 Hey guys Christmas vibe Got these cool touch gloves. I can basically use my phone while wearing them and Wanted to give you a message very important message for you to know and that message is that you're The you're beautiful most beautiful self The best-looking version of you the best most deepest Gorgeous version of yourself This is when you're suffering It's when you're in pain Don't hide that part in you were life doesn't make sense and Everything is just you know just bad Move a bit to be in the Christmas lights Your best moments your most amazing Epiphany is your your realizations of who you are Everything will come from your suffering when you feel bad when life doesn't work anymore when You just don't know what to do with yourself anymore when nothing makes sense These moments if you if you accept them Mom, I'll just take my glove up if you just accept these moments as the gifts that they are then You're actually going to find the the beauty in them So I recommend that When you feel bad when you go again through hardships Everything is just fucked up, you know, you don't know why life Treats you that way It's it's beautiful it's it's Something amazing about that sense of solitude and sadness and Like not knowing What's happening or why is it happening? Why was it happening to you of all people? When you have these moments to reflect on your deep deep sadness and wallow in it really like people try so hard to look like victims to Feel like they've somebody's done wrong to them They do they try so hard to do that and they look for every excuse to To feel oh, I'm so tired and this happened. Oh this happened, but sometimes you genuinely are a victim of something sometimes bad things genuinely just happen to you sometimes in a row and And When you get these moments, there are opportunities there are opportunities for you to Stay with it to allow it to be to to feel it to just sit with it and In these moments of sadness and pain and despair if you stop fighting them You're going to see just how Amazing they can be just how much depth They give you as a human being because you go through all these hardships you you you You get your scars for the day, you know you this happens and this happens and You fight and you honestly fight until the day ends or until the weekends or until the Event ends until there's you can't fight because you did it. You just you fought and then When you finish fighting and you have your chance to rest and And you're wounded and you need to heal Take that chance to sit down and rest cry a bit if you have to Because these will be your most beautiful moments. I remember going to Thailand alone for a month in December last year almost exactly a year ago to this date and I've been through so much stuff so many so much pain and I knew that I have much more to go on my journey to my goals and I just had like this month of Well, you're here in Thailand in Bangkok. You can do whatever you want for the whole month. There's nobody here telling you what to do You have all the money you need What do you do and You know, I spend the first week like living lavishly first week and a half maybe two weeks spent about ten thousand dollars in Bangkok in the first week and a half two weeks, which says a lot in a country. That's a quarter the cost of America in terms of how much things cost and I I was there. I was but but after the second week Sorry for the dog barking After the second week something happened like I realized Robbie it's time to stop it's time to stop Going on adventures and traveling and you need to sit down and that one moment of sitting down turned into two weeks of Nothing just being in the room Writing I wrote almost 500 pages in two weeks It was four and a half notebooks if I remember correctly each notebook is 80 pages five notebooks and I almost finished the fifth one and I Learned more about myself in that period in that month that to these two weeks That I was there than any time in my life come back all the times in my life combined was the amount of Knowledge and wisdom I gained about me and it showed I wasn't like this Anything in my head like when I got back to Israel after that Everybody was like what the fuck like everything was on a whole different level So Don't pass up on these opportunities now. I know you don't have maybe the chance that I did to Go to Thailand for a month and basically spend two weeks there You know in a hotel room, but that doesn't mean that you don't have the chance to sit down today or the next time your battles card And just breathe in the sadness breathe in the pain the suffering just Just wallowing it, you know, feel it deeply and write it Write about it and think about it and just don't fight it. Just allow yourself to feel defeated to feel weak Because That's when you find out about yourself, you know, your your your wounds show you deep into who you are The warriors wounds So sorry for the somber video as you can maybe guess I Did not have a very good day Because you know in life when good things happen they usually happen Either like a one-time thing or they happen in Rapid fire when bad things happen. It's usually in rapid fire So I mean I just and the way I make these videos my point is to help you guys it's also a tool for me, but But it's mainly to help you guys and and I decided that on days like these where I'm not having a good day. I'm not gonna disappear and be like, oh, you know, I'm not having a good day. So You know, I don't have any anything positive to share Because I just thought hey like these tough days are my You know my message to you on how to deal with these days So I should be an example in good and in bad Because back then, you know a year and a half ago I always try to give this image of yeah, I'm perfect. Everything's perfect and I've learned that it's not it's not true It's not it's not the best value you can give when you show your student or your client or your fans that It's all always perfect so Yeah revel in the sadness revel in in the despair We're at revel in the pain Feel it deeply and You'll start getting a sense of pleasure out of it. You'll see why it's so good so important so Thanks for watching the video If you're new on this channel Most of the videos are a lot more positive but I urge you to still subscribe For more good content, so see you soon