Lauren this afternoon. It's gonna be a really great time, so we're off. Thank you, I'm good without a straw. I'm back for my blood, it's 9 something, 9.19. I'm currently taking a not home COVID test. This coffee is my favorite order from Starbucks. So now I'll see a cream cold brew with no vanilla peppermint only. And it's the worst coffee I've ever had. But I did remember that blue bottle is here, duh. So I'm gonna go to the blue bottle by the studio. I'll leave in like an hour. I am so tired, like I just have been not sleeping. There's nothing, like getting a blue bottle, like really nothing. Okay, so I got my hair done. I'm back from dry bar, my Starbucks was tragic and I just need caffeine. I don't know why I didn't even think about the fact that I can get blue bottle, like that's normally the first thing I do here, but since I'm just like visiting Margot this trip, I mean, I'm still working, but it's not like I'm like in New York for myself. I just keep forgetting that I'm actually like here and that there's blue bottle, you know? Anyways, it is 9.25 a.m. I need to get ready. I'm going to go to blue bottle. I'm recording from 11 to 2 p.m. I'm recording a swap and then I'm recording with Kim Johnson from Geneva. She used to be head of community at Glossier, which is like really cool because I feel like in my opinion, that's kind of how the bar end was built. My skin is so dry because it's been so cold and Lauren actually is here. She booked her flight like three days ago, I think like it was very last minute. We're going to Lecombe's tonight, but after I finished recording, I'm going to go back here, change, and then go to Lauren's hotel and then we're going to hang out and then go to the concert together. So, and I'm recording from noon. I'm not going to like redo my makeup for tonight, so I have to like really, really, really try today. All right guys, I'm ready. I have had this like suit set for probably a year and I've just never worn it together. It's from Princess Polly. Sawed on Instagram, immediately purchased. The pants are like really, really flattering. They're also pretty comfortable. I will say they fit like my legs well, but they don't fit my waist well. Like they're not the perfect fit, but they're good. This top is skims, it's just a short sleeve that I'm wearing underneath. I'm wearing again my Jeffrey Campbell boots. I actually ordered these last night in black because they're the best things. I've literally shown them in every single vlog, but they're the best shoes ever. They're really comfortable. I literally walked around and shopped in New York. My feet hurt after, but not as much as they should have. So that's good. But let me show you with better lighting. Here's the look. I just grabbed my bag, my purse, and then I'm off for going to blue bottle. I'm honestly really craving like a green juice. Like I said, no one ever, right? But I don't know, I just really feel like a green juice. COVID test is done, negative. Oh, I actually need to pack. I'm bringing Lauren to COVID test. She took a red eye last night, so she's sleeping until I get there this afternoon. So I went and got her one. But here we are. I think we can throw this stuff away. We're back at my favorite place, my favorite blue bottle. Thank you. Ryan Park at Christmas is just like a perfect, a winter wonderland. All right guys, we feel so professional. Off to work. We're going to the studio. This is the one that I always go to in New York. I have my new earl, this is my favorite coffee in the entire world. Here's my outfit. I need like a juice. I don't even know. I might stop at like a little market or something on the way. I feel like I live in this neighborhood. Like I actually know where everything is. I just, I don't know, I feel very at home here. My opinion, community is what made Glossier. I think that community was always at the core of the company. That was so amazing because it was like at that moment that it was so clear. How many connection points there were between the people who were here? Like the way we can be the place for a lot of those people to start building. But yeah, I think we're, you know, we're at the kind of like precipice of a really interesting moment. Interview tips. You know, I think interview tips are just my biggest thing when I'm hiring people. I, you know, I don't care if you're just brush out of college or you're like 10 years into your career. I love people with vision. Like those are the kind of people that I want to my team. I was like, April is tomorrow. Everything's tomorrow. If I could just beg one thing of every human being listening to this podcast, it's like, can we be more thoughtful about how and where we place our energy of losing what we have? And again, it's this very familiar, well-worn snow groove that we can get, you know, like just some mental chatter around and then we don't have to maybe level up. We don't, you know, if you're like, have you read The Big Leap? Oh God, can you just? I'm a huge reader, so I need to. Yeah, I would put that on your book list. It's the most simplistic, perfect, clear book about sabotaging ourselves. And it talks so much. We have these moments of internal wisdom of our, at least for me, it becomes a scream at some point. And I say to it, like, nah, it's okay. Come on, we can push through. It's like, and what you're saying is so relevant. Like I would stand in front of a bus before I let my best friend do that. I would say, what are you doing? You know, and somehow it becomes acceptable for me. I think, you know, I've been a therapist for a really long time and I'm a behaviorist by trade and I'm a behaviorist by trade, which there's plenty of analysis and all that, but action is just the quickest way to get well. All right guys, I'm back from the studio. I never really vlog there because it's just so much going on. I recorded with Molly Carmel and Kim Johnson of Geneva. So Molly's recording. We did a swap, so freaking good. Oh my God. Kim's was incredible. Like you guys are gonna love both episodes. Kim has had a community at Geneva. I think that's actually your top title. Geneva is the app that we use with you guys. So like any group chat, we talk about everything. There's like book racks. There's like Dallas groups. There's New York groups, like wherever you live. It's just really fun. Like I literally meet you guys out and about when you guys met on the app. So anyways, I just ordered Thai food. I haven't even eaten because I was just in the studio from like 11 to two, so I really need lunch. I'm waiting for my food to get here. I'm gonna change. I unfortunately have to wear my concert outfit to Lauren's because I'm not gonna be home between. So I'm gonna go head over. Lauren is calling me actually, I think, or texting me. And I need to head over and meet her. And then we're gonna record for Mood. So I need to like not talk to anyone for a bit. I'll be back. It's three, I just ordered Thai food. I am actually ready for, well you know what? I should retouch my makeup really quick, but I'm ready for the concert. I'm going to Lauren's hotel. We're recording, hanging out until we go. This dress is from, where's it from? Bershka or Zara. This is Bershka. These boots are nasty gal. Really cute, easy, fun outfit. All right, here is a better shop with lighting. Brown dress, black blazer, black boots. This outfit was styled by, styled by Brittany on Instagram. Oh, my makeup. I just added more bronzer and that honestly, that's it for the day. If I need something, I'll just take something from Lauren, but I'm gonna call my Uber, we're off. Guys, look who I'm with. I don't know if we're gonna have time to get a drink. I think that we have to. Yeah, we have to go. No, we need like, we need, we can like eat and drink really, really quick and then run. Yeah, and if Claudia kills us, that's on you. I like, I can't even think about her energy right now. Like, it's just like, she needs to like calm down. She's just so excited. I know, I'm excited too, but like I'm just like in another world. Took a red eye here for the girly girls. For the girly girls. And I've been in this bed all fucking day, excuse me. Yeah. And we're just gonna do it out. I came here, I stripped and I put a robe on. I said I'm not wearing it. Yeah, sorry. And she just, we just both have robes on and now we're both wearing brown. Yeah, we're matching now, so cute. Anyways, we're gonna go get a snack and then pray for us that Claudia doesn't kill us. But honestly, chances are very high. Sorry. Okay, so I thought Lindsay was being dramatic when she was like, Claudia's gonna kill us. She actually did send a text saying she was gonna murder us. So that was fun. Yeah, no, I was not being dramatic. I knew that that would happen. However, it was a great day. Oh, we're burning, I'm sorry. We're burning. Shit. We have to go, we'll talk to you guys later. It was great. It was the best night of my life. Yeah. Happy Tuesday, guys. It was my last day in New York. Last night was Luke Combs. It was so much fun. I didn't vlog like a ton. I just hung out with Lauren after I recorded, had some of the best episodes yesterday. But I'm back in the studio today. Before I get to the studio, I'm actually gonna go meet Katie, not Brooke, Katie, Danielle, and Margot. And then tonight I'm gonna get dinner with Brooke. My outfit today, I'm wearing this bodysuit. I have no idea where it's from, honestly. I think it's actually White Fox. Yeah, it's White Fox. This Scarface Urban, $35. I'll have it linked below. This coat, by the way, which is the coat that I would wear all the time, is H&M. I know I say that all the time, but it's literally $80. And it's my best purchase I've ever made. I get the most compliments on it. These jeans are Princess Polly, I'm wearing Air Forces. I wish I had other sneakers right now, but I didn't bring any, so. Anyways, we are heading off. I'm gonna go take an Uber, get there. I'm gonna get there a little bit early and maybe just shop around for 20 minutes or something. But we are off. All right, so I made it. My hair, I don't know. The blowout looks fine, but there's something about the roots that I'm just not into. Here's my outfit. I have to carry around my bag. By the way, this is from CalPak. It is the best laptop bag. I bring it everywhere. It's my carry-on bag. I bring it to the studio. I bring it when I'm working. I literally use it every day. But anyways, I'm here like 25 minutes early, so I think I'm gonna go into like Dior or something and just like move around. It is looking beautiful here. The girls are coming in 25 minutes. So, gonna do a little bit of shopping and then meet up with them. Thank you. Look who it is, guys. Guys, it's snowing. Oh my goodness, Danielle's face. Look at Danielle's face. Aw. All right, guys, we're walking around. I know. Margot to slash. We're walking around. We have to leave in like 20 minutes. Guys, it honestly feels really good out. It feels so nice. I love the outfit, it's so cute. I'm inspired by the trench by you, honestly. I feel like you always do this trench. I wear this coat every day. Well, I like outerwear in general, but this is my favorite. There's a lot of people out there that are listening to this or people, friends of friends, where situations and circumstances are horrific and I get that. But what I also know is in order to change the circumstances to the best of your ability, it requires you to change your choices. Like you still have some choice in that, that that relationship is not for us, that friendship is not for us, but we don't attach a strong enough Y. We don't say, well, I really wanna value myself and step away from this thing because I know I'm worth more. I teared up and the reason I teared up was because my relationship with my mom was not good most of my life. Terrible, horrible. I mean, I was kicked out of her house when I was 16 and I said some stuff when I left that house because I just felt abandoned and hurt and wrong and all the things that I would never wish anyone to say to anybody. So we have a celebrity, a big celebrity in the midst, right here. Not a celebrity, just a fan of, but thank you for saying that, that's insane. I don't know about that, you did get spotted today. I did get spotted today for the first time. Can we do a PR moves for Dolly Parton? Dolly has Dollywood's theme music part, so I think that she should have a Coachella-like festival. That was two, wait, two seconds or so. Yeah, okay, sorry, that was incredible. All right, guys, I'm back from the studio. I recorded with Doug and Robin from Girl Boss Town. Sorry, there's something on my camera. Great recordings, then I came back, edited a vlog and now I'm about to head off to dinner. I'm going to see Brooke. Margot's going to Luke Night 2. How excited are you? I'm scared. Yeah, her body is falling apart. Crumbling, but like I have a big week of not just this. No, she's got a big week ahead and her body is, it's like at half capacity. Yeah, so it'll be interesting. But I'm going to meet Brooke for dinner, very excited to have some nice little girl catch-up time. I just changed into a sweater and I'm wearing the same outfit. We have beautiful quesadillas and look who I am. Wow, our New York queen. I try wearing all black. Yeah, very edgy, very edgy. Remember when you say, oh my God, it's so funky. I'm like, wait, say it on one word. Yes. And then it's like my vernacular for whatever. Yeah, like for years. Yeah, that's it, yes. Good morning guys, it is now Wednesday. I'm heading back to Texas, my favorite place ever. This was honestly one of my favorite trips to New York. I had the best time. Obviously got to hang out with Brooke last night. It was just so good to see her. I obviously love all my friends here, but I just changed. I'm wearing sweats, obviously the same coat, all that. So I don't have to put it in my bag. I downloaded some books. I need to get coffee at the airport. I ordered some food. I have to say bye to Max, which I'm really sad. I downloaded a podcast, books and stuff, and I'm up. And I'm heading to LaGordia, so we are off. Whenever I explain what I talk about to people, I'm like, it's a very selfish venture because whatever I'm going through at that moment or month or whatever it is, I will hone down and seek out everyone who I think can help me.